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ðšð®ð£. â inosuke expresses his love through acorns.
â ðð£ð£ðš ð£ð€ð©ððš. thought this was cute. probably a little ooc but i tried.
â ð¬ðð§ð£ðð£ððš. none. just fluff
Inosuke had this habit of gathering acorns for you. Living in the woods his whole life and growing up being raised by boars, he was very obviously one with nature. He understood it. Despite not having the same intense hearing as Zenitzu or nose like Tanjiro, he understood the way trees moved in the breeze, the way the leaves would talk to one another, and the other earthly sounds that surrounded him at all times. He wasnât a calm and collected person, he knew that. He wasnât quiet. He was loud, obnoxious, boisterous and lacked patience unless it benefited him.
But he knew the beauty of nature. The way trees stood tall and proud and strong, just like mountains. The way the grass sometimes sparkles after it rains or the way the sun hits the world just the right way as it comes up over the horizon. Its colors fade from the dark of night into nice oranges as the glowing sun takes its place in the sky. But his favorite is at the end of day, when the sun goes down. Where he sits, exhausted, though heâd never admit it, from the events of the day awaiting for what will happen tomorrow. He always knew of these things. Always knew that it was there. But he never took the time to take in every last detail of it. Not until you.
Inosuke liked oak trees. They were big, beautiful and strong; just like his love for you. He gave you acorns because as they were the seeds for those big strong trees, it was like he was handing out his heart to you, handing you his love. He made it his own personal mission to give them to you every chance he could.
He was like a puppy. Getting out of bed earlier than most to go out searching for the perfect acorn. It really shouldnât take him as long as it does, but he goes through so many just to find the one that's the most shiny, the most strong, the one that will have you singing his praises. Heâs inspecting every single one till heâs satisfied and soon he is at your bedside waiting for you to wake up. He could just wake you up himself, in Inosuke fashion; shaking you, loud, and rough, but you look so nice and peaceful. And he has this urge to sit there and wait.
It took a long time for him to understand what love was. At first he thought he was allergic to you. Which confused his little underlings when they demanded to know why he was avoiding you. With the heat rising to his cheeks like a fever and the red that spread over them like a rash, Inosuke assumed that he needed to stay away from you â for his safety and yours.
Tanjiro had to explain it to him. And even though Zenitzu could be found laughing in the background, Inosuke couldnât be bothered to pay him any attention. Inosuke was too focused reveling in the fact of this new information, that he could finally put a name to what he was feeling. Because surely the redness of your cheeks and the way you stared at him for a little too long meant that you felt the same way too. (you did)
Inosuke knew that he felt weird around you. And it took a long while for him to come to terms that it was a good thing that he felt. He knew that he liked your face and he also knew that he liked being close to you. He liked when your attention was on him, and he especially liked it when you gave him praise for his strength. He also knew that he wanted to keep you safe. He was Lord Inosuke after all, it was his job to keep you safe â whether you were also a demon slayer or not.
So, he gives you acorns. He gives you only a few at a time because you only deserve the best and finding the most perfect ones is almost impossible, as he only has so much time on his hands. Between recovering and going on missions; he eats, breathes and sleeps demon slaying. He wants to be the best and the strongest. But for you, he makes time.
And you keep them. You take them from him as he gently places them into your cupped hands. Inosuke has never handled anything with such care and delicacy in his life. But your hands were so soft; are so soft. And you look so enamored, was that even the correct word? Yes, it had to be. Inosuke watches with such care and concern. You liked them right? Of course. You thank him so graciously, with a smile that could make Inosuke almost melt into a puddle. He's speechless. He doesnât know why.
He watches as you place them with the others. In a wide mouthed clear mason jar, with a blue bow tied around the top, you reach in your hand and gently place them in. They are on display for anyone who walks into your room, and Inosuke can help but feel prideful.
But then you turn and tell him to wait. Heâs confused, though he sees you rummaging through a drawer and he realizes you are looking for something. Something for him.
âThis rock reminds me of my love for you. Solid and dependable. They can withstand harsh storms with unwavering strength. Itâs ⊠enduring and unyielding. Like someone's love. Some rocks may not be flashy or extravagant, but they donât need to be. Itâs just⊠this one, when I saw it, I knew that it was something special. Please accept this as if it is my heart.â
You held out this rock, one that Inosuke thought was so nice looking, he didnât know how you thought it was good enough for him. It was much larger than a pebble and it looked like it was hand picked from the koi pond over at Mr. Tomiokasâ estate.
Inosuke didnât know if it was a known fact, and honestly, Inosuke or yourself didnât really care to find out from others â but he admired Mr. Tomioka heavily. It was either between his calm demeanor or his fighting style, but either way, Inosuke thought that he was really cool.
And maybe that admiration extended to the koi pond that Mr. Tomioka had. He liked watching the fish swimming around in the calm water, minding their own business as the world went on around them. Sometimes, when Inosuke went through a little mental crisis, he often thought about what it might be like if he were a fish. Would you love me if I were a koi fish, type thinking process. He used to think how sad that would be. No fighting? No killing demons? How boring. But sometimes, maybe it wouldnât be so bad. You could keep him in a little fish tank and feed him all the tempura he wanted.
