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me (a dark academic): Dead Boy Detectives? A new mystic teenage show? oH NEIL GAIMAN'S HERE. No, it can not interest me much, ig

also me, after watching the first 30 minutes: EDWIN PAYNE, my darling dead boy, I LOVE YOU!!!!

Edwin my autistic gay boy and beloved

Okay I gotta talk about the swings scene bc, first of all, that was BRUTAL. Like it sucks for Monty but also i am so so glad Edwin is staying true to his feelings. Also GREAT autistic (that's how I hc Edwin as) rep, the having trouble with human connection even before death, the not being able to read the room until it's painfully obvious.... His characterisation is always on point and this was just a beautifully scene to depict his growth and character arc.

is the new Hozier's song "Too Sweet" for ... diabetic people......? like... I mean...

Dark academia is when your earworm is Hamlet's soliloquy

A Poet

You go shaking to the stage,

You strongly hold a page

Of thoughts you must transit

To raise the people from a pit.

Mouth opened, eyes fixed.

The silence that is mixed

With screams and cries.

Your voice, it sings, it dies.

The soul of yours right now

Is sensitive, strong as a bow.

How do you openly confess

While also wearing your defense?

A new book by Donna Tartt is on top of my list of reasons to stay alive.

OFMD 2 spoilers!!

Izzy's singing >>>>

I can't express how much I love this character

my october.

The week before today I was feeling as apathetic as possible. I got caught in a circle of communication and studying and were close to dying. Yesterday I almost died. But didn’t because tiredness had clenched its arms around me so tight, I couldn’t move. And here I am in today. I’ve finally succeeded in opening my heart to the world. The world filled it with some power and it gave me the desire to live on. How have I opened up my heart?

For a long time I’ve been struggling because of people around me. They made me uncomfortable. Every time I was involved into an interesting conversation with objectively cool people, I wanted escape. But I never did. Because I knew that this is a part of the life: you need to expose to people, get useful contacts, introduce yourself to others so you mean something. If no one knows about you, do you even exist? That’s what I thought before.

A few days ago, I fought with my roommate over a meaningless thing really. But I had gathered a lot of ‘swallowed’ thoughts by that moment. So I said not so good words and acted mean. Immediately after our fight the feeling of guilt was born in the depth of my soul. I held it inside for a minute and then let it go. The rest of the night I spent studying and researching for my homework, I pulled an all-nighter. It’s my hobby, to be honest. And when I was getting all that knowledge from books and websites I completely forgot about the fight. Nothing mattered to me than knowledge. You can say I escaped into Wikipedia articles and podcasts. This is where I found my satisfaction, where I was reborn. To spend 24 hours not talking to anyone, reading, writing, and touching moss – this is what I did to find myself again after getting lost on the highway of society.

When you are trying to avoid loneliness at all costs, take this small thought into consideration: “maybe it will inspire you?” You don’t have to create art if you are inspired. You may just live with inspiration, let it consume your soul entirely.

Я люблю такой вид учëбы, когда часами читаешь статью за статьëй, собираешь каждую крупицу знания, даже забывая о еде и окружающем мире. Ничего, кроме новой информации, не поступает в разум.

Обожаю. Только ради этого и живу

OFMD 2 SPOILERS

Soooo is the trope "a lesbian couple and the messed up gays" NECESSARY FOR THE SECOND SEASON OF ANY SHOW NOW?????

"He only brought fire to humans to roast the fuck out of gods"

my uni professor about Prometheus

Instead of Good Omens season 2 we got

Good Omens “We/Our/Us” season and I’m so happy about it

I fucking love how all the edits after the first season are just cool Queen songs, sweet romantic songs etc.

and edits rn be like: HOZIER, LANA DEL REY, TAYLOR SWIFT—

me, looking at Crowley in that last scene: poor, poor boy, you would like right where you left me by taylor swift

Мой алтарь 🙇‍♀️ (ещё со времён первого сезона)

поклоняюсь каждую секунду и молюсь на третий сезон ...

There’s so much in the Good omens season 2 I wanna talk about!!!

But first things first I want to express the joy I get from being in this fandom ❤️ I missed these feelings of common sadness and happiness. I remember how it was back then when the first season came out— sheeesh it was the most comfortable fandom ever!

And now... well it’s getting alive again and I LOVE IT there’s a flood of new arts, fanfiction, theories and cosplay!! I’m so here for that!!!

GOOD OMENS 2 spoilers!!

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In case you didn't understand this season let me explain it to you with these pictures, please.

SO ... good omens season 2 was:

and

It's all like Neil said!!! so quietgentleandromantic that my heart stopped 💔

Aziraphale’s I forgive you....

I’M AFRAID I DON’T KNOW ENGLISH BECAUSE WHAT DOES IT MEAN??

AAAAAAAAA IT HAPPENED!!! MY PRAYERS WERE HEARD 😭😭😭😭

All I need is “Good old-fashioned lover boy” in Good Omens season 2

The nightingale reference JUST KILLED ME.... Crowley, you are truly a drama queen 😭😭

GOOD OMENS 2 finale!!

Dear Neil, you said that this season is going to be quite, gentle, and romantic... BUT WHAT DID YOU DO WITH THE FINAL MINUTES????

Curse you.

With love,

a sobbing person

Why do I need therapy if I have this:

the chicken by Bo Burnham.