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love in the dark | jjk

⏤ pairing: jungkook x female reader

⏤ genre: ceo au, forbidden romance au, established relationship au, angst, fluff, and smut

⏤ rating: 18+

⏤ words: 18,074

⏤ summary: being the heir of the empire his family built over the years was something jungkook never liked, all the constraints that came with it never pleased him. his entire life, he played the rebellious child, never listening to a word his parents would say. but marriage was a topic prepared since the day he was born, he has to marry a woman his parents will choose. no one else. so he has to love you in secret, or as he says, in the dark.

⏤ warnings: arranged marriage, swearing, mention of infidelity, mention of unhappy marriage, mention of dysfunctional marriage and family, mention of arguments, mention of breakup, jungkook is overprotective with his siblings, alcohol consumption, jungkook and oc are completely broken, a lot of crying, jungkook is boxing, jungkook’s family put a lot of pressure on him, mention of difficult childhood, mention of sex, petnames, teasing, a lot of making out, nipple play, mention of nipple sucking, face riding, oral sex (f & m receiving), hair pulling, tattooed!jungkook, dom!jungkook, big cock!jungkook, praising, mention of previous bad sexual experiences, mention of pregnancy scares, penetrative sex, protected sex, rough sex, riding, missionary, doggy style, hickeys, creampie, multiple orgasms, and overstimulation

⏤ author’s note: after many weeks of writing, this is finally here!! i’ve honestly been working so so hard on this fic and i was getting a bit desperate as i was adding more and more scenes while i was writing it but thanks to the unconditional support of @tennisv​ & @xpeachesncream​ i managed to finish it yesterday 💗 i hope you’ll enjoy this pretty long fic & don’t be scared to tell me what you think of it 💗

MOODBOARD | MASTERLIST

Jungkook glares at the ceiling of his bedroom.

In a week, at this exact time, he’ll be married to a woman he doesn’t love and he’ll be lying in this exact same bed with her next to him. All that for a fucking alliance between two big groups. Even though his entire life, his father told him that he would never have a marriage of love, he still believed things would eventually change.  

But things never changed, even when he fell in love with you.

With time, the fights between father and son grew bigger. Jungkook desired to choose who his future bride would be, with a preference for someone he’d love but his father would strongly object. First should come the empire his family built, and only after, should the other things come, love included.

His parents never loved each other, quite the contrary to be honest. They only met a couple of days prior to the wedding day, and accepted the responsibilities that were expected from them, but never once did they feel anything close to love for each other. They tolerate each other’s presence but that’s all. With time, their relationship has been deteriorating a lot, but they still managed to have six children, four boys, and two girls. With four boys, the ‘Jeon Empire’ is for sure ensured to stay in the hands of the family.

However, Jungkook never agreed with how things are done in his family. He fought his parents to be able to marry someone he’ll truly love but none of them ever listened to him. They both want him to marry someone that will grow the empire and that will provide him with at least an heir. If he never finds love in marriage, he’ll be able to have any mistress that suits him. That’s what his father did his entire life.

Jeon Sijin, Jungkook’s father never hid his numerous mistresses. He’d often be seen with them in the city or even in other countries, it was not a secret to anyone that he had children with them. As of today, Jungkook is aware of three children which is the correct count but he has never met those other siblings. As long as they don’t start messing up with him, he doesn’t need to meet them.

Jeon Yongji, his mother also had a large number of lovers but she has always been extremely discreet about that. She always makes sure none of her children find out about them, although Jungkook always discovers everything his parents do, and he’s the one protecting his younger siblings from all their gaffes.    

Being the eldest and constantly protecting his siblings from everything is the precise reason why he doesn’t want to submit and marry a woman he doesn’t even like. Having children isn’t a decision you take lightly, and he will never put his own kids through what he went through for the past twenty-nine years. That will never happen.

Things got, however, even more complicated when he met you four years ago. Back then, you were coming out from a very painful breakup, and you weren’t properly very nice to him. That used to piss him off beyond comprehension but as you got to really know each other, indescribable feelings started to grow. Sooner than you could possibly imagine, you were both smitten with each other which, in the end, was a massive problem.

As Jungkook was slowly falling in love with you, he knew that your relationship wouldn’t have any future, but he simply couldn’t stop himself from loving you. Since day one, he has been honest with you, telling you that one day he’ll marry a woman his parents will choose for him.

And that day has finally come.

In a week, he’ll marry Kang Jiwon, the daughter of Kang Yeomin, the CEO of the KG Group. Jiwon is twenty days younger than Jungkook, and as soon as she was born, both families agreed that their children will marry once they get older. When they reached their twenties, they set the wedding date, and the interested decided to get to know each other.

Jiwon found her future husband absolutely delightful, extremely intelligent, charming, and handsome, but Jungkook didn’t feel nor think anything special about his future bride. Back then, he believed he simply needed some time and that eventually, he’d fall in love. But things simply changed when you flipped his world upside down which led to his violent discussions with his father.

Today, Jungkook is single again but madly in love with the only woman he truly loved.

Since he was absolutely honest with you about his whole situation, you told him that you’d never stay, that you’d never be the other. You kept your word, and you officially left him yesterday. It was absolutely heartbreaking for him. He spent the entire night crying over the loss of the only person he truly loves. A life without you is something he can’t imagine, but it has to be.

Someone knocks at the door, but he honestly doesn’t want to stand up. He doesn’t want to be bothered until the wedding day. All he wants is to spend days lying on his bed before he has to show up as the perfect betrothed on his wedding day. Jungkook groans as the person at the door insists.

“Whoever it is, I hope you have a good reason…” he whispers in his breath.

As he opens the door of his humble apartment, he’s graced ⏤ or cursed ⏤ by Jiwon’s presence.

“Isn’t it a curse for the future spouses to see each other before the wedding?” Jungkook asks, Jiwon hurrying inside.

“We still have a week to go before our wedding…” she turns around to face him while the words leave her lips.

A little chuckle leaves his lips. To him, he wouldn’t see her ever again as he doesn’t wish to marry her but what choice does he have? If he dares to refuse the marriage, his father will turn to his younger brother, Sungjin to marry someone as important as Jiwon which Jungkook would never let happen.

“Did you leave her?” She asks.

Unfortunately, a couple of months ago, Jiwon ended up discovering Jungkook’s little secret love. She was utterly shocked when she found out that her fiancé was dating a random girl merely a couple of months away from their wedding.

“Good morning to you too, Jiwon,” he says before closing the entrance door behind him.

“Answer me!” She urged him.

Although a sort of friendship grew between them over the years, he’s not liking at all the way she’s been very insisting on this precise matter. He promised her that by the time they get married, he’ll be single, but lately, she’s been so pushy that it’s making him question if she trusts him even a tiny little bit.

“You can’t just come here and use this tone on me,” his voice is firm which destabilizes her.

Jungkook pushes his body until he reaches a little piece of furniture containing some alcohol. Under the worried eyes of his future wife, he grabs a glass and pours into it some Brandy. He’s completely broken. So broken that he feels the need to drink some strong alcohol to forget his own pain.

“As promised, I’m very much single right now,” he says before drinking the full content of his glass in one shot.

Last night, in the middle of his crying, he decided to not drink a single drop of alcohol because he knew that it would break him more than it would help. However, now that he has seen Jiwon’s face, he simply wants to pour his sorrows into alcohol. He wants to forget how life can be so cruel. He’s going to marry her instead of you.    

“Did you make sure she signed the confidentiality contract I provided you with last week?” She asks with concern.

The Jeon’s heir knows that his bride doesn’t give two shits about you. She never did. All she truly cares about is their future together. Just like his parents, she’s solemnly focused on the future of both families group. The rest is just not important.

“Yes,” he lies.

Jungkook always trusted you and he will forever do it. So, he’s never going to make you sign anything that will show the opposite. It’s probably stupid but over the last four years, he got to know you, and without any hesitations, he’d say that you would never reveal anything to anyone about your little secret love affair.

“Are you sure that she’s never going to be a problem?”

The man sighs at her words.

“Do you want me to replay the discussion I had with her yesterday? Or do you want me to write it down so you have some fucking proof of what was said?”

What Jungkook hates the most about her is the way she’s just like his parents. Even if he doesn’t want to live again the same life he has been living for the past twenty-nine years, he’s convinced that with her, it will simply be the same. He will never be able to be himself, she’ll constantly be controlling his every move.

But if she rules his life, he’ll probably rebel against her as he did with his parents.

“She was a threat to our future,” she gets closer to him, “and I just want to be sure she isn’t one anymore.”

It’s ironic that his future wife sees his lover as a threat. His fiancé has been a constant threat to your relationship, Jungkook would never be able to have any future with you because of her.

“You’re fucking annoying with this shit, Jiwon!” He throws those words at her. “For the past weeks, I’ve been repeating nonstop that this would end before our wedding, which is the case as we speak.”

“Oh now, I’m the annoying one?” She asks, a forced laugh leaving her lips. “You’re the one who started banging some random girl when you perfectly knew that we would get married!”

Her finger fiercely touches his chest, more than tired of this whole damn story she has been trying to fix for weeks. Jungkook is seeing red, he just can’t bear to see Jiwon again. She can’t come to his own house and say monstrous things about you. He can’t admit that.  

“Leave my house!” He practically yells at her face.

Jiwon realizes at that precise moment that you will never be a menace to her marriage. It’ll be Jungkook. Why is that? Simply because she realizes that he’s madly in love with you. Even if things with his secret love are closed now, in the future, he’ll always try to find a way to you. But she promised herself that her husband will never need a mistress because with them always come problems.  

Up until today, she was convinced that he was just seeing someone, but it wasn’t serious at all. She really believed that Jungkook was like all men, always fucking with some random girls for fun. But apparently, he isn’t like all men. Apparently, Jungkook can fall in love.

Knowing that Jungkook will be married to someone else than you in a couple of days is beyond devastating. But you can only blame yourself for falling intensely in love with him. Since day one, you knew it was doomed but you still stayed and tortured your poor soul.

As you were slowly getting closer to the inevitable end, you decided that you’ll move town for a little while. Staying in Seoul will kill you because the chances of meeting Jungkook with his future wife are extremely high. The situation is already painful, there’s no need to make it more hurtful.

