Hello!

Hello!

Sooo...I'm not sure if anyone is actually gonna read this or see this blog but whatever. The thing is that I have a really biig crush on my english teacher and despite my closest friends knowing, I just feel like I can't really talk to them about it so I created this blog. I hope I can find people who go through the same....maybe?!

Anyway,, just so you know... I'm female, 17 and from Germany. You can call me Hel if you want to.

My teacher is also female. Let's call her C.

I'm literally not sure how one does these blogs. No one is reading this anyways lol but yea...I think that's it. Bye 🖐

me when my tc walks by vs after

Human Brain: we’re seeing the direct affects of climate change right before our eyes, the world is melting and burning and destroying itself and the only people who seem to care are ones who’re powerless in stopping it,

Monkey brain: T W I N K H U R R I C A N E

anyone else gay on this sunday afternoon in october?

26th August 2019

Okay so I actually don't think anyone's gonna read this but it doesn't matter. I kind of also want to have this for myself so I don't forget stuff lol.

It's actually the 27th today buut...I'm going to write it down anyway.

So basically she always talks about tv shows/film she really likes (e.g. Doctor Who). Now, I had recently watched a show called Good Omens (it's really good you should watch it lmao) and I just thought she might like it. I normally never talk to her after lesson and I also don't stay behind or something. I'm really awkward when literally doing the most simple stuff, so you can imagine that actually going to the front and talking to her would be the most awkward thing \ever/. BUT I did it regardless. After rambling a bit she asked me what the show was about and I explained it and also told her that it was with David Tennant. She laughed and said that she was sure it was v good if David Tennant was in it and she also said that she knew now why I thought she would enjoy it.

We couldn't talk for long tho since she had to go to her next lesson but I was literally like jeohdiwhdikwidys for the rest of the day. I'm proud for talking to her lol.

I hope she will tell me when/if she finishes the show. Another reason for being nervous yay. I also hope she won't just forget. Well that's it I guess. I tried to make this as short as possible and I also left out a lot but yea...

There was a lot happening last school year which I could talk about but idk if I should put it on here and if anyone would even be interested. Meh. Well. Have a nice day everyone. Bye.

me, flinging myself onto my bed at 3am riddled with yearning for something unknown and filled with poetic gay thoughts: is this how oscar wilde felt