CHILL

CHILL

Pairing: Reader x Han Jisung

Word Count: 0.7k

Genre: Angst, song-inspired fic

Warnings: None

Summary: Ib: Chill by Stray Kids. (need I say more?)

You both knew it. It just wasn't the same anymore. No funny jokes from him to make you laugh. No reading your favourite books anymore to impress you. Hell, not even watching the animes you both enjoyed together.

None of you knew why he was watching the same exact anime as you at night on his laptop while you watched separately on your own phone, yet you both knew. It just wasn't sufferable to be around each other.

You had never thought a relationship as loving and healthy as yours could turn into... whatever this was. You didn't care as much now. You cared for him, of course you did and a part of you will always care for him till you're no more. But not as much as you would almost have a panic attack over him twisting his ankle in dance practice or falling down three stairs because he was clumsy like that. Or that you would cancel your plans with friends if he got a surprise off day from work. Or that you would cook dishes for him that you had never even heard of before he told you how much he loved them. So was it even love anymore?

He wasn't any different. He didn't come here often. He didn't bring you your favourite baked goods from that nearby bakery in case he got let off early from promotions. Most of the time he stayed at the dorms just leaving a text saying he was too exhausted to come over, sometimes not even leaving a text. You had learned to not worry about it now.

So you finally say the words which are longing to be said inside these four walls.

"We should break up." You say and he looks up from his laptop while removing the headphones, surprised that you had said something to him the first time tonight.

"Huh?" He hadn't heard. Of course he hadn't.

"I said" you pause for a bit, so this is it? Is this how this is gonna end? "We should break up." You finally say while holding eye contact for the longest time you had in quite a while. You should feel sad now right? But you can't help but feel relieved now.

"Yeah." He agrees. Not even surprised, not even a flicker of sadness on his face. You were the same though. He started wearing his headphones again. Not even bothering to say anything else. You weren't gonna just let this go like this. You wanted closure but how could you even get that? It felt like you had already broken up and moved on all while still being in a relationship.

"So?" You question. Prompting him to say something more, anything. The clock is ticking and there's awkwardness in the atmosphere now.

"Do you wanna do it right now?" He questions back with an unbothered expression on his face.

"I... don't know." He just gave you a look saying "exactly" before going to watching the anime. And you seriously didn't know, the same as him of course. Sure you were essentially in a loveless relationship now but how could you just let all of this go? You wished you could erase all the memories you had with him. You both know you're just wasting each other's time. You doubt you would've regretted it even if you said yes.

It's not like it was like this from the start of course. You both had really thought you were "the one" for each other. Were you wrong? You can't even remember the last time any of you had said I love you or had a nice conversation. Everything was just...loveless.

So there you both were, just sitting and thinking over, putting off the decision. Even though, the chance of this relationship continuing was zero anyway. You see him suddenly closing the anime and getting up to get his writing notebook and pen. Of course he'll write now. You aren't surprised that this kind of thing would give him motivation to write. How could he be so chill about all this? But then again, so were you.

A/N: Likes, comments and reblogs are much appreciated!

Here's to hoping I'll finish all of my 21 WIPs after exams and skz cb. Like yk when the idea's in your mind and the words are too but you just can't write it down...? Is it just me...

While adding OCs like reader's friends or the love interest's girlfriends, flings or stuff like that (yk for angst)

-For research purposes

R u on twitter??? Looking forward to the next parts and good luck for your exams btw!

Nope I'm not! If that's fortunate or unfortunate idk lol.

Ok but genuinely asking, should I go on twitter? I've never ever been on twitter but I'm getting like so much fomo (mainly for kpop) these days but then again people say it's toxic and negative so like, should I?

And thank you!! <3

You just gained a new follower due to your Chan fic! It was so good I'm dying for a second part. Just omw to read your Hyunjin fic too now. Also additional question if you're willing to answer, who's your favourite writer on here? I'm new here so maybe give em a lil shoutout or sm so I can read their work too! Thanks x.

Ahhh thank you so so much! I never expected to get so many readers for these fics lol (which some may say 150 isn't a lot, but for me it is). Ofc I'd love to answer! I'm actually obsessed (as in I religiously read their works) w @hyunfected / @cb97percent , @j-0ne25 , @seo--changbin I always want to send them so so many words of appreciation but I can't ever find the words for it (and I'm too shy and nervous that someone may think I'm too annoying lol even though they all are such nice people!!)

Additionally my current favourite series is by @skzdarlings (the bodyguard! Felix one) And their writing is just so so good!!

Haven by @chimivx is also really good but lots of angst so beware for that!

And there are so many more writers who's work I read but these are the only ones I can name at the top of my head.

Hope that helped, do go give these writers some much deserved reads!

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