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myvarya
जिंदगी बर्बाद!

[Siren]•[she/her]•[Just a girl from Odisha]•[Bollywood and South cinema📽️]•[shastriya sangeet student]

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myvarya
11 months ago

Kuch na kuch stress na le. Bas ek asteroid Ane wala tha. Par Bach Gaye galti se hum.

Agar duniya khatam hui toh mein....

Nahi duniya khatam nhi Hui unfortunately.

@tumharisakhi @ahamasmiyodhah @mayakimayahai @ranisingnewyetagian @ulaganayagi @mahi-wayy @warnermeadowsgirl .

myvarya
11 months ago

Agar duniya khatam hui toh mein....

Nahi duniya khatam nhi Hui unfortunately.

@tumharisakhi @ahamasmiyodhah @mayakimayahai @ranisingnewyetagian @ulaganayagi @mahi-wayy @warnermeadowsgirl .


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myvarya
11 months ago

~Dahi besan~

Bhalladeva x reader!oc

~Dahi Besan~

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Warning : fluff.

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“We have to find a way to eliminate Bahubali!” Bijjalladeva almost shouted, while Bhalladeva looked down and sighed, nodded his head. “Today's meeting is over.” he ordered everyone. Bijjalladeva grunted and limped away, with his followers following him. Slowly his room got empty, with just him. He went to his balcony to clear his thoughts and get some fresh air.

He heard throat clearing noise and chuckled. He turned around to find his one and only Meethi. She had a mischievous smile with her hands on waist looking at him. “did you miss me? Ofcourse you did!” she ran and hugged Bhalladeva with all her might. Bhalla didn't complain, it's the thing he needed the most right now, especially after a conversation with father, cause what the fuck was that!

He buried his face in her neck, smelling his favourite scent, “ok! Cuddling later” she broke the hug and took him to his bed and pushed him. He looked at her confused, he still remembers how they for the first time. Meethi had just got a job in the royal palace, yes she is a normal worker, but she stole his heart his when she broke that vase of his, and gave back sticking it together messily, it is still kept in a corner of his room, what? He wants to remember how he met her.

She back with bowl mixing somthing together, “lay on pillow properly!” she ordered and he did, immediately. She climbed on him, she tched, but wiped her fingers on her choli, she took one small piece of thread and tied bhalla front hair, like coconut tree. After doing that she took that blow and started putting the mask she made for him.

“What is this?” he asked curiously, “this is besan, dahi, and haldi, for you.” she replied, her toung sticking out a little, concentrating while putting on the mask, while he just admired her. “But why are putting this on me?” he again, “oho! Baby you have so many questions! Look at you, you look so tanned! And tired too. that's why!” she completed. He smiled sweetly listening to her, only she can talk to him like this, no one else, no one else has the audacity to even question him.

“Done!” she exclaimed breaking him out his thoughts, “isse gora ho jaunga mein?” he asked looking at himself in the mirror beside the bed, Meethi who was beside him, putting the leftover on her face nodded, “give me, I will put it go for you.” he took the blow from her hand and started putting the mask on her face.

“Done!” he exclaimed after a while, they both fell on the bed looking at the celling to let the mask dry.

Bhalla who was bored took his index finger and took a little mask on it and tasted it. He immediately frowned his eyebrows and stuck his toung out of his mouth at the bitter taste, Meethi immediately slapped his bicep, “ew, why would you do that! It doesn't taste nice” she scolded, “could've told me earlier” he told with little anger in his voice, she looked at him with eyes, he immediately shut up and looked down, “i have ordered snacks from the kitchen! No need to eat the mask” she completed.

He nodded, but shot up, “what if they saw us like this!” he asked panicking, Meethi immediately shot up as well, “oh no, I didn't think about that!” suddenly they heard a knock and he immediately pushed her behind his bed to hide, he went dusted his hand and made a pocker face, and went to open the door.

He saw the dasi who holding the plate full of snacks, but she looked as if she has seen a ghost, he didn't pay any mind to her and dismissed her, she immediately went away, to talk to her friends about the new look of the prince Bhalladeva.