Inosuke knows better than to take one â however â because no matter how much he likes watching them he knows that he canât take care of it. And he also knows that no one would trust him with one either. Probably thinks that he would eat it too, which he would â probably. At least, not the ones Mr. Tomioka owns. But still, sometimes he watches the Hashira feed them and he notices how the arrangement of stones seems to mirror his personality.
And here he was now, given a stone from his koi pond from you. Somewhere deep inside himself he feels a mixture of excitement and gratitude. He never really expected anything in return. He liked giving you those acorns because that was how he expressed his love for you. How he expresses his appreciation for your existence. But for you to return the sentiment was special to him. It was more than excitement and gratitude, actually. Was he flattered? Maybe that was the word. Youâve used it before when heâd given you things and the smile on your face was blinding. Yes, that was it. He was flattered, and couldnât help feeling his face getting hot. He had never felt so paid attention to, and Inosuke couldnât contain himself.
He held the stone in his hand. Held it with such gentleness like it was glass, like if he breathed wrong it would break into pieces. He shot forwards and grasped you into a hug. It was such an Inosuke hug that you couldnât help but giggle as he held you. He squished you tenderly, rough enough just like Inosuke but soft enough that made you aware of how considerate to your bodily autonomy he was â it made your heart melt beautifully.
His boar head was long discarded and the warmth of his lips on yours was more than welcome.
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ðšð®ð£. â giyuu is depressed and you take care of him.
â ðð£ð£ðš ð£ð€ð©ððš. i love love love giyuu so much and i just want to give him all the love in the world. based on how i finally got thinning shears and have never been happier so i combined the two. weird concept but i enjoyed writing it.
â ð¬ðð§ð£ðð£ððš. mentions of depression. may contain unhealthy hygiene habits and or unhealthy thoughts (brief s*icidal thought mention in the beginning). modern reader in kny. giyuu-centric. gender-neutral reader. 2.4k words.
Giyuu is depressed. It's not a weird phenomenon or something that people really need to think too hard about. Heâs depressed and has been for a long, long time. Now in your eyes, you know that some of the other Hashira know that something is wrong. And as much as you love and appreciate the kind company of Mitsuri, Rengoku and Gyomei, sometimes you really dislike how they submit to the others when they begin to bad mouth him â behind his back and to his face.
He doesnât take care of himself properly and it shows. It isnât just that he has bags under his eyes that gives away that he's tired. Because he is. Itâs the mix of tiredness and sadness that causes your heart to ache. His eyes express everything that he wants to say without having to say it at all. And if anyone had ever taken the time to really look at him, they would know. He looks tired of everyone and everything. He wants to go somewhere and never come back. Itâs a shame a demon hadnât killed him already, he feels. He wishes he could just die in a ditch, but that would be too good for him. But he canât do that. Not to Sabito, not to his sister, and especially not to you.
You have been staying at his estate for months. He was surprised, like many of the other Hashira, that you have chosen him when given the choice. It had irked him at first and he wondered if this was some sick joke. But you moved in after being discharged from the Butterfly Mansion. You helped make breakfast, greeted him nicely in the morning, took the time to talk to him even if he didn't answer back. You often asked how his day was at the end of it. You thanked him too many times for him to count and Giyuu doesnât remember being thanked this much. He doesnât complain, but when you are more settled in as his estate being your new home he is much happier that the thanking has stopped. You didnât invade his space disastrously, you were considerate of him and respectful. And even though he will never find himself good enough, he couldnât say no to you when you wanted him to train you. Nothing crazy, just enough to defend yourself as you were indefinitely a long way away from home.
It really shouldnât have come to a surprise to him that you figured out his tricks, his excuses. It wasnât that he had ever tried to hide the fact that he wasnât really caring for himself. No one would have noticed anyway and even if they did, they wouldnât concern themselves too much with it. But you, on the other hand, were always keeping an eye on him closer than most. And sure there were many ways that he wasnât taking care of himself that he could easily hide away from you if he was so adamant about it. But the one thing he couldnât hide, from you at least, was his hair.
His hair is matted, and Giyuu will swear up and down that he does brush it. But that's a lie and you know it. He doesnât have the motivation to sit there, whether it be in the morning or after a mission, to brush through all the knots and tangles. He's lucky he can manage enough energy to sit there in the bath till the water gets cold thinking about his life choices. But that's it. Heâll tell himself that he will wash his hair tomorrow, that he will deal with detangling it then too. He canât even fathom doing anything else. The idea of taking the hair tie out almost makes him nauseous.
You notice this after a while. At first, you assume it's because of a mission. He lies too, and agrees. It's the easiest excuse he can come up with to keep you from worrying. Yeah, after a lengthy scuffle with a demon, it would have been safe to assume that his hair was going to get messed up. But then you notice it looks the same every time after that, even on days where he isn't being sent out. His hair looks half heartedly brushed on the top, to hide the knots probably pulling at his scalp. After staying with Giyuu for so long, you felt comfortable enough to try and help him, because you didnât know how much longer you could watch this go on.
