I Have A Super Intense Phobia Of Moths And Butterflies Which Annoys Me Because I Am Like. Im Exactly

im a spider girly through and through though and my boyfriends place is SPIDER RIDDEN there's cellar spiders in the bathroom a wolf spider in the bedroom a big house spider in the living room none in the kitchen. lame tiny little spiders all over the place except not in the kitchen last night i was standing on his bed talking to the wolf spider on the ceiling bc she's a leg down and she moves SO fucking cautiously using the corresponding left on her left to the one she's missing on her right to like test the ceiling in front of her? idk like a blind lady with a cane and i was just so enamoured and im cooing at her like oh pretty girl :(( and my boyfriend comes through and im just standing there on the bed where i should not be standing and he's like “did you say something?” and i have to be like i was talking to the spider luckily he is a spider girly also he gets jumping spiders in the garden and he reacts every time like there is a puppy in his garden and he sends me pictures AND I LOVE THEM and i love him