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Hi! It's Me Again, I Was Wondering If I Could Ask A Derek Hale X Sister! Reader Where Since The Hale
Hi! It's me again, I was wondering if I could ask a Derek hale x sister! Reader where since the hale fire the reader stop talking to anyone but only her siblings (like laura, Derek and cora) and one day the pack come in to derek's loft and saw reader whispering to Derek a d they ate shocked because even at school she never speak but as soon as she saw them she stop speaking/whispering to him. So the pack always try to make her speak by speaking to her or asking her things but reader either sigh or growl but never speak to them even though they're her pack because she's afraid that they'll die once she will start being friendly with tem, sos some people of the pack start getting frustrated and stiles or someone else make a comment about her being mut or thinking that she was mute and Derek her big brother stand up for her. Please and sorry it's so so long.
Derek defending Reader b/c of their Quietness
UGH YES LOVE THISđŚ đŚ đŚ itâs not long bro, donât even worry about it, I love writing for teen wolf teehee
Idk if I did you justice but I hope you enjoy this!!

Derek is SUPER protective of you, like itâs not even funnyđ
Since youâre with your older brother most of the time, the pack has gotten used to your presence and silence, yet were always so curious to know more about you!
But whenever theyâve come across you, whether it be at school, walking down a street, or even when fighting, you never say a peep to any of them
They obviously know that you somewhat care for them with all the times youâve saved their asses from trouble, but youâre just so quiet that itâs hard to form a connection with you
I donât think theyâve actually heard your voice besides from the occasion sigh or chuckle you would let out whenever someone said something funny
At one point they all just assumed you were mute until they one day unexpectedly dropped by Derekâs studio when they hear faint talking from outside his door
Of course they hear Derekâs deep voice, but they also hear a new voice as well
This once is much softer, yet filled with life as they heard the joyful laughing of this unknown person
Stiles being Stiles, homeboy just barges in to see who this new person only to see the surprised faces of you and your brother
âYou can talk?!â Is definitely the first thing this dude would say
Your mouth is glued shut at the question and before the group can begin interrogating you, Derek steps in to separate you all
Since then, the group (mostly stiles tho) would try and make you talk
Whether it be about the most random things, they are always in some way waiting for your response
I think Allison would be the one in the pack to understand your hesitance of forming a connection with them because of your terrible pst
She understands your boundaries and only converses with you when itâs only the two of you
Allison doesnât let her surprise how on her face you you laugh at a joke she offhandedly said to make you feel comfortable
Sheâs the only one you would actually talk to in private, allowing her to take a place in your heart with how many times sheâs saved you, and made you laugh
Scott doesnât want to make you uncomfortable by any means, but sometimes the silence between you both makes him feel awkward
He definitely bugs Derek about it though. Because of how much he asks about it, Derek does fold at one point and reveals why you never speak around them
Scott sees you in a different light at the knowledge of you scared of forming relationships with them, but he doesnât treat you any differently
Heâs learned to embrace the silence and calmness you bring, throwing smiles towards you every now and then when you guys make eye contact
Lydia and Stiles are more of the pushy types, always bothering you about why you donât talk
Lydia learns to just let I go though after the first few times she tries talking to you
She doesnât wanna waste her breath when you wonât even respond to a yes or no questionđ you usually communicate with her with your eyes or by nodding your head
Stiles on the other hand wonât let go of it
Heâs always asking you questions, waiting for a response before babbling about something else
There are times that he asks sensitive questions which he knows is wrong and insensitive of him but he just wants to hear you speak again
I think we all know how stiles is, pushing someoneâs elseâs limits until they actually do so emerging to him to him shut upđ
I think Scott might reveal a little about you to Stiles because of how annoying heâs gotten about the subject
Stiles actually gets fed up one random day tho after the group almost gets killed because of your reluctance to communicate with them, making an off handed, and lowkey insulting, comment towards you
âWhat, are you finally gonna speak at our funerals when one of us dies? There wonât really be a point in doing so though.â
Might not seem like much, but for you, your heart breaks at that
He will admit itâs not his proudest moment
The second the comment leaves his mouth tho, Derek is slamming the younger boy against a way and giving him the death stare
Everyone gasps at the sound of Stiles hitting the wall
Scott tries to make Derek let go, but Stiles was talking shit to his younger sibling and heâs not gonna take that
You quickly walk over though, resting a hand on his arm
Everyone is supposed, even Derek, when you speak
âItâs ok Derek, let him go.â
After a moment of hesitation, Derek lets Stiles go, not before threatening to rip his head off if her ever speaks to you like that
Once heâs backed off, you look to Stiles, eyes filled with hurt and anger
âAre you happy now Stiles?â
And boom, you angrily walk away leaving everyone tense, Allison chasing after you
I think thisâll have a more emotional affect on you because this dude basically forced you to kinda relive a trauma youâve grown to have
He destroyed the coping mechanism you had, which was keeping to yourself in silence
But maybe this was the push you needed. Maybe you needed someone to break you out of this shell you were in.
It was a difficult and scary process for you, but with the support of Derek and Allison, you slowly began speaking more
Starting with small comments, everyone gave you time and space to go at your own pace when talking with you
I think you would have a stutter because of your limited amount of contact youâve had with other people throughout the years
So the pack patiently as you get out the words and sentences you stumble on occasionally
They donât make fun of it, but instead encourage you to continue, especially if you get frustrated when you canât get out a specific word
They are also there to remind you that theyâre always going to be there for you, and that they wonât ever leave youđ
You appreciate so much because thatâs been your number one fear ever since the fire that happened all those years ago
While at first things were still awkward with you and Stiles, he apologized the second you guys were alone
Heâs super sincere and remorse full of the way he treated you. You accept his apology, but not without giving him the classic Hale threat if he ever does it againđ¤
Derek is still super protective of you and always reminds you to not push yourself
You honestly love and appreciate him for that, and often remind him how much you appreciate him
Cora, if sheâs visiting, would be surprised to hear you talking freely now. While she gives Stiles the stink eye at hearing how it all happened, sheâs lowkey happy that youâve finally broken from your chains of doubt
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SUMMARY
Another lonely birthday, another empty year. You miss your family. You're late for your bills and rent, and even then, you got robbed last Tuesday.
Still, you buy yourself a cupcake, because you need it. I mean, hey. What's dessert for if not to get over cheating boyfriends and dead relatives?
As you blow out the candle, watching the clock switch from 11:59 pm to midnight of the next day, you make a wish.
And because the world doesn't like to make much sense, it comes true. Your life is suddenly flipped on a dime, and you're stuck trying to catch up with it. Fantasy becomes reality. You're a Wayne now, apparently. Or you used to be. You're loved, you're rich, you're talented and powerful.
Well, sort of. Careful what you wish for, right?
(TRIGGER WARNINGS AND MASTERLIST HERE)
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Tim Drake was an obsessive creature by nature. Ever since he was little, heâd always been easily swallowed by his obsessions. His wants and desires, the little things that fascinated him. And, more than that, he never fought it. He gave himself into it, wholly. It was how heâd gotten this far in life.
Heâd taught himself how to code, how to hack. He discovered Batman and Nightwingâs true identities. Heâd learnt how to fight, how to keep the city safe, how to fling oneself off a building without fainting. Heâs taped the family back together again and again after every splinter. He was one of only two Robins left, and that would soon be the only once Bruce retired and Damian graduated.
