Ohhhh I Get It Now. The Little Seed Of Loneliness Ive Carried With Me Since I Was Five Will Never Go

ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away

i'm so ready to sink into AO3 for the rest of the night after the last chapter of jjk comes out. all i know is that i'm not ready for whatever comes out and time couldn't pass any sloweeeeeeeer 😭

ok ive been binge writing a fic that is not icft and i'm feeling a little bit guilty about that. but i really needed something different and silly bc icft for me it's a little hard to materialise and it's overwhelming sometimes. and i also thought i need to diversify my catalogue a bit because i've been limiting myself too much these last few months, especially after my levels of obsessed fangirl decreased drastically thanks to my high level of depression or whatever 🙄.

so i'm gonna go with this new fic and i'm gonna keep posting throne's for two in the meantime.

i hope that from today in eight days' time i have three chapters ready to publish from icft but i can't compromise myself 😭😭

im so tired of working you guys. it's draining me. could someone sponsor my life? 😭😭

... is my bucky hyperfixation coming back?

Sebastian Stan in Thunderbolts

i know i didn't publish it tonight i got really busy im sorry y'all😔

i'll try to have it by tomorrow!! dw 🫰🏻

hey, hope you guys don't kill me, but i rewrote chapter 4 😟. i couldn't help myself and i felt strangely inspired, i had to take advantage of it!! luckily, i liked this version much better. i'll see if i can reedit the chapter within the next hour or it'll be done by tomorrow night from four to seven gmt5, when i get off work. see you guys then!! 🫶🏻