I Wish She Would Look My Way Just Once...

i wish she would look my way just once...

I couldn't even sleep without thinking of her once... like he doesn't even ask you how you are doing if you are alright if u need help... it was all me ... me. So why do you choose someone else.... why I am always here yet you still choose someone else?!

she so fucking sweet she keeps telling me she wants to go out with me I cant anymore ... it feels so good yet hurts so bad...

you know when it hits you that you are just a friend. lol so much for caring... how are you looking at some dude and the very fact that you know he doesn't even fucking care... so what you like nonchalant people? bro that ain't even nonchalant that's just being an asshole.

lol, I feel like I'm wasting my time just tryna talk to her having to juggle this pile of shit and studies is gonna make me flip so bad like I can't anymore what the fuck I can't even like to show any attitude cos my fucking fam is like "there she goes again" "look she got attitude problem" LIKE DUDE NOT EVERYTHING IS ATTITUDE IM GENUINELY KINDA FUCKING EXHAUSTED YOU KNOW?

OMG she says she is excited to go out with me :) hehehe I'm so so happy she keeps telling me i love you... (lol ik I'm very delusional but idc shes hanging out w me like literally YES)