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Ive Been Laughing For 10 Minutes

i’ve been laughing for 10 minutes

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9 years ago

Saving Lives pt. 2 (M)

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in this chapter)

Word Count: 804

Warnings: smut, sex, swearing, you know the usual

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom. But, what happens when that one night follows you to your job in the hospital? (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: Sorry this chapter is shorter than the other, and this chapter is basically just smut but hey, who doesn’t like smut … anyways I will probably post two more chapters this week before posting only on weekends because I start school on Tuesday and its my senior year, so I need to take it seriously. anyways look forward to new chapters every weekend, pacific time zone ~admin L

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10

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Part 2: 

We go back to my place because it’s closer. And that’s how we ended up half naked on my bed, clothes discarded on the way, with Baekhyun on top of me, kissing me passionately, straddling me.

“Mmm, Baekhyun,” I moan.

“Fuck, I love it when you say my name.” He slowly kisses down my neck, making sure to leave marks along the way, and briefly stops at my breasts. He reaches behind me and unclasps my bra, sliding the garment off of me before throwing it somewhere in the room. He leans in and gently licks my perking nipple before attaching his mouth to it, then fondling the unattended breast. I arch my back at the sensation. He looks up from my chest, “You like that baby?” “Yes,” I gasp. He does the same to the other breast, before moving down my stomach, to my most vulnerable place. He kisses my hip and down my thigh, making sure never to break eye contact. He slowly slides down my panties, causing a small whimper to escape my lips as I’m completely exposed to him. He kisses the inside of my thighs before spreading my legs, making his way up my core. His breath ghosts there for a while before he confidently licks up my folds. “Fuck,” I moan shamelessly. He then licks gently at my clit, looking up at my reaction. I arch my back in pleasure. He chuckles before attaching his mouth to my clit, sucking on it, causing me to moan louder than before. “Baekhyun, oh fuck-” He hums with satisfaction, causing vibrations to stimulate my clit. “Oh, God,” I whimper, gripping my sheets. “You like that baby girl? Hmm? You like it when I have my tongue on your delicious pussy?” “Y-yes, fuck. Please, do it again.” He chuckles, adding two fingers in me, causing me to scream in pleasure. He pumps his fingers at a steady pace while his tongue works on my clit. I run my hands through his hair, prompting him closer to my heat. I feel myself reaching the edge, breath becoming rigid and before I can reach my high, his fingers disappear and the sensation was gone. “Not yet baby girl.” He quickly moves to undo his pants while I reached in the bedside table for a condom. I turn back to find him naked, cock already hard with precum leaking. “Like what you see,” he chuckles. Instead of answering, I open the condom wrapper and wrap my hand around his member. He gasps at the contact, surprised by my bold actions. I smirk as he lets out obscene curses under his breath. I then slowly slip on the condom down his shaft and pump him a few more times. I slowly push him back so that he’s laying on his back while I get on top of him. I slowly begin to straddle his hips, eliciting moans from him. “Okay baby girl, you ready?” he asks, before lining himself up with my entrance. I nod, and then slowly lower myself on his shaft, moans escaping from both of us. We stay like this for a bit before I bring myself up, and settle back down, bouncing in a steady pace. He places his hands on my hips as he thrusts into me with more force at a faster pace. “Fuck, Baek,” I whimper. “Baby,” he coos. “You feel so good around my cock.” “God,” I lean my head back, exposing my neck. He leans in and begins sucking a bruise on my already abused neck. His thrusts start becoming messy, indicating his release is near. “Fuck baby girl, I’m close,” he says as he reaches between our bodies and starts rubbing my clit. “Oh shit, Baek!” “Come on, baby, cum for me,” he moans in my ear. After a few more thrusts, I begin to cum, pulling Baekhyun in for a kiss to quiet my moans. A few more thrusts and then Baekhyun is coming, moans being swallowed by my mouth as we ride out our highs. After a few seconds, he pulls out of me, gently lays me down on the bed before heading to the bathroom to throw away the condom. He comes back with a warm towel and begins cleaning me up, still out of breath. After he cleans himself up as well, he sets the towel aside, climbs back into bed, covers us both with a blanket before spooning me. He kisses the side of my head before mumbling a sleepy ‘Good Night.’ My eyelids slowly begin closing and next thing I know everything is black. That is until I hear my alarm ring, indicating it’s the next morning. I groan at the sound before abruptly opening my eyes, sitting up quick. My first day at the hospital …

A/N: I’m not sure when there will be another smut scene, just letting you all know. also thank you so much everyone who have been reading this series and anticipating it, shout out to that anon who sent me that amazing message ~admin L


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9 years ago

EXO reacting to you saying yes to being their girlfriend

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A/N: I’m kind of making this request how he reacts to when you say yes to his confession and on some of them, I’m writing how he confesses. Hope this is okay. ~admin L

Xiumin:

“Really? You’re not joking, right?” he asks. 

