When I First Joined The Kin Community, My Kintypes Were A Star And Some Divine Entity. Both Of These

when i first joined the kin community, my kintypes were a star and some divine entity. both of these were essentially the same kintype. while i don’t still believe i am a star, the divine entity thing may not be too far off.

this is not my body. never was. it’s merely just a vessel for my past and current forms/kintypes. i don’t like how pudgy and fragile this body is, but it’s what i have.

someday i will be stripped free of this containment and return to who i once was, whoever that may be.

one day i’m gonna come out of my mind maze and end up kinning an lps. i’m not joking one of those little plastic animal toys could be me and you’d never know until i find out

might send out a canon call or smth. i dunno. i wanna find kin friends.

going through a week long episode in 10 minutes

i’m not having fun free me

the inexplainable urge to convince myself i’m either a zombie or vampire and that i was turned in 2017/18 towards the end of the trauma or smth

like i’m planning an entire story for how i could’ve become a vampire and the zombie thing was the idea that i died sometime after the trauma and came back as a zombie to live for as long as i should have for whatever reason

i dunno

i guess it’s vore day huh.

i had nothing planned nor am i really willing to whip anything up. in an airport rn for my trip anyway.

ig just happy vore day to those celebrating and unhappy day to myself.

context/mild vent below i guess

i got kicked out of a discord server again. not only on vore day but also on the day of my trip. i’m in mental agony right now. cried so freaking hard.

i don’t wanna go into too much detail on the off chance one of the server members has a tumblr, but iykyk

i don’t know how to feel about always getting banned from discord servers. i keep losing friends and it’s just agonizing.

so yeah. happy vore day to those who have it better off mentally than me.