A MER WaO

a MER waO

Some perspective practice!!! Wanted to make something pose a bit more complex than usual.

first of more to come. The next ones won’t be quite as detailed tho ahaha

HAVE THE SPEEDPAINT

…I may or may not have fully colored and rendered this.

Ok fine yes I did

[DAZED FROM BLOOD LOSS] hey not to kill the vibe completely but i think i am in love with you

And it’s changed yet again for meeee

genderflux? Non-binary? I don’t hecking know anymoreeee

being demigirlflux is weird

a demigirlflux person, 2024.

For those who’d rather attempt to read my handwriting: most of the time (less so more recently) I flit around, vaguely comfortable with being called a girl (I used to use she/they, pronouns, while I’ve switched to they/she it wasn’t and still isn’t inaccurate)

and then sometimes, inexplicably…(more often more recently) it just… feels wrong.

it’s weird, because it isn’t consistent. It would be nice if it was, haha.

or like walking next to someone and just kind

stumbling a bit

and the other person sorta catches them but they deny that they aren’t fine and push them gently away, try to keep walking only to stumble again and kinda just sink to their knees while breathing heavily

bonus points if it’s a sibling/best friend/romantic interest they’re next to

Or the thing where they kinda frantically warn people but no one believes them until they physically fall, knocking several people down in the process (bonus points if the person they hate but have a lot of sexual tension with is in the mix)

or when people keep telling them to rest but they just won’t and someone finds them slumped over a desk, but not asleep, just staring into space with a thinly veiled look of despair and desperation in their eyes

Maybe they’re having a friends night out and just kinda teetering and feeling ill the whole time, but not wanting to be a burden, and only like their best friend/romantic interest/Oo or their RIVAL (again bonus points for rival with sexual tension) can tell what’s up and while they’re like being confronted they just kinda collapse onto the other person-

“please… i just need to rest here for a moment.” And then with the best friend it’s just sheer concern, same with romantic interest except then it’s also like all the stuff with that. And then with the rival. Oooh ho with the rival.

goddamn it now I have to write these soon

small appreciation post for collapsing while still conscious

ok as much as i love a good faint im also a huge sucker for when a character collapses but is still conscious, maybe just dizzy or weak

stumbling or tripping on something and falling to their knees, too weak to stand up again

weak from fever or low blood sugar and failing to get out of a chair, lying on their back or side while the dizziness subsides (i actually had a fic planned for this at one point)

slumping into a chair because they cant stand anymore

reaching out to a table or wall for support and sliding to the floor (!!!)

sitting on the floor already but they slump to the side out of exhaustion

that thing where they throw their arm across their eyes out of exhaustion or dizziness (honestly one of my favorites)

there are probably a lot more im missing rn so feel free to add on!!

WOW I CAN ASK MYSELF STUFF

SO.

tell me abt ART

GOOD QUESTION ME.

ART REQUIRES PRACTICE. JUST DRAW ON A PAPER EVERY FREE SECOND YOU HAVE, THATS WHAT I DID

REALLY STREAMLINED THE PROCESS OF GETTING OKAY AT DRAWING

no but really anyone seeing this- practice, that’s the best way to get good. Look at people and things in the real world. Observe. Notice how anatomy works so u can draw it.

Maybe read a comic or webtoon, that helped me out

I was genuinely so confused when the lyrics showed up

genuinely one of the saddest parts of this new era of the internet is how hard it is to rick roll someone now. with people's attention spans shortening so much, they wouldn't even get through the first few bait seconds before clicking off the video. like i saw a comment that ended with "btw i made all of this up" and the replies kept treating it so seriously because none of them finished the entire 4 sentence comment. and We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I (do I) A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you