“No, I’m serious. I really like you, and I’ve been waiting for you to ask me.” 

“Well you should have said something sooner so I could have kissed you a long time ago,” he says as your cheeks begin to heat up.

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Luhan:

“Is it because of my masculinity? Or because of my sexy physique?”

“Actually, I always thought you were adorable,” you say. 

“What?! I’m not adorable! I’m manly,” he says pouting. “I can’t believe she thinks I’m not manly,” he says more to himself. 

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Suho: 

“So umm, I was wondering if umm, you would like to be my girlfriend,” Suho asks nervously, covering his face, thinking you’re going to reject him.

You remove his hands from covering his face and make him look at you. “Of course I want to be your girlfriend.” 

“Oh my god, really?” he says as he hugs you, laughing at his embarrassing confession. 

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Lay:

“So I want to tell you something,” Lay starts. He invited you out for coffee to confess to you but that didn’t really turn out as planned. 

“Are you going to confess to me?” you ask casually. 

“Wait, what?! You know that I like you?”

“Well I kind of assumed because I always catch you staring at me when you think I’m not looking,” you confess.

He facepalms (gif), embarrassed that he made his attraction so obvious. 

“But,” you start, grabbing his attention. “I would love to be your girlfriend, if you’re asking.”

“Yes! Yes, I am asking!” he says a little too eagerly. This was easier than he thought.

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Baekhyun:

Baekhyun offered to help you babysit to spend more time with you. He wanted to show you how great he is with kids. “Say ah~” he tells the child, trying to feed the child his lunch. “Look Y/N! Look at how he listens to me! I’m going to be a great dad one day.” 

“You’ll make a girl really lucky, Baek,” you say sarcastically. 

“I will make you happy, won’t I?” he says nonchalantly. 

“Me?” you ask embarrassed.

“Yeah, for when we have kids.”

“Umm, we’re not even dating, Baekhyun.”

“Well why don’t we start,” he asks, looking at you, waiting for a response.

“Uh, yeah, sure,” you say quietly. 

“Great,” he says smiling, going back to tending to the child. 

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Chen: 

Chen leans his head on your shoulder while you’re watching TV. You look at him, to see he’s already looking up at you smiling (gif).

“What?” you question.

“Nothing, it’s just that you look so beautiful.”

You turn away, blushing. “Thank you,” you mumble.

“Be my girlfriend,” he said more than asked.

You turned back to look at him quickly. “What?”

“Be my girlfriend.”

“Oh, uh, okay.”

“Good,” he says, turning back to look at the TV, head still resting on your shoulder.

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Chanyeol:

“I like you, Y/N. Would you please be my girlfriend?” He’s practicing asking you out in his room, but thinks he sounds stupid, afraid you’ll reject him. “God, Chanyeol, you’re such an idiot,” he beats himself up, ruffling his hair in frustration (gif).

“Y/N, will you please do me the honor of being my girlfriend,” he practices one more time. 

“Sure.”

He looks towards the door, to see you standing there. 

“Y/N! What are you doing here?”

“I was down stairs with the guys and I heard you say my name and the word idiot and I thought you were bad mouthing me so I came up here to confront you about it, but I guess I’m not the idiot you’re talking about.” 

“No, I- uh, was talking about myself,” he says quietly. 

“Well I don’t think you’re an idiot,” you walk over and sit next to him. “I would have said yes with however you asked me out so don’t get too aggravated about it.”

“Sorry, I just thought you wouldn’t like me back.”

“Well if you weren’t so in your head all the time, you would have noticed that I liked you too.” 

He smiles and reaches to hold your hand. “I promise I won’t be too occupied in my head and will try to become the best boyfriend ever.”

You squeeze his hand in reassurance. “Good.”

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D.O.:

You invite him over to help you move into your new apartment. After you were done settling everything, you offer him a cup of coffee. You notice he was a bit distant. 

“Is something wrong, Kyungsoo?” you asked concerned. “You seem a little standoff-ish.”