And this was all done through obsession. And it was obsession. He was self-aware enough to know that. While the rest of the family often indulged in delusions, he never had the time for them. Heâd spent countless nights pushing his lagging body along with caffeine and sheer willpower. Heâd often forget to sleep or eat even on the calmer days. All that was to say, Tim Drake was obsessive.
But, his obsessions never lasted. Sure, heâd keep the skills and the relationships heâd make, but when the dust settled, heâd find himself feeling empty. Tim Drake was obsessive yes, but his true obsession was the conquest. The rush heâd get when he finally claimed a new skill, a new person, a new piece of knowledge or wisdom.
And then, too quickly, far too quickly, the rush would disappear. The tingle in his spine would leave, the energy would disappear, and that feverish nature of his would flatten. Cool down. The others in the family knew it as one of his âmoodsâ, but Tim thought it was probably more than that. Still, he was definitely in one of them right now.
It didnât matter. None of it really mattered. The point was, right now, he was quite simply depressed. Bummed out, if you would. Heâd finished a mission from Bruce, one that had taken him months of desperate, undying effort, and it was now done. And he didnât have anything to do.
It sucked.
Boredom was a sinister demon. While Tim was by far the most emotionally stable of the family, he was still, well- not. Not by a long shot, honestly. The Leagueâs mandatory therapy sessions had confirmed that. He just needed something to entertain himself, and quick. Usually, on a day like this, heâd be at home working on any random degree.
Unfortunately, he had responsibilities. He could not alleviate his boredom, because he was in the most boring place on earth.
A party. Not a party by any normal personâs standards, but one of his adoptive fatherâs galas. Even more horrifying, Bruce Wayne was in attendance. He was doing his billionaire playboy persona, and Tim couldnât stomach it. It was no shock no one else had shown up. Even Dick was busy in Bludhaven, and he sometimes enjoyed these. Sometimes.
And once again, as every year, the birthday girl was nowhere to be seen.
Timâs eyes rove over the very boring gala. Your gala, for your birthday. You werenât here, because you never were. He couldnât blame you. These balls sucked, even the better ones. This one was miserable, and the atmosphere was sombre. While it was your birthday, it was more than that, a day of death.
Your family had died, Bruceâs new wife had died, and all the siblings he never really got the opportunity to meet, gone in a brilliant flash.
And Jason. Jason, who now walked the earth again, flesh and blood. Jason, who tore himself through a wooden coffin and grave dirt. Jason, who even Dick couldnât seem to bring back into the family. Jason, alive and well and probably spending the night at Royâs house. It was still the anniversary of his death, and while Jason did his best to put on a front, anyone with half a brain could tell he found today⌠upsetting.
But, he was alive. That was more than Tim could say for your family.
None of these people knew that. They saw one of the great Wayneâs dead, and they mourned. They saw the new wife and step-children of Bruce Wayne dead, and they lamented. Tim was sure most of it was faked, at least in this gala. The rest of the city truly grieved the Wayne family's tragedy. Especially Jason, one of the princes of the city. But here? No, they just wanted to rub shoulders with Bruce.
The man you very clearly insisted had never been your father, and never would be, was⌠probably a little sad. Tim was probably a little sadistically pleased about that. He was bored, alright? Anyway, Bruce did not know how to deal with you, and you with him. Both of you were stubborn people, unable to communicate or reach a place of cooperation. You never showed up to the galas or the manor, you did everything in your power to never have to interact with anyone from the family. The only reason you even still lived in Gotham was to be close to your dead family. And above all, you made sure that everyone knew how much you hated Bruce. That the sight of his aging face made you nauseous. Everyone else found that hilarious, of course.
And Bruce, because he was stubborn, kept trying to reach you, despite your angry protests. Even if he had absolutely zero legal ties to you, he still kept trying. And so, another birthday party passes without its leading star. The memorial tomorrow would be missing you too. Christmas, easter, hanukkah, new years, Rosh Hashanah, you refused to show up to any of them.
Still, he had to agree with Bruce. They couldnât just leave you. Not with the way you were.
Youâd once quietly admitted to him that you hoped youâd one day go to sleep and not wake up. That youâd rot away in your room, disappear from the world entirely. That was one of the last few times he talked to you face-to-face. And then a few months after that, youâd blocked him on all social media.
Heâd read hundreds of books on therapy, and he knew what suicidal idealisation looked like. Luckily for his sanity, he was not your therapist, nor was he your keeper.
That was poor old Dickâs job, and he was, hilariously, failing at it. Badly. Technically, you were the second massive failure Dick had taken on, and it was starting to show in his mental state. Old Dickie was spending more and more time in Bludhaven, preferring to patrol there instead of Gotham. Still, he insisted he could get through to you. Tim was doubtful. Dick had better luck with Jason, of all people.
Jason actually wanted to be a part of this family. You hated them all, viciously. And so, youâd obviously never show up at-
Wait. Wait, no. He definitely recognised that face. Why the hell were you here? Well, that was irritating. Tim prided himself on being prepared for any situation, for any unlikelihood. He was the son who would be taking over Wayne Enterprises, after all.
You being in the same room as Bruce Wayne was impossible. Completely impossible. At least willingly. You should be kicking and screaming, scratching like a hellcat at anyone who tried to make you stay. Instead, youâre standing in the middle of a crowd, chugging back champagne like your life depends on it. He could already imagine the chaos the media would be starting, to his misery. âEstranged ex-Wayne shows up at birthday gala and drinks like a fishâ. Well, he had been complaining about being bored. Careful what you wish for, and all.
Shit. He was not prepared for this.
He was, despite it being your birthday, not at all expecting you to be here. He didnât even have a present. Shit. He pulls out his phone and shoots off an order to his assistant, who would probably go to Dickâs for help.
He sees you over there, obviously uncomfortable, and realises he should probably rescue you. He tells himself he should, that heâs gonna get up and go do it.
Instead, he crosses his legs at the ankle, leans back in his chair, and watches. You wonât catch him off guard twice. He has his pride, after all.
You throw another glass of champagne back. Tim winces. Okay, maybe you might. This was all a bit of a shock. And the rest of the gala seemed just as surprised at your appearance as he was. They obviously didnât know what to do about you, creating a wide ring of people who refused to step closer to you. And you seem oblivious to the social pariah you have suddenly become. Or maybe uncaring, as youâve already claimed an entire buffet table and champagne tray for yourself.
Just⌠just drinking. You seem to only care about ingesting more alcohol and confectionaries. Itâs your twenty-first, but uh⌠this definitely doesnât look like the first time youâve been drinking. Not that he cared if this was your first time drinking. Heâd done his fair share of illegal activities. Sure, they were mostly superhero stuff, but still illegal. Frankly, itâs kind of impressive. You might even be able to drink Jason or Alfred under the table.
âŚGood for you, he guesses. A talentâs a talent.
He realises, after a few minutes, that you have absolutely zero plans of socialising. Youâd showed up here of your own free will, and then just scared off anyone whoâd talk to you. Not that thereâd be many whoâd be interested in talking to the swaying woman who looked like a threat to herself and everyone around her. No, you were still just drinking. Youâd gotten halfway down the buffet table, trying every single cake and a few of the savoury items as well.
You kept circling back to have more champagne and Victorian sponge, and then youâd go back to wherever you were in the buffet and try something from there. Your choices seemed sporadic, and more than once you spat something back out into a napkin. You look at some of the dishes like you think they might be poisonous, taking wide circles around them.
