*crashing* - Tumblr Posts
Rode manic highs till I collapsed
Spent a week trying to get back.
My emotions have been running low
My strength compromised.
I roll over and try not to cry.
.
Usually I can keep a good eye on it.
Recognize the signs
And take measures in order to mitigate it.
Had been a while since it last happened.
Didn't see it
Till it was too late.
Came crashing down till I couldn't stand.
Spent
All I could do was try to sleep.
Even that wouldn't come.
My misery lasts through the night.
Piece by piece I've been putting myself back together
But my soul is walking with a limp.
.
I have to work in order to control the thoughts.
Those that threaten to take me further down.
The dark thoughts and the sad thoughts
All the worries and fears and paranoias of my mind.
It takes so much effort.
The task itself threatens to crush me.
I keep my heart afloat
With visions of hope for the future.
great tv recommendations: crashing ↳ “You’re not allowed to have parties, cook meals, light candles, have sex, express emotion, claim any rights, argue if they want to throw you out with only two days notice or smoke. It’s a riot.”
CRASHING
My Variant cover for issue 4 of the IDW Originals title, CRASHING 💊💙
Elizabeth B.
Welp...there I was about to read a 9-1-1 one shot and bam, Tumblr crashes on me. Love that. After all the searching I did. I guess that’s the universes way of telling me to go to sleep.
Google: How to become Phoebe Waller-Bridge
JONATHAN BAILEY & PHOEBE WALLER-BRIDGE As Sam and Lulu in CRASHING: EPISODE 4