What Could You Possibly Hallucinate About Which Led You To Cut Your Entire Ear After Having An Argument

what could you possibly hallucinate about which led you to cut your entire ear after having an argument or rather a disagreement with your friend? what could cause you to be so sensitive about it? Trauma? or the immense urge to be listened to, to be understood so bad that you couldn't even hear different opinions.

an event from Van Gogh's life caused by schizophrenia-

drew this taking in the fact that he was in the Yellow House.

Van Gogh is my most favourite artist and every fact about him amazes me deeply.

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i was red but you were blue

Wonderful perception

Of love you have

To be coloured in red

A love that holds your hand

A fair enough judgement

Of my affection

And a fair treatment

To my delusions

The blue skies have always

Made me silent

Oh don't worry darling

It's not in the sense of violence

I'd like to call you

The blue of my life

Because all the while you drank me

As a poison from your red vile

You were only painting me

With your warm ocean ink

And it seems you really weren't

Calm with the way

My dangerous love was for you to drink

Did i take it too far

With the perception of your filled up jar

Which i saw so blue

Was a passionate red for you

-soul

//i have no clue why i wrote this but here you go//

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hynjinnnn on Instagram !! - ELLE Behind with @cartier @ellekorea

he looks like a love poem brought to life,,,,

Strong

Did i get stronger each day

Or did i push my limits

Was it only for me

Or was it for those expectations

I have been strong for too long

My legs shake

My bones ache

My head has had so much weight

That now that it all ended

It left past

A lingering pain

The pain of being strong

For a little too long

-soul

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“Close the door. Remove the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.”

— Paulo Coelho