He rests his elbows on the table, leaning forward to press his face to his intertwined fingers. Heâs definitely past the point where he should go help you. Youâre making a mess, both physically and socially, and yet, he still just sits there. He canât help himself, itâs interesting.
âTim.â
Uh oh, your knight in shining armor is here. Or well, dark. Bruce had never been known for pastels. Tim turns his head to the giant man blocking out the light, giving his father and leader a smile.
âHey Dad,â he greets, in an open attempt at manipulation.
Bruce shakes his head, not caving begrudgingly like he usually did. Shit, that usually worked. Guess he must be actually mad. He glances from Tim to the object of Timâs apt fascination. You. He turns back, looking down at Tim with his âIâm trying to be a good dadâ look. Itâs not very convincing.
âHow long has she been doing this?â Bruce asks, straight to the point as always.
âTwenty-seven minutes. Youâre ruining my process,â Tim replies, telling B to screw off in the kindest way possible. He doesnât take the hint, because heâs a bit of an ass. Even Batman fanboy Tim could recognise that.
âYou canât just count when someone is getting drunk in front of the public. You need to actually do something.â Bruce shakes his head, hand lifting to massage his brow. It was just that easy to give the old man a migraine. Poor baby probably needed some Ibruprofen. Tim had some in his pocket, but he wasnât going to offer.
âI was going to eventually. And arenât you curious? She refuses to show her face for months, and then pops out of the blue to⌠what? Steal from your liquor cabinet? She knows she doesnât have to come to get whatever she wants,â Tim ignores Bâs nagging, turning his gaze back to you. Youâre having a love affair with that cake, honestly. Oh, youâre going for another shot⌠You do realise the stuff youâre chugging goes for millions, right?
You probably donât care. You never had about money.
âIt doesnât matter. Sheâs here, and we should be taking care of her. This is obviously her reaching out for help, and she obviously needs it,â B insists, splaying his worn and scarred hands over the table. Tim has the same hands, everyone in the family does. Vigilante work left scars and callouses.
âThen why hasnât she come over here, yet? My theory is sheâs just trying to smear your good image. Which doesnât need smearing in the first place, but who understands the minds of young, drunk and miserable women?â Certainly not Tim, as he had proven in his relationship with Stephanie.
âTim, enough with the sass. Go and help her.â
âSheâs not your responsibility anymore, B.â
âHer mother would disagree. Now go,â Bruce orders, his words final. Because they always are, in the end.
Tim groans, letting his head fall back. He glares at the ceiling and all the sparkling diamonds strewn about, and then he pulls himself to his feet. Cracks his shoulders, and parts the Red Sea with a glance. The crowd in the gala splits so the young heir can easily find his way through, and he gives everyone he passes a kind smile.
He strides up to your side, calmly waiting for you to notice him. Youâre still imbibing, completely oblivious to his presence. Itâs funny. And fascinating. Usually, you were so paranoid that he wondered how you werenât always a single breath away from a panic attack. Like a feral animal, ready at a momentâs notice to fight or flight.
He sees that youâre dealing with those social anxieties in a way befitting the Wayne name. Which is to say, absolutely shit. His head tilts eyes flickering over you. You donât look too good, which is no real surprise. Even with your peopleâs perfect styling, they canât cover up the shaking and sweating in your form. It might just be anxiety, but knowing you, itâs probably not. He wonders if you even notice how sick you are.
You donât look like you notice much of anything. Maybe the cake, but that seemed to be pushing it.
âOh, so you actually showed up? Colour me surprised,â Tim starts but is unable to continue when you spin on your heel and drop your flute of champagne. It crashes to the ground, and he finds his socks becoming uncomfortably wet.
The two of you look up from the mess and meet gazes. Your mouth is open in horror, eyes comically wide. Tim has to bite the inside of his lip so as not to immediately burst into laughter.
âIâm so sorry,â you say, you do a weird crouch-pop-up movement, and then your eyes swivel around frantically, âIâm- am I supposed to clean this up? I can totally clean this up.â
You look just about ready to kneel into a pile of thin glass shards, so Tim stops you. Because God knows Bruce would hang him from the rafters if he didnât.
âItâs fine, itâs fine. Somebody else will handle this. Itâs your birthday after all, right?â he says, giving you a charming smile. Itâs sort of a shock when you donât scoff at him, and instead just stand there with a deer-in-headlights sort of look.
âHey, are you alright?â Tim asks when you donât say anything else.
You startle, and then blink at him rapidly. Distracted and inebriated. Lovely. He doesnât think you know what youâre doing here either, which was a bad sign for your mental health. Have you been refusing to go to your therapist again?
It wasnât like he went either, so he couldnât judge.
âIâm good,â you say, your words only slightly slurred. You blink again, your head cants towards the floor, and then you glance back up at him. You look like heâs caught you committing a crime. âDo you- uh, want some of the cake? Sorry for stealing it all, itâs really good.â
You were acting⌠really strange. Tim found himself with the undeniable urge to follow along with your strangeness.
âYou know what? Yes, yes I would,â he says, taking one of the little plates of strawberry cake and a delicate three-tonged fork. He scoops up some of the cake, the cream and jam, and eats. Chewing he keeps staring at you, as you fidget awkwardly. Itâs good, but all the food hereâs good.
âDid you like it?â you try to smile at him, but it looks more like a grimace.
âI did. Javier did really well with these desserts,â Tim says, before waving over one of the staff to clean up the mess the two of you are ignoring. You look surprised when he offers an arm to guide you away, and he wonders if youâll accept it. He canât imagine a world where you would, but today seems to be full of surprises. In the end, you do, but it takes you a good five seconds of awkward staring before you take it.
He takes you over to one of the tables, careful to make sure you donât slip and fall face-first into the spreading champagne puddle.
âOh. Is he the chef?â
âHeâs the pâtissier.â
You give him a blank stare. Right, you probably don't speak French.
âThe pastry chef,â Tim clarifies, as he helps you find your chair. You slump down with zero grace, and for a second Tim thinks youâll fall right off. You manage not to with a desperate grasp at the table. Good for you.
âOh, cool. Thatâs super cool. I think I love this Javier guy, honestly.â
Tim snorts, taking his own seat, âHe has that effect on people.â
Youâre not looking at him, instead grimacing at the mess you made that two of the staff are cleaning up. Timâs sort of surprised. It wasnât that you had been particularly mean to the employees before, but you rarely acknowledged them. You had barely acknowledged anyone, completely unaware of your effect on the greater world. You didnât care. To be fair, it didnât seem like you cared about anything but your familyâs gravestones and memorials.
Still, there was definitely something different about you, today. And he couldnât blame it all on the alcohol. Today, you looked a little green about the whole accident. Like you actually gave a shit. Maybe youâd had a change of heart. He hoped you had, for Dickâs sake. You looked more alive, even if it was a confused, embarrassed, uncomfortable sort of alive. It was still an improvement. Usually, your expression was dead, a blank stare. It reminded him of Jasonâs as heâd been lowered into the ground.
The two of you wouldnât like that comparison. And itâs hypocritical too, Tim knows he sometimes resembles a zombie after one of his little sessions.
He canât help himself. Heâs curious, so damn curious. What had prompted this miraculous shift? And plus, you could still be planning something, even if it was seeming more and more like youâd stumbled in here drunk and confused, not able to remember you hated them all. Maybe you had a concussion or something. A head wound sounded like a good explanation for all this.