He closed the door and put the plate on the bed, Meethi came out her hiding spot and started laughing hysterically, "why are you laughing like a bull?” he asked nonchalantly, Meethi stops immediately, “says the one who looks like one!” she replied back, he rolled his eyes and turned around only his appearance in mirror, his eyes widened, “Oh lord!!” he almost shouted, Meethi again couldn't help but wheeze at his misery. “This is all because of you” he said almost stomping his foot on the ground like a child, “Oh my baby!” she said cooing him and dragging him to the bathroom to wash of the mask on his face, which was not completely dry but it didn't matter now.

Bhalla came after washing his face, and laid on the bed with a slight pout, soon Meethi came after cleaning herself up. She saw how bhalla was behaving, she climbed the bed and big spooned him. He tried to get out of grip but she tightly hugged him. Few mins later he turned around to see her still looking at him with a idiotic smile on her face. He didn't say anything and buried his face in face, mumbling something to himself.

“don't worry about that vimala, I will handle her later!” she said, gently caressing his hair, he nodded and hugged her. “i love you.” he mumbled.

“I love you too my dahi bhalla.” she completed kissing his forehead. Slowly sleep indulged them.

The snacks were still there on the bed getting cold.

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I don't know what I just wrote but this is something came in my mind at 3 am in the morning. And also this slightly inspired by hehe- @mayakimayahai. I don't know after the conversation with her, gave this idea.

@tumharisakhi @ahamasmiyodhah @mayakimayahai @warnermeadowsgirl @ranisingsnew @mahi-wayy @ranisingnewyetagian .


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myvarya
11 months ago

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

Thenku thenku 💗!!


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myvarya
11 months ago

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! GODESSS Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

Thank you bbg!! 💗🤭🫶


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myvarya
11 months ago

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

How are guys doing it?..I wanna know..

@tumharisakhi @ahamasmiyodhah @warnermeadowsgirl @ranisingsnew @ulaganayagi @mahi-wayy @mayakimayahai @krispybasementnacho


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myvarya
11 months ago

अयि गिरिनन्दिनि नन्दितमेदिनि विश्वविनोदिनि नन्दिनुते

गिरिवरविन्ध्यशिरोऽधिनिवासिनि विष्णुविलासिनि जिष्णुनुते ।

भगवति हे शितिकण्ठकुटुम्बिनि भूरिकुटुम्बिनि भूरिकृते

जय जय हे महिषासुरमर्दिनि रम्यकपर्दिनि शैलसुते ॥

Salutations to Goddess Shailsutā— The daughter of mountain, whose presence brought joy to the entire creation, the One praised by Nandi; Residing on the peaks of great Vindhya mountains, O Glory of Vishnu, the One revered by Indra. Who is none other than Bhagavati, the consort of the blue-throated One (Lord Shiva), divine mother of the Universe, Source of Abundance who does all the great things— Victory to you, victory to you, the destroyer of Mahishasura, the One with beautiful-braided hair— the beloved daughter of the mountain

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐈; Who teaches us that true courage arises when we confront our inner battles with grace, strength, and unwavering determination.

𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗧 𝗜

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myvarya
11 months ago

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

Thank you didi!! Aap hume ise pasand aye jese bajre ke khet mein sandh aye!!💗


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myvarya
11 months ago
... Yeah My Feed...yeah It's Fucked Up..

... Yeah 👍 my feed...yeah it's fucked up..


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myvarya
1 year ago

Girl you fucking lucky!!!!!!!!

