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We're coming up on Christmas and the end of 2022. Has this year also been a dumpster fire? Yes. Has it sucked for almost everyone financially? Yes.

But.

I can afford an apartment, I am not going hungry, I still have a job, my cat is comfortable in her old age, and I can buy books to read.

All in all, knock on wood, it could be worse.

Good afternoon, all, please remember that you have survived 100% of your worst days, hang in there!

You blew it, Blizzard. What the heck kind of crap was Code of Violence?

Spoilers ahead if you haven't read it. I would recommend you not, it is disappointing.

Scroll down if you want to see it.

Reyes had so much potential and so much personality, and rather than come up with a story where he redeems himself, or has a grand plan, no. He's just another tired cop who just threw his hands up in the air and said a big F U to everything he worked for. How many comics have this plot, again?

Moira messing around? Okay, we all saw that a mile away. But Reyes becomes Reaper because he can't keep a lid on his anger? Really? Is that scene in Retribution where he makes up his mind to shoot Antonio just the point where decided to screw over everything he worked for? He lost his TEMPER??

You done our boy dirty. I wish I could say I am looking forward to more lore, but if this is the kind of poor storytelling you're going to give us, screw you.

[Also, could you not even keep character ages straight? Would you care to explain how Reyes has a son who's 6 years old, when Overwatch has been gone for 5? Are you trying to tell me that his wife got pregnant with said kid not long after the events of Retribution? Because that is roughly the timeline we're looking at, here, based on the comics and this story.]

HE MOVED OUT THANK GOD

4/1/21, the cruelest April Fools' Day ever. The asshole-neighbor-across-the-hall-who-smokes-heavily-in-a-nonsmoking-building-that-has-a-sign-posted-about-it just showed back up after being out of his apartment for months.

Now my kitchen smells like cigarette smoke and I want to cry and vomit at the same time.

Even more fun? I have no idea where this guy has been, so now he has burst into my building's COVID-free bubble like a bull in a china shop.

Screw this guy. I hope he is moving out.

Antidepressants are wonderful things, until they suddenly aren't. Like when you realize your thoughts are like clouds in the sky, just blowing right over everything going on below. You want to care, but you really can't bring yourself to care. Is that person over there having a bad day? Well, they aren't you, so sucks to be them, but you don't have time for that.

I would rather have that distance between my mind, thoughts, and emotions, and everything around me, than have to suffer through daily anxiety attacks, than have to massage the center of my chest to get the muscles to unclench.

But... do I really want the feeling of disconnection?

...

Is the apathy really worth it?

Be kind to each other. We are, after all, only human.

4/1/21, the cruelest April Fools' Day ever. The asshole-neighbor-across-the-hall-who-smokes-heavily-in-a-nonsmoking-building-that-has-a-sign-posted-about-it just showed back up after being out of his apartment for months.

Now my kitchen smells like cigarette smoke and I want to cry and vomit at the same time.

Even more fun? I have no idea where this guy has been, so now he has burst into my building's COVID-free bubble like a bull in a china shop.

Screw this guy. I hope he is moving out.

That point where you are too tired to sleep? That's me.

And in doing so, also figured out how to change the background on my page.

Wooo.

First post

Just trying to figure this tumblr thing out.  If I find one more political thing on my dashboard I am going to throw it to my dog.