In two days, you’ll be leaving for Busan for a couple of months, the time to mend as much as possible your broken heart. Then, you’ll probably come back, but so far, it isn’t sure. Everything will depend on how things will go in Busan.

“Are you sure you really want to come?” your mother asks through the phone.

Two years ago, your parents moved back to their hometown in the surroundings of Busan, but you stayed as you were in a very serious relationship with Jeon Empire’s heir. At that time, you both naively believed that things would eventually change within two years.

“I can’t stay, mama,” you whisper, your eyes lingering on the picture of you and Jungkook you’re holding in your hands. “It’ll be too painful.”

No matter where you’ll be, it’s going to be painful because your ex-boyfriend is the heir of a massive empire. His and Jiwon’s faces will be plastered everywhere once they’ll get married or when they’ll start a family of their own.

Your mother wants to tell you that she warned you but right now, as she hears her daughter’s broken voice, she only cares about helping you to find your happiness. To her eyes, Jungkook was the only man who truly brought joy to your life, and she wonders if any other man will ever make you happy. It’s honestly heartbreaking that he doesn’t get to choose who will be his wife.

“Okay, sweetheart, I will start preparing your room,” she says.

Your eyes stare at your little apartment, you simply can’t believe you’re living your last moments in it. In two days, you’ll leave it forever, and you’ll leave behind you every moment shared with Jungkook within those walls.

“Thanks, mama,” you say, a little smile appearing on your face when you think of the woman who gave birth to you twenty-five years ago.

After a little bit more chatting, you hang up. You need some time alone, you need some time to find yourself and start the process of healing before you find yourself surrounded by your family. Putting behind four years of love isn’t going to be easy at all, but you know you can do it.

Tears start running down your face when you picture Jungkook smiling. Never again you’re going to see him smiling, and his smile was the most precious thing your eyes ever got to witness. As you realize that you’ll never be with him again, you totally break down, tears ravaging your face.

Your heart is completely shattered and besides Jungkook, nobody will ever be able to pick the pieces of your shattered heart to mend it.

You fall down on the floor, pouring out the pain that is eating you alive on the inside.  

When Sungjin enters the boxing hall, his eyes look for his brother in the middle of the crowded room but unfortunately, he doesn’t find him. Doyun, the owner of the boxing hall and Jungkook’s friend as well, called him a couple of minutes ago worried about Jungkook, he was fiercely hitting the punching bag with so much rage. He swears he never saw his favorite client like that.

“Sungjin!” Doyun screams when he notices him.

Jungkook’s brother turns his face to the voice calling for him. He instantly sees the boxing hall’s owner and he walks in his direction with obvious worry all over his face.

“What is going on?” Sungjin asks when he reaches Doyun.

“I’m concerned about your brother,” he simply says, “I’ve never seen him like this.”

In Jeon’s family, only a very few people knew about his secret love affair with you, Sungjin being one of them. The two brothers always shared everything with one another as Sungjin was only born eleven months after Jungkook. They’re almost twins. So, the oldest never hid from the youngest the love he shared for you, and today, he’s aware that you’re not together anymore.  

His heart sinks at Doyun’s words, realizing that his brother he’s doing everything he can to get you out of his mind or probably trying to discharge his rage in some way.

Sungjin always thought that it was unfair that his brother had to be the only one enduring all those crazy responsibilities that their family always imposes on him. It’s almost inhuman but surprisingly, out of all the children, Jungkook has always been the rebellious one. Never making it easy for his parents.

The oldest child of Sijin is nothing like the other CEOs. From a very young age, he does any kind of sport, not scared at all by anything. His parents weren’t accepting it very much as they only wished their son would focus on his economics studies, but he simply didn’t care. Today, Jungkook still spends a tremendous amount of time doing sports.

As soon as he reached his twenties, he got his first tattoo on his right arm. Soon enough, his right arm got completely covered with the black ink which didn’t make their parents very content. His father would always argue with him each time he’d add a tattoo, saying that a perfect CEO would never have ink on his body. Then, he added the brow piercing quickly followed by a lip piercing which led to other arguments about what a perfect CEO is supposed to look like.

But the worst thing would for sure be the marriage arguments. Jungkook never settled with the family traditions. Sungjin always wished he could do something to help his brother out but nothing can ever protect anyone from Sijin’s fury. His son was going to be the next CEO of the Jeon Empire, no one else, and he had to be even more perfect than him.  

“Things are pretty bad for him at the moment,” he explains to Doyun.

Sadness can be read in Sungjin’s eyes, so the boxing hall’s owner instantly understands that it’s very serious.

“Where is he?” he asks.

“Follow me,” Doyun says before walking into a room.

As the two men step inside the room, their eyes land on an infuriated Jungkook. His face is completely red, his hair is damped, his grey shirt is soaked by his sweat, and he’s hitting the punching bag forcefully. None of them has ever seen him like this, it’s extremely concerning.

“Can you leave us a moment?” Sungjin asks.

“Yes, of course!” Doyun replies.

The man disappears instantly, leaving the two brothers alone in the room. The youngest Jeon swallows before taking his shoes and jacket off and walking in his brother’s direction. Jungkook doesn’t notice his brother in the room since he’s deeply focused on punching that bag with his soul. Sungjin places himself behind the bag to hold it, his eyes roaming his brother’s face.

“What are you doing here?” Jungkook asks when he sees his brother but it doesn’t stop him from punching.

“Doyun called me with worry,” he explains to his brother, “and now, I’m the one concerned.”

The oldest sighs. He doesn’t want people to get worried about him, he’ll be just fine, but they need to give him time. A heart can’t be healed overnight.  

“There’s no need to be worried or concerned,” he says, “I’m fine.”

Sungjin rolls his eyes, not believing a word his brother is saying. But at that moment what catches his full attention is Jungkook’s breath. Although the room strongly smells sweat, the smell of alcohol coming from his brother’s mouth is strong and clear.

Now, he’s the one breathing out heavily. His brother and alcohol are never a funny mix, especially when he isn’t happy. But who can blame him? Jungkook didn’t have the most enchanting childhood nor even the best life at all due to all the family pressure.

“Are you drunk?” His eyes scan his face.

“Yep,” he doesn’t even try to lie to his brother’s face, “I drank a lot before coming.”

Sungjin’s heart squeezes as he imagines his brother drinking to forget his own problems.

“But I feel sober now,” he informs his brother.

“With the way you’re punching this bag, I would be surprised if it wasn’t the case.” A little playful smile appears on the youngest’s face, a smile that doesn’t go unnoticed by his brother.

For a long minute, they just stand there without speaking. None of them doesn’t know how to bring up the difficult conversation. Jungkook trusts his brother more than anything, and he’s completely aware that he can tell him everything about his heartbreak but it’s not an easy thing. He’s not even sure if his brother will ever be able to understand him.

Sung ⏤ as Jungkook affectionately calls him ⏤ has been in a relationship with Hanee for almost ten years. Before her, he didn’t have any serious relationships so he strongly doubts that his brother can understand how it feels to be heartbroken. Plus, their parents never had anything to say about Hanee since he’s never going to be the one leading the family’s empire, and it doesn’t matter who he marries.

“I didn’t fight enough for her,” Jungkook starts saying, “but at the same time, I feel like I did all I could to keep her as long as I could.”

Sung doesn’t say anything, letting his brother evacuate everything that he has inside him.

“I knew from the beginning that it would all end this way. Father would never change his mind about this whole damn thing, and I let Yn fall in love with me when it was obvious that I would only end up hurting the two of us.”

When he finishes his sentence, he closes his eyes, seeing again the pain and sorrow in your eyes. Nothing has ever broken him more than watching the heartbreak all over your face.

“Four years of love brushed away by a stupid marriage that was settled when I was barely a couple of days old. All that for money and power!” He opens his eyes before giving a violent punch to the bag. Thankfully Sung is holding it strongly and he barely even flinches. “Can you imagine that I let go of my soulmate for money?”

The youngest man can perfectly imagine how painful it must be.

“I’m in so much pain right now,” Jungkook’s voice trembles. “When I close my eyes, I only see Yn crying. Her face was ravaged by her tears yesterday while she was telling me that she will forever love me.” Tears start to run down his face. “It’s all my fault, Sung, it’s all my fault.”

Sung lets go of the bag to hold his brother in his arms, tears forming also in his eyes. Jungkook keeps repeating that it’s all his fault while he cries in his brother’s arms. For a long moment, they just stay like that, crying into each other’s arms. None of them has ever been afraid to be vulnerable in front of the other. There’s actually beauty in it.  

“She’s even going to leave town in two days,” he whispers in his brother’s arms. “I’ll forever lose her.”

Sung’s heart squeezes, his arms holding his brother tighter. His entire life he assisted front row at all the pressure his parents always put on his brother but he couldn’t do anything. His entire life he wished he was the one who was born eleven months earlier because damn, it was unfair that he never got to live half of what Jungkook lived.

But at the same time, Jungkook is perfect as the oldest sibling. He was just made for it. All his life he made a mission to protect all of them, and Sung is aware that he has protected them from a lot of things that they ignore. Their family is completely dysfunctional but thanks to the eldest Jeon, all the children of Sijin managed to be ‘normal’.

“I know you both broke up yesterday,” Sung started to say, “but I believe you both should make the most of every day until she leaves.”

He doesn’t understand really why you both broke up yesterday while you’re still staying for the next two days. If he was in his brother’s shoes, right now, he’d be with you, using every second left until the inevitable.

“Forget about the world around you, celebrate the four years you spend together, and love each other unconditionally until the very last second.”

Jungkook takes a step back to look at his brother. Maybe, he’s not wrong after all. Maybe he should be with you instead of crying here. There isn’t much time left before you leave for Busan to put your love story behind you and you should both be together until there. It will for sure be extremely painful but at least, he won’t have any regrets because he would have loved you until the very last moment.

“You’re right!”

At that moment, Sung realizes that this time around he’s the one who needs to protect his older brother. This time, he has to save his brother from the hell his parents put him through. For once in his life, Sung has to be the eldest.

