They Couldnt Be A Bunch Of Young Guys Fucking Around In The Streets Forever. Yoongi Had Always Known

They couldn’t be a bunch of young guys fucking around in the streets forever. Yoongi had always known somewhere in the back of his mind that the makeshift family they built together would change when they started real ones. He saw it coming.

But something about it makes him feel empty, anyway.

Something about it makes him think of you.

Ana, serious question here but: How is it that you made my heart stop with only one word? Are you a fairy? Or some sort of angel? I think you might be just because of how magical you are, and how you’re able to make me just...feel things whenever you’re around or when I see you post something.

First, and I’m taking a detour and coming off a bit stronger than I usually do with these (probably because I’m a good halfway through my wine right now and my cheeks are feeling flushed but…) this: 

“Blowing up my pager is obnoxious,” he hisses.  “Page and wait.  That’s the least you can do.”....You Mother Fuc-

Honestly, that entire convo with douchebag, dumbass, Dr. Lee made me want to reach through my screen and shake him until he starts to drool. Does he not have any decency??? At all??? I honestly hope that Yoongi comes in during one of this blowups and does more than pick his pockets thats for sure because he needs to be knocked down several peggs if you ask me. 

Whew, okay, now that that’s done, not @ how the mc went sleuthing and found baseball players instead of his name. That honestly made me laugh and I love that as the chapters unfold, you get to see more and more of this mysterious Yoongi piece by piece. I also really enjoyed the beginning when you touched on his earlier days when he practiced piano. It was very soft and I just kept on hearing First Love play over and over again in my mind, so thank you Ana for this heartfelt tidbit. 

Everything that you do amazes me. Truly. I look up to you so much Ana, so anything that you put out is surely going to be kept in my heart and mind forever (I hope that doesn’t add any pressure toward you or anything). Anyways, thank you for this. I’m sending you my heart over and over and over again.💕

P.S. - Also, is this this Yoongi that you imagined at the end??? 

Because if so, you have unlocked another monster ma’am. Okay. Now I’m done. Sending you my love forever and ever, Ana.

greedy | myg x reader | chapter two: church lady tights

summary: being a loner has never bothered yoongi until now.  until you.

pairing: yoongi x reader

genre: mafia AU, pining, eventual smut

rating: 18+

word count: 5.0K

notes:

okay your girl finally got it together to put out chapter two! i am so grateful for the enthusiasm you guys had about chapter one so i really hope this lives up to expectations.  i would love to hear from you guys what you think!

beta read by @hobi-gif​ because, duh.

ALSO my sincerest apologies to the very real KBO League baseball players i reference in this story. may they never someday google their romanized names and realize they’ve been dragged into a bangtan porn. amen.

this fic is a continuation of the Guarded Series but can be read as a standalone piece!

Chapter 01 | 02

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Bak Seolhee was one of those holy roller types.

She wore clunky black shoes and church lady tights that always looked like they were this close to cutting off her circulation.  Her glasses sat right at the tip of her nose, forever in danger of slipping right off her pinched face.

She wasn’t a pleasant woman.

But every week she made the trek – compelled by the love of Jesus – to teach piano at the Shing Ma Boys Home.  And every week, like clockwork, the boys scattered like marbles the moment she arrived.

But not Yoongi.

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Your hands run over his chiseled torso to feel the uneven flesh beneath your fingertips. Years of training, of fights both won and lost, of facing opponents with a lust for blood, have hardened him, left a mosaic of scars in their wake to mark and maim the bronze canvas. He hides them behind a mural of art. Blots out the ever-present reminders of the choices he’s made in a storm of black and grey.

He is ashamed.

But to you, he is beautiful.

Hi Kiki! First, before I say anything else, I would like to say that you are so damn amazing and I am completely in awe of you. I’ve had this story sitting in my to-read list for what feels like the longest, but I can’t tell you how glad I am to finally have some free time to sit down and read this. I honestly don’t know what I was expecting when I pressed the ‘Keep reading’ but it certainly was not this masterpiece. You completely blew my expectations out of the water and sent my heart to the highest of heavens, and I am completely and utterly grateful for you and your talent here. 