âWhyâd you show up here today?â he finally asks, caving quickly to his need to understand.
You give him a weird look like heâs the one being strange.
âItâs my birthday.â
Tim tilts his head. âThat it is.â
âWas that- that the wrong answer?â
âI donât know, was it?â Tim knows he should stop playing with you. Youâre making it far too easy, though. And he's bored, damn it.
âI donât know either. Thatâs⌠thatâs why Iâm asking you.â
Before he can react to the strangeness of that comment some (awfully rudely, might he add) intrude on your conversation. One of the board members of W.E., someone he had to pay the proper respect to. When his hand slaps down on Timâs shoulder, he has to suppress a withering sigh. There were less fun parts to his job, and this was one of them
âDrake! Itâs so good to see you,â the old man greets, and it takes even Tim a second to remember his name.
âLancaster! You as well,â Tim replies, noticing your barely there flinch.
âIâve been meaning to talk to you tonight. My projectâs funds are running a little low, and everyone knows youâre the one to go to for an easier time. Bruce is a great leader butâŚâ the man chuckles, and Tim grins at him. Itâs fake, of course. When in Rome, they say.
âA bit strict, yes. I have struggled with his attitude before, too.â Understatement of the century.
Tim glances at your quiet form, eyes set on the tablecloth in front of you. Even still itâs obvious youâre listening to their conversation, head cocked just slightly to the right. The board member doesnât even seem to notice you. Timâs curious if he recognises you.
Youâd been out of the public eye for so long he wouldnât be surprised if he didnât. Thatâs the way youâd wanted it to be, after all.
âBut letâs talk about this later, Iâm entertaining a very tipsy birthday girl at the moment,â Tim says, hoping you donât mind him using you as an excuse.
âOh wow!â Lancaster cries, at your mere presence. Subtlety is not this manâs strength, âI didnât see you there. Wow, jeez. Didnât think youâd be here today. What made you change your mind?â
You give him a long, assessing look. Whatever you find makes you pull an expression like you sucked on a sour lemon.
âMy assistant forced me to,â you answer honestly. Seems youâve realised that âitâs your birthdayâ isnât an adequate reason. Not that youâve never failed to reject any and all pressure to attend these events before. Like Tim had said, kicking and screaming.
âHa! I know the feeling. Well, Iâll leave you two kids to it. Donât do anything I wouldnât do!â the old man chortles, gives you a wink, and leaves. Your gaze follows him into the crowd, and stays there, even when he disappears behind it.
Itâs quiet for a moment. Tim waits for you to speak first.
âWho was that man?â you finally ask.
âCharles Lancaster, one of the newest board members of Wayne Enterprises,â Tim says, surprised youâre curious. Youâd never been interested in W.E. or anything involving the family. Surprised, surprised, surprised. He should just accept any odd behaviour from you at this point, start expecting it.
You slump in your chair, pressing your forehead against the table. Then, you let out a long, unhappy, groan. Tim gets it, he really does. He does not get what you do next.
Your hands slap against your cheeks, and Tim jerks in his seat. Okay, maybe Bruce was right, you probably do need help. He couldnât imagine the big guy sending you to Arkham, though. It was obvious you were only a threat to yourself. You take a deep breath, completely ignore his confused stare and get to your feet.
And you immediately fall sideways.
Timâs arm shoots out, grabbing yours before you crash into the shining marble floors. You look down at him, mirroring his shocked expression. You look down further down, and Tim follows your gaze.
Your stilettoed heel looks the same as it always does. Still, you stare at it like itâs a shark biting at your toes. Tim thinks this is one of the first real emotions youâve shown in months, and itâs desperate fear of your shoes.
âI told her I canât wear heels,â you say, more to yourself than him.
âWhat? Yes, you can. You wear heels to all these events,â he replies anyway.
âWhat- Well, I meant⌠heels this tall. Theyâre really tall.â
He just blinks at you, at the inanity of your statement. They were really tall, but Tim had seen you wear taller. Why were you lying about something like this? Had you drunk too much and were too embarrassed to mention it? Or maybe youâd hurt yourself?
He looks down at your ankle again. No, the flesh seems unharmed. And you hadnât been walking with a limp earlier, you were just stumbling around now. Must really just be too much champagne. Youâd already dropped a glass earlier and had been obviously embarrassed by it. Even if Jeanine had swept in just like she was supposed to, fixing the situation. Youâd apologised profusely.
Heâd never heard you apologise before. Itâs⌠well, itâs strange. Thatâs the only way he can describe this encounter.
âYou can let go of me now. Please?â
Tim lets you go, and you rub your arm. Shit, he grabbed you too hard. He knew you were on the delicate side, wasting away both mentally and physically. You didnât take care of yourself and rarely even left your apartment. Even now you looked oddly sickly.
âIâm going to uh- I have to go pee,â you say, and immediately wince at your words.
Tim, without thinking, replies, âGo piss girl.â
You make a shocked choke of laughter, nod at him, and then run off as fast as you can while grasping every piece of furniture in your reach. You look genuinely ridiculous. Well, itâs not the first time a Wayne gala has turned into a clown show. Compared to Dickâs younger years, this was completely unnoticeable.
Bruce still loved to complain about the chandelier heâd broken in an impromptu trapeze show. Itâd been diamond, and over a hundred years old. The ones above him now were just as expensive, but not vintage. Jason thought it was hilariously funny, and was always trying to get Dick to do it again. Luckily, Dick had matured, if only a little bit.
Speaking of which, this is a perfect opportunity to mess with Dick. He pulls out his phone and the secure channel they use to communicate. Dick was in Bludhaven right now, probably on patrol. Doing something fun. Sure, tonight had gotten more interesting, but youâd just run off and with you his only entertainment. Tim was bitterly envious of Dickâs fun, and because of that, he had to make Dick just a little more miserable. Just to make things even, of course.
âSmartest_Robinâ: guess who just showed up to her own birthday party?
âUnderwear_guyâ: youâve got to be fucking kidding me. why?
âSmartest_Robinâ: hell if I know. sheâs drunk as hell lmao
âUnderwear_guyâ: please donât let her do anything stupid.
âSmartest_Robinâ: yeah, yeah. iâm the idiot who has to deal with the fallout anyway
âUnderwear_guyâ: howâs it feel being the âfavourite sonâ?
Tim snorts. The media often called him that, purely because it was well known he was the one inheriting W.E. It was hot gossip that it was Tim and not Damian, the proudly stated âblood sonâ. They didnât know Damian was inheriting an even greater responsibility. And it wasnât like he particularly wanted it, he just knew he was best for the job and it helped the time pass in between missions. It was fun sometimes, too. He enjoyed giving Luthor Corp a good thrashing every now and then.
âSmartest_Robinâ: same as always. im bored, anything interesting going on over there?
âUnderwear_guyâ: bludhavenâs my city, dickhead. go do taxes or something
Tim sighs, and puts the phone back down. He had to try, at least. When it becomes obvious you are absolutely not returning from the bathrooms anytime soon, he gets up, adjusts his cuffs, and walks back off into the fray.
He greets and shakes hands, he takes photos and makes deals. Itâs all a blur, really. He does it with half his attention, the other focused entirely on you. Amidst all this pomp and splendour an intriguing new mystery has been born. A puzzle to hold his attention, just for long enough till he gets to the next one. And your sudden shift in personality is more than enough. And if he focused on that, he could get through all this politics.