The doorbell is heard in your apartment, causing you to frown. Your eyes quickly take a look at the clock on your wall. It’s 6:15 pm. You’re not expecting any visits, especially when you’re about to leave in two days.

Slowly, you stand up, your hands quickly brushing your hair to kind of fix it. Once in front of the door, you take a deep breath and glance at the videophone to see who’s here. Your heart instantly skips a beat when you see the face of your ex. This wasn’t expected at all, you really thought that everything was said yesterday night.

“What are you doing here, Jeon?” You ask through the intercom.

“Can you please let me in?” His eyes glare at the camera but it almost feels like he’s looking through your eyes.

“Please just go,” you beg. “Don’t make this harder.”

The man you love sighs, his eyes quickly glancing around him before he’s looking at your soul through the camera once again.

“I realized that I didn’t properly say goodbye to you, love,” he says. “I’d love to show you one last time how much I loved you for the past four years.”

Yesterday, the two of you only talked and kissed for hours, tears running down your faces. There’s no doubt at all that Jungkook is referring to the sex you both didn’t have yesterday. But you’re not sure that letting him show you his love will help in any way. On the contrary, you’re convinced it will make things much harder.

“I’m not letting you in, Jeon.” You answer in a firm tone.

“Then I’m not leaving until you don’t let me in.”

A deep sigh leaves your lips, your eyes closing for a moment. This man will never make things easy for you, even when you aren’t together anymore. He crosses his arms against his torso, his eyes never leaving the camera.

“You’ll get cold if you stay,” you add. “You should better go home before you ruin the wedding with a cold.”  

“I don’t fucking care about that wedding and you know it better than anyone else.” His jaw tenses as he speaks, you can tell that he definitely wasn’t pleased by your words.

You take a very deep breath before swearing internally because you already know that you’re going to open that damn door. You’re absolutely going to let this man rail the shit out of you because you adore him. It’s as simple as that. However, nothing with him has ever been easy in the past. Loving him has just destroyed you beyond comprehension.  

“We both know why you’re here, but I’m not letting you in,” you tell him.

Honestly, Jungkook isn’t just here for the sex. He’s determined to follow his brother’s advice, he’s going to make the most of the last two days you have left together. Tonight, he’s going to show you just how much he loves you but then, for the next couple of hours, he’ll stay by your side, loving you until the very last second.

A smirk grows on his face, his tongue licking his lips as his mind starts imagining all the wild things he wants to do to you at this moment.  

“Just let me, Yn,” he starts saying, “or do you want me to start telling you in detail what exactly I plan to do. I’m sure all the passers-by and your neighbors will love to hear it!” He says with irony.

“Jungkook!” you scold him.

This is extremely surprising coming from him. For the past four years, he has always made everything to be absolutely discreet when it comes to your relationship, too scared his parents and Jiwon’s family will find out about you. But right now, he’s literally in front of your apartment complex, ready to talk in detail about the way he’ll rail you.

“I’ll start by eagerly kissing your lips, my lips will then move down to your jaw…”

Before he can ever continue, you open the door to let him enter the complex. There’s no way you’re going to let him start to describe all the things he wants to do to you when anybody could simply hear him. A couple of minutes later, a loud knock on your door causes you to open it, revealing Jungkook in his full glory.

His hair is humid and instantly, the scent of shampoo lingers in the air, indicating that he took a shower very recently. He’s wearing a long black coat, hiding his outfit but you can see that underneath he’s wearing a full black look. His usual outfit signature. Even though his jacket is hiding everything, he still looks extremely hot.  

On the other hand, you’re wearing baggy and neglected clothes since you have already put most of them in your luggage. While he looks like a fucking fine ceo ⏤ which he is ⏤, you look like a poor girl. This perfectly represents how far both your worlds have always been.

For a very long time, you wondered what he could possibly see in you that he couldn’t see in the other girls from his wealthy as fuck world. With time, you noticed and realized that it was never about the money for him. Jungkook wanted to feel the entire world with his heart. In the midst of power and money, he simply desired to see the human heart in others, something he got to see with you as you both grew closer.

“If you step inside my apartment, you have to promise me that we won’t cry until you leave.” You tell him, your eyes staring deep inside his.

The man that you still deeply love simply watches you. Even if you appear completely neglected, he can’t help but find you extremely sexy. Well, you’re the only woman he finds appealing under any circumstance. Plus, you’re wearing the baggy clothes he offered you a year ago. This right in front of him is what he wants to come home to for the rest of his life.

But it’s probably the last time he’ll see you like this.

Jungkook wants nothing more but to promise you that none of you will cry. However, he can’t. His heart is beyond devastated, he lost you forever, and nothing can change that. But he wants to spend those last hours with you, so he’ll promise it.

“I promise it, honey,” he takes a step closer in your direction before pressing a tender kiss on your forehead.

The moment his lips press that gentle kiss on your temples, your eyes flutter shut to savor this instant. His hands squeeze your face in them while his lips rest a little longer on your forehead.

You’re going to miss him.

Your hands rest on his to simply touch him in any possible way. When he breaks the kiss, his forehead rests against yours, the two of you with your eyes closed. Feeling his warmth surrounding you is the best feeling you ever experienced in your life, and you don’t want to think that in two days you’ll be deprived of it. He’s here right now.

“You should come inside before someone notices us,” you open your eyes to take a look at him.

His lips press a quick kiss on top of your nose before he parts from you to enter your apartment. It doesn’t surprise him when he notices how empty the place is. All the pictures of your family, him, and you completely disappeared. Some luggage is already placed near your entrance, ready to be pulled out of your place.

This place feels completely empty like his heart.

“I thought yesterday was the last time we’d see each other,” you say before closing the entrance’s door.

Jungkook turns around to face you.

“Sung made me realize that I should spend the next two days with you, to enjoy every second of it before we’ll be forever torn apart.” He takes a step closer before cupping your face in his hands. “We don’t even have to speak. All I want is to feel you around me before your warmth will be replaced by Jiwon’s coldness.”

You take a deep breath. You were expecting to spend the next two days all by yourself, crying over the love you lost, but now, he’s here, ruining your plans. Nevertheless, you enjoy him being here next to you. His presence is the only thing that really fills your heart with happiness. Being with him for the next two days is what you desire the most.

“Aren’t you supposed to be with your family for the final preparations for the wedding?”

Even if you’re extremely delighted to have him here, you’re aware that he has obligations towards his family. He’s already the CEO of some of Jeon Empire’s companies, and he can’t simply stop working. Plus, his father is preparing to make him the official CEO of the group after the wedding so there are a lot of things he’s supposed to attend in the next few days.

“As well as all the rest?” you add.

“There’s no other place I want to be,” he replies, his thumbs stroking your cheeks. “I just want to be in the arms of my lovers, all the rest can wait.”

Jungkook doesn’t care about all the things he has to do. He knows that his phone will buzz the entire day, his father will call him all day long because he’ll miss a very important meeting, but it’s a meeting that has no value to his eyes. Nothing is as important as you. So he has left his phone at his apartment to not be bothered for a little while. His father will most probably kill him but he doesn’t care.

“I just don’t want you to get into…” you start saying but he cuts you off before you keep going.

“I’ll get into trouble because I want to, not because of you.”  

Four years of playing hide and seek with this man, and you’re still scared that he’ll get into big troubles because of you. He’s never been a man to follow rules, he’s always been extremely rebellious, you know it but you’re just not like him. You actually are his total opposite. You’ve always been one to follow every single damn rule, you never dare to rebel against anything, and you try to please everyone.

Those past years spent together, you both learned a lot from each other. Although he kept arguing with his father, he calmed down a lot. He always made sure to be present at all events ⏤ including family events ⏤ even though he didn’t want to appear super happy in front of others. While on the other hand, you learned to stand more for yourself, to not just please everyone.

“My father will probably be pissed off but not surprised that his eldest simply disappeared a couple of days ahead of his wedding day,” your eyes are deep into each other.

Although you never got to meet Jeon Sijin, you know that man by heart. He’s never been gentle with his son, he has never shown any affection to anyone, he has only cared about power. The children he got with other women, he never cared about them, and both you and Jungkook are convinced he never loved them. He’s a cold man with no heart at all.

“Probably he’s going to assume I’m at some club with prostitutes to unlash the pressure that is going to fall on my shoulders starting from the wedding day,” Jungkook’s thumbs never cease to stroke your cheeks which brings you comfort.

“Most probably something he did before his own wedding day,” you add.

“That’s a very Sijin thing,” a smile appears on his face.

The good side of not being able to marry Jungkook is to not have his parents as your parents-in-law. Even if your lover had the opportunity to choose you as his life’s partner, you’re not sure you’d get along with his parents. They never once cared about him as a person, all they care about is the damn empire.  

A smile appears on your face as well before you place your hands on his again. Your thumbs caress the back of his hands, his lips pressing a light kiss on your forehead.  

“If I had never said that I’d leave you before your wedding, would you have still stayed with me?”  

His entire life, Jungkook promised himself that he would never be like his father. He promised himself that he would never have a mistress because he’d try to love his wife, he’d try to be faithful. However, when he made that decision many years ago, he never thought he’d meet and fall in love with you.

“Knowing how Jiwon freaked out when she found out about us, I guess at first I would try to protect you from her. Probably, I would talk to you and break up with you for a little while to make sure she wouldn’t try to hurt you in any way. But I know I would come back to you sooner or later.”

This is the truth. Jiwon is crazy, she has been showing it quite a lot since she found out about you. For a long time, he thought this marriage thing could possibly work since his fiancé was kind of comprehensive, and in the end, she was the only one who could really understand him. But everything changed when she found out he was seeing someone else. Hopefully, now that she believes he’s very much single, she’ll leave him alone for the next two days and won’t start trying to find him.  

For sure, if you two tried to keep this relationship, Jungkook would have started by protecting you from her even if it meant breaking his heart for a little moment. Thankfully, he believes it would have been something easy as he’s extremely wealthy. He can literally buy you a house in any other country, keep you safe for a while, and then make everything to bring you back easily.

