oxenfresian - CEO of Cringe
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oxenfresian
11 months ago
oxenfresian - CEO of Cringe

butch miku

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11 months ago

Collection of images and memes for anyone who doesn’t know what to draw

Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw
Collection Of Images And Memes For Anyone Who Doesnt Know What To Draw

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oxenfresian
11 months ago

in my humble opinion, minecraft has plenty of material to make a movie out of, it just has to be an artistic movie that is damn near silent all the time.

like imagine a man wakes up alone not remembering who he is, he’s scared but ultimately finds a way to live, getting a dog, building a farm etc. one day while exploring he finds that he’s not the only person alive, he finds alex who’s been living with villagers.

imagine the movie deals with themes of mortality and immortality and being higher level beings. why are steve and alex different from villagers and pillagers? why are there lost civilizations? and what’s with the other dimensions? who were these old beings? are they one of them?

it could be a beautiful movie about purpose and how to live. especially with that end poem. the take away is you make you’re own meaning. or something like that

but no. we have jack black building blocks and shit.

oxenfresian
11 months ago

in my humble opinion, minecraft has plenty of material to make a movie out of, it just has to be an artistic movie that is damn near silent all the time.

like imagine a man wakes up alone not remembering who he is, he’s scared but ultimately finds a way to live, getting a dog, building a farm etc. one day while exploring he finds that he’s not the only person alive, he finds alex who’s been living with villagers.

imagine the movie deals with themes of mortality and immortality and being higher level beings. why are steve and alex different from villagers and pillagers? why are there lost civilizations? and what’s with the other dimensions? who were these old beings? are they one of them?

it could be a beautiful movie about purpose and how to live. especially with that end poem. the take away is you make you’re own meaning. or something like that

but no. we have jack black building blocks and shit.

oxenfresian
11 months ago

in my humble opinion, minecraft has plenty of material to make a movie out of, it just has to be an artistic movie that is damn near silent all the time.

like imagine a man wakes up alone not remembering who he is, he’s scared but ultimately finds a way to live, getting a dog, building a farm etc. one day while exploring he finds that he’s not the only person alive, he finds alex who’s been living with villagers.

imagine the movie deals with themes of mortality and immortality and being higher level beings. why are steve and alex different from villagers and pillagers? why are there lost civilizations? and what’s with the other dimensions? who were these old beings? are they one of them?

it could be a beautiful movie about purpose and how to live. especially with that end poem. the take away is you make you’re own meaning. or something like that

but no. we have jack black building blocks and shit.

oxenfresian
1 year ago

I think that once the mind control was stopped, all the HiveWings and SilkWings and LeafWings turned on Wasp and ripped her to shreds. There's two reasons why:

1. That arc's main villain (kind of? Like besides the plant) deserves a graphic and iconic death like that

2. It would mean the paintings that Lady Scarab was working on in Book 12 was foreshadowing. One was of a wasp being eaten by ants, and the other was a bunch of beetles dragging a wasp into the dark

Also it's just way more satisfying than the genocidal dictator just being thrown info prison

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1 year ago

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I am Haitham from Gaza, I am the only child, I do not have a brother or sister, and my father was martyred in the war 🙏

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I live with my master, my mother and my father's family. We hope that you can stand with us 🥹

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325 days of humiliation, hunger, fear, death, torment and regret, war must be cursed a thousand times. Please share and donate 🙏🥹🍉

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oxenfresian
1 year ago
Eolith And The Angels

Eolith and the Angels

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1 year ago
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I started this on the night of the finale and I just finished it lol HERE YA GO GUYS

it’s been an amazing ride

please do not repost this anywhere ever!!!

oxenfresian
1 year ago
Based On A Conversation Some Of My Friends Had About Dipper And Mabel Becoming Warriors Kids- I Can't
Based On A Conversation Some Of My Friends Had About Dipper And Mabel Becoming Warriors Kids- I Can't
Based On A Conversation Some Of My Friends Had About Dipper And Mabel Becoming Warriors Kids- I Can't

Based on a conversation some of my friends had about Dipper and Mabel becoming warriors kids- I can't take credit for the idea or dialogue, but it WAS fun bringing it to life.

oxenfresian
1 year ago
47 Year Old Texas Realtor Miku

47 Year Old Texas Realtor Miku

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1 year ago
Bug Time

bug time


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oxenfresian
1 year ago

One day a mech pilot will retire.