Heâs talking up a chairman of a rival company when the lights go out. When the windows shatter inwards, his heart starts to race. And when familiar masked thugs break in through the wide open doors, guns up and ready, heâs already prepared for the fight. People start screaming, scrambling, and even more gunmen follow through the side exits. While guards raise their own firearms, everybody knows theyâre completely outnumbered.
The Jokerâs here, and heâs brought his army. Well, shit, all this excitement, and Tim left his suit upstairs. Guess heâll have to improvise.

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What We Want - Chpt. 3 - Dreams And...
In Which A Romantic Breaks The Universe
(Yandere!batboys x f!reader) 18+ MDNI!

SUMMARY
Another lonely birthday, another empty year. You miss your family. You're late for your bills and rent, and even then, you got robbed last Tuesday.
Still, you buy yourself a cupcake, because you need it. I mean, hey. What's dessert for if not to get over cheating boyfriends and dead relatives?
As you blow out the candle, watching the clock switch from 11:59 pm to midnight of the next day, you make a wish.
And because the world doesn't like to make much sense, it comes true. Your life is suddenly flipped on a dime, and you're stuck trying to catch up with it. Fantasy becomes reality. You're a Wayne now, apparently. Or you used to be. You're loved, you're rich, you're talented and powerful.
Well, sort of. Careful what you wish for, right?
(TRIGGER WARNINGS AND MASTERLIST HERE) - PLEASE REMEMBER TO CHECK, THIS CHAPTER IS DARKER IN TONE!
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Your hands are pruned. Itâs quiet in the extravagant bathroom, other than the sound of the tapâs running water and your own shaky breathing. This was all a bit much. Your hands are more than clean now, but you absolutely do not want to go back out there.
You kind of just want to go back into one of the stalls and cry. A core girlhood experience, except you were an adult with a job and taxes. Or, you were. You think youâre some rich scion or something in this dream. Which like, cool, who wants to slave under capitalism anyways?
âŚYou wonder if anyone would notice if you slipped out the window. Youâd been gone for a while and nobody had come looking for you, since youâd totally gotten lost trying to find the bathroom. Sure, you were on the third floor, but at this point you were willing to risk it. Even if you couldnât walk in a straight line right now, much less climb the trellises. For some reason, you could not handle your liquor today like you usually could. But once again, this was all just a very vivid dream, so it wasnât like you could die.
To punctuate that thought, you hear someone scream.
It cuts off instantly, and then thereâs quiet again. You pause, then turn off the tap, listening for any more sound. Drip, drip, drip⌠you press the tap down again and properly turn it off. Still no noise. Immediately, you realise you are standing directly in a horror film. You live in Gotham for fuckâs sake. It wasnât an unlikely occurrence. Youâd gotten mugged just a few days ago.
And you were alone in the bathrooms. So unbelievably drunk, and alone in the bathrooms. You were actually so dead, it was crazy. A dream, a dreamâŚ!
Your head bows, staring into the white porcelain of the sink as you focus hard on your hearing. You donât think you could hear the party before, but youâre not sure. Itâs definitely not there now. You swallow the dry pain in your throat, trying to summon a modicum of courage. Your vision spins.
You slap your wet hands to your face and then blink through your fingers. God. Okay, okay, okay. You can do this. You survived a mugging just last week with only minimal bruising. To convince yourself of your badassery, you dig your fingers into the blemishes, hoping to wake yourself up with the pain. Itâs a bad habit but you have lots of those.
âŚWhereâs the pain? Oh god, whereâs the pain? Wait, donât panic, itâs a dream! Of course, you wouldnât have your bruises in a dream. That made total sense. And you definitely werenât panicking.
You splash more water on your face. Time to face the music, you drunken moron. If you were going to be in a horror movie, youâd be the final girl of all final girls.
One hand on the sink, you take your heels off. Theyâre going to get in the way, and the sound of them clicking against the marble will give away your location. Massaging your sore ankles, you try and come up with a game plan. You donât know whatâs going on, and it really could all just be a false alarm, but better safe than sorry and all that. Itâs a gala full of some of the richest people on earth, and youâre pretty sure you saw a swat team of security guards at the entrance.
So this was probably a hostage situation or a villain attack. Youâd hear more noise if it was a supervillain fighting a superhero downstairs. Then youâll bet on a hostage situation for now. Depending on who had taken you all hostage, that could be a totally fine situation where you all just end up leaving with lighter purses, or it could be the Scarecrowâs shown up and heâs about to mentally traumatise you. Like you needed any more of that.
Of course, this was all probably still a dream. Maybe if you say it enough times youâll actually believe it. Youâll just plan ahead in case this is real (which it definitely isnât). Plus youâd proven you could feel pain in this dream anyway, with all the times youâd slapped yourself. You hoped the fucking Tim Drake didnât think you were too weird. Because he definitely thought you were weird.
Itâs cool. Youâre cool. You could handle this. You were a Gotham native after all. Totally cool. You have to force yourself not to gag on your own fear. Totally, absolutely, terrifically cool.
A few deep, calming breaths later, and youâre cracking the door of the lavatory open just an inch. You peer through the crevice, taking another deep breath when you donât see anyone in the hallway. You push the door open a bit wider, peek your head around it to look the other way. Still empty. Another deep breath, you feel your chest rise and fall, and then you take the first step out onto the wooden floors. You wince at the slight noise the bare sole of your foot makes and hurry over to the long Persian rug to snuffle any more sounds.
And then youâre standing in the middle of the hallway in your ballgown, head swivelling back and forth as you try and catch any minuscule sounds, shoulders bunched up to your ears.
The first thing you need to check is the exits. Since you are on the third floor, and the banquet was on the first, you can assume that theyâre well-guarded, but probably far away from you. Still, this is the Wayne Enterprises Tower, and there wasnât just the party happening tonight. It was mostly empty as youâd seen but thereâd been a few people youâd wandered past. Theyâd all seemed like late-night office workers, and the female janitor youâd bumped into was the one who had told you where the toilet was.
Was the janitor okay? Was that her scream youâd heard? Concentrate, dumbass. On airplanes, they tell you to put your mask on first before you do it for anyone else. The idea was the same here. Save yourself before you can hope to save anyone else.
That was⌠that was if you even needed saving. This could all still just be your own paranoia. Someone hit their knee on a ridiculously fancy side table or something. Like that scream wasnât of pure terror. Like it didnât sound like someone on deathâs door.
Concentrate! Okay, check the stairs first. Donât take the elevator, because youâre not an idiot. Maybe. Hopefully. Slowly but surely you creep your way back towards the entrance to the third level, where both the elevator and the stairs were. There was a map, too. You hadnât been able to figure it out earlier, but you had a bit more incentive this time.
You make sure to place your feet carefully, aiming for the carpets and rugs. Even if your drunken steps miss half the time, youâre still mostly quiet. Every time you have to walk across a crossing you spend a minute listening, and then peer around every corner too. Youâre not sure if you should be running, or if you really should try one of the windows.
Deep breaths. Keep moving. Thatâs the best course of action. Donât get caught, but donât just hide either.
Itâs when youâre almost at the third-floor foyer when you hear something. Thereâs a crash, the sound of something breaking. No voices, though. Still, you canât convince your body to move for a full minute. Thereâs a part of you that wants to go hide in an abandoned cubicle and wait, but thereâs another part of you that is very aware of the rates of fires in this city. You keep going, taking a longer route to avoid the source of the crashing.
