God, Fuck, Shit, Just.

god, fuck, shit, just.

Imogen talking about how she can't hear Laudna's thoughts, and Laudna sounding so sad to have another barrier, even as she says it's a good thing, because it makes life easier for Imogen; Imogen clearly struggling as well to put into words that she misses hearing her, that the pain being gone is wonderful but but but....(Imogen, "I just hate not knowing" while they're separated, Deanna saying oh you're used to knowing everything because of the mind reading, aren't you?), Imogen remembering sitting at the table as Laudna breaks down, trying to help, and not KNOWING how to fix it, trying anyway, floundering a little, it's different, its different. Laudna weighed down by so much change and now Imogen can't even hear her thoughts, could this make it worse or better? Imogen doesn't know but she's not got the flittering of surface thoughts to read like tea leaves, to try to interpret, she can't hold it in, and all she can do is ASK.

Laudna perhaps thinking here is another foundational thing irrevocably changed. Another thing lost that she can't even blame anyone for. Then Imogen recontextualizing that change. A GOOD change, a hopeful, beautiful, wonderful choice, "Can I kiss you?" and oh, different can be the best thing in the world, but she has to make sure Imogen knows how she's different too, so she knows what she's choosing, and the moment Imogen says you're not a bad person, I know you, and I choose you, I choose you, "I kiss her again."

Just. Fuck. "I said you're my anchor, my tether, we are that for each other."

"Together, either way."

I can't be coherent. I'm losing my mind.

I AM SCREAMING OH NY GOD OH NY GOD IT HAPPENED OH MY GOD I HAVE WAITED SO MANY HOURS FOR THIS MOMENT

Together Either Way

Sorcerers in LOVE

Beauyasha I was prepared for. Beauyasha had weeks and weeks of Knowing they were going to happen with the conversations and the poem and the date, so when it Happened, we Knew it was going to happen

Imodna is So Different because they’ve been silently pining for months and years and possibly didn’t even realize it until recently. I was prepared for weeks or months more of figuring out their feelings and heartfelt conversations before anything happened because that’s how it’s been, and then Laura came in like a freight train with the, “Can I kiss you?”

Made a character ref sheet for my wof oc abyss! Really proud with how this turned out :D