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Being in a long distance relationship will really have you feeling disappointed about some silly things.
Like coming home exhausted on a day you looked cute so there’s no point in facetiming but you’re a little disappointed they won’t see you. Or being sad that when you both fell asleep in the phone that their phone died before morning so now their voice isn’t the first one you’ll hear. And being disappointed that you never want to go out with friends because you’d much rather stay in and talk to your significant other on the phone all night.
“I’m not easy to deal with.
I’m well aware.
It’s not easy for me to deal
With me.
I am needy and
Insecure.
I feel like I don’t deserve
Love
Most of the time.
I overanalyze
And think too much.
I worry about nothing
And care about everything.
I’m a closed book
That doesn’t want to be opened.
I can’t talk about my feelings
Or anything in general.
I’m awkward and anxious
And love too strongly.
I won’t ask for help
Or for you to change.
I won’t tell you when I’m upset
And you’ll never know
How angry or numb I get
Until you see the black and blue
Snaking around my knuckles.
I won’t tell you I’m not okay.
I’ll ignore it all
And pretend I’m fine
But I’m hoping you realize I’m not
Okay.
I’m anything but easy.
I’m complicated and messy
I’m over emotional
But closed off.
I’m anxious and I hate fighting.
I’m not easy
But I’ve learned
That I’m
Worth
It.”
- I’m not easy but I’m worth it and I hope you see that.
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