Not To Be Angsty On (kinda) Main, But You Ever Be So Loud, Yet Always Ignored? Like, It Doesnt Matter

Not to be angsty on (kinda) main, but you ever be so loud, yet always ignored? Like, it doesn’t matter how loud you are, how much you try to input your opinion or thoughts you just… can’t get a word in. And it doesn’t matter how loud you are because when you are listened to, it’s always the wrong thing to do. To say. No one laughs with you. No one sees your tears. No one hears your cut off sentences. No one hears you. No one cares. And you just wonder if maybe you’re better off being silent. If no one listens anyways, then why keep trying? Why keep doing this?

But it’s fine. It’s always fine. Because if it’s not fine…………

Anyways, who eats Girl Dinner Meals? - 🦝

I-.... uh... we should talk about... that later. Anyway-

I'm tempted to say Travis. He's just considers snacks a meal. Makes things easier. Just enough to get him through the day.

do you have any shadowknight headcanons?

So! My second post on shadow knights! I'm not complaining, I freaking love the shadow knights-

Here's the first one: Shadow Knights

Because nothing was specified, I'm going to do both as a species and characters! I'm assuming this was for MCD: Marigold.

Shadow Knights as a species:

-Obsessive. Usually it's focused on revenge, a desire for power, just pure blood lust, and so on. But it affects each person differently, and they all can obsess over separate things. It is controllable and containable. Some shadow knights view letting your obsession take hold of you as weak, while others see it as the only way to live.

-Their eyes are reflective, like an animals. This is both in and out of their shadow knight form.

-Switching between forms is horribly painful, but they usually don't notice, as they are usually blinded by emotion to even process it. The ones in the nether stay in one form all the time, so they never even realize. The more control over when you transform, the more you realize how painful it is.

-Intense sense up grade. Increased hearing, sense of smell, touch, sight, all of it. It's part of the reason Laurance's sight was so easy to restore(even though it wasn't fully fixed). It's important to note that it's even better in shadow knight form.

-The sword and armor does actually just appear on them in that form, and it's impossible to take off. They can put the sword in its sheath, but that's the extent of it.

-Animals and shadow knights usually aren't the best mix, but it depends. Funnily enough, most domestic animals respond well to them. All wild animals, on the other hand... not so much.

-Not a single shadow knight was ever pure of heart. Someone with a pure heart cannot be turned.

Shadow knight character things:

-Gene has been messing with shadow knight recruit memories to make them more willing. For whatever reason(lore reasons I'll get to later), it wouldn't work on Laurance.

-Part of Sasha wanted Aphria to never find out about her being... y'know, dead, so she could live a peaceful life in Phoenix Drop.

-Zenix genuinely cared for Dorian and Aphria, but ended up deeming connections like that weak.

-Zenix never got to know that Dorian wasn't Garroth's real name.

-Gene's obsession is vengeance. Sasha is worried what he'll do with himself once he achieves it...

-Sasha's obession is simply living as she wants, however she wants. It used to be revenge, but she's moved past that.

-Zenix's obsession is power. He'll do anything for it.

-Vylad has disconnected himself from emotion so much that he doesn't have an obsession.

-Laurance refuses to admit he has one, because he isn't a full shadow knight. In truth, it's his humanity, and who is connected to that. His friends, family, and loved ones. What keeps him sane. That's what he'll lose his mind over. Funny, isn't it?

Okay, but like, I’m actually really excited about doing the dance scenes because even though I struggle with writing them I’m romanticizing dance and I’m hyped - 🦝

We unfortunately have a while to go but honestly?? Have fun with it.

É um rato

(It is a rat)

- 🦝

… ratcoon.

Anyway-

Aphria, Traivis, and Laurance have all eaten rat, but only Aphria will do so again without much thought. This horrifies Garroth and Katelyn both.

Who dissociates though all the lore? - 🦝

Kanna, probably. She’s just… often wrapped up in her imagination, baking, and dolls, and often misses big things happening around her.

Which is odd considering she has been involved with it. It’s kind of like… like the negative things just don’t stick….

Who would you describe as a "freakish little creature"?

~👁 anon

Zenix.

I honestly think he should have had more bonding moments with the town in order to make his betrayal hurt more. I want him to almost regret it, but not enough.