This goes without saying that he offered to help you out with your future new life in Busan but you refused all the time. This new life, which will start in a couple of days, is something you want to build all by yourself and for yourself. Letting him help you in any way will keep him in your life when you want to move on.

“I love you, Yn…” Before he has the chance to add anything else, you put your hands on his mouth to stop him.

Hearing him say those three little words or anything else that he was going to add will make you cry.    

“You just promised we won’t be crying,”

He speaks incomprehensible words against your hands which causes you to laugh, and as he sees your beautiful smile, he starts pressing kisses on your hands. He keeps talking but he purposely says nonsense to make you laugh harder. As he moves his lips, his lip piercing tickles your hands which pushes you to laugh even more. This right here is what he wants to remember for the rest of his life. Your face completely lights up, the smile displaying on your face, and the beautiful melody leaving your lips.  

Slowly, you take your hands off of his mouth with still that beautiful smile on your face. A smile instantly appears on his handsome face, your hands can’t help but touch his lip piercing. The day he did it is still crystal clear in your mind.

It was two years ago, Jungkook was enjoying having the eyebrow piercing, he thought it fitted him so well. He wanted to add another piercing on his face but he simply didn’t know where. For a little while, he was putting little stickers all over his face to see where he could place his future real piercing. The lip fake piercing stayed for a while until eventually, he decided that it was the place. He dragged you to a piercing salon, the one where he got his eyebrow piercing, and he just did it.

Throughout the whole thing, you held his hand. You still remember how hard he squeezed it when he got his lip perforated. It barely lasted a minute but it must have hurt him for a very brief moment. Naturally, you helped him to take care of it afterward. Now, it just looks perfect on him, almost as if it has always been there.

Jungkook’s eyes roam your face, memorizing every single detail that he already knows by heart but he doesn’t want to forget you.

“You should probably take your jacket off if you’re staying,” you say before you take a step back to put some distance between the two of you.

He nods before removing his coat and putting it on the hanger. Your eyes roam at Jungkook’s figure, your teeth biting your lower lips. He’s hot. Extremely hot.

The man standing in front of you is wearing a black shirt with long sleeves and a turtleneck. On top of it, he added a grey necklace, one of the many necklaces that he possesses. His lower body is covered by large black pants with a Louis Vuitton belt, and he finalized the look with classic black boots.      

Everything about this outfit is perfect, but what definitely catches your whole attention is the way the shirt is embracing his body. Anybody with two eyes can see how toned his body is. Jungkook has never worn such a tight shirt in his entire life but damn, it’s a blessing to your eyes.  

“Was this look purposely chosen to kill me? Or did you just innocently pick those clothes?” you raise your eyebrow.

A devilish smirk appears on his face while he starts walking in your direction. He’s glad you understood that he specifically chose those pieces of clothing for you. He wanted to impress and surprise you one last time. Soon enough, there isn’t any more space between the two of you.    

“I think,” he whispers in the shell of your ear, slipping his arm on your back, “that I innocently pick those clothes.”

A smile appears on your face as you perfectly know that it isn’t the truth. This man is wearing the clothes to tease you. In the end, he confessed earlier that he’s here to show you just how much he loves you.

Before you have a chance to say a word, his lips capture yours in a hungry kiss. His lips are voracious, taking everything you have to give, but god, for the past hours, his mind has been constantly thinking about you and missing you so much. You’re completely melting in his embrace, and god, you’re craving so much more.

“There’s only you, Yn,” he whispers against your mouth. “I shouldn’t love you,” he presses a soft kiss on your lips. “Everything about you is absolutely wrong, and yet...”

His hands slowly snail down on your back, and a little gasp leaves your lips when his hands press you harshly against his body. As he does so, you can feel the beginning of his arousal. There’s no doubt that he wants to make you understand how desperate he is for you.

“I’m madly in love with you,” he says, his lips moving along your cheek. A little chuckle leaves his mouth as he realizes just how much he loves you. “I’ve been loving you in the dark for four years,” his lips move to your ear, leaving trails of kisses behind. He nibbles the tender skin of your ear, causing you to moan.

At his words, you melt even more. Your skin is starting to burn while your arms move up to rest around his neck. As every time he kisses you, a fire ignites inside you, something you can’t ever control. It simply consumes you. And when it does, all you need is to feel the touch of his skin against yours.  

You want him. You want him with a desperation that leaves you breathless, but you’re never going to have him since his parents won’t ever let him marry someone other than Jiwon.

Loving Jungkook is wrong, so fucking wrong. Loving him has been nothing but heartbreak. Since the first day, you knew how badly everything would end but you still let yourself fall completely in love with this man. Yes, it’s wrong to love him but it feels so damn right.

Those are your last moments together and you want to savor every single second of it. After this, Jungkook will never be yours again. He’ll be Jiwon’s.

His lips trail up to meet yours again for a passionate kiss. The second your lips connect, you part yours to allow his tongue to enter, and meet yours. As both your tongues tortuously dance together, you sense your desire pooling in your panties. Even with a single kiss, he can manage to turn you on.

“Am I a terrible person to have fallen for a man I could never have?” you whisper against his lips, more for yourself than to him, but he hears you.

Between the two of you, he’s the terrible person, he let this happen when he knew it was doomed the second it started. Even if he was honest, he should have thought better about the consequences. However, right now, he only desires to get lost in your embrace. Once again, his lips start to press wet and burning kisses down to your jaw.  

“No,” he replies.

The sound of his voice echoes in your body, causing you to grow wetter. His lips get closer to your ear to make you listen more closely.

“No,” he repeats.

His lips travel to yours once more but before he kisses you with evident passion, he repeats himself to make sure you swallow the word.

“No,” his voice is low and seductive before he presses his burning lips on yours.

To be honest, kissing him is for sure what you’ll miss the most when you will be in Busan. You brush that thought away, you don’t want to think about what you’ll feel once you’ll move to another city. Jungkook is right here, right now. You let yourself enjoy the moment, your head falling a bit back as he kisses you intensely.      

“You’re the most wonderful person I’ve ever met,” he whispers against your lips before pressing another kiss. “You’re far from being a terrible person,” he presses another kiss on your lips. “You’re perfect, Yn.”

His large hands move urgently over your body, one settling on your waist and the other moving up toward your breasts. In Jungkook’s arms, you’ve always felt perfect in every way. Through your four years together, he never failed to remind you that and to always make sure that you were feeling like the prettiest human on earth. That’s why you couldn’t help but adore this man more than anything.

“You’re beyond perfect, honey,” a small moan escapes your lips at his words before he slides his hand that was on your waist to the small of your back to support you while his other hand finds your breast and squeezes it through your hoodie.

You want to tell him that he’s more than perfect to your eyes, but how are you supposed to say a word when his fingers are starting to torture your breast. There’s no way you’re going to form a correct sentence with this man. Your nipple is hard and tight against his palm, he can feel it through the fabric of your hoodie.    

As his fingers play with your nipple through your clothing, he can already imagine how this can escalate. It’s obvious that you aren’t wearing any bra under your hoodie, so the first thing he’ll do is to take it off to reveal your breasts to his hungry eyes. Without any hesitation, he’ll cup one, lifting the nipple before slowly, bending his head toward you until his tongue will touch you.  

Moans will fall out of your pretty lips, pushing him to tease you some more. His hands will hold you tighter so you can’t wriggle away. As your moans get louder, he’ll replace his tongue with his lips to suckle you until you scream of delight. Nothing will ever bring more content to his soul than hearing you scream with pleasure.  

But before doing any nasty thing with you, he wants to make sure you eat well. You need energy for all that he’s going to put you through tonight.

With reluctance, he slowly tears himself away from you, putting a safe distance between you two so that he won’t be tempted to continue where he left off. However, his hungry eyes roam at your face. You look absolutely stunning.

For a full minute, you both stand that way as you try to catch your breath. Your eyes get completely lost on the man you madly love. He’s a very handsome man. Although you don’t like his parents very much, you’re grateful they conceived this wonderful man or piece of art like you love to say.

“We should first eat something,” he says.  

As your eyes glance at the man you love, you can’t help but notice how normal he looks. It’s almost as if you didn’t kiss a couple of seconds ago. The only clue left is his swollen lips. On the other hand, you’re convinced that you look like a mess after this intense kissing session.

You nod before the two of you move to the kitchen. The room is practically empty, there’s only what you need for the next two days, but now, Jungkook is going to stay as well and the food won’t be enough for the two of you. Well, for tonight, there’s enough but you’ll have to quickly buy some stuff for tomorrow.

“For dinner, I only have left instant ramen,” you tell him as you grab two cups of instant ramen from a cabinet.

Now, he’s growing concerned about what you were planning to eat before leaving. There’s no way, he’s going to let you only eat a bunch of instant food for the next two days. Although he absolutely adores instant ramen, that’s very far from being healthy and nothing can ever compare to freshly cooked ramen.

“You were planning to only eat that for the next days?” He asks with concern in his voice.

Although it’s obvious that he’s concerned, his tone is very firm. It almost sounds like he’s scolding you.

“No, I have some other things left that I’m going to cook,” you reply, your eyes looking away from him.  

Even if he knows how you absolutely adore cooking fresh meals, he knows that under certain circumstances you’d buy instant food. But it concerns him all the time because he just wants you to be healthy. Plus, he doesn’t want you to leave this city with hunger.

Jungkook gets closer to you before he delicately places his fingers under your chin to lift your head so your eyes meet his. Even if he wants to believe you, he knows you too well. You probably only have some milk, coffee, a couple of fresh fruits, your favorite yogurt, and a bunch of instants or pre-prepared food.  

“We’re going to do some grocery shopping because I know you don’t have anything else,” he says.

“Jungkook…” you sigh.

“Don’t Jungkook me,” his fingers hold tightly to your chin, “we’re going to buy some food.”

What actually hurts him is the fact that he understands why you barely have any food in your kitchen. This breakup took away his appetite as well, but he can’t let you not eat properly before he lets you go forever.

“Please,” you beg, your arms wrapping around his tiny waist to hug him. “I just want to be here with you tonight, I don’t want to leave this place.” You hold him tighter. “We can go tomorrow if you want.”

His heart instantly melts and he simply hugs you back, not wanting to let you go. It’s ironic since he does have to do it in two days. He presses a soft kiss on top of your head, agreeing to eat those instant ramen tonight but remembering himself that he’ll wake up earlier tomorrow to buy you some fresh ingredients.

“Okay, let’s prepare those ramen,” he says.

After eating the ramen while talking together, you both headed to your bedroom. The two of you are on your bed, watching a movie. Jungkook is sitting on your bed, his back pressed against the headboard while you’re lying on the bed with your head against his chest. His fingers are playing with your hair, comforting you immensely.

Right now, it feels like you’re completely alone. It almost feels like he’s not about to get married in a week with a woman other than you. It almost feels like you’re not about to move to Busan to forget him. It almost feels like you’re a normal couple.

But you’re far from being a normal couple. You’ve been loving each other in the dark for four years, and those are your last moments together. You’re creating your very last memories together, and even if you want to brush all your feelings away to enjoy being with him, you’re completely heartbroken.

When you will be on the train to Busan, you’ll be crying like a baby because at that exact moment, you would have completely lost him. In every possible way.

“It’s still unbelievable how they can’t see that they’re so in love with each other,” Jungkook shouts as he points to the screen.

‘Love, Rosie’ is one of your favorite movies of all time. You stopped counting the times you watched it and you were going to watch it no matter what today. But being with Jungkook who’s been your movie partner for four years makes this movie session even more special.  

“It’s not obvious for everyone, love,” you reply, your eyes quickly looking up at him.

With Jungkook, it became evident over time but at first, you weren’t especially the nicest person to him. Since you had just broken up with your ex when you met Jungkook, you simply didn’t want to meet a new guy or to jump into another relationship that would hurt you. However, this relationship hurts you way more than the previous one for obvious reasons.

“Yeah but he could pick it up from the way she looks at him,” he replies. “Like she looks at him the exact same way you look at me. When you stare into someone’s eyes, you can see if they love you or not. It’s as simple as that.”

Well, he’s not wrong. There’s so much love in your eyes when you stare up at him, and anybody could understand it but sometimes, when you have a crush on someone, you’re just scared your feelings aren’t reciprocated and you don’t see what’s just under your nose.

“How do I look at you?” You ask, his eyes glaring down at you.

“There’s a little spark every time your eyes land on me. Even when you’re mad at me, it’s there,” his thumb runs down to your cheek to carefully stroke it. “It has always been there, and that’s how I know that you love me.”

Your heart flutters at his word. Jungkook is your entire world, and it will forever be the case. Your love for him knows no limits.  

“You’re the only person I love the most.”    

Jungkook leans his face closer to yours, his hot breath brushing against your face. “You’re the only person I’ll ever love this much,” he whispers with his deep voice, causing shivers to run down your spine.

As he desires nothing more but to see that little spark in your eyes right now, he pulls back a little, his eyes staring deep into your eyes before a little smile appears on his face. It’s there. For a moment, he gets completely lost in your eyes. In a week, he’ll be deprived of it. Your little spark will forever be replaced by the cold stare of Jiwon.

When she looks at him, there’s absolutely nothing in her eyes. Even if he’s aware that she kind of has feelings for him, he doesn’t see it in her eyes which always makes him wonder if that woman can love someone at all. Spending the rest of his life glancing at those expressionless eyes is something he doesn’t want to, but he doesn’t have the choice. It’s her and nobody else.  

Since he doesn’t want to think about his fiancé right now, he presses his lips against yours with fervor. The kiss is filled with heat and passion and you already know where it is going. This is going to take the turn he promised you when he came. You’re going to get laid down tonight by the man you adore.

“Would you let me show you how much I love you?” he asks against your lips.

Your lips hungrily kiss him, you desperately want this man. Your love for him completely consumes you, and you simply want him to rail you all night long, if you’ll be able to handle it of course.

“Show me in every way you want,” you reply in between two kisses.  

You probably shouldn’t have said that because he’s definitely going to do it. There’s no way he’s not going to demonstrate to you tonight how much he loves you.

“Undress for me, love,” he requests.

“I’m wearing baggy clothes, it will be anything but sexy,” you reply.

His eyes roam your face, trying to understand if you’re being honest. Even after all those years, he’s surprised you even think and say anything like that. Throughout those four years, he kept showing you that what makes you sexy is simply you, not the clothes you’re wearing. Of course, they can help to make you sexier but all the sensuality comes from you.

“You’re sexy with or without clothes, honey,” he says, his tongue licking his lips as he imagines you naked, “I already told you that a million times.” His thumb caresses your bottom lip. “So please undress for me, babe.”

Since he asks it very nicely, you nod before standing up to slowly undress for the man sitting on your bed. His hungry eyes never leave your body as you take off every single piece of clothing. His eyes scan every inch of your skin, memorizing every single detail of your body.

You purposely take all your time to undress, your eyes going from time to time to your lover to watch his facial expressions. His eyes are burning with apparent desire, his fingers run through his hair a couple of times, his teeth capture his bottom lip, and his bulge slowly grows on his pants.

Once you’re only wearing your granny panties, the ones you wear when you want to be very comfortable, you stand still to watch your man on your bed. It’s more than obvious that he’s completely turned on by you, and it makes you really proud. When you’re completely alone at home, there’s no need to wear a thong, at least that’s what you believe. Plus, Jungkook has always mentioned that he doesn’t care what underwear you put on. He never wanted you to wear a thong just to please him, he always preferred that you wear something that makes you comfortable.  

“Sit on my face,” he says once his hungry eyes have fully scanned your body.

Your boyfriend has always loved to eat you out while you sit on his face, and honestly, it feels like heaven to have his face squished in between your thighs while his tongue laps all your juices. A bright smile appears on your face at his word before you take off the last piece of clothing from your body and once naked, you jump onto the bed. At the same time, he slides on the bed to fully lay on bed.  

You place yourself over his head, your heart pounding fast with excitement as you can’t wait to feel his mouth pressed against your cunt. Slowly, you bring your core closer to his face, his hands moving up to your hips to guide you down. The sweet scent of your arousal makes him hungry which causes him to lick his lips.

“Your cunt smells so good, honey,” he whispers against your core.

His nose brushes against your core, a small moan leaving your lips at the feeling. As he hears the barely audible moan, he deliberately breathes against your throbbing core, the cool air sending shivers down your spine. Slowly, you grow wetter which gives him more juices to lap. A smirk grows on his face when he notices it.  

Before you can even process what is happening, he wraps his lips around your clit, sucking at it. The coldness of his lip piercing and the tingling of his nose on your core instantly send goosebumps throughout your entire body. Little moans leave your lips while he starts to torture you with his mouth. It always surprises you how cold his piercing is but you always embrace it as it just turns you more on.

Your neighbors will for sure complain about the noise you’re making again, but who cares? In two days, you won’t be here anymore so it doesn’t matter at all if you scream of pleasure all night long. What truly matters to you is all the pleasure the man right under you is offering you.  

Automatically, you bury your hand in Jungkook’s hair, pulling it as he laps your sensitive clit with his tongue. A groan rumbles from his chest, the sound echoing against your skin. You close your eyes, enjoying the feeling of having him under you with his nose in your core. He makes sure to take his time as he wants you to get wetter and wetter, he doesn’t want to rush things because he could hurt you in the process, something he doesn’t want.

After a little while, he buries his tongue in your hole, causing an explosion of fireworks inside you. The man laps at your arousal as if his life was at stake but in his own way, he’s saying goodbye to you. Knowing that he provided you enough pleasure tonight will fulfill his heart for the rest of his life.  

Tonight is all about giving you what you want as well as a lot of pleasure. All he truly cares about is you.

His eyes glance up at you, enjoying the way your body is contorting with delight. An evil smirk appears on his face while he keeps lapping at your juices. Your back arches, causing you to push your pussy closer to his mouth, and a trail of moans escapes your pretty lips.

“So pretty,” Jungkook mutters against your core.

Slowly, you start rolling your hips over his head, your hand running and pushing your hair back in order to not stick against your face as you start to sweat. The moans get louder as the wave of pleasure begins to strongly build in your lower stomach, his ears hissing at the sweet but loud sounds.  

His eyes glance down with marvel at your core. Everything about you is extremely wonderful.

Jungkook senses the orgasm building stronger inside you at an extremely fast pace. Your body is moving more and more, your walls are clenching way too much, and your moans are also getting high-pitched. The man starts to suck harder on your core to make you come all over his face. That’s all he wishes for right now.  

Your free hand goes to the headboard of the bed to hold yourself onto something. The man below you is sucking and lapping every single drop of your arousal, bringing you closer and closer to the edge. It’s a matter of seconds before you come undone all over his face. But that’s all the two of you want.

“Jungkook,” you mutter as your hips slowly roll desperately over his face.

The man underneath you detaches his mouth when your legs start shaking, indicating that your orgasm is finally hitting you intensely. His name leaves your mouth when the wave of pleasure explodes inside you, your back arching even more, and you close your eyes to enjoy every second of it.

Your arousal leaks over his pretty lips while he watches with marvel the way you come over his face. The power he has over you is incredible. No other man has ever made you come so strongly with nothing else but his mouth. He’s talented, he knows how to perfectly use his body to bring you pleasure.

Jungkook moves under you, your core now pressed against his chest. It takes you a moment to come down from your high, he can even feel your wall clenching against his toned chest. His hands caress your hips, trying to bring you comfort as you come down. His eyes never leave your pretty face.

He swears he has never seen any prettier woman.

Now that you got down from your high, you want to give pleasure to this man just the same way he did a couple of seconds ago. Slowly, you move your body down on his, he quickly realizes what you’re going to do. The simple thought of feeling your hand around him makes him grow harder.

Jungkook is still fully dressed, he only removed his necklace when you move to bed but other than that, he didn’t take off any clothes. Without an ounce of hesitation, you push down his pants with his underwear. He raises his hips to help you out, and you throw his clothes on the floor. Once his cock is freed, it slaps against his black shirt.  

Your eyes instantly glance down at the beast between his legs. It always surprises you how massive he is, and it always leaves you wondering how on earth he can walk with something like that in between his legs. What really intrigues you is how he can do it when his cock gets hard.

In a matter of seconds, Jungkook takes the last piece of clothing off his body to be fully naked in front of you. You patiently wait for him to lay back on the bed so you can place yourself in between his toned legs, your hands running up and down his thighs. Your eyes are glued to his little beast, the same beast that has given you countless orgasms.    

“Can I touch you, Kook?” You ask him, your eyes glance up to meet his.  

With his eyes locked with yours, he nods. He’s completely desperate to feel your fingers around him, knowing perfectly that he’ll come undone when you touch him. But he fucking doesn’t care because it’s probably the last time he’s ever going to feel them around him.  

Since you’re equally desperate to please him, you wrap your hand around the base of his dick. His head is red, precum running down his length and over that prominent vein that lines it. You rub your thumb over the tip before going down on his shaft, spreading his arousal all over him. A deep moan leaves his lips as your hands finally touch him, his head falling completely on the pillow.      

“Damn, honey,” he growls, “you’re touching me so fucking perfectly.”

A smile appears on your face at his words. It brings you back to the first time you touched him, he guided you all along. Your ex wasn’t really into preliminaries so your experience in blowjobs or handjobs was extremely limited but Jungkook wanted to teach you what pleased him. That day, it took him a lot of time to come but he didn’t regret any second of it because now, you can bring him to the edge in seconds.

Slowly, you start pumping him, taking your time, your hand gliding up and down his length. A trail of groans leaves his lips while you pump him nice and slow. Every time your hand reaches the base, Jungkook shivers, loving how you’re touching him. As you pump his massive length with your hands, you never stop glancing at him. There’s nothing more rewarding than seeing him melting in your hands.  

It’s absolutely incredible to think that you’re sharing such an intimate moment when yesterday at this exact same time, you were both crying into each other’s arms. The pain in both your hearts was unbearable but today, you’re using that same pain to enjoy every last second together.      

After a little while, you dip down to kiss the head of his cock, causing deeper and louder moans to leave his mouth. You lick his tip, his precum coating your tongue before you wrap your mouth entirely around his cock to fully sink down on his length.

“Shit, babe” he groans, loving the warmth of your mouth around him.

He swears that he’s about to fall apart, painting your throat white with his seed. For a little while, your head bobs up and down his length, your tongue twirling along to try to satisfy him as much as possible. Your lover closes his eyes while he lets his pleasure overwhelm him. He definitely taught you well four years ago.

Once he opens his eyes, he’s graced with your filthy eyes staring up at him. That sight alone makes him bust right there, his hot seed filling that pretty mouth of yours. Jungkook is just a weak man, especially when you’re added to the mix. You swallow every single drop of his hot cum, but your eyes never leave his face as he groans loudly.  

The thing about having sex with you is that it feels amazing, you perfectly know him just the way he knows you. Those last four years together made you explore each other on a sexual level but it also allowed you to discover your own limits, something you both never had with your previous partners. Thinking that from now on, you’ll have to explore all this with someone else devastates you tremendously.

Slowly, he comes down from his high, your mouth leaving his cock to just watch him being completely overwhelmed with his orgasm. He looks like an absolute angel but clearly, an angel that seems to had his cock sucked. His hair is already a bit messy, and his lips are all wet with your arousal, which honestly looks pretty good on him. Anything looks good on him.

“Would you want to keep going?” he asks with his heavy breathing.

Of course, it’s pretty obvious you want more but who knows, maybe you’d like to stop here. He’s not going to force you to do anything, he has never been like that. Even if he can tell by your body language that you want more, he simply desires you to say it out loud.

You crawl over his body so both your faces are close. For a brief moment, you just glance at each other.

“Yes, I want it,” you bend down, your face getting closer to his ear, “babe,” you whisper with a smile on your face.

Jungkook bites his lower lip, he’s having goosebumps all over his body after you whispered ‘babe’ in his ear. He loves this side of you, ready to tease him any minute.

Without any second thought, he stands up to find the package of condoms he took with him. It’s no secret that he came here to fuck the shit out of you so he came prepared for this magical night together. He takes the first condom that he finds before coming back to the bed and ripping off the little packing with his teeth.

Since you both started this amazing love affair, Jungkook has been using protection. The two of you have been extremely scared to create a little human, you were being together secretly, and he would have never made things for you even harder than they already were. Of course, he has desired nothing more but to have kids with you. But his father would have never let him recognize them as his.

Any child born out of a marriage can never be legitimized as a Jeon because they can pretend to the Jeon Empire, something that would never be acceptable within the family.

So, the two of you have been taking all the precautions to not create a little human. On some occasions, you even took the morning-after pill to be sure that you wouldn’t get pregnant. Jungkook was by your side all along since he considered that you never should be alone for a serious matter although it was just a pill.  

“Can I put it?” Your eyes light up when you raise the question and he doesn’t know how to say no to you with that cute face.

He hands you the condom before you turn, your ass and pussy on full display to his hungry eyes. Slowly, you put the condom on his hard length while his fingers visit your wet core and he curses when he feels how wet you still are.

“How can you still be this wet, love?”

“Your mouth isn’t exactly dry, babe,” you answer, “and I just had an orgasm.”

Once the condom is on his cock, you face him before pressing a sweet kiss on his lips. A sincere smile grows on his face, he’s so happy to be here today with you. Listening to his brother was for sure the best decision he took today. With your hands, you grab his little monster before brushing it against your pussy. A whimper leaves his lips while he shuts his eyes close.

Slowly, you sink down onto his cock. A deep moan leaves your mouth as his massive dick stretches you out, your hands falling on his chest to balance yourself. His large hands find their way to your waist, caressing your soft skin while his doe eyes filled with lust look into yours. Both of you groan as he slowly pushes his long and thick cock deeper inside you.  You sit on his lap with his cock almost completely inside you, your eyes look down at him with a bright smile on your face.  

“You really look like you own this cock,” he says as his smile grows on his face.

“Because it’s the case!” You reply.

Jungkook licks his lips, loving to have this beautiful sight in front of him. Again, he could stare at you for hours and never grow tired of it.

“Then, show me how you own it, girl!”

Very slowly, you start rolling your hips, causing small whimpers to leave his lips. His eyes never leave you as he wishes you to see him starting to melt down under your slow torture.

“You’re riding me like a pro, honey,” he compliments you, letting you also know that you’re doing it right.

“I’ve had some experience with this cock.” You tease him.

“I can see that.”

A sincere smile grows on your face, Jungkook is such a sweet man even if he hides it a lot. The simple fact that he tried by any means to cancel his wedding with Jiwon for you, for the love he has for you is proof to you. Under all this mountain of muscles, there’s the sweetest person you’ve ever seen.  

“But I prefer when you fuck me senseless,” you add.

Before you can say anything else, his hands hold your hips tightly and he turns both your bodies to have you now under him. His lips find yours for another kiss, the taste of your juice being all over his soft lips while he can taste a bit of his cum inside your mouth.  

“I’ll do whatever you want, love,” he whispers on your lips before pressing another sweet kiss. “But I’m gonna wreck you so bad you won’t be able to walk.”

Your walls clench around his cock, causing him to moan at the end of his sentence.

“Do it, babe,” you insist on babe, raising goosebumps on his skin. “Just ruin me.”  

Jungkook slowly pushes back, leaving only the tip of his cock inside you. His eyes never leave your figure, watching you with delight. Over the past years, you’ve grown to learn that he loves to torture you. You already know that he’s going to slam his dick brutally inside you. The two of you have always had wild sex, and you’ll lie if you say that you don’t love it.

He brutally pushes his cock fully inside you, a loud moan leaving your lips. For a little while, he doesn't move, hovering over you before his lips meet yours again for a sloppy kiss. Slowly, his lips move down to your collarbone, leaving a sweet hickey on your skin. Once he has tortured your skin enough, he backs up a bit to look at the little love mark appearing on your soft skin. A proud smile appears on his face, and you can’t help but smile too.

“Could I ask you to move? Or is it too much to ask?” You raise an eyebrow.

“Someone is impatient!” He chuckles.

For a second, his eyes get lost on your body, groaning as he watches himself buried deep inside you.

You’re completely intoxicated by the feeling of him stretching your walls. Without wasting any more time, he pulls back brutally before slamming himself back into you. He leans closer again before licking the spot just under your ear. His hands slowly travel down your body to rest on your hips while his hips slowly thrust into. The slick sound of your pussy soaking his cock as well as your moans quickly fill your bedroom.

The feeling of his cock filling you up, his hips hitting against yours with every thrust he makes causes sparks of pleasure to shoot throughout your body, your arousal dripping from your core and creaming his covered cock. He licks his lips as he notices the sticky mess you’re causing.

“You’re making such a mess, Yn,” he growls.  

His cock is buried deep inside you, brushing against your walls which only causes you to moan even louder. You grip the sheets as hard as possible to steady yourself from Jungkook’s hard thrusts.

You don’t reply to him, completely lost in your euphoric state. Your mind isn’t even able to answer him because all you’re focused on is the pleasure he’s giving you with his slow thrusts.  

His hands press harder into your skin when he feels your walls tighten around him. Every time he pushes his hips back, he watches with delight the way his cock is completely covered with your arousal. Nothing drives him crazier than seeing it.

His hands move on your body, grabbing your breasts and squeezing them to make you moan with desire before his fingers start playing with your nipples. Moans flood out of your mouth as he tortures your body like no one else.  

“Damn, Kook,” you say.

His thrusts become again slow and harsh while his fingers on your nipples are pushing you closer and closer to the edge. He’s literally driving you crazy on purpose. Almost as if he wants you to understand how crazy he’s over you.

Gradually, Jungkook begins to thrust hard into you again, and your moans follow his harsh movements as they get louder and louder. Your walls suck his cock as he slams his hips into you harshly. His hands can feel the way your body quivers with each thrust, the way you’re losing yourself further into pleasure.

“Fuck,” he groans when he feels the warmth of your walls wrapping tighter around him. “Your cunt is clenching so hard, babe.”