Official the best day of my life. So today's teacher's day and after college me and my friends brought a cake for our teachers and after the cake cutting thingy and all there was a last piece of cake which I was determined to give it to the newly appointed PE teacher who I have a crush on but that piece was actually meant for me. So he was at the ground practicing volleyball with our class boys and I called him 2 times and he finally came over to me and I was like "Happy teacher's day Sachin sir" while giving that piece of cake and he was like "Thank you so much" and he said "Here have some" and I was like "No sir it's ok" but then he broke a piece of that cake and FEED it to MEEE WITH HIS OWN HANDS 😭😭. And I haven't stopped smiling and blushing ever since 😭😭

myvarya
1 year ago

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myvarya
1 year ago

I know somewhere in your life you have heard this song, but this the new song I have been recently obsessed with.

song recs <3

guysss i need some good song recomendationsss

feel free to add more songs to this<3

@myvarya @rambheem-is-real @sada-siva-sanyaasi @miladysproblems @ahamasmiyodhah @mayakimayahai @mahi-wayy


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myvarya
1 year ago

Bro....I am in college right now, blushing. My seniors think I am texting my bofie....

@myvarya This You?

@myvarya this you?


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myvarya
1 year ago

Over the fact that the dresses are too revealing...and they are sexualizing Radha maa...

I don't understand is there something wrong with torani's Leela shoot?

@ahamasmiyodhah @mahi-wayy ??

myvarya
1 year ago

I don't understand is there something wrong with torani's Leela shoot?

@ahamasmiyodhah @mahi-wayy ??


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myvarya
1 year ago

Okayyyyy but can we pleaseeeeeee have an Aman from Kal Ho Na Ho (😭) and/or a Rahul from Dil To Pagal Hai (🕺) ?

Pleaseeee and thankyouuuuuuu

(Also, I am ABSOLUTELY LOVIN these hcs. Good job!!)

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 | 𝑨𝑴𝑨𝑵 𝑴𝑨𝑻𝑯𝑼𝑹

Okayyyyy But Can We Pleaseeeeeee Have An Aman From Kal Ho Na Ho () And/or A Rahul From Dil To Pagal Hai
Okayyyyy But Can We Pleaseeeeeee Have An Aman From Kal Ho Na Ho () And/or A Rahul From Dil To Pagal Hai

• General • Romantic [both sfw and nsfw]

A/n : I haven't watched this and dil to pagal hai [i dont remember it now-] more than once. why? I have enough emotional trauma to last a life time I don't need more, I just can't do it.

I - GENERAL

his heart condition is from his childhood and he was very hostile about it in his teens before he eventually learned to kinder about whatever life he has.

was worse than naina when he was a teen. way more rude, hostile and brat.

he worried his mother so much because somewhere his dejected and rude behavior affected his physical condition.

he very slowly learned to more grateful, specifically after the death of his father.

his changing attitude also slightly improved his physical condition. allowing him to move to new york without any complications eventually.

his mother used to ask about marriage but he simply said his life was unsure and he doesn't wish to take someone down with him.

he sings really well obviously but he also plays guitar very well.

he cooks so well.

since he can't do any tedious job he encouraged his mother to join a job while he handled home.

he can use a mouth filter but okay.

had very minimal friends growing up.

at one point priya wanted to marry him but he was able to stop the proceedings and actually gave her time to think it.

they dated for that while but eventually separated ways romantically.

he can't sleep really well.

can't afford to get even a cold because well it gets a lot worse for him and what people suffer for max a week, he takes atleast three weeks to bounce back from it.

has never tasted liquor in his life.

he almost fainted multiple times when he was home alone but never told his mother.

makes sure he doesn't get too attached to people or stays in once place for very long because he doesn't want to pain them when he eventually dies.

was expecting his death sooner than he it came to him.

has very bad break downs from time to time because let's be real he wants to live and he knows he can't.

doesn't come out of his room for this time period neither let's anyone but his mother in, that too only the woman pushes him for food and medicines.

II - ROMANTIC

SFW

don't make the first move no matter how much it pains himself.

chase him for months before he agrees.

buys flowers and chocolates daily.

cooks for you daily too.

takes the role of stay at home partner very easily.

very supportive. celebrates anything and everything about his partner.

would try to push them if his condition gets worse.

sleeps as a small spoon.

NSFW

a soft sub.

listens well and likes it slow and gentle.

moans low.

a small degradation kink.

no pain.

hair pulling>>>

sensitive thighs.

