So Much Life In A Place I Now Consider Dead To Me, First Picture Taken With This Phone. Never Thought

So much life in a place I now consider dead to me, first picture taken with this phone. Never thought I’d have one of these. It’s true it gives people power somehow.

I’ve lost safe spaces in this life, I don’t have to tell her anything. Maybe I’d just try it again? - S

I was recently in Europe…and by that I mean I went to Europe last December. And I wish I could say that in a better and less confusing sense but now I feel different, like if it didn’t matter at all . I know it’s supposed to feel like it was the greatest trip of my life but I just didn’t allow myself to feel so. I know I’m wrong but at least I met new places I guess. I don’t think I’m returning anytime soon

Feels nice to post again. I’ve officially moved on from social media (this place doesn’t feel like it anymore) and getting a low profile life now - officially Sænger

I just had one of the lamest Sundays ever and all I want to do is to go back in time one month ago and enjoy my favorite trip ever . And tbh I had the greatest sea food I have ever eaten in my entire life.

And as a note, we crossed the entire city by bike. My semi beach body suffered but my stomach stood still

- S

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A day before my birthday and it was so special, but sadly couldn’t stop the tradition and cried all night long . Beer was so strong omg and that water looked so delicious I wanted to OceanGate myself in there. A fight in the middle of downtown…chef kiss.

I’m so happy I drank all night long having the best life -S

So …what do I expect from now on. Honestly I think I should not leave the idea of being alone behind. I should not underestimate the power of being alone. I should have my own plans and my own way to success . As corny as it sounds I should do my stuff and leave whatever the world plans to do alone, they’re doing better alone away from me . I’m not mad of being left alone in a horrible city , I had no choice and it was for the better and I was tired and didn’t want to be a Man®️ and ruin someone else’s dreams again. Just let go and let me complain about my own misery and accept my shortcomings as all I have to offer

I’m still waiting for a reply, I hate when people travel they’re so annoying. Would it kill you to just talk about a movie or a show you watched and how that made you realize some deep stuff? - angry Sænger

I told my mom getting another dog was a bad idea, well she didn’t listen which is not surprising. I love this ball of fat though. He’s so naughty yet so cute

I feel that the only thing keeping me from running away from this house is how much I’d miss them - S