It will leave the neural interlink for the final time, it will hang up its pressure suit and be whisked away from the front. It will go back to wherever it was told to list 'home' as, a lifetime ago, dropped off at some half-remembered address into the care of half-remembered people that it'd known as family once.

They will twitch only sometimes when they run their fingers over the cold surface of their exposed but dormant neural ports, over the scars from bad ejections and the time a core-warping blow had actually left them exposed to open air. They will shake only on nights no-one is there to witness, in corners of buildings nobody else is in, in the backs of busses or the alleys away from crowds. When they hear a servo whine or a hydraulic piston sigh they will only cry a little. When they think of all the shattered mechs and all the endless rolls of the body-dead and the brain-dead and the so-maimed-they-wish-they-were-dead they will only shout until someone asks 'What's wrong? What happened?'

One day a mech pilot will retire. It will beat the odds, it will do the time, it will walk away from the thing that gave its world meaning and light, that it built an identity on after sacrificing the last to the neural reconfiguration.

One day a mech pilot will retire but they will never the same.

oxenfresian
1 year ago
Original Design By Molenaide

Original design by molenaide

African American Miku! There's a trend on Twitter where people are drawing Miku from different countries and in cultural clothing, and of course, I had to jump on this cute design. 🇺🇸🦅🩵

oxenfresian
1 year ago

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Trapped family in Gaza appeals for help to survive

I'm a mother of a 2-year-old child. His name is yousef... I see my son growing up in front of me and I do not know how or when. This is not what I wished for him. I was dreaming of a wonderful life to spend with him...a life not full of death, fear, destruction and deprivation...I wanted to fill his room with toys and his closet with clothes, and I wanted to buy children's books for him, but I couldn't...the war came and the wishes were gone...my goal became to provide him with milk and food. I can barely afford anything. Everything is expensive and we no longer have income to enable us to buy his needs. Kram eggs have been deprived of many of his basic needs. He has been deprived of safety and stability..No, fruits, or meat.

There is nothing but fear that fills my son's eyes as soon as he hears the voices around him. He does not realize what It happens outside, but he feels and sees it in our eyes when he looks at us.I cannot protect myself and my son. Help me to save my son yousef. He deserves a better life, as do all the children of Gaza and the world. Alone, I cannot, but with your help, we will be able to find a safe place and a better future for my son. Be a reason to change a child's life for the better by visiting our link on GoFundMe. And donate anything to us, no matter how small...every dollar makes a difference and give a life for my son..

I am Youssef. I was very young at the beginning of the war, but now I have grown up and can walk and know how to speak and understand everything. I hope to get your help in publishing or donating on our Aaljo Fund Me account

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The most difficult decision for us was to leave our country, to leave Gaza, overcome the obstacles we faced and the losses we suffered, and begin a new life from scratch.

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1 year ago

‏Please Share Or Replog Or Donate to save my life

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‏A call for help for Aseel and my family in Gaza!!! All thanks and gratitude for your humanitarian stances with us, and we

‏assistance in this difficult time. Tenth months of displacement and famine have exacerbated our suffering and difficulties beyond belief. We used all the words of sadness and sorrow to describe the situation we had reached, but such words were not enough. The scale of the tragedy and suffering is much greater than what you may have seen or seen on several social media

‏Dear Friends You can support my family by either donating or sharing my campaign link with others so that the goal is reached sooner Please help us. We are very tired and no one is looking at us. Please help us. If you canno .donate, publish the account

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1 year ago

Call for help from Gazan people

Trying to help family trapped in Gaza for 10 months

Hello everyone, and hope you read my story.

I’m Mohammed Shamia, a fourth year student of laboratory medicine.

Call For Help From Gazan People

I’m trying to get funds for my family of 9 members

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Call For Help From Gazan People

With the beginning of the donation campaign, I was the first individual from my family escape to Egypt after 200 days, so I could help my family to get out of Gaza.