Another noise. A scream. Laughter. Spine-chilling laughter.
Shit, motherfucker. Why the hell did you get smashed at a fucking Wayne gala? Everybody knew the rogues of this city were totally obsessively in love with Bruce Wayne. Especially your own personal worst nightmare. You donât dare even think his name, lest you summon the bastard.
Was he in Arkham right now? He should be. Like you should be at home in the Narrows getting a good nightâs rest. Like you should be wearing dorky Flash pyjamas, not a dress more expensive than your rent.
He should be. Itâs not nearly enough.
You realise, suddenly, that you have to make a choice here. You can walk away, pretend you didnât hear anything, that you canât hear anything. A womanâs cries, you think. You could leave her, save yourself. Hideaway and let whatever fate sheâs facing befall her. Could you do that? Could you even stomach the idea?
In the end, the universe makes the decision for you.
âAnd who do we have here? Whatâs a pretty little thing like you doing wandering around?â
You hear your doom in his slimy voice, even though you didnât hear him sneak up on you. Shaking, you raise your hands into the air, and slowly turn around. You see your doom in the twisted clown maskâs grin. For a second you think itâs really him, but then you notice his dark brown hair and the tanned skin under the mask. God, god, god. Itâs a Joker goon. Your literal worst nightmare, given flesh. Is he here? No, no, no- You swallow down the urge to scream, to run, and do your best to keep thinking like a person and not a prey animal.
You feel like one. You think he knows that. You hope he doesnât.
âHey Travis, I found another one!â the man calls out, raising his gun to point at you. He jerks it, moving forward, and you turn back around obediently. The gun presses against the back of your head, and you move forward, obediently.
âShithead, donât say my name out loud!â another voice replies. You get to see its owner when you come around the corner and find the foyer.
There are five other people here, all tied up. Four seem to be exhausted office worker bees, who just stayed too late on the wrong day, and the last is the janitor who helped you. The kind lady gives you terrified eyes, but sheâs the only one not crying among the hostages.
âMan, you worry too much. Like there arenât hundreds of Travisâs in the city.â
âJust shut up, my god! If we leak info and it gets traced back to us, heâs docking our pay.â
Whoâs he? Whoâs fucking he?! He canât be here, right? He fucking canât be. You canât, you canât. God, you're going to vomit right here and now.
âWhatever. Anyway, this is the last person on this floor.â
âCheck the feed again, dickhead,â the second one commands, obviously the leader between the two.
The one who caught you groans, and then you hear the sound of fabric shuffling. Is he looking at his phone? You wish you could turn around and look. You donât dare with the barrel against you.
Your teeth dig into the side of your mouth. So did they have the security feeds? That meant you were doomed from the start. The only other option wouldâve been to actually jump out one of the windows. They wouldâve probably found you anyway. Hunted you down to meet their quota.
Shit. Shit. Shit, shit, shit. This is looking like a big deal. And everybody knew Joker never left out on his big deal jobs, he enjoyed them too much. Heâs probably downstairs demanding the Batman come meet him and have tea or something. Shit.
All of a sudden these goons seem like the much better end of the deal.
âChecked, checked, double-checked, triple-checked⌠Thereâs nobody else here,â the man behind you grumbles, and the one in front of you sighs.
âAlright, alright. Bring her over, Iâll tie her up, and then we can blow this joint,â the man says, and you really, really hope heâs not being serious about blowing this place. Youâd had enough of explosions, thank you very much. Especially ones organised by the Joker.
The gun digs harshly into your skull, âWell, go on.â
Swallow, swallow down your fear. Donât let it stop you. You walk forward to the other man, arms in the air shaking. When youâre in reaching distance, the second goon roughly grabs you and shoves you to your knees. He pushes your hands in front of you, not bothering to tie them behind you. You donât know if thatâs a good thing or not.
The rope cuts into your skin. Itâs going to leave marks, and bruises. The man finishes tying the knot and then pulls you back to your feet. Then he shoves you towards the elevator and turns to start picking up the other hostages. You turn so your back is toward the wall, not willing to have your eyes off the monsters for even a second.
Itâs when heâs pushing one of the office workers towards you, that the second man speaks again.
âHey, the boss said we had to kill one of âem.â
What? What did he say?
âOh yeah, oops.â
The gunshot goes off before you can process the words. Before you can process the gunshot, the janitorâs body is crumpling to the floor. Before you can process her fall, blood is starting to seep from the wound in her chest. Before you can process any of that, the man behind you laughs.
He laughs. He laughs and laughs and laughs.
The janitor lies on the floor, blood seeping into her hair and uniform. You squeeze your eyes tight, tears slipping over the lids. You refuse to look at the wound. At the gaping hole in her chest. And despite yourself, you know why they shot her, not you. Not any of the workers either.
Because she wasnât worth the cash.
Yesterday, that wouldâve been you on the floor. You were a fake wearing a fancy dress, who didnât belong here at all. Still, they didnât know that. You didnât think anybody knew that. Not anyone but you, who had woken up in a world a little to the left.
âIâll be down in a minute, Trav. I wanna play with this one for a bit,â the shooter says, and all of a sudden youâre thrown back into your body, into your frail mortality. Youâre cold, your spine gives a shiver, and your horrified eyes find the wretched clown mask.
Like you said, your doom. You wish you werenât right all the time.
âNo way. Sheâs one of the high-profilers, we need her,â his leader replies, and youâre desperate to stick by his side. You didnât think a Joker goon would be your saviour, but here you were.
âIâll give you five K of my split,â he offers, not willing to let go of it. Of you.
The other one pauses, glances at you assessingly. Thereâs a glint of something in his eyes, something that tells you youâre not making it out of her unscathed. Itâs something you recognise, something you even recognise inside yourself.
Itâs greed. And itâs going to kill you. You always knew it would, you just didnât think itâd be like this.
âMake it seven,â he finally announces, the deal for your soul made without any fuss or fanfare.
âYouâre such a hardass. Fine, fine, seven it is.â
âAlright, and only thirty minutes, tops. Not a hair on her head, you understand me?â he says over his shoulder, waggling a finger at his coworker.
The group leaves through the elevator. It dings, and you watch in mute, stunned horror as the other hostages refuse to meet your gaze. As they abandon you to save their own asses. You couldnât really blame them, as much as you wanted to. You were ready to do the same earlier.
âI think not even a hair is pushing it, right?â the creep says, finger reaching out for said hair. You jerk back out of his reach, an instinctual flinch. He grins, and lets his hand fall back to his side. You take a shaky step backward.
Youâre trembling with fear. With the need to get away from this terror, this situation.
He gestures with his gun, pointing back in the direction of the branching hallways.
âWell, go on. Run.â
And God help you, you do.
Spinning on your heel, you flee to the echoing sound of his laughter. Your feet fall rhythmically against the marble floors, the sound of your bare soles far too loud. You canât even do anything about it. Thereâs no option for stealth here, only the sort of hunt youâd expect to find in the woods.
Not here in civilised mankindâs territory. But this was Gotham, and the monsters often looked human.
You dart into a large room filled with tiny square cubicles. A call centre or something, a maze of low walls that are too small to hide behind. You keep going, teeth-gritting when his laughter cuts off. Heâs taking this seriously, hunting you down. You think heâs done this before. âPlayedâ with people.
You canât worry about those other poor victims, lest you become his next one.