The way you began this story was so picturesque, and it felt like you set up the tone so well. I’m not sure why, but I kept imagining this blue-grey haze as I continued reading. It’s most likely because of the header (good job Ana/ @xjoonchildx), but this story was so incredibly vivid. 

He is tense beneath your lips, but he always is, carrying his burdens on broken bones. 

This line was so dark for me to read, but also very and poetic. It's a strange sensation to feel after reading that line because it's like a light in the darkness and you're not sure if you should go toward it or continue to surrender and swim in it, but it’s beautiful in a way. Like Yin-Yang. That’s how I feel when I think about the surface versus reading deeply. The way your writing is so bright and refreshing in contrast to this world is truly astonishing.

He’s not ok, a fact you both know. He hasn’t slept much since his last match, a brutal victory against a vengeful competitor. That night, you had nursed his wounds with steady hands, whispered words of reassurance into his ear, stripped his emotions bare until he was sobbing into your chest. 

He’s not a monster. He’s not evil. He’s just surviving. But barely. And that’s why you always ask.

Now that I’m rereading this line, it’s hitting a bit stronger in my chest now in comparison to the first time I read this. I think this is the first time that you really begin to see the depths of their relationship and how impactful this job is for both of them. It’s beautifully tragic, but I’m glad that they have each other to have and to hold during these trying times. My heart is also swelling a bit more just because of the rawness between them. It’s unlike anything I’ve seen before and it’s bit overwhelming to see how much love they have for each other, but it’s oh so beautiful. 

But the underground is lawless, and you know he doesn’t have a choice. Debts, loyalties, threats… all cruel dictators of the life Namjoon’s been forced to lead. And lead it he will, as long as you are living and breathing beside him. As long as you are there to rebuild him when he crumbles.

This part honestly took my breath away. I could feel the pain, but it’s that same pain that keeps urging them to fight both together and for one another (this sounds so cheesy I'm sorry), but I think that by knowing this, you can see why it’s so easy for them to love each other and I think that is their own dichotomy. 

But on nights like tonight, between matches, in the wake of training, he likes to be teased. Likes you to drag out his pleasure, because it reminds him he is still alive. Still capable of feeling something good. Still worthy of something good, even with a line of broken bodies trailing his own battered soul.

Oh god, this was just too beautiful. I really have nothing much to say after that, but...wow.

“You deserve me, Namjoon. You deserve the whole world.” 

I think it was at this point where my eyes began to water just a tad because of how vulnerable you see Namjoon start to become. All of his fears and doubts coming to the surface during such an intimate time is really earthshattering in my eyes, but I love how the main character is able to pull him back together and comfort him. Piece by piece. 

You found the boy beneath the man, and you want to give him the world.

You wish some things were different. But not him.

You saved me from myself. 

Annnddd...there's the tear. 

My heart hurts. Everything was so beautiful, even more than anything that I could ever imagine. I love this. And I'm so in love with your writing it's absolutely ridiculous. Thank you so much Kiki for making my day. I really needed this, and this story and your words were the perfect antidote. Thank you again, Kiki. Truly. I’m so grateful for you. I’m sending you my love.💕💕💕

Dichotomy [M]

Author uhgood-dooghu

Pairing Underground Fighter!Namjoon x Reader

Summary He doesn’t want this life. But it’s the hand he’s been dealt. He is falling, but you are his safety net.

Genre Smut, angst, fluff, marriage!au, very loosely inspired by the film Southpaw, porn with a splash of plot

Warnings Unprotected marital sex, nipple play, nipple orgasm, oral (male and brief female), consensual possessiveness, Namjoon has tattoos, mentions of violence, lots of love, lots of angst, some cracky fluff if you squint, they’re very in love, they have a kid, they’re dealing with a lot of shit

Word Count 4.1k

a/n Banner by @xjoonchildx​ who singlehandedly gave me more confidence in my writing in 10 minutes than anyone has given me in like…10 years (so yeah, not to be dramatic but I kind of love you 🙈)

Dichotomy . . Trouvaille . . Redemancy

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“You still up for me, tiger?”

