Please Tell Me I'm Not The Only One Who Thinks Of Destiel When I Listen To "Strawberry Blonde" By The

Please tell me I'm not the only one who thinks of Destiel when I listen to "Strawberry Blonde" by the amazing and wonderful Mitski? Like there are so many lines that correlate to them. And I would love to make an animation of them with that song if I wasn't so shit at drawing but still like envision it with me. Like I can picture it from Cas' POV. For example,

"I love everybody because I love you"

is a line that speaks for itself

"Reach out the car window tryna hold the wind

They can be driving in the Impala while Dean has his hand out,

You tell me you love her, I give you a grin

Can be about Lisa, like it reminds me of her but it would be like in that episode where Dean is panicking about Crowley having Lisa and Ben but it'd cut to Cas watching with that sad little expression on his face

Oh, all I ever wanted was a life in your shape

So I follow the white lines, follow the white lines

Keep my eyes on the road as I ache"

Cas wanting free will like Dean has and so he follows with his plan to get to purgatory, and when Dean finds out and doesn't trust Cas anymore and tells him he thought they were family, Cas is still keeping himself strictly on that road even if it hurts

" Look at you, strawberry blond

Fields rolling on

I love it when you call my name

Can you hear the bumblebees swarm?

Watching your arm

I love it when you look my way"

These lines just remind me of the "Crazy Cas" Era like he would be more honest with himself about how he feels and like also, the bees. Also, for the "call my name part" I think that'd be like the praying because Dean never prays to really anyone one else besides Cas.

Overall, anytime I listen to this song it makes me think of them and it just makes me happy. Thank you for coming to my TedTalk.

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

Im sorry I couldn’t read all that text through my TEARS

I sometimes wonder how people can still watch the show and act like Dean didn’t love Cas.

Even if you don’t believe it was romantic. It was far more than platonic love he felt for him.

The evidence is all there.

The longing glances. From early on in their friendship straight through to the end when Cas sacrificed himself for Dean.

Telling him he would rather 'have him cursed or not,' and 'needed him'. Dean's ways of telling people that he loved him.

All their hugs that they shared, which felt far more intimate than any of the hugs between Cas and Sam. Which seemed more brotherly in nature.

The intimate touches he would give to Cas whenever he thought he was hurt, dying or dead.

And finally, that moment when Cas sacrificed himself for him. The moment where he did lose Cas forever. Where he was sobbing on the floor and wouldn’t even answer the phone to his own brother! Dean would never ignore a call to his brother when the world was ending. But at this moment he was in so much pain he just couldn't keep going.

All of that was a man in love with his best friend. Their relationship may not have been perfect, but you can see they still loved each other with their whole heart.

The Pillars of Hellenic Polytheism

edit: I have just been told that the creator of these “pillars” was extremely bigoted and homophobic and that these pillars are not viewed in a positive light by many hellenic polytheists, so I would like to acknowledge that. I would like to apologize for not looking more into them but I will keep this post up in order to let more people know about the origins of these pillars as I’ve seen a whole lot of posts lately about them- that may just be me though.

Kharis:

Grace, Appreciation, Gratitude

Xenia:

Hospitality, Generosity, “Guest-Friendship”

(Deep Dive Post)

Sophia:

Wisdom, Knowledge

Eusebia:

Reverence and duty towards the gods

Arete:

Self-Improvement, Excellence, Brilliance

Hagneia:

Purity, Purifying oneself (Khernips, veiling)

Sophrosyne:

Self-Control, Sound Mind, Balance

cas is sitting in the back seat and he's trying to sign up for a monthly tabloid using his phone browser or something and he's mad because he has to put in a last name and he doesn't have one and dean just blurts out "well you can just use mine then". meanwhile sam is just sitting there.