“Its nothing, it’s just- I like you,” he admits. He looks down, too nervous to see your reaction (gif).

“I like you, too,” you say, getting his attention. 

“Really?”

“Yes, now stop acting weird.” He laughs, realizing he was acting up for no reason.

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Tao:

You cheer on Tao at his soccer match. “Woo!! Go Tao!!”

Some of the players notice you and begin laughing. “Aww Tao, is that your girlfriend?” one of them taunts. 

You look down sadly, expecting Tao to laugh at you with the rest of the players but instead he walks up to you and grabs your face, kissing you firmly on the lips for everyone to see. He backs away after a couple of seconds, putting his arm around you. “Yeah, she is my girlfriend, so what?”

All the players quiet down and mumble apologies. You look up at him to see him scolding them. “I’m your what?”

He looks down at you and smiles. “You’re my girlfriend? Okay?” 

You smile back, “Sure.”

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Kai:

You’re out bowling with Kai and are making wagers after every shot. It was Kai’s turn to bowl. “If I hit all the pins in this shot,” he starts, “you have to be my girlfriend.”

That took you by surprise but you were sure he couldn’t make all those pins. “Sure, why not?” you say casually. 

He walks up the runway and goes up to the pins getting ready to push the ball through. “Hey that’s cheating!” you exclaim.

“We didn’t make any rules,” he says getting into position. Right before he pushes the ball, the pins were blocked (gif). “Hey what the hell!” he says.

You begin laughing. “I guess I’m not going to be your girlfriend.”

“Wait no, that didn’t count,” he whines.

“It’s fine Kai, I’ll still be your girlfriend.”

“Really?”

“Yes, now come back here before you get hurt and we get kicked out.”

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Sehun:

“Listen, I really like you, and I know this could be shocking but-,” he starts (gif), before you interrupt him.

“It’s not that shocking, I already know that.” 

“Wait, what? How?!” 

“Chanyeol told me,” you say casually taking a drink from your coffee. “He also said you were going to ask me out today.”

“Damn it Chanyeol,” Sehun grumbles.

“But it’s okay. I want to be your girlfriend.”

“Really?”

“Yep, now please don’t kill Chanyeol.” 

He smirks, “No promises babe.”

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A/N: Hope you all liked it. This is our first reaction btw. Feel free to request. ~admin L


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9 years ago

Can I have an exo reaction, when they react to you saying yes to being their girlfriend. Please and thank you

just posted your requested ~admin L


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9 years ago

Saving Lives pt. 1 (M)

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in this chapter)

Word Count: 1,238

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom. But, what happens when that one night follows you to your job in the hospital? (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: Hello everyone! This is going to be a new series that we will be starting. It is highly influenced by the show Grey’s Anatomy. If some of you don’t understand some medical terms, don’t worry, I barely do and I am going to try my best to translate them and define them as best as possible. And I am going to try my best to be as accurate as possible. Hope you all like it.  ~admin L

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10

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Part 1: 

I walk into the club glorified. Our last day of fun before we all start our first day as interns tomorrow. We worked our way up from medical school and now, we’re finally going to start working in a real hospital, through the residency program. One must be an intern first, work their way up to become a resident, and then choose a specialty, which they have to master, to become a surgical attending. My friends and I got accepted to Seoul’s top medical learning hospital where we will begin our internship tomorrow. That’s why we’re here, at a club, to celebrate our last day of freedom before medicine takes over our whole lives.

We go into a booth while Chen gets us drinks. I’m not really sure if drinking is the best thing to do when we have to treat patients the next day but, hey, we worked our asses off to get where we are. We might as well have a little fun.

Chen comes back with so many shots that soon enough, everyone’s on the dance floor, dancing and grinding with each other or with random strangers. I didn’t drink as much as everyone else because I want to at least enjoy and remember my last day of freedom.

After dancing with my friends, I begin to get hot and decide to go to the bar to get a drink.

I sit on a stool waiting for the bartender to make his way towards me. After about 10 minutes of waiting, I see him approach me and as I’m about to order my drink, someone behind me speaks.

“Two gin on the rocks.”

The bartender soon leaves to make the drinks, leaving without taking my order I’ve been waiting so long for. I’m so pissed off right now that I turn around to see who stole my order to scream at them… only to see a handsome man making his way to sit on a stool next to me. He’s undeniably breathtaking but he did do me wrong so I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of acknowledging that.

“Hey!”

He turns to look at me, with a smirk. Not so much a condescending smirk, more like he’s trying to stop himself from smiling too wide in an adorable way. 