From his spot reclined against the pillows, Namjoon cocks his head, tired eyes narrowing into a smirk when he finds you leaning against the closet door frame. Sky blue silk hangs loosely off your shoulder, revealing the sheer bodysuit gracing your curves. You quirk an eyebrow and grin as your husband’s darkened eyes roam your body and linger on the deep v between your breasts, cream tulle contoured seamlessly to your hardened nipples. With a lick of his lips, he folds his arms behind his head.

“I don’t know, baby. Why don’t you come find out?”

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—lilies (m)

“… white lines, pretty baby, tattoos, don’t know what they mean, they’re special just for you…”

muses. bad boy! & tattooed!jungkook x female reader words. 1.3k+ contains. smut notices. explicit sex scene, mentions of drug use, jungkook’s just rly in love (he’s also a drug dealer oops) 

↳ listen to: florida kilos by ldr

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Though he is careful not to touch you directly, he gently strokes the beads to turn that warmth of his inward to the softness of your inner wrist. Closer than he’s ever been. 

I feel like the cogs are beginning to turn with this chapter. Slowly, but definitely surely. This chapter is a bit darker than the rest, especially when you see the famine and potentials war steadily increasing. Not to mention the ending with Yoongi’s father that will definitely stir things up both inside and outside of the kingdom. 

(On a brighter note, it was a cute moment to see the main character still wearing the bracelet she got from Yoongi during Chuseok)

Thank you so so so so sooo very much Rain for this. I’m giving you all of my love until the world ends, but even after that I’ll most defintely be doing it😘💕💕💕

october 1866.

the coming winter promises to be harsh and unrelenting.

pairing: joseon king!yoongi x reader genre: fluff, drama words: 900 contains: historical au, talk of death, good boy yoongi a/n: the things discussed in this chapter are based off a real historical event!

moonlit throne index. this is drabble 14. start from the beginning?

“Is the tea too hot, seja-jeonha?”

Sitting across Yoongi in the garden pavilion, a set of tea on a wooden tray placed on the temporary table between your benches, you hug your own cup of chaksol in a porcelain cup. 

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true care |masterlist

cr. ↰

→ pairing: bodyguard!Jungkook x female reader

→ genre: fake dating au, fluff/romance, angst, smut

•  summary: your (endearingly) shy bodyguard—hired by your father—would do anything for you. even though you roll your eyes at his persistence and pretend there’s no need for him to follow you to every and any place you go, there might be many more hazards in your life than you let on. and you might end up needing him in more ways than you—or your father—would ever think.

! warnings: mentions of toxic past relationship throughout the series

→  series playlist

↠ chapter 1: grumpy beginnings

↠ chapter 2: don’t question it, just roll with it

↠ chapter 3: and when the night fell, our secrets spilled

↠ chapter 4: pass me the glue so i don’t bleed

↠ chapter 5: for a moment i forgot gravity

↠ chapter 6: does it look like i know what i’m doing?

↠ chapter 7: behold! chaos

BORN SINNER

— jjk x (f) reader

summary; Jungkook hates you, hates how much he likes you even after you draw him away from his Lord. warnings; churchboy!jk, corruption kink, virgin!koo, handjobs, blowjobs, mentions of masturbation, angst, CATHOLIC GUILT, jk in denial, jk has a crush /.\, oc is a lil mean rating; mature (18+) wc; 6k

notes; [ church boy jk joins the battle! ] i had this v specific church au that I’ve never seen fulfilled so i was like 😐 guess i just gotta write it myself so HERE is the au that i brewed up this time. this may potentially be a part one to a series, but i gotta see how I’m feeling lol, enjoy <3 also the title comes from the song born sinner by j.cole cuz if u look at da lyrics… hehe

love letters; first of all i have to thank my bb sol @jamaisjoons​ for this absolutely SEXY banner -___- everyone pls go clap for her. my editor n wife rumu @kigurumu​ who reads my weirdly specific ideas n is just like :] yup uh huh :] sounds good, and also the very lovely ppl whomstdve i just met but helped me with the bg info for this fic @jamaiskook​ @mygsii​ @underthejoon​ 🥺 u guys r too kind <3

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