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tags : @mayakimayahai @warnermeadowsgirl @vijayasena @voidsteffy @jkdaddy01 @rambheem-is-real @allari-ammayi @mellaga-karagani @ulaganayagi @ahamasmiyodhah @ranisingnewyetagian @myvarya @toomanyfanficsbruh @harinishivaa @chaliyaaa @tumharisakhi @ramcharantitties


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myvarya
1 year ago

She taught me to never take shit from any man. Period.

Rekha Gets Revenge On Her Abusive & Unfaithful Husband In Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)
Rekha Gets Revenge On Her Abusive & Unfaithful Husband In Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)
Rekha Gets Revenge On Her Abusive & Unfaithful Husband In Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)
Rekha Gets Revenge On Her Abusive & Unfaithful Husband In Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)
Rekha Gets Revenge On Her Abusive & Unfaithful Husband In Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)

Rekha gets revenge on her abusive & unfaithful husband in Khoon Bhari Maang (1988)


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myvarya
1 year ago

Bhai duniya ki sari bhasad tujhpe kyun girti hai?

(Dhyan rakh apna aur stress mat le!! You're too pretty for that.)

Did I cry from exhaustion? Yes.

But did I complete my work? Nope

Am I still exhausted? Yes. Both physically and mentally.

Do I have a right to be tired? Not really kaam toh kiya nahi poora

But am I on my period? YEP.

Will I cry again? Probably yeah


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myvarya
1 year ago

Akjhjha stwap✋. Your making me fall in love.

Me downloading Tumblr: I am gonna be productive and gonna do bloging.

What I actually do on Tumblr: flirt with pretty girl (I am no less than a man) and write fanfiction on South cinema.

*Sighs* what am I doing with my life.

I am talking about you @tumharisakhi , my baby girl💗


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myvarya
1 year ago

Me downloading Tumblr: I am gonna be productive and gonna do bloging.

What I actually do on Tumblr: flirt with pretty girl (I am no less than a man) and write fanfiction on South cinema.

*Sighs* what am I doing with my life.

I am talking about you @tumharisakhi , my baby girl💗


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myvarya
1 year ago

Tell me yours!!

myvarya - जिंदगी बर्बाद!
myvarya
1 year ago
myvarya - जिंदगी बर्बाद!

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myvarya
1 year ago

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 | 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑹𝑨𝑴𝑶𝑯𝑨𝑵 "𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐄" 𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑯𝑨𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑴𝑨

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• General • Romantic [both sfw and nsfw]

A/n : he triggered the "I can fix him" in me before it was a thing.

I - GENERAL

*heavy sigh* and I thought rahul was the one with the issues.

depression, anxiety, abandonment issues, hyper independence, unhealthy coping mechanisms, boderline alcoholic, anger issues, self loathing, hatred issues, so much anger, blood pressure issues, insomnia, burned out- you get me right?

HE. HAS. ISSUES.

as a kid he was a chatter box and very friendly than his dad went to jail and he became quite and loner. the bullying picked up within weeks and then the suicide of his father and that broke him.

he started hating everyone and now started physically hitting whoever triggered him. even mad mouthed the ones who tried to be friend him.

grew up to be a bad boy but he never compromised on his studies, a small part of him hoping once he proved himself to be capable and got a job it will be okay.

but then people started whispering about he can't be trusted or he was purposely pushed back in the interview and some directly spoke it to his face. that small part him? died and he picked up street fighting.

made money off of it for the rent of his home and renovated his father's workshop from the rest.

can eat one in one go, since he was kid he has made his body accustomed to eat less and use more energy. it's a habit at this point.

get physically sick if he eats more than his body is telling him to eat. which is usually very low for a man his age.

insomnia caused by repeated nightmares.

his first instinct is to hate everything or see its negative aspect.

he can cook but nothing fancy.

caffeine addict.

don't take a away his coffee. he. bites.

has no religious habit per say.

II - ROMANTIC

SFW

he won't make the first move. he doesn't care.

has no concept of love you have to be patient with him.

not many gifts but whatever little things he does are heartfelt.

will cook breakfast for his partner.

personalizes their room they want.

not good with verbal expression but acts of service>>

sleeps as the big spoon.

