Chaos Magick - Tumblr Posts
I was probably away from Tumblr long enough to miss a lot of the alterhuman/therian discourse that has been circulating. To be fair, discussions around ‘otherkin’ were just peaking in popularity around the time I abandoned my old account (not for any reason besides being busy with other things and it was mainly used for creative reference anyway).
While I personally do not use any of those labels to identify myself nor do I feel compelled to thoroughly define myself in that way, perhaps I always figured everyone had experiences that triggered very specific emotions and bodily memories that were not quite describable by ‘normal’ means. Then again, I similarly felt for a long time that everyone wondered what it would be like to be a different gender or that everyone dealt with executive dysfunction to some degree—only to come to the realization years later that it was surely not the case.
But these feelings of ‘otherness’ within the self is part of what I was alluding to in my manifesto when I say that ‘We are fragmented and multifaceted’. Of course each of us is allowed to explore diverse interests and aesthetics but it’s more than that: within each of us is a series of refractions of experiences and emotions like if life was light filtered through a gem or placed in front of funhouse mirrors. It can be beautiful and terrifying and lonely to be confronted with disparate feelings or memories and contradictions within ourselves.
If you’re new to visualization and astral projection, are having some difficulties with it, or even if you’re a veteran looking for resources, I highly recommend The Mentalist's Handbook: An Explorer's Guide to Astral, Spirit, and Psychic Worlds by Clint Marsh with illustrations by Jeff Hoke.
It was one of the first occult texts I picked up that I found refreshingly succinct and accessible. One of my biggest pet peeves is when occult authors describe tools or techniques but fail to explain the mechanics or don’t even attempt to offer any insight; Marsh not only details an approachable practice regimen but Hoke’s illustrations offer a bit of whimsy and inspiration for your own visualizations. Not to mention, the publication itself is just beautifully printed! Of course it is also available online in many formats but I definitely do not regret having a copy in my personal library!
Are there other topics you’re looking for more information on or are interested in other recommendations? Feel free to send me a message and I can try to point you in the right direction! ☆
A friendly reminder that you do not need to transform to be a magical girl!
You don’t need a familiar or magical guide to be a magical girl!
You don’t need a set battle costume or magical weapon to be a magical girl!
You don’t need a concept or script to be a magical girl!
There are limitless ways your practice and identity can manifest and grow and they are all valid and beautiful. ♡
My first post will be something silly and it's just, the sun isn't orange or like literally yellow, it's chartreuse (but even that's sort of like an "interpretation" of it it's light is pretty white still), like the colour of a tennis ball. It's that sort of yellowish green and is a G type main sequence star (G2V).
My page however will be orange cause the colour is fcking dope. ☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
Random fact about me that does actually have something to do with the Sun:
I have visual snow, as much as I enjoy the suns rays on my skin, I can't look at a clear bright sky for very long. My whole vision fills with a blanket of white after a few seconds. I tend to look up at the sky with the sun behind me, if I have to look at something in the sun's general direction and there isn't enough things to block it's light, I'll take a quick look and tell you what I *can* see (if anything) or turn away and ask for a picture. (9/10 times I just move the conversation along or the other person just tells me after I say I can't see it, which is annoying cause with "better" lighting I can see pretty far actually.)
Now I know some might be like "pretty sure you're not supposed to look at the sun silly!" That's not what I mean. I mean the literal entire landscape, is washed out. I actually spent a significant amount of time as a kid just looking at the floor tbh lol. (Fluorescent lighting in public places can go fuck themselves.)
I'd say my joy for nature came from when I explored the woods around where I lived as a kid. The trees would shade me, but not too much as to not feel the sun beams pearing through. It was lovely.
I don't think I would of gotten the same joy I do out of nature if it wasn't for this particular experience. I enjoy learning about all types of magick but I chose Solar as a focus because of how it's shaped and affected me, for the good and the bad.
I love it for the melanin in my skin, it reminds me to be happy and free. I love it for my soul, I used to stay hidden for so long in hopes of solitude and peace, but I remembered that with the sun comes the shade, the trees which shielded me, grow from its warmth too.
I am grateful to all elements,
But y'all the suns pretty cool, it's a star just like me ;)
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My Chaotic planner, I started using it yesterday, but I've been decorating it all last month. Got some planner pages on Etsy (ObsidianSirenShop) and printed them on my own designed background, don't know if I can share pics of those so I'm not gonna, but the shop is credited above. The inner back of the binder has my birth chart hidden in it (censored with giant vaporwave dolphins so you can't see the whole design unfortunately).
