I Don't Believe That God Has A Physical Form.

I don't believe that God has a physical form.

As a Muslim, we know that God doesn't have a physical form that we can see or touch yet. But while I lay here with a dull ache in my heart, I tried imagining being held in someone's arms. Something to soothe that ache. But then I got this image in my head. A warm blanket of light, of noor, being wrapped around me. I felt a warm feeling spread inside of my body.

That's the same feeling that I used to have whenever I prayed Tahajjud.

God will find a way back into your life and no matter what, you will always end up appreciating it.

I am okay without you..

For months.. I prayed, sobbed, and pleaded with any and all deity to make me feel okay without you and now I am actually okay without you.

It feels strange. I know that in the morning there will be no 'good morning' text and that doesn't hurt me anymore. I am able to have a good day even without you. I rarely think of you. It's so strange...I spent so much time building you up in my mind and now you're still in my life but somehow it doesn't affect me anymore. I thought this would feel good but it doesn't. it doesn't feel bad either, just strange. Life is just strange without you and I like it. Thank you for leaving, it was needed.

Motivating myself by looking at my gold so I can accomplish my goal.

Please laugh at the rhyme, a levels is killing me.

Help my family to get out and search for what is left of life. The war is devastating. Death is approaching every person and destruction is everywhere. We hope that there is hope before it is too late.

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Your support is a lifeline of hope. A few days ago, the area where my family's tents were was bombed, and the situation was very dangerous now. There is no water for thirst everywhere, and there is no food. Food is very expensive. If they want to eat, for example, a simple meal, they need a hundred euros, consisting of vegetables and simple things. If they want fruit, which is not available, the fruits they have not seen for months, and if they find their prices are exorbitant, they live now. I hope you support them and help them get out.

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How can you say that you've moved on ?

I no longer include her in my future planning. She has no place in my life anymore. No role to fill, no house to share, no kids to raise. Nothing.