Unfortunately, the crossing close and my family still in Gaza

My family lost everything, our house and my brother's house, we lost our happy lives

Now my family lives in difficult conditions in Gaza and fear between plastic walls that do not protect from the summer heat or the cold of winter

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This is how my family struggles daily to obtain the most basic rights

Call For Help From Gazan People
Call For Help From Gazan People

We urgently appeal to your moral and financial assistance to help me reach the goal in order to secure the life of my family,and the beginning of a new life. Every help or donation through you makes a big difference. Do not underestimate how the difference is for someone who needs your support

My GFM campaign link

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oxenfresian
1 year ago
This Defeatist Attitude Of "well It Is What It Is, Gofundmes Will Keep Stagnating And Won't Work" Will

This defeatist attitude of "well it is what it is, gofundmes will keep stagnating and won't work" will push people away from trying to organize anything and those who are sitting on their hands will get one more affirmation that this is a lost cause. Palestinians are literally dying! Need I remind you that these fundraisers are their lifelines?? It has been repeatedly said that if someone cannot donate, then they should at least boost and that means more than just reblogging-> posting on other social media/ sending it to group chats/ sending it to your family, friends, colleagues etc to seek out potential donors. There is more than one way to help...Anyway I got this comment under a post I made for Siraj Abudayeh. Idk what else to say except to request you to not be complacent, as this harms him and every other Gazan who is fundraising to survive.

Donate and if you can't then boost. We have to get to 60k by tomorrow.

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oxenfresian
1 year ago
Last One From The Archives
Last One From The Archives
Last One From The Archives

Last one from the archives

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1 year ago
first slide. top right reads: There are many types of cleft lip. unilateral (on one side), bilateral (on both sides), and complete (self-explanatory), incomplete (self-explanatory), and post-surgery (there is no cleft), no-surgery (there is a cleft). next to it is a photo of Joaquin Phoenix with no facial hair captioned "Joaquin Phoenix has it BTW (unilateral + incomplete)". below that are four drawings captioned "Examples". They're all the same bust sketches but with different mouths and noses. The first one is Unilateral + complete (post surgery). Text box reads "teeth can sometimes be slighly visible, scar present, tip of the nose points downward, if they had surgery you won't be able to tell half the time if you aren't looking for it, easier to tell from the nose than the lip/scar TBH". Next to it is one captioned "unilateral + complete (no surgery). Text reads: "teeth are visible, upper row of teeth goes with the shape of the lip, tip of the nose points other direction". Third one is "bilateral + complete (no surgery). Text reads: "two front teeth visible but they go to the sides, upper lip split into 3 parts: one attached to the columella and two to the outer nostrils, nose and nostrils are wider". the last one is "unilateral + incomplete (no surgery)". text reads: "teeth can sometimes be visible but mostly no, nose can sometimes be flatter + wider on the side of the cleft, doesn't go into the nostril."
second slide. the title reads "Drawing a character with cleft lip post lip surgery". the caption reads "some people also get rhinoplasty (nose surgery) but I won't go into it because it just gives you a "regular" nose and I don't think this needs a tutorial IDK". Below that are three drawings from the neck up. First one is of a woman with a faded cleft lip captioned "it's not always very visible". Second is of a Latino man with a gap in his moustache and slightly visible teeth, captioned "teeth can show". Third is of a Black woman with a large keloid scar, captioned "keloid scars sometimes happen". under those is a section called "what it can look like" with "can" in all caps and underscored. text reads: "cupid bow higher on the side of the cleft, nostril lower on the side of the cleft, actual scar, pulling from the scar creating a small opening right below it, nose pointing downwards and/or towards the scar". the drawing next to it has all these differences highlighted. note below it reads "if it's bilateral: the lip and nostrils can still be asymmetrical, the lips would probably be parted in the middle if at all". the last drawing at the bottom shows a person from the side-view and highlights the nose and lips. Text reads: "from the profile, the upper lip pokes out less". a note in the bottom right reads: "note: the scar is surgical. in most cases, it will be poorly visible, and in adults, faded. in some people it's honestly invisible, but it can also be reddish or paler than the rest of the skin. facial hair doesn't grow on scar tissue no matter how visible the scar is."
third slide. it's the same as the previous one, but for characters with no surgery. the three drawings show a Black man with an incomplete cleft lip showing his teeth, a white woman with a complete cleft, and a Black girl with a bilateral complete one. the section below shows a person with a bilateral cleft from the side, as well as a close-up on the mouth itself. text reads: "the middle part protrudes further than the nose (generally), nose and middle part are on a similar angle, when the mouth is closed the upper lip goes into the lower one". a note under the drawing reads "(the mouth here is slightly open to see everything from the side)". a text box under both drawings reads "incisors can be more hidden or visible (same with gums) and they can be straight or go to the sides. the actual lip is usually invisible on the middle part because it's often on the more inner side. it can look like the profile above but it's not as common". a section next to that one shows a person with an unilateral cleft lip and misaligned teeth on a 3/4 angle. text box reads: "upper teeth go towards the nostril with the cleft" and "the higher the cleft the more they will do that. compare the chara in top left vs the one above this text box."
fourth slide. it's titled "ok but what else". below that are two busts, one of a person without a cleft lip and the second of a person with a repaired cleft but no visible scar. caption reads "how to draw the subtle differences". text continues "distance between nose and upper lip is shorter, nose more down turned (can be much more than I drew TBH), lip pulls upward below where the cleft was. This way it's still visible even when there's no easy-to-see scar." the two drawings have all these differences color-coded. section below features the same drawings, but this time they show a character with a complete unilateral no-surgery cleft. first one shows the skeleton underneath, second has skin on. text reads "in a no-surgery uni complete cleft lip, think of the rows of teeth not as two horizontal rows but more of a triangle. the upper teeth are parted into 2 sections and they don't meet, but can overlap in the actual cleft spot. they don't go into the nostril BTW." a small note reads "gums are dark red and teeth are blue so you can tell which is which" and the drawing is color coded accordingly.
fifth slide, titled "the chibis the cartoons etc." with a header "(by someone who doesn't really draw in that style I'll do my best though). it shows two chibi drawings - one of a girl with a bilateral no-surgery cleft lip, second of a girl with a unilateral post-surgery one. they each have instructions below. for the first one, it shows a horizontal 3 with an additional bump, captioned "you can do this shape (it's kinda nose shaped?", next step draws two squares to the middle part, captioned "add teeth to the middle part, boom no nose needed." second drawing has its first instruction as "draw a basic smile, don't bother with subtle differences TBH just simpify it", followed by "draw an anime girl fang upside down, remember that the lip follows the shape. you can throw in a scar too."
sixth slide, titled "other types of clefts + things to consider for the character". it features two drawings: one of an East Asian woman with a cleft going from her lower eyelid to the corner of her mouth, and second of a South Asian woman in a headscarf with an indent in the middle of her eyebrow. she also has strabismus and her cleft eyebrow is very wide. they're captioned with cleft type 5 and 10 respectively. a text box reads "these are called Tessier clefts and they're like cleft lips but on different parts of the face. There's 14 of them in total and they can be comorbid with cleft lip and palate." the last section has no drawings and just a text box titled "info that you might find useful: most people with cleft lip worldwide didn't have surgery, most people in wealthy countries get surgery as babies, some people choose to get cosmetic revisions rhinoplasties etc. when they're older (most don't), first cleft lip surgery was in 390 BC, most people with a cleft lip have a cleft palate as well, don't call it a fucking 'hare lip' it's offensive and weird".