“Hmm?” Gosh, why does he have to be so attractive? I’m not going to let this guy get to me. I regain my composure and try to remain confident.

“You stole my order.”

“No I didn’t,” he says simply, deep voice gravitating me.

“Yes, you did. I was just about to order when-”

“When I bought you a drink.”

I’m about to retort back when his words finally sunk in. I close my mouth not really knowing what to say. “Uh, thank you,” I say awkwardly, averting my eyes to my lap, too nervous to look at him as he chuckles.

“No problem.” I feel him stare at me, making me feel inferior for some reason. “What’s your name?” he asks, suddenly getting my attention.

I look up and let out a hand for him to shake. It’s the least I can do since he bought me a drink. “I’m Y/N.”

He takes my hand in his as expected but what I didn’t expect was for him to kiss the back of it, holding my gaze. I can feel a blush form on my cheeks. “I’m Baekhyun,” he says in a sultry tone.

I felt my face heating up as I removed my hand away from his grip, looking anywhere but him.

“What are you doing at a place like this?” asks Baekhyun, capturing my attention.

“I could ask you the same thing.”

He laughs a little too loudly, making me smile. Why? Why must he be so perfect? “I’m here because I’m bored. Your turn.”

I feel his intense stare boring into me, a smirk still plastered on his face.

Should I tell him the truth? I mean I don’t even know him. “I’m here for my friends birthday.” I technically wasn’t lying, we celebrated Chen’s birthday a few days ago.

“You don’t hit me as the type to be at clubs,” he says as he eyes me up and down, making me feel self-conscious.

I do the same, really taking a good look at him. He’s dressed well like he has a stable job and can afford to spoil himself. His brown hair lays flat on his head, almost covering his eyes, small and dark. He has a button nose and plump lips. For some reason, I seem to be captivated by his lips until the bartender sets the drinks down.

Baekhyun hands me one as I say a soft thank you. I take a sip of my drink as he begins speaking again, “So Y/N, what do you do?”

I don’t think it’s a good idea to tell him I’m going to be an intern at a hospital. Then he’ll judge me for clubbing the day before. So I lie, “I’m a teacher. What about you?”

“I work in medicine.” He probably works in pharmaceuticals. An actual doctor wouldn’t be at a club this late (but who am I to judge). “But I take care of dogs in my spare time.”

That got my attention. I love dogs and I love men that love dogs. “Oh really?” I say interested, my entire attention on him.

He explains his love for dogs and his hobbies and I soon find myself listening to stories about his childhood after 2 hours of talking.

“Wow, so you saved your teacher’s life?”

“Yeah. That’s why she gave me straight A’s for the rest of the year.”

I laugh wholeheartedly, letting myself go around him.

“But that’s enough about me. Tell me about you,” he says as I feel his hand land on my thigh. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t hoping he would make a move on me already. I played along, pretending not to notice.

“What do you want to know?”

“Umm, how about your likes and your dislikes?” His hand moves further up my thigh slowly.

“What you like in a person and what you don’t?” He continues, moving further up.

This time he leans into my ear as his hand inches upward, now hiking up my dress. “What makes you feel good and what doesn’t?” he whispers.

I gasp as he keeps his hand so high on my thigh. “You wanna get out of here?” he whispers in my ear.

He leans back a little, looking me in the eye, “unless you don’t want to.” He moves back, getting rid of his touch, giving me time to comprehend what’s happening.

“Y-yes,” I say softly, just enough for him to understand.

But that wasn’t enough. “What’s that baby girl? I can’t hear you. Tell me what you want.” He begins rubbing the inside of my thigh, giving me a chance to answer. I'm not sure what it was that gave me the confidence to speak, maybe it was the alcohol but I somehow managed to mutter the words lingering in my mind.

“I- uh, I want you to touch me.”

He smirks at my response, and it’s no longer that cute smirk, it’s a lingering smirk with something intriguing behind it.

He soon lets go of my thigh to grab my hand and drag me out of the club. Thank god I carpooled here, although I didn’t expect to go home with anyone, and yet here I am, in a car with someone I barely know, with so much sexual tension in the atmosphere.

What did I get myself into?

A/N: Well I hope you all like it so far. I’m going to probably update like every weekend, especially since school is starting soon. ~admin L


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9 years ago

The fact that Amber said she has a public bathroom phobia because of how people harass her when she uses one makes me feel sick, why are people so ugly