Another crash, this time to your left. Your head snaps to the side, eyes wide, but when you look thereâs only a broken lamp on the floor. You have to swallow down the urge to cry. He is. Heâs playing with you. Heâs having fun with it.
You keep running, passing by halls and offices and donât stop running till you canât. Out of breath. Youâre out of breath. You bend over, the stitch in your side too much for you to stand. Why are you out of breath? You can run more than this. You often run more than this when youâre late for your morning train.
Whatâs going on? Whatâs happening to you?
A bang, behind you. You spin around. Donât see anything.
Heâs nearby. Right under your nose. You need to keep running, you have to. Through your panting you hear his laughter again, and thatâs enough fear to get you moving again. Maybe you were in Arkham, arms strapped to your side and screams wailing down the halls.
You didnât believe it. No, not in this moment. Not right now, as you run for your life. If you lived through this, youâd probably go back to thinking it was all a dream or a delusion.
But with that monster nearby, thereâs nothing this could be but real. With sweat dripping down your neck, smearing your makeup. With the feeling of your heart beating out of your chest, in your ears. With the blind, all-consuming panic youâre in.
Heâs real. And heâs coming for you.
You lift your tied hands and press them to your lips, muffling the sound of your harsh breathing and soft sobs. Heart beating out of your ribcage, you push your body even as it screams for you to stop. Youâre flagging. Visionâs swimming, and you can feel bile creeping up your throat. You canât keep doing this. You need to keep doing this.
For a moment, you stop to catch your breath. And he catches you too.
You scream, tugging at the rough grip on him. He swings you around into a wall, and again, you cry out. Side throbbing with pain, singing with it. Still, you donât stop. Canât stop. Not safe, not safe, not safe. You push back against him, and he pushes back against you. Your drunken state is no match, and you tumble down onto the carpet. When he laughs, you look up at him, and he down at you.
The goonâs plastic mask merges with the Jokerâs mutilated face, until you canât tell the difference.
You arenât the type to fight back. Itâs just not instinctual to you. But when you hear his belt buckle clack, your foot kicks out before you can even think. You hit him squarely in the stomach, knocking him backward, and then you scramble away from underneath him.
âYou bitch!â
He grabs you by the nape of your neck, yanking you backwards. You choke, hands grasping desperately at the grip around your throat, but he offers no relent. Youâve pissed him off. That doesnât mean you can stop, can give up. You canât stop fighting. Canât stop struggling. Canât stop, canât stop, canât stop-
The gun clicks. You freeze.
âYeah, figured youâd be more obedient if I did that. Now, get up,â his voice is breathy, from the high of the chase or the hit you delivered, youâre not sure.
You hope itâs the latter. You hope this fucker drops and dies, right on the spot. Youâre not that lucky, though.
Ah, your hands are hurting again. Not just the one, but both. Maybe you touched something. An allergic reaction of some sort. It shouldnât be distracting you, it shouldnât even be noticeable in the situation youâre in but god. The itchy heat is nearly as unbearable as the evil cretin in front of you.
âYou think youâre gonna get away with that? Iâm so fucking sick and tired of you whores who think you matter anything. You donât, and Iâm going to help you realise that,â he rants. His eyes are red through the tiny slits in the mask. Angry, dangerous, on the edge.
âPlease, look Iâm sorry,â you stutter out, stinging hands in the air. You want to run, but you think heâll shoot if you do.
âYouâre lucky I donât fuck corpses.â
No, that doesnât sound very lucky at all, actually. No, this seems like maybe it might turn out to be the new worst moment of your life. You donât think it can get much worse than this, than the next moments that will pass. And itâs too much. Itâs too, too much. Your palms are itchy and thereâs a gun pointed between your eyes and the goonâs licking his lips and oh my god youâre going to die from an allergy before the bullet and-
And you just want it all to stop. You want it so desperately. You want the man in front of you to disappear, to never exist again, to go right down to hell where he belongs. You just want him gone.
Your hands stop hurting. The burning heat disappears. Itâs quiet again. You canât hear him laughing, the awful slick sound of him licking his lips. You canât feel the cool iron on your forehead, the heat from his body so close. You canât smell his sweaty stench. Your eyes open.
âŚThereâs no gun. Thereâs no man.
You crumple to the ground with a relieved sob. Fisted hands lift to your eyes, as big blubbery tears stream down your face. Your shoulders shake with your cries. Your heart is screaming in your chest, trying to beat out of it. Heâs gone, somehow. Youâre alive, somehow. Youâre not dead with a bullet in your brain, somehow. Somehow, somehow, somehow.
An impossibility. Itâs an impossibility, and youâre so goddamn grateful for it.
As always, you donât give yourself long to cry. Even as your tears still fall, even as you lick them off your mouth, tasting salt and lipstick and fear, you push to your feet shakily. You almost fall over with your hands still tied, shouldering the wall next to you for balance. You donât have time to cry. No time to process what just happened. You need to get to safety.
You creep back into the main area, heart pounding in your ears, breath hiccuping. You donât know how long it takes for you to get there. Ten minutes, thirty, maybe even an hour. When you try the staircase door, it doesnât open. You yank on the handle, grab a chair and try and smash it in, but it stands strong. Fuck. You try the elevator as a last-ditch effort, but the buttons donât respond.
You press your overheated forehead to the cool metal. Okay. Okay. Okay, okay, okay.
You turn around and storm back into the cubicle space, find one at the edge of the room with a clear view of all the doors, and tuck yourself under the desk. Pulling your knees to your chest, you resist the urge to rock yourself like a baby.
And you sit there, and you watch, and you wait. It doesnât matter how many hours pass, you are not moving from this spot. It doesnât matter how heavy your lids feel, how the adrenaline leaving your body has you sagging.
Youâre not going to sleep. Itâs not safe, and youâre not dying today. Youâre simply not.\
Youâre not allowed to.
-
A hand touches your shoulder, and you snap awake. Your fist slings out at the would-be attacker, but they dodge it smoothly. When you rear up for another, they move back, hands in the air in a show of surrender. Panting, you donât lower the fist, your vision swimming.
Itâs the Joker. But the Joker wouldnât back up, right? And the Joker isnât red, heâs green and purple.
It takes a while for the Jokerâs pale, laughing face to disappear. But when you blink and heâs gone, you find someone else underneath. A red mask, a man you think you recognise from TV. A vigilante. God, you hated the vigilantes in Gotham.
Not more than the Joker. Not more than him.
The man stays a safe distance away, gloved hands firmly in the air. Heâs tall, really tall. Broad-shouldered, scary. But heâs a vigilante, right?
Is he here to save you? Someone should've by now. The bastard's late then.
He says your name, you think. You canât hear him properly. Wait no, itâs a nickname, one you havenât heard in years. You could barely remember your mother calling you that as she tucked you in, as she told you she loved you over the phone, as she disappeared from the world entirely.
You hadnât let anyone call you that since.
How does he know that name? How does this bastard know your name?
â-hurt? Hey, hey. Listen to me, are you hurt anywhere?â his voice is deep and warbled through the red metal mask, his eyes peering down at you through his domino. You just stare at him, eyes wide, barely breathing.
You need to know how he knows. Unconsciously, your hand reaches up to him, and after a moment, he takes it in his own firm grip. Itâs awkward, as youâre still sitting half under the desk and heâs trying to stay as far away from you as possible. Still, his hand is warm through the leather, grounding, keeping you from drifting off into panic and fear. Into your worst nightmares come to life.