NSFW

dom. he is a little insecure to bottom but you can try.

rough dom but is very alert for tap outs or safe words.

aftercare is gentle.

eats his partner out a lot.

likes using his hands too.

sensitive neck.

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tags : @mayakimayahai @warnermeadowsgirl @vijayasena @voidsteffy @jkdaddy01 @rambheem-is-real @allari-ammayi @mellaga-karagani @ulaganayagi @ahamasmiyodhah @ranisingnewyetagian @myvarya @toomanyfanficsbruh @harinishivaa @chaliyaaa @tumharisakhi @ramcharantitties


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myvarya
1 year ago

IF YOU'RE IN YOUR SRK ERA CAN I PLEASEEEEEE REQUEST A RAHUL RAICHAND HEADACANON PLEASEEEEEE

thankyou <3

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 | 𝑹𝑨𝑯𝑼𝑳 𝑹𝑨𝑰𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫

IF YOU'RE IN YOUR SRK ERA CAN I PLEASEEEEEE REQUEST A RAHUL RAICHAND HEADACANON PLEASEEEEEE
IF YOU'RE IN YOUR SRK ERA CAN I PLEASEEEEEE REQUEST A RAHUL RAICHAND HEADACANON PLEASEEEEEE

• General • Romantic [both sfw and nsfw]

I - GENERAL

he has issues okay, like a lot of issues. raichands are NOT a normal family from any angle.

older sibling syndrome, attachment issues, self identity issues, anxiety, perfectionist behavior, self doubt, self loathing etc. the list goes on.

he needs a therapist.

anyways, is very close to his mother who by the way isn't as good as she looks in the movie. this has nothing to do with how I feel abt jaya bachchan I am talking abt nandini raichand here

was very protective of him on some instances while other he was left totally unguarded emotionally and otherwise, that created a internal conflict in him.

she was relatively immature emotionally and not well accustomed to raichand household when rahul was adopted.

that made her very unsure of whether to emotionally handle herself or give it to her adopted son.

the friction became clear crack in his sense of belonging and identity when he found out he was adopted. another exhibit of nandini and yash being shit parents, why was a eight year old abt to find out he is adopted

by the time he reached say 12, rohan was born and the older sibling syndrome kicked it pretty fast. I will tell you why

see rohan was said to be a miracle child right? but him being born took a toll on nandini and yash is a absent father most of the time.

basically it a early teen rahul managing his baby brother and recovering mother along with daijaan before he eventually left for boarding school.

he was bullied in the said school for being shy, soft and goody-two shoes.

it gave rise to his anxiety issues and he had a handful attacks of it throughout his 10 years of board schooling.

when he came back from his boarding school he faced some sharp edged criticism for his conduct and how raichands weren't this meek and soft kind of, from yash.

it made him think a lot about himself and how "wrongly" different from his father, creating a sense of self doubt and self loathing in him.

It made him slowly change his whole style and come to be the confident, charming rahul we see in the movie.

he can cook really well.

has trouble sleeping, his life away from raichands very slowly nursed it to let him have some amount of sleep eventually but still it's hard for him to fall asleep.

has some degree high functioning depression.

HE NEEDS CARE AND ATTENTION.

II - ROMANTIC

SFW

makes the first move.

old school flirt.

buys flowers regularly.

can be clingy at times.

will cook for them whenever he gets the chance.

movie date nights.

gifts as love language

sleeps as big spoon.

NSFW

he is sub leaning switch.

he might act all confident and stuff but in this original self he is a obident shy baby boy.

praise kink. to the point he can cry after being praised.

arcs his back while whimpering.

soft moaner.

sensitive ear-area and shoulders.

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tags : @mayakimayahai @warnermeadowsgirl @vijayasena @voidsteffy @jkdaddy01 @rambheem-is-real @allari-ammayi @mellaga-karagani @ulaganayagi @ahamasmiyodhah @ranisingnewyetagian @myvarya @toomanyfanficsbruh @harinishivaa @chaliyaaa @tumharisakhi


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