UPDATEEE!!! Sorry For The Late Update

UPDATEEE!!! Sorry for the late update🥺💕

Well, girls, before I got this message from R, we didn't talk for a few days. Yeah yeah ofc, we also have summer vacation at the university, and i try to live my irl life etc. (that's why I'm not always active and I'm really sorry, I miss you girls <333 *mwah*)

Back to the topic: I was with my friends all that day, we were at the nearby large lake, sunbathing and swimming. Then we walked back to the city in the afternoon-evening.(?)

I was wearing an oversized white shirt + bikini, my hair was braided and we were having a good laugh about one of my friends when my phone suddenly vibrated in the back pocket of my shorts.

And when I saw that "R." sent a message, my face froze as if all the emotions I had suppressed during the summer had hit my face.😵‍💫😩

It turned out that he drove past us just as we were laughing on the sidewalk. (lol I didn't even notice it was his car😭 i mean bc there are a lot of cars on the streets so I didn't pay attention to that ahhh)

So yeah that was a little update. BUT!!!! We started talking more again...and he calls me Bambi.😭🫣

Fuck. He slowly killing me again.

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

Dear my diary - Summary post. HI GIRLS!!! <3

The opening of the year is over and the new semester begins! The Tc community is back again!💋 Hell yeahhh I can't wait to read everyone's blogs, and I can also write my nonsense to you, since this is my diary, so I try to write things out of myself better.

There will be drama for sure girls!!😵 What do I have to face this semester?? Hmm.. Well, looking at the new students, there are a lot of beautiful girls…(well, all girls are beautiful to me) lol Some of them look like very girly tumblr girls, so khm: if anyone follows me, I'll let you know that the "literature and art" teacher is booked! OKAY??😭 I hope no one wants to start a fight with me!! (pls nooo)

There are also pretty boys, but since none of them are crisp 30-40-50 ahem..sooo not really interested. (sorry guys oops)

Next: There is a new teacher. (female OF COURSE) I hope she has a partner because I'll go crazy if she is single.🙂 She will be my biggest enemy if she doesn't behave, and it would be unpleasant because I'll have a mandatory class with her. T-T I'm trying to stay positive!!

I want to do many things differently. Learning from my mistakes not only about R, but about everything. I will have double class with R, which Im very happy about, and it seems that I have many more practical hours, which means that I will be in school more. I hope to see more of R. Also, I took up a subject that he teaches, Idk exactly what it means based on the name, but I'll be curious. So one more hour when I can see him!! Yippie :3

I hope that I'll do better at school this semester and that I'll make many memories with R. Soah gives the best!! Love yaaa girls

I'm a good student. When can I kneel down in front of you?

What if we dress up as husband and wife on Halloween and stay that way forever? Just thinking

Short story time hey-hey! <3

One day when I was with my dad's house, R came through. Meanwhile I studied for the exams in the kitchen. (Dad helped me by listening to me when I learned the exam tasks) and when I heard the front door open, I thought it was my dad, so I said out loud to him:

"Dad, will you help me please? I'd like to tell you about this exam assignment!"

Girls.. who would have thought that it was not my dad but R???😵😭 Then I didn't get an answer right away and I kept writing in my notebook bla bla bla and didn't even look up when this omg sentence burned into my brain:

"Of course I'll help you angel!"

I obviously noticed that it wasn't my dad's voice and I immediately raised my head and saw R jokingly smiling at me.😱 I honestly felt like my head was going to be red, not just because he was here, but mainly because he called me angel. Okay, I know he was joking and he was trying to imitate my dad, but damn this situation made my heart skip a beat...😳😳

btw R really wanted to help me study, but then my dad came and pulled him away from me lol *sad*

I NEED MY TEACHER!! GOD PLS I'M NOT ASKING TOO MUCH