Fred Is Tired.

Fred is tired.

In fact, he can't feel 'tired' — or rather, in theory, he shouldn't feel it — but now his whole body hurts and he doesn't want to do anything at all. The world turns upside down with every step and stands back up with every breath. Fred doesn't need to breathe, but he does, because otherwise he will fall and he doubts he will get up.

The image swims before his eyes, and Fred grabs Tubbo's shoulder to stand.

"How are you, bossman?" he asks in the most gentle and calm voice, but Fred can hear the worry coming through. He takes a book out of his inventory, but then he feels something on his chin. Something wet and sticky.

"Oh, Fred." Tubbo says more quietly.

He runs his hand over his chin and it becomes wet. There is something wrong with his face, something is happening under the mask, but Fred doesn’t understand that, because he has nothing under the mask.

«What is this?» he writes, and his hand trembles, and a drop falls on the page, «What’s wrong with me?»

Tubbo smiles guiltily, and he carefully runs his hand, wiping away the reappearing drops.

"I think you're crying."

Oh.

He is crying?

Fred never cried.

In fact, he didn't even know that he could.

He knows what it is, but he has never experienced it in his life.

«How can I stop this?» he writes.

"I don’t know." the mechanic admits. "I don’t think you need to stop it. You should feel better."

Fred shakes and puts the book away, gasping for air. Tubbo's arms hover over his shoulders until he finally hugs him. Fred clings to his shirt.

"You're safe." he whispers in his ear, and Fred believes. "I- damn, I can't promise you anything, but you're safe now, okay? He's not here, you're free."

Fred feels warm and believes even though he shouldn't. Fred is in pain, but he is alive, and that is the only thing he has to think about.

Here, trembling and hugging someone truly valuable like he never was, feeling the pain of phantom bruises and crying, he feels human.

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So. . . Hi frubbo nation?

I dont really know what the fuck this is but it exists now uhoh

Anyway sorry for any mistakes i know english pretty bad.

"MEMORY IS PUNISHMENT."

rbs are cool

Tubbo chat learn that being angry and getting revenge on your enemies doesn't automatically mean villain arc and that isn't what being a villain is challenge (impossible)

Anyone else can’t listen to music while writing because whatever’s their writing changes to the tone of the song? Because I sure as hell can’t

I love the idea that q!Tubbo will be excited as fuck when he will meet Aimsey and Sneeg but he wont know why

Just imagine this scene when you are so happy to see someone BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHO THE FUCK THIS PEOPLE ARE.

We are so back…????

Q!Tubbo finds and Saves Fred. Fred still wants to go on a date: WE ARE SOOO BACKKKKK

Cucurucho shows up and takes Fred back to his office to “decide what to do with him”: