UMMMM I JUST FINISHED READING IT ANA DIM GENUINELY IN SHOCK- LIKE JAW BEEN DROPPED FOR THE LAST TWO MINS

UMMMM I JUST FINISHED READING IT ANA DIM GENUINELY IN SHOCK- LIKE JAW BEEN DROPPED FOR THE LAST TWO MINS

FIRST OF ALL, amazing start to the fic holyyyy shiiit 😳😳😳👏👏👏 i love the introduction, i felt like you built that REALLY well!! THE “REARRANGING YOUR INSIDES” HAUSISHSISUD

secondly, the dialogue is absolute fuckin BOMB like you made him sound exactly like himself, all cocky and full of power holy shit 💀💀 dude and OC’s rant was fuckin GREAT 😳😳 a very much needed to get that mufucka hyunjae back in his place

NO HE SAID “DID I STUTTER” WHAT DUDHEIWYDOSHDIWHSIS

i had to read it again just to process everything- AND IM STILL IN SHOCK- 💀💀

BUT also the way you write is so smooth and captivating like- i couldnt stop reading?? it was building up so nicely wtf?? 🥴🥴 you described everything like- wow…hold on man hold on 😩😩😩

i’m actually not ok and i’m so glad you wrote this broski 🥹🥹 this shit is genuinely so good holy shit i wish you could see how i’m clapping rn holy shit oh my god i’m actually shocked i’m not kidding

holy shit what the fuck i’m in my grave

NAUR BECAUSE I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT :D it took so much out of me like sheesh i’m drained now but i hope you’ll like part 2 as well :)

BUT NOW IDK WHAT DRAFT TO PUBLISH NEXT 

when you get this you have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ♡

oh dear uh five things??? that's too many- (but fr tho thank youuuuu for sending this to me, i'm so honored omg)

1. my passion. i am very (sometimes overly) passionate about things that interest me, so much so that those things overtake my real responsibilities. even though my passion does get in the way of my actual tasks, but it's what keeps me going, along with the actual things i am passionate about.

2. my hair. idk why, really...i just like my hair. i think the color is nice, the texture is nice, and it suits me well. that's kinda that.

3. my hands. i do very much have a thing for hands. including mine, but i'm not like obsessed with my own hands, you know? i just think they're neat.

4. my fashion sense. i am a fashion icon in the making, it is a known fact. some of my fashion inspirations include k-pop idols, avril lavigne, machine gun kelly, and every hot topic model & employee.

5. my music taste. i have the best (and worst) music taste ever. it's a fact. from k-pop, to 2000s emo ragers, to taylor alison swift, my spotify's got it all bro.

that was hard asf but there we go <3

to everyone asking if there will be a part two of my hyunjae fic...

the answer is yes! i’m currently working on it and 1/4 of the way done i’d say :D

thanks for all the love on that fic (and anything else y’all have liked) <33 you’re all very much appreciated and i hope y’all know that <33

I like to think that beomgyu is a super sensitive guy so when you ride him he clings onto you and gets emotional after since he loves you so much 🥲

NAUR NAUR STOP I CANT DO THIS TODAY IM GONNA CRY

i love him so much help ANYWAY this is such a concept!!

he'd be whining softly as you move on him, whispering things like "you're so good" and even muttering how much he loves you <//3

afterwards there would be so much cuddling and snuggling and he'd never ever let you go <3

i bet you want a beomgyu after reading this dont you

the one that got away.

03:13 AM.

ha, 3:13. “beomgyu o’clock” as you used to call it.

“look, beom. it’s your time.” you’d say as you point to the alarm clock on his nightstand. 

the same nightstand & the same alarm clock that his tired eyes were glued to.

it had been three days since he had gotten some sleep. three days since he had something to look forward to waking up to in the morning.

three days since you left him.

so he lay there, staring at that damn alarm clock, wishing the time would just stop. wishing that time would go backwards.

wishing that he could be with you again.

“you don’t have to miss me,” you would say before you left for work every morning. “i’ll be back before you know it.”

but this time when you left, you didn’t come back.

he lets out a breath and moves the comforter off of his weak, tired body and gets out of bed, stepping into his slippers that sit below the mattress.

the slippers that you got him.

“they look like little bear paws,” you told him as you hold the slippers with bright eyes. “they suit you so well!”

he sighs, wondering what went wrong.

what made you feel that way?

was it something he did? something he said?

he wished you had left a note.

he wished you had talked to him.

but most of all, he wished you had just stayed.

a shaky, weak hand turns the knob and pulls open the door to the bathroom.

a groggy, weak body pulls itself to enter said bathroom.

he hadn’t eaten in days and he hadn’t wandered any part of the house that wasn’t the bedroom or the bathroom.

he didn’t want to go anywhere else where he could be reminded of you.

but all he knew was you.

all he wanted to know was you.

and all he wanted was for you to by his side once again.

staring into the mirror that hang above the sink, he studies his state. unbrushed hair, eye bags the size of small coins, dried up salty tears on both cheeks from all the hours he had spent crying.

he’d still be crying if he hadn’t ran out of tears.

“don’t cry, beomgyu,” you would tell him if you were there. you hated seeing him cry. “it’ll all be okay.”

but it wouldn’t be okay.

it would never be okay.

until he could be with you again.

and he knew that he would be soon.

xx

hi, I'm the resident Jacob girl I'm here if you need me 😂 but anyway onto the good shit

I just had my eyebrows and lashes done yesterday and I can imagine him going fucking crazy after can't stop looking at you when you suck him off choking and drooling all over him grip in your hair TIGHT

yes pls sir.

YASS WELCOME JACOB GIRL I'M SO GLAD YOURE HERE

PLS HE'D BE SO DIZZY he'd probably cum so quick you'd have to suck him off again WOW

and then after he'd only fuck you in missionary or have you ride him so he can see your face omg i'm SCREAMING.

after you're done he'd whisper to you telling you all these sweet things like "you're so gorgeous" & "i love you so much my babe" the duality of this boy <33