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Fred Is Tired.
Fred is tired.
In fact, he can't feel 'tired' — or rather, in theory, he shouldn't feel it — but now his whole body hurts and he doesn't want to do anything at all. The world turns upside down with every step and stands back up with every breath. Fred doesn't need to breathe, but he does, because otherwise he will fall and he doubts he will get up.
The image swims before his eyes, and Fred grabs Tubbo's shoulder to stand.
"How are you, bossman?" he asks in the most gentle and calm voice, but Fred can hear the worry coming through. He takes a book out of his inventory, but then he feels something on his chin. Something wet and sticky.
"Oh, Fred." Tubbo says more quietly.
He runs his hand over his chin and it becomes wet. There is something wrong with his face, something is happening under the mask, but Fred doesn’t understand that, because he has nothing under the mask.
«What is this?» he writes, and his hand trembles, and a drop falls on the page, «What’s wrong with me?»
Tubbo smiles guiltily, and he carefully runs his hand, wiping away the reappearing drops.
"I think you're crying."
Oh.
He is crying?
Fred never cried.
In fact, he didn't even know that he could.
He knows what it is, but he has never experienced it in his life.
«How can I stop this?» he writes.
"I don’t know." the mechanic admits. "I don’t think you need to stop it. You should feel better."
Fred shakes and puts the book away, gasping for air. Tubbo's arms hover over his shoulders until he finally hugs him. Fred clings to his shirt.
"You're safe." he whispers in his ear, and Fred believes. "I- damn, I can't promise you anything, but you're safe now, okay? He's not here, you're free."
Fred feels warm and believes even though he shouldn't. Fred is in pain, but he is alive, and that is the only thing he has to think about.
Here, trembling and hugging someone truly valuable like he never was, feeling the pain of phantom bruises and crying, he feels human.
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So. . . Hi frubbo nation?
I dont really know what the fuck this is but it exists now uhoh
Anyway sorry for any mistakes i know english pretty bad.
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Tubbo's questions to Cucurucho
Why was I frozen?
Classified.
Who can override that classification?
Classified
When was the wall built? Who built it?
Classified
Who built the election building?
The Federation
Who constructs buildings for the Federation?
The Federation
How many workers are in the federation?
Classified
Who runs the feds??
Classified
Is your fav word classified?
Hahaha yes
Anything I should know about island?
No. I hope you enjoy the island
do the eggs ever hatch?
Maybe
You dont know?
hahaha
Where do the eggs go when they die?
hahaha
Can the eggs get their lives back?
Classified.
(after some pushing)
No
Has there ever been a case of an egg getting a life back?
Yes. (went on to specify Juanaflippa)
Are there more eggs then the ones we know?
Hahaha. Classified
Why was the wall built? What was the point?
hahaha
Are we on good, bad or neutral terms?
Yes. I want all island residents to enjoy the island
Are there any residents who are not enjoying the island?
The island is perfect
Have you ever seen stranger things?
No
Do you think the island is perfect for you?
The island is perfect for me
Are you in charge of the island? Do you run this place?
The federation runs the island
Who runs the federation is classified right?
Yes
Do you have autonomy? Or do you just do what the Federation says?
Hahaha (refused to answer when Tubbo pushed before changing topics to Tubbo's illegal act)
So do you have free will? If you wanted to could you build a dirt penis?
Maybe
How do you maybe have free will? Is someone controlling you sometimes?
Maybe
so someone controls you sometimes?
No
You're always controlled then?
No
You're never controlled, you do what you want?
I am from the federation island census bureau. I'm an employee of the federation.
Is there more then 1 island?
Classified
How many questions are you going to ask :)
How many will you let me ask?
Cucurucho leaves after Tubbo asks this
I hate purgatory and i dont even watch it, its too much anxiety and stress. Everyone is screaming and shouting about broken friendship and hell and i just. Fuck. I can't. I want my lore about grief and gay back.
Please i need someone to talk about something ELSE
Eng// "Fanfic in which the founding brothers of the mystery club fall in love with the football player and the cheerleader, the whole school thinks they are dating but they are besties, they get together to talk about their crush on the twins and that is why they go to the library together so much. to see them 😁"
PLS I LOVE THEM SM 😭😭😭 MY FAV CLICHE ISWEAR
I think the Cucurucho ai should be used only for silly gossip. Like an islander go up to it and be like "oh my god Cucuruchito you won't believe who I saw flirting today!"
This blog is going to be chaotic and broken and shitpost as fuck and I don’t really know if I’m doing it right.