As you glance up at him, you can’t help but find him extremely attractive. His eyes stare down at you with so much passion and desire as his tongue licks his lower lips. He keeps growling your name, thrusting into you with more urgency.

Quickly enough, you sense inside your stomach the powerful feeling of pleasure growing. Since he has always made you come undone barely minutes ago, you’re still very sensitive, and you’re getting closer and closer to the orgasm very fast.

This is becoming overwhelming.

“Gonna come so hard, Kook,” you tell him. His fingers pinch your nipples while his cock twitches inside of you at your words, a low groan rumbling in his chest.  

“Don’t hold back, babe.”

Since he wants to torture you more and more as you get closer to your orgasm, one of his hands slowly goes down on your body, passing your stomach, and landing on your throbbing clit. His fingers start to rub your sensitive spot as his cock keeps slamming roughly inside you.

His fingers on your clit are what you need for your orgasm to explode intensely, making you come hard around him. Your walls squeeze him over and over again while you come all over him.

While you’re completely euphoric from your orgasm, he speeds up the pace of his hips slamming into you, wanting to chase his own high. The coil in his lower stomach tightens inside of him, and it completely clouds his thoughts.

Breathy whines escape his pretty lips as he looks down at the mess you made. A loud groan leaves his mouth when his orgasm hits him hard, your name rolling out of his tongue. His eyes roll back with pleasure as his body tenses up and releases his load inside the condom.

Jungkook collapses over you, both your bodies covered in sweat. While you both come down from your high, you simply enjoy this proximity. You wrap your arms around his body to hold him tightly against you. Nobody talks. The room is only filled with your heavy breathing while you caress his back.

Once the two of you are calmer, he stands up, removes the condom that he throws in the trash can, and he grabs a new one. When he turns around to look at you in the bed, a smile appears on his face. This is without any doubt the prettiest thing he has ever seen. You, completely naked on the bed waiting for him.

“On your fours, babe,” he growls before quickly putting the new condom on his length.  

Your eyes widen with surprise as you realize what is about to happen. Jungkook is really going to rail you all night long, he just came and he’s about to fuck you again. Although you’re still very sensitive, you want more. You desperately want more. So you follow his order, positioning yourself on your hands and knees but you make sure that your ass and pussy are on full display to him.

“You’re such a fucking tease,” he groans.

Jungkook wastes no time in getting closer to you, his hand holding his hard dick to stroke it a bit. His tongue licks his lips while his eyes are glued to your pussy. Teasingly, you wiggle your ass, your head on your shoulder to see his reaction.

“Do you want me to come before I even touch you?” he cocks a brow, his eyes staring up at your face to see your reaction. You shake your head, there’s no way you’re letting this condom be wasted in vain. “That’s what I believed!” He says. “Now, chest against the mattress, honey.”

Since you definitely don’t want him to come in his condom without touching you, you do as he says before he grabs one arm to pin it behind your back, slowly shoving his cock into you again. You whine, your teeth biting your lower lip as your lover resumes to pound into you again. He slowly rolls his hips into your pussy.

“Shit, I’m not going to last long,” he grunts.

He leans down, his right hand going down from your waist to your thighs. His fingers brush against your clit, making you moan a bit louder, and they pinch your clit while you bite harder on your lower lip. The man behind you never ceases to thrust into you harshly, making you see stars.

Every muscle of your body tenses as Jungkook abuses both your clit and pussy. But you decide to torture him a bit as well, it’d be only fun for him to torture you. You clench your walls around him, making him groan louder. Jungkook smirks, knowing perfectly how much you love to tease during sex.

“Always such a fucking tease,” he moans lustfully as he gives you a harsher thrust.  

You’re unable to reply since Jungkook decides to increase his pace. Of course, you love to tease him, having sex with him can always be fun with all these teasing games. Well, right now, you’re teasing him a lot since you know none of you is going to last long. You both already had two orgasms, the third should come in seconds.  

His hips slam into yours ruthlessly which causes the whole bed to shake under your bodies. Your moans are louder and louder as his cock hits all your sweet spots. The pleasure is slowly but surely growing strongly inside you, and you try as hard as possible to hold your orgasm.

“Fuck, I’m going to come,” Jungkook whimpers.  

The second the words leave his mouth, he fills his condom with his cum and he holds your hips tightly while he gives you small harsh thrusts. Your name rolls out of his tongue, and you decide to let go of your orgasm. There’s no point in holding back. Your walls squeeze him hard when your orgasm hits you for the third time, your arousal leaking all over his condom.    

Jungkook pulls out of you before he lays down next to you on the bed. His hands release his cock from the condom, and he throws it onto the floor. You come closer to him, his arm wrapping around you to hold you tight against him. None of you speaks while you both catch your breaths.

Needless to say, an hour later, you resume your activities to show how much you love each other.    

Sung stares at the surroundings of your apartment complex to check if he sees his brother’s car. But he doesn’t see it, so he realizes that he most probably walked to your apartment in order to not be found. Their father can easily track him through his car or phone, and since Jungkook didn’t answer any of Sungjin’s phone calls, he deduces that his phone probably stayed in his apartment.

But there’s no doubt to him that his older brother is here. After the little chatting at the boxing hall, he knew his brother ran to this exact place. Although he was sure he would find him here, he still went quickly to his apartment to check. But again, no answer.

He walks to the front door of the apartment complex, looks for your name on the doorbell, and just presses the little button next to your name. Sung crosses his fingers and hopes that Jungkook didn’t decide overnight to run away with you to Busan because he doesn’t know how he’s going to explain to his father that his eldest child has gone missing. Even if his father has always been tough with his firstborn, he knows that he’ll have a heart attack.

A minute later, he hears his brother’s voice through the intercom. A deep sigh of relief leaves his lips when his brother speaks.

“What are you doing here, Sung?”

“We need to talk, I have some news for you,” he directly says.

Jungkook unlocks the main door to his brother, letting him inside the complex. He slightly opens the door of your apartment and he quickly goes to your bedroom to check if you’re still sleeping. A smile appears on his face when he watches you sleeping peacefully. He closes the door to not wake you up and moves to the entrance to receive his brother.

When he sees his brother appears, he smiles and greets him. “We can’t speak loudly, Yn is sleeping,” Sung nods at his brother’s words.

“I’m going to be quick,” he says.

Jungkook closes the door once his youngest brother is inside your apartment and they both go to the kitchen in order to be as far as possible from your bedroom.  

“Tell me,” the oldest says when they are in the kitchen.

“Father called Kang Yeomin to cancel your wedding with Jiwon,” Sung drops the explosive news.

Jungkook can’t believe what his brother just said. This seems like a joke, however, he knows his brother would never joke about something so serious. He never did before so he doesn’t see him starting doing it a week prior to the wedding. Sung picks up by the face his brother is doing that he’s surprised, almost unbelieving what he’s saying.

“I’m serious, Kook,” he says. “After I left you, I gathered our brothers and sisters to have a serious conversation with father and mother. We basically gave them an ultimatum, they stop the wedding now or they end up without any heir.”

Jungkook frowns, he’s not sure to understand what his brother is saying.

“We simply refused that they forced you into marriage and not the rest of us. So they have to cancel the wedding right now, otherwise, we would all refuse the Jeon’s heritage. No matter what they would have answered yesterday, I would have come to you so you would refuse the heritage as well. Meaning that they would have ended up without any heir.”

The oldest man’s heart melts as he realizes all his siblings stood against their parents for him. They stood against them to let him love you. This is definitely going to make him cry, and he for sure is going to thank all of them for what they did.  

“And you know how deeply they care about the fact that their children inherit the empire, they don’t want anyone else from the family to take over it.” He explains. “They tried to negotiate and to defend themselves but we all stood our positions, so they agreed with it. Father called straight away Yeomin to cancel the wedding, and now, he wants to talk with you.”

The two brothers glance at each other seriously, but they try to understand what the other is feeling right now.      

“This can’t be real,” Jungkook whispers as he runs his fingers through his hair. “Father would never surrender so easily, especially when it comes to growing his fucking empire.”

This seems surreal. He has fought his father for years so he could choose the woman he would marry because all he has ever wanted was to get married to you. There’s no one else he wants to spend the rest of his life with.  

“Believe me, bro, we talked all night long with father and mother to make them understand that none of their children would take over their damn empire,” Sung tells his brother.

Convincing his siblings to join him to let Jungkook live a ‘normal’ life was easy but convincing their parents was extremely hard. It was hours and hours of conversation to make them understand that he deserves at least to choose his wife.  

“You’ve been formed, trained, and prepared your entire life for this. None of us can bear half of the pressure and responsibilities you always have, but we also want them to understand that it doesn’t make any fucking sense to force you into a marriage you don’t want. Not even for the empire.”

Eventually, Sijin and Yongji understood that they had no other option. They had to give up on the dreamy wedding they prepared for their firstborn in order to ensure the safety of their empire. They weren’t happy about it but it was the safest decision.

“It’s inhuman what they put you through since the second you were born,” he adds. “You’ve always protected us our entire lives and the least we could do was to help you out to keep Yn in your life.”

A smile appears on Sung’s face, and Jungkook comes closer to him to hug him. Last night, he thought he was saying his final goodbyes to you but now, he’s hopeful that he can keep you by his side until his last breath.

“Okay, I’m going to talk to Father to see what he wants to say,” Jungkook says as he takes a step back to look at his brother. “Would you mind staying here until Yn wakes up? I don't want her to worry about me while I’m away.”

He shakes his head before Jungkook runs to your bedroom, puts his clothes on, and leaves your apartment in a rush. He almost runs to his apartment complex to take his car and drive to his parents’ house. They live a bit far but he’s going to drive as fast as he can because fuck, he wants to tell you that he’s finally free. He wants to tell you that those four years didn’t happen in vain.

Damn, he wants to shout from all the rooftops how much he loves you.

After a solid twenty minutes of drive, he finally makes it to his parents’ house. The house he grew up in and that he deeply hates today. There are only bad memories related to that house that he just desires to forget.

Since he still possesses the keys, he just enters unannounced. He greets the personnel while heading to his father’s office, and he knocks when he reaches the door. To his surprise, his father opens the door himself while usually he just shouts “enter”.  

