Update- Back On My BS

Update- Back on my BS

haha i love forced r3coveryyyyy hahaha

my parents made me g.in like 5-6k.g or I'd end up in the hospital </3

I got up to like 57-60k.g and i hate how I look now. luckily I'm getting an active job soonish so I'll be in charge of my own meals and can get myself under control.

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Today's food di.ary;

Breakfast:

custard cream biscuit x2 (66x2) - 132c.al

tea (16x3 [sugar] + 5 [soy milk]) -53c.al ish

Lunch:

Hungry Jacks/BK chips - 308.5c.al

Hungry Jacks/BK nuggets x6 - 256c.al

Monster Energy Ultra Gold - 11c.al

Dinner: (since I have to eat in front of parents)

Pepperoni pizza - 660c.al

Total: 1420c.al

At least it's less than my BMR? And I did some walking today so I'll be fineeeeee (I think)

i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again i wanna get bad again

slutty 2000s older brother??????

28.09.34

breakfast:

- cordial (10)

- custard cream (66)

lunch:

- veggie straws (130)

- custard cream (66)

- lemonade (100)

dinner:

- pizza (750 ig)

- southern comfort & coke (210)

- fries (100)

- sponge cake with jam and cream (250)

total: 1682.

if yesterday was a binge, I was a pig today. my dinner alone was over 1000 c.al. its no wonder im fat.

case in bloody point- I managed to liquid fast most of the day only to break it with veggie chips, 2/3rds of a pizza, garlic bread, french fries, booze and fucking cake.

restriction my ass, i just keep. on. binging.

i dont even know if i wanna track the c.als today.

istfg i have no self control

Darker themed thinspo