Tw: Slapping? Mentions Of Punishment.

Tw: slapping? mentions of punishment.

The fight started about something i can't even remember.

"Fuck you hoseok, It's like you want to hear what everyone says except me!"

"I'm sorry jagi I didn't-"

"You're honestly such a fucking asshole-"

*SMACK*

Hoseok had slapped you right across your face. Your head turned from the impact and you held your cheek in shock. You didn't expect hoseok to do that. You looked at him and he still looked livid. He grabbed your arm and dragged you towards the corner. "If you're gonna act like a fucking child then I'll treat you like one."

He threw you into the corner, while facing the wall "You'll fucking stay here until I come get you and think about your behaviour tonight." I still in shock and couldn't actually process what was happening and i sat there with tears rolling down my cheeks.

I distantly hear a door slam. I don't know if i was more relieved or scared about him leaving.

I don't realise he's back home until he's right behind me and is talking to me.

" You can get out of the corner now, y/n"

My feet work on their own as i shakily rise. He leads me by my upper arm into our bedroom. He drapes me over his lap and says, " I'm going to spank you 25 times. You're not to make a single noise or I'll start over. Is that understood?"

I don't realise that i replied with a yes until I've said it.

SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!

All through the spanking all i could think of was how much i hated everything happening right now. The slap, him leaving, the spanking, and in this very moment, Him.

He gathers you in his arms and rocks you back and forth as soon as he's done. The aftercare that you once adored and cherished now seemed like a chore. He whispered sweet nothings and reassurances but you just wanted this to stop. You wanted everything to stop. You hated everything that's happening right now but you also couldn't find it in you to get up leave. Of course you do eventually leave. In the middle of the night, after he's bathed you and cuddled you to sleep, you get up from the bed, grab your phone, jackets and car keys and leave quietly. You lay in your own bed, put your phone on silent and slept.

When you finally did wake up a wall of intense rage like never before struck you. How could you let this happen to you. Why didn't you say something? Isn't situations like these the point of safewords. And above all you were angry at hoseok. You were angry he slapped you. You were angry he didn't check in on you enough to know something was obviously wrong. You picked up your phone to see 54 missed calls from hobi and several concerned texts. You put your phone down again and went to make breakfast.

You thought going about your day without calling or texting him would buy you sometime to think about how you're gonna go ahead with everything happening. But life had other plans. As soon as your lunch break started you saw a familiar face pacing in the lobby. As soon as he spotted you he marched up to you. You expected him to yell and be angry at you but you could only see apprehension and fear in his eyes.

"Jagi, where were you this morning you just up and left like that i thought something had happened to you you weren't picking up your phone" I let him ramble on while looking everywhere but him. He cupped my cheeks and made me look into his eyes. "Honey why aren't you saying anything tell me what's wrong" He looked so vulnerable and sad i almost felt bad. Almost.

"Hoseok, i don't think this is working out."

Contains spit kink, mentions of cum, oral men recieving, just filth😭

Imagine him fucking your face and after he cums he tells u to keep his load in ur mouth and not swallow it yet. Then he makes u open ur mouth and show hum if mouth full of cum spit in it and then swallow

Imagine hobi sitting you down between his legs and asking you to open your mouth and take your tongue out. He'll tell you you're not allowed to pull your tongue back in and then slowly put his first two fingers on your tongue. He'll slowly start shoving it inside exploring every part of your mouth while making you gag every now and then. You'll be soaked with spit but you'll keep your tongue out like a good girl<3

"Hoseok, i don't think this is working out."

He looked at me in shock. His face was full of pain but i could not bring myself to feel bad for him.

"Yesterday was the worst thing to happen to me in so long. I know we agreed on certain terms for punishments hobi but last night wasn't it. The slap was violating and for you to just leave and then continue to punish me. You crossed a line and i don't think I'll ever really be able to get past it" I said. I was proud of myself for not letting my voice shake even though my entire body was trembling. Hoseok had been my boyfriend for 2 years and it all came crashing down in a day.

"I'm so sorry that i made you feel like that y/n. I failed you as your Dom and as your boyfriend. I had sworn to protect you and i did the exact opposite. I'd like to make it up to you but if you have made up your mind I respect that. But i truly am sorry and i will live with the guilt for the rest of my life" Hoseok said regretfully. By the time he was done speaking he had begun crying and honestly, so had I. He might have betrayed me last night but I do have a soft spot for him.

We said our final goodbyes and parted ways. Initially it was difficult to adjust to a life without him but it got easier and easier everyday. We had agreed to stay in contact, maybe even friends but that never happened. In the beginning we saw each other sometimes. Run-ins weren't uncommon as we had many mutual friends but eventually it got too painful and we both stopped attending such events. Time healed the wound, as these things often go. Slowly, the thought of the other person didn't hurt as much as it used to.

We met again, after a year and a half. It was a random Tuesday afternoon and we accidentally ran into each other at the new cupcake store that had opened up at the mall.

"Hoseok, hii it's been so long since I've seen you, how are you, how have you been?" I said with a genuine smile on my face

"Y/n heyyyy. I've been good how have you been?? Let me guess you're gonna try their chocolate cupcake?" He says in his usual cheery voice.

"Yes HAHA my love for chocolate hasn't changed" We both laughed and it didn't feel forced.

He told me how his music career has been taking off and how he's gonna do his first concert in America later this year. I told him how i got my dream job that I've always wanted and that i shifted into a much better apartment. The conversation was a little awkward and it definitely didn't have the easiness and comfort that it used to, but that's okay. Sometimes you need to move on from people and certain parts of your life to be in a better place. We said goodbye to each other once again, but this one felt much nicer than the last one.