“Good morning, son,” he says with a small smile.

The one and only Sijin looks terribly tired, Jungkook quickly realizes that he probably didn’t sleep much after his own children stood up against him.

“I was waiting for you,” he adds.

“Good morning, father,” he bows to his father with respect. “Sungjin told me everything.”

His father lets him enter his little office before closing the door behind them. The two men are extremely nervous. In the past, conversations about marriage always made them bicker, and they are both scared of the turn this conversation might take. Jungkook takes a quick look at the room. Everything is perfectly organized as always which doesn’t surprise the heir of the Jeon Empire. Nothing is ever misplaced with Sijin.

“The wedding with Yeomin’s daughter has been canceled. It goes without saying that the entire family was extremely surprised, Jiwon wasn’t with her father when I announced my decision so she should know it throughout the day. Once she’s aware of it, we will officially engage to cancel everything that was prepared for the ceremony,” Sijin nonchalantly says. “The press will for sure start to follow every single one of us to understand why the wedding of the year was suddenly canceled days before.”

Jungkook knows that Jiwon will lose her mind when she’ll find out, and in some way, he can understand her. Her entire life was prepared for this moment, she was formed to become the face of the KG Group and the Jeon Empire. Her entire family relied on her to make both groups grow even more, but the Jeon family cut short all that.

“Since the wedding with Jiwon was canceled, your mother and I decided as well to not choose any other suitable wife for you. Your brothers and sisters made it clear that they wanted you to be free to choose whoever you wanted, and we consented to that.”

The youngest man in the room watches his father speaking. There’s absolutely no emotion on his face which is actually very unusual of him. Usually, Jungkook is able to read his father quite easily.  

“But it’s not what you want,” Jungkook adds.  

“Of course not!” he says while shaking his head and taking a seat on his desk chair. “I had big hopes through this wedding but your siblings made me realize one thing that I hadn’t seen until yesterday,” his eyes look up at his son. “I repeated what my father did to me years ago, I let him destroy my life. But the fact that your brothers and sisters stood out for you was impressive.”

Jungkook is the first one being impressed by what they did, but he’ll forever be thankful they did it. Today, he isn’t bound to Jiwon anymore. Today, he’s free to do whatever he wants with his love life. Today, he can make you his.

“I guess I was expecting you to be the perfect child like I was, but you always did the opposite,” Sijin says.

His son comes closer before sitting right in front of him.

“I never wanted to become like you, and that’s why I constantly do the opposite of what you expect from me. Marrying someone I never wanted would make me become exactly like you so I just tried as hard as I could to make you change your mind,” Jungkook explains.

His mind thinks about the woman he loves, and he feels like right now is the perfect moment to talk about you to his father. He has always been protecting you from his family but today, he doesn’t have to hide you anymore.

“But if I’m totally honest, I was also fighting to be with someone I’m in love with.”

A small smile appears on Sijin’s face.

“This wasn’t a secret to me, son,” he admits. “No man fights like that when he isn’t in love, and I can easily recognize a man in love.”

Jungkook frowns, this is highly unexpected. His father understood all along that he was in love with someone but never once did he decide to stop this masquerade for the happiness of his son. Well, if he thinks about it better, his father always told him to have mistresses so, in the end, he was telling him to be happy with you while being married to Jiwon as well.

“Tell me about this person you love,” he asks his son.

Jungkook is surprised but starts talking about you with the brightest smile on his face. He explains everything, from the way he met you to the way he fell in love with you, from all the details he loves about you to how happy you can make him. Jungkook doesn’t hide anything from his father because damn, he wants him to understand how much he deeply and truly loves you.

Sijin carefully listens to his son, noticing how his face glows up. He believes he has never seen his son this obviously happy, and in some way, he regrets what he put him through for the past years with the wedding thing. Maybe he should have listened to him when he tried to end everything.

As they both talked about you, your lover slowly realizes that now, he’s completely free. Nothing is stopping him from marrying you.

After a long conversation with his father as well as an unexpected abrupt visit from Jiwon, Jungkook went back to your place. But before arriving, he quickly passed by his apartment to grab some clothes and other stuff. For sure, he’s going to stay longer than he expected around you. There’s no way he’s going to let you go now.

When he arrives at your place, he finds you with his brother in the living room. You’re both actively and happily talking and Jungkook just watches the two of you. His heart melts at the sight of you two being so comfortable around each other. Since he started seeing you, he never doubted that you’d get along with his brother because, in some ways, you’re both very similar. Maybe that’s even the reason why he fell in love with you.

As much as it breaks his heart to interrupt you, he still needs to talk with you so he gets closer to you. When you hear footsteps behind you, you turn your face, a smile appearing on your face when you see the man you love. It was very disturbing to wake up all by yourself in your bed before finding Sungjin in your kitchen. He simply told you Jungkook had to talk to their father about a very important matter, you didn’t ask more details about it.

“So, I’m going to leave,” Sungjin says when he sees his brother, “I’ll let you two discuss.”

You cock a brow at his words, very surprised that he leaves the moment his brother is back. Honestly, you thought that they would talk first together for a little while before you’d speak to Jungkook or the two of them.

“Thanks, bro for staying with her,” Jungkook says to his brother.

“No problem,” Sung winks at his brother before leaving your apartment.

As Jungkook comes closer to you, you notice that he isn’t wearing his outfit of yesterday, he’s wearing something completely different which means that he went to his apartment in the meantime. Your lover sits next to you on the couch, his hands take yours to hold them tight, and his eyes stare deep into yours.

“I’m not getting married to Jiwon anymore,” he starts saying. “My parents canceled the wedding after a very long talk with my siblings, and we don’t have to love each other in the dark anymore.”

For a brief moment, you both look at each other in complete silence. It isn’t an awkward or heavy silence. It’s a simple silence that allows you to process what he just told you. To say that it’s a surprise is more than an understatement. This was something you never thought you would ever hear coming from Jungkook’s mouth.

All these years, you were mentally preparing yourself to build a life without him once he’d get married. Slowly, you came to terms that you two could never end together even if there was some hope that things could change. But now, hearing that you can love him without limits fills your heart with joy.

Jungkook starts to explain everything, not forgetting any details about what happens and what he learned in the past couple of hours. His eyes are glowing as he speaks which makes you fall harder for him. Inevitably, tears of pure joy run down your face. You don’t have to hide anymore, you don’t even have to go to Busan anymore. You can stay here and just love him more and more as you did for the past four years.  

The past two days have been extremely intense but god, every tear shed was worth it, because, in the end, you can stay with him. Nobody is standing up against your love affair. Nothing is holding you back to love him.

“Jiwon also came up at my father’s house when she learned about the news, and it broke my heart for her,” Jungkook says. “She started saying that instead of leaving you as I promised her, I exchanged her with you. Apparently, following her words, a real Jeon is supposed to put duty before love as all my ancestors did and I’m just a coward. It was obvious she was devastated since her family formed her to be the perfect wife, and now, she has to do things differently.”

Jiwon was visibly heartbroken when she showed up at his father’s place and he truly felt sorry for her. She didn’t deserve that but he deeply and truly hopes that she will find someone that will teach her what true love is. Everyone deserves to know the true meaning of love because everyone is worthy to be loved.

Jungkook found it all with you.

“I hope she’ll find her soulmate out there,” he adds.

“I hope so too,” you reply with a smile on your face.

Jungkook presses a quick kiss on your lips before bringing you to his arms. This is for sure his favorite day. A day that he expected all his life to happen, so this day is a day that he will never forget. He holds you tight in his embrace, his lips pressing soft kisses on top of your head.

“Now that I’m truly free,” he whispers against your hair, “I want to make you my wife.” He presses another sweet kiss on your head. “I want to spend the rest of my life by your side, loving you and cherishing you as I’ve been doing so far.”

Since you desire to look at him as he says those words, you pull back from his arms. His eyes are sparkling like never before, and his face glows so much. True happiness is irradiating from all his being.

“Please marry me and let’s spend the rest of our lives together,” he begs you.

This is a first time. Jungkook never begged for anything with you, it’s usually the other way around, especially when you’re sharing a very intimate moment.

“What about Busan?” you ask him. “I’m supposed to have a job interview in a week, I’m supposed to start looking for a new place to live, and my parents are waiting for me.”

All your plans for your new life in Busan just fell through. How are you supposed to announce to your parents that you’re staying with Jungkook? They would be heartbroken to not have you coming since, despite the circumstances, they were excited to have their daughter around them again.

“We can go together and start a new life there but together,” he suggests.

All he cares about right now is to be with you. All the rest is just details for him, he can find a solution for everything.

“You’re the heir of the Jeon Empire, Jungkook,”

“I can run it from Busan, I don’t have to physically be here, and if I want, I can move the headquarters of the empire to Busan,” he replies. “I can do whatever the fuck I want, I’ll be the one on top of it.”

A smile appears on your face before you stroke his cheek with your thumb. Your heart is definitely fluttering right now, you’re the happiest you’ve ever been.

“We don’t have to move to Busan,” you tell him. “I can cancel everything, but I’d love to visit my parents for a week or two. I’ve missed them so much and going there to be with them was the only thing I was truly looking forward to.”

Being away from them for the past two years was extremely hard. You couldn’t show up anymore randomly at their places, you always had to plan in advance when you wanted to see them so you could buy the train tickets to go and come back. When you were sad, you couldn’t just fall into their arms anymore to seek the comfort that only your parents can provide. You could only call them and see them every two weekends.

Right now, you just want to be with them.

“Okay, then let’s go to Busan for two weeks.”

You passionately kiss him before pressing your forehead against his.

“Then, I’ll let you be my husband,” you whisper with your eyes closed.

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hi omg i remember reading mr. lindo on your old account and was obsessed with it,, is it still available to read?

hi love! oh thanks for reading mr. lindo & loving it 💗 for the moment, it’s not available on this account as i’m sorting out what i will repost & what i won’t, but i will let you know if i post it & i will also post a teaser if i post it again 💗 thanks for your ask, it was so sweet! have a good week ahead & take care 💗

love in the dark is currently my longest fic, this fic is actually a beast 🥴 but i can’t wait to post it ❤️