Because this was real. It didnât matter that it was impossible, it was real. You simply couldnât deny it any longer, this was all real.
You stare at this strangerâs gloved hand like it holds the answers to the universe. It might, in the end. It really just might. It wasnât like the universe was making much sense at the moment.
âShe seems fine. Uninjured, if a bit shocked. Doesnât seem to have a concussion. Hardly responding anyway,â Red Hood speaks, but not to you. An earbud, you think. Superheroes used wiretaps and things like that all the time, right?
If you could even consider Red Hood a superhero. Everybody knew he had his own gang. Of course, even as your very life is being saved, itâs by a morally grey hero who runs around with crowbars and guns. Ah, youâre crying again.
You told yourself a long time ago that you wouldnât let yourself cry anymore. And youâd managed it, mostly. You think youâll give yourself a pass for today, just a little one. You hold this strangerâs hand, and you cry.
You just cry. You cry, and you hold the hand of some stranger you hate, because you have to.

MASTERLIST - NEXT

I used to have the biggest crush on Lee in middle school. I just finished the series yesterday
I saw your child of aphrodite imagine, and it got me thinking, imagine a child of ares as the opposite. They are the most put-together looking imaginable, have a sort of cutsey or croquette aesthetic fashion taste, and are the most kind, loving, and gentle person you would ever meet. So when the assumed aphrodite kid absolutely demolishes the opposing team in capture the flag and gets claimed by ares everyone looses their goddamn minds.
Reader being the Opposite of a Child of Ares
OMG I LIKE THE WAY YOU THINKâźď¸ I actually really love this AHHH
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Another entirely unexpected arrival at camp, campers think itâs the most obvious place where you belong, the Aphrodite kids are ready to accept you into their cabin and everything when you get claimed.
The way reader is so put together has everyone entranced. You always pause to find a reflective surface to fix your hair during camp activities, making sure it falls and frames your face perfectly. Walking with grace and avoiding any muddy puddles to avoid ruining the loafers you walked into camp with. Even when you walk by some campers they can smell how fresh and expensive the perfume you wear is. Even your outfits look expensive and flattering on you, the unique style capturing your natural beauty even more!!
So many people think youâre gonna get claimed by Aphrodite by the end of the night, but everyone is surprised when they donât see the familiar symbol of the goddess when dinner ends. I mean, she usually claims her children by the first day after all!
Nonetheless, the campers are sympathetic towards you, patting your shoulder as they wish you a goodnight while youâre just confused.
âItâs ok, maybe Aphrodite will claim you tomorrow! Donât let it keep you up at night.â
You donât even get a chance to tell them you already have a mother before everyone just disperses to their cabins. I find it hilarious to imagine that reader knows Aphrodite isnât their godly parent while everyone else is just convinced she is cuz they donât even know who your mortal parent is (kinda sad if you think about lowkeyđ)
Youâve just given up on correcting people cuz youâre too nice (and kind of a doormatđ), using your own time to figure out who your real parent is while people keep yapping about Aphrodite.
Despite that, youâre know as a kind, social butterfly. Whenever someone needs help, whether it be from choosing an outfit, doing braids on the younger girls hair, or needing a sparring partner, youâre quick to volunteer. Youâre kind to everyone even the Ares cabin even if they sometimes let snide remarks slip on what youâre wearing that day.
Fast forward to Fridayđ pass dinner again and youâre STILL not claimed people just assumed youâve somehow angered your supposed mother.
It was revealed that the game for the night is capture the flag earlier in the week and everyone is bustling with life. I feel like Ares!Reader lives in some form of constant confusion since no one tells you anything so when people excitedly give you the run down of the game, theyâre surprised when you want to play as well!
Usually the Aphrodite kids sit out on harsh games like this so it catches them off guard when you start putting on armor and grabbing a weapon so you can join the game.
As much the campers like you, the leaders are hesitant to choose you for their teams since they believe that you wonât be much helpđđ
Putting you as defense with some other campers for the flag, nobody really expects you to fight well if enemies make it past their offense group. Lowkey kinda hurts you that they think you need to be watched after but you still stand your ground, tense as you hear yelling eachoing throughout the forest.
When you see campers from the opposing team come running into sight, you get ready to clash against them until your partner tells you to guard the flag instead. While watching them fight, your skin practically ITCHES to join.
Your heart beat fastens watching them, gripping the sword harder as more enemies trampled from the forest, your own teammates stumbling after them. When one camper, Percy you learned his name was, managed to wiggle through your teammates, many of his team fought through the barrier as well.
Raising his sword, you finally gave into your urges to fight, swiftly meeting and blocking him with your own sword. He didnât have much time to react before you forcibly shoved him backwards which caused him to stumble into the people behind him. With everyone surprised with your new fire, this gives you an upper hand as you begin swinging your sword at the green eyed boy in front of you. Youâre all offense now, forcing him and his team into defense as you push them further away from the flag.
Youâre absolutely merciless and fast that you manage to fling Percyâs sword from his grasp and continue to pick out his teammates one by one once heâs no longer a threat. Like itâs not even funny, youâre like a bull as you swing your sword like a maniac.
Everyone is in chaos as they try to get away from youđđ your own team doesnât even know if youâre on their side or not LMAOđ and from the corner of your eye you see that same boy you taught earlier climbing up the rock your flag was on. So without a second thought you disarm the person in front of you and fling the sword at Percy with as much force as you can.
People gasp as it goes straight into the rock beside him. Had you aimed a few more inches to the right you would have definitely killed him, no doubt. He could only stare back at you in shock, the friendly face he was used to seeing twisted in an unfamiliar, threatening look. The way you looked at him made it feel like you were going to pummel him into the ground if he even dared to continue going for your teams flag.
Even as the sound of a horn faintly echoed in the background, the group of campers were captivated by the bright red symbol glowing above your head. Glancing up, you could only breathe out a soft âAresâ before it slowly faded away into nothing.
It was quiet for a moment before someone jumped on your back and started yelling with joy. Everyone quickly surrounded you, cheering and screaming at how amazing you were. No one saw it coming and thatâs what made them even more excited.
Coming out of the woods, campers would still surround you and praise you for your amazing fighting skills!!! When you revealed you never even held a sword before this week, no one believed cuz nobody could just do all that without any training!
Now that Ares claimed you as his, I think reader would have difficulty adjusting to the harsh and brash atmospheres of the Ares cabin.
Youâre very different compared to them despite having excellent combat skills and fighting tactics. Your overall appearance and personality makes you stand out against your siblings, which is something they sometimes target you for.
Theyâve seen you get stepped on by other campers though, so in their weird way, this is them kinda trying to toughen you up. Theyâre lowkey proud when they see that you have more witty comebacks whenever they throw comments at you.
Clarisse is one of the few campers that treat you the same, still throwing sly remarks and insults your way, but she does acknowledge that you are one of the strongest, if not the strongest, people in the cabin.
Overall I think Reader is the only camper that everyone gets along with thatâs in the Ares cabin! Whenever there are group games or activities that involves fight, everyone is calling dibs on you. You still manage to keep your grace and loving nature even when surrounded by your siblings. Your open personality scares them at first since theyâre not used to being fretted over and showing emotions, so itâll take them some time to get used to your affections!
Ares!Reader shows others that you can be a badass fighter on the field while being a kind person off field! Love this reader tbhđ