If it isn't already obvious I LOVE cinnamoroll and I couldn't not put him on here, he's ma boy and I love him. 🩵🩵🩵
I had a lot of fun making this and have 2 more planners on their way so I can my my Grimoire bigger (I have too many pages lmao)
Oh and I guess the only thing you can read on my birth chart is that I'm not a Gemini (like at all) lmao
(I hope that doesn't come back to astronomically destroy me, like some how you can figure out my birth chart or something but I think I'm just paranoid lmao.)
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Image description: four pictures of an A4 binder, front, back, back inside, front inside. There are stickers all over it consisting of: photo realistic planets and stars, various cinnamorolls (plushies dvds 3d renders and digital drawings), Stargender flag, windows old screensaver flowers, pixel sun, my pets, "my planer" in 2 different word art fonts, my music handle (day one) in word art font, golden wings, astrological star signs (they are censored on the back inside, it is laid out like my entire birth chart, so my signs are all censored by a vaporwave dolphin head. They are also censored on the front and back) album covers some of which are my own, 1 is ride on time by tatsuo Yamashita and 1 is Geno by Dexy's
Midnight Runners, Macintosh computers from before 2005 but after 1990, Macintosh logos from 2000s, windows 95-98 themed logos and interface elements (application windows for "Paint", "Photoshop", "Notes" and clippy asking if you need help. Various random vaporwave and y2k aesthetic shapes, Memphis cup pattern, a piano, a volts wagon bus, chaos magick symbols and a bunch of random shapes.
The binder itself: a light blue A4 binder made to look like a composition book, it's speckled with grey dots on the blue background, it's spine is black, it says nice day in an oval near the top and underneath it says "/DESIGN BY QUHE" and underneath that it says "Hope every day is as beautiful as today".
Near the bottom it has a drawing of a music player, backwards button, pause button, fast-forward button and underneath it it has the music progress bar 1/8 across front he left (like the song only just started)
And one amogus cinnamoroll
Edit: I'm an idiot, I didn't need to sensor my fucking sun sign cause that bitch is on my bio lmao ♌🤷🏾☀️ but it's on the front next to the sun in the top left corner :p
How's everyone's balsamic moon goin? Y'all got any good banishing spells for the home for this moon phase?
Almost finished my Earth table.
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It is a three layered shelf with the bottom shelves being the same length and the top layer is about 1/3 the size. On the side it has 2 round accents on the top shelf a corner sides, and three bars/columns underneath that connect the top shelf to the bottom, along with 2 thicker panels that hold the back of the top layer and 2 curved L shaped panels on the front of the top layer connecting it to the middle layer, the inner part of each are bright blue. It is mostly green from top to middle, the bottom shelf and legs are painted gold. The green half of the table is cover is small wildflowers and tiny green leaves.
I made one side have golden accents for the Sun, and the other silver for the Moon. The bars are supposed to be the Sun and Moons rays coming down to the Earth. The blue is for the sky (there are clouds) and the ocean, one side is clear skies with birds the other is rainy. In the ocean I put little fish. The top has a Flower of Life grid on it that I printed out and stuck on cause when I tried to draw it, it came out pretty terrible lol, I got too shaky of hands. Covered it up with a cobblestone pattern around the rim.
The gold on the bottom is supposed to be the soil, the flowers and the green are the grass and on top of it is the Earth Element symbol.
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I'm ganna put tiny animals around it (probably something to do with tarot since I've got the birds and the fish already.)
I need more gold paaaaaaint, the bottom layer isn't fully covered :0
(TW is labled before I mention it, you can read up until the ⚠️⚠️⚠️ if you want and there shouldn't be anything until then)
My hot take on astrology is that you should probably only do it for yourself.
The way I use it, I align myself with my birth chart (it kinda already made sense for me, lucky me I guess?) and find the areas I'm lacking and pull myself into be a well rounded person.
I'm a Leo, and my whole life I've been told I'm "such a Leo!" And it bothered me. Personally I may look shiny and like bright coloured , and look like I want attention, but in reality I'm very secluded and stay home most of the time (still shiny and bright coloured mind you). I'm almost overly creative to the point that I have to design everything around me, change it, paint it put stickers on it you name it.
However, my partner is also a Leo, and they aren't as outwardly expressive in the same way. I also haven't really read their chart beyond curiosity. I *could* think of a way it applies, but it seems pointless to me. They don't need or want astrology, and if they did, I'd rather them read themselves through their chart than for me to do it.
I used to reject astrology, I used to make fun of it in private and honestly I'm ashamed of myself for doing that. I was *very* naive about it and honestly I think most people are. It's something you can do casually or seriously in my opinion. The only issue is when you read others charts who don't want you to, or you get cause up in your own reading of someone else that you don't take their experiences into consideration.
This is where it gets both complex and frankly upsetting. I suggest you don't continue to read if you do not want to read about:
TW ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ abuse s*xual *ss*lt
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A few years ago I opened up to a couple who were into astrology, one was also a Leo the other shared my moon sign.
