Oh My GodPlease Just Look At My Handsome Spain! ()

Oh my god Please just look at my handsome spain! (゜´Д｀゜)

Romano…there is NOTHING you can do, that makes me think less of you. I got enough time to get to know you…

Well some people told me that my own hair fits to Spain… So here you go!!

We've never met but can we have a coffee or something? It's in the middle of the night and I'm lying in my bed listening to aesthetic music while the rain keeps pouring down. It's quiet peaceful and I'm thinking a lot about my future. I'm just so scared of it and that I'll never accomplish anything. All of my friends are getting somewhere and I feel like I'm the online one that stands still. I really want to change something but I can't. Everytime I want to imagine my life in ten years my mind goes blank. I just feel like I will end all of this myself. I don't have any suicide thoughts lately but I feel like I will end it. Not today and not tomorrow but someday. And it scares the hell out of me. But I don't know how to change it. I'm not truly happy at the moment but that's ok, i haven't been since I was 13 maybe 14. It feels like no matter how hard I try I won't get far. But I'm not afraid of failing. Maybe that's part of the problem. Nothing makes fun anymore. If it is sewing, photography or cosplay. Yes, I still laugh and everything but I notice that at some point I'm just sitting there besides the people I love and I'm... Just sad? For no reason. It happened before but not so often as it does now and yet I have no idea how to change it

why is the fandom not talking about this? im still salty but god this is so valuable

the sound flows, follows ‘til they’re home;     dragged by the power of dreams

Woah

good morning, moonshine sing me another heavenly song today for an infinite loop of flight until the dark sun falls

goodbye, shooting star show me again, the window to tomorrow ephemeral taste of answers before a leap of faith