Im Still Thinking, What Am I Going To Feel? A New Undiscovered Kind Of Sadness? Will I Change Physically?

I’m still thinking, what am I going to feel? A new undiscovered kind of sadness? Will I change physically? Nothing in these grounds are worth to stay for, but you. And once you leave, I don’t think I’m that strong to handle it.

Still taking advantage of no one reading this blog, am I still delusional? -S

Sometime in my past I swore that if I ever saw another post from anyone who tried to cover up their obvious show off of a trip I’d end myself but now that I got to experience the evil and gut wrenching feeling of traveling abroad I have to admit it feels nice to post a picture from a place that’s not close to home. I feel disgusted by this feeling somehow , is this really what everyone is bragging about . I’m doomed

Streets say that Milan is the most hated city in Italy but to my surprise I found it delightful and to be completely honest , the pinnacle of bragging- twice officially Sænger

I think I have never cried that much with a movie since Everything Everywhere All At Once , I’m so serious Guardians of the Galaxy is an emotional roller coaster and that is the straightest thing I have ever said haha

This weekend was great, I almost forgot how bad I felt a month ago but I’m still fighting with the idea of being alone sometimes -S

Saturdays have a special meaning to me, they used to feel empty, so dark and hollow I never thought someone would fill it with so much joy and love.

He would tell you he is not perfect or talented, obviously it is not the case. He is that and so much more. Trust the process, your masterpiece awaits -S

So this place is known for its dinosaurs (both political and reptiles) got some good shots of the place before going on my illness spree yesterday. It’s me hi

Weather was hot and so I thought I looked like, I was wrong. I’m the problem it’s me -S

Mind you this was only the beginning of our trip and it had already blown my mind out, the hostess was so kind and although he was a bit late we had time and we used it wisely .

I didn’t want to leave that place, can I live here for 2 months more? Like that Mitski song -S