Being An Alter In A (mainly Radqueer + Transx) System Is Soo Weirdd ;_;

being an alter in a (mainly radqueer + transx) system is soo weirdd ;_;

like tell me how we have nagito komaeda saying it’s transmutt and wanting some1 2 abuse it

then we also have a human form of a wendigo trying to form a giant cult and to top it off,

a cutecore trans² transspecies transage catgirl that’s trying to transition the body into a loli trans² catgirl while every1 pleads with hir not 2 do anything 2 the body 💀

system culture is reading fanfiction and the person that’s in the fanfic appearing and being horrified 💀

ugh i keep forgetting that being radqueer isn’t “normal” so we’ll be excitedly talking to someone about how we’ve been hallucinating, bedrotting and not taking care of ourselves and they’ll be shocked and mortified and we’ll be standing there looking dumb like “what’s wrong this is a good thing?”

God.

I am so obsessed with the way Bill talks about himself

Like

He's done horrible irredeemable things and he recognizes that, and he knows people want him to be a "sympathetic villain", which he isn't. He has no remorse for his actions.

But on the other hand

Oooh buddy.

You are kinda traumatized aren't you.

(Book of Bill Spoilers beneath the cut)

Bc blacking out when mentioning the destruction of your home dimension, keeping the last particle of said dimension in your hat, and seeming genuinely distant when explaining that your dimension is gone and calling yourself a monster to your partner is like totally not indicative of trauma.

Honestly, he's an awful terrible being, and nothing can justify what he's done in the show or to Ford but man, I do kinda feel bad for the guy.

Deep deep down there is an inkling of something he canonically will never reach, never touch, never acknowledge.

He'll never admit weakness. He'll never say that he's traumatized. He'll never say that he's remorseful. He'll never say that he misses or needs someone.

Because if he's not in control, and if everything isn't bending to his will...

If his life isn't a party, then what has he been living all this time?

i’d rather have rule34 pop up when i type the letter r into google, bcz at least thats easier to explain than “rqemojis.carrd.co” popping up

Could you do transSeverityCompulsions?

( Minor compulsions to severe compulsions. )

— transsevcompulsions [ trans-sev-compulsions ]

when an individual wants their compulsions to be more / less severe !