I don't think I can type this out right now this was just supposed to be a hot take, but long story short, they wanted to create a small perfect community with pretty much everyone sleeping with everyone.
I am ace.
They did not believe me.
They did not believe in asexuality and wanted to cure me.
I am also trans masc and honest one of them just saw me as a floating strap on holder.
They would regularly talk about how I was perfect for them, had me bring my own friends, a friend who shared the others moon sign.
They would bring up our signs to tell us how perfect we were for the group. They kept telling me how perfect I'd be as a flashy queer man bursting with sexual and "top" energy.
It felt like I was in their image, a perfect blend of what they wanted.
That my shyness at the time was cute but the "raging" bisexual Leo was going to come out. (Something about one of my planetary alignments).
I was just learning about astrology, I was just coming out as trans, and I was just figuring out what asexuality was and in myself.
I enjoyed reading MY OWN chart. Alone. My friend did too. They had been doing astrology longer than me but had been isolated from really practicing it because of people around them saying what they do, "it's not real" and "anyone who believes it is stupid" and the like.
I remember having conversations at the time with them, we'd talk about how we understand how our sign feels for us but their interpretations were weird and *specific*. They would talk about chakras and how each of us was perfect for one single chakra (I don't really do chakras not just because of this reason but when looking into it, it gets really.... Weird and.... I'm not really sure about it's origins tbh so I just stay away from it).
This couple wanted to dictate how we felt based on our charts, but not even just the basic "Leo's are loud and flashy" but more and more specific as time went on.
This mind frame is dangerous and led to very depressing and terrifying ends. As the tw suggests. One of them asked the other to essentially "help" me with my asexuality. I won't really be going into details. But basically the one who told the other to do what they did, thought it was a good idea because we have the same sign.
That's it, they wanted community and used astrology (horribly) to do that.
I understand that those who get super into others charts are screaming for community. Sometimes it makes it faster to talk to people, to engage, I get it. Astrology can be fun in that way.
But as someone who has been harmed by the FEW that do this, and I don't just mean weird job bullshit where your boss is obsessed with your chart, I mean literally SA'd because my sun sign was the same and my moon sign was the same, it bothers me to hear people just casually throw out lines like
"you know the star map doesn't even line up perfectly? Right?" (We literally all know and you saying this makes you sound really fucking silly to most of us. Seriously it's not a fucking gotcha at all, it's mostly funny)
Or
"you know all horoscopes are the same and work for anyone right?"
Or my "favourite"
"anyone who believes this is insane."
Do not use this language if you're actually trying not to be ableist for one.
Two not all astrology practitioners believe in it the way you think.
And three (this is really my hot take) if they do believe in it and don't harm others with it, it's actually fine?
Do you, regularly make fun of people's belief systems? Is it fun to you? How often do you do this practice, of dismantling people's beliefs? Who do you do it for? Everyone? Or just the ones that make feel superiour online for like 5 secs?
Astrology (and honestly this applies to magick as well) is only an issue if you expand it beyond yourself to others who have not given consent.
Doing someone else's birth chart without permission, OR if they do not seem enthusiastic about getting it is also WRONG.
I practice Magick and Astrology. And like doing so. My literal belief seems unnecessary to acknowledge if I'm going to be honest. It seems counter productive.
Now making sure I'm not harming anyone or my environment seems more important.
And I think a lot of people for get that when discussing other people's religion or spiritual beliefs.
If you do not want to participate in astrology then actively say that.
Do not trick people, I find it deeply disrespectful and any time I see it it makes me want to scream.
You're issue is with the person not the tool in which they are using.
So stop.
Tricking people with fake birthdays and joking about it is almost akin to tricking Christians with stating things from the Bible.
At best you're stopping a single individual being a dick.
At worst your literally trying to destroy someone's belief system for the sake of being "right".
It's literally spiritual beliefs?
And again if it's only for the sake of stopping harmful actions then it's literally the person using the tool dangerously and THATS what should be pointed out.
Do not use ableist language it's literally not helping, it'll probably make it worse.
And to those who practice Astrology there's only one thing I think we should all universally understand. It's the only thing we need to do in this situation and it's:
Do not read the birth charts of people who don't want you to. It's a pretty intimate thing to do and you can do it very wrong and hurt people. Do it for yourself and those who want you to.
Other than that go for it, take it seriously for yourself or don't. Read horoscopes and understand what it may mean for you.
Whether you think is literal Magick or the "power of perception" honestly doesn't matter.
How you treat others do.
I understand how it feels to be harmed by this practice, but I also know it's not fair to belittle the people who practice either.
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I have so many Eggshells
It's because eggs are my comfort food😔✋
*slaps roof of Paradigm*
This baby can fit so many contradictory layers