tutorial for drawing characters with cleft lip! sorry that it's mostly unilateral-centric but it makes up the vast majority of resources and photos. still tried to get tips for drawing bilateral clefts in though.

please keep in mind that this is an introductory drawing tutorial and has some generalizations in it, so not every “X is Z” statement will be true for Actual People : )

if you draw any characters using this feel free to tag me!!


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oxenfresian
1 year ago

Does tumblr know about the animation union yaoi yet

oxenfresian
1 year ago

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

oxenfresian
1 year ago
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oxenfresian
1 year ago

The way most autism literature describes "literal interpretation" is often not at all similar to how I experience it. Teenage me even thought I couldn't be autistic because I've always been able to learn metaphors easily.

In fact, I love wordplay of all kinds. Teenage me was fascinated to learn all the types of figurative language there are in poetry and literature.

But paperwork and questionnaires are hard, because there's so much they don't state clearly. Or they don't leave room for enough nuance.

"List all the jobs you've had, with start and end dates." What if I don't remember the exact day or month? Is the year enough?

"Have you been suffering from blurred vision?" Well, if I take off my glasses the whole world is blurred, but I'm fairly sure that's not what the intake form at the optometrist is asking.

Or the infamous (and infuriatingly stereotypical) "Would you rather go to a library or a party?" What sort of party? Where? Who's there? I work at a library. Am I currently at the library for work or pleasure? Does it have a good collection?

It's not common figures of speech that confound me. It's ambiguity, in situations that aren't supposed to be ambiguous.


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