So here you are in Giyuuâs room. You didnât have to plead with him too much, he had no energy to tell you that you didnât need to. That you had no obligation to him just because you were living there. At this point, he couldnât help but be a little selfish and grateful that an angel like you had come to save him.
On his futon, youâre taking your place behind him. He sits in between your legs. You comb and brush his hair after you had to cut the hair tie out. That's okay, you tell him. You can have one of mine, I have so many.
Your touch is so gentle and nice and Giyuu doesnât know what to do. He almost wants to cry, honestly. Even as you take your time going through the jungle that is his hair, trying to preserve as many strands as you can. Itâs taking hours, not that you mind. Itâs bad and it was obvious that it was going to take a while anyway. But Giyuu canât help feeling guilty. He knows that you offered, that it was your choice to help him, but it's late at night and you should be sleeping. Not sacrificing your time and energy on him.
However, every ounce of your touch is comforting. Even as you hit a knot. It should hurt. But it doesnât. It canât. Not when all he can feel is the lovely, tingly sensation that's flooding his body and mind. You even take the time to talk to him, filling the silence with your sultry voice. If it werenât for that, he would have fallen asleep by now.
You talk to him about his hair, getting an idea of what to do. Because you canât just leave his hair like this. As more time goes on and more clumps of hair start surrounding the sides of the futon, you realize you are going to have to cut his hair. The more the hairs start smoothing out, you see how uneven it is. One side is now longer than the other. He doesnât want to cut all his hair off. He doesnât want it short. He doesnât think he can handle it being that short. Even if the change might do him some good, itâs still too much change. And you arenât going to do anything that he doesnât want you to.
So you suggest a clean up. Youâre going to try and fix it up without cutting it too short. So afterwards, when you give one final brush through his hair, it's time to start. And Giyuu is sad? Maybe. He misses your hands in his hair a little too much. But the way you softly guide him to where his back is facing the edge of the futon. Oh boy. He knows that it really isnât the best suited place to cut hair, but he trusts you. You are very meticulous in everything you do and very determined â happy, mind you â but determined nonetheless to finish this little project you started with him.
It really doesnât take that long to cut it into shape. Giyuus hair is beautifully thick and after the trim, his curly waves are starting to shape up just a little bit. But something is missing. Sure, you could just tell him that you're done. Giyuu wouldnât argue or complain. In fact, he probably would be on his knees thanking you for the tiniest bit of care. But that isnât what youâre about to do.
Giyuu, for the first time that night, is calm. And the way you softly lean over the side of the futon to your bag and grab the thinning shears, Giyuu begins to feel something deep within himself. Perhaps it's a nice burst of anticipation. He feels tingly and happy. Giyuu heard you mention the shears before. He had never seen you use them, mainly because he had never been within his estate when youâve decided to do so. But that doesnât really matter.
You took the time to explain the scissors to him. Even if he already had an idea of what they were used for.
âThese thinning scissors take off a lot of weight and make everything so much smoother. I donât like my hair ending abruptly, especially if it's a bit below shoulder length. So, Iâm going to smooth your hair out on the bottom so it matches this little bit over here. Okay? Okay.â
You continue to talk a little bit after that, but Giyuu doesnât register any of it. You're doing so much for him now, almost too much. Undeservingly too much, but he doesnât dare say a word. He just relishes in the light touch at the tips of his hair by your hand. He can feel the gentle touches at the end of his hair along his back. After taking the time to be so considerate for him he wouldâve let you do whatever you wanted. And thatâs what makes him feel even more. He canât describe the feeling. But, he knows that even if he were to say that to you â that you could do whatever you wanted â you would have told him absolutely not because it was his body, his hair, his choice and it made him so humble: so comforted.
You are back behind him, standing on your knees hard at work. The gentle, soft touches had him melting and wondering what he did to deserve someone as sweet and considerate as you. Every so often you were touching the side of his face. He guessed you were fixing his bangs and the hair that framed his face, so it would match. Yes, thatâs exactly what it was because you explained it to him in that beautiful, sultry voice that made it hard to focus on anything else.
And when you were done he was almost disappointed. Your touch was still buzzing along his nerves and he was desperate for attention again.
âOkay, all done.â You murmured softly to him. It was so painfully obvious that he is in some sort of bliss and you didnât want to startle him out of it. âGo ahead and see how it looks and feels. Tell me how it is.â
You handed him a mirror and honestly, Giyuu was surprised that he was staring at himself. He looked clean? Sure, his hair was greasy. He hadnât washed it in days and you had never once judged him for that. You had said that youâd help him with it after you cut it, so that it felt extra clean and all the little hairs from cutting would come out too.
He ran his fingers through his hair and it was so smooth.
Maybe it was smoother than you had explained or maybe it was because he combed his fingers through the entirety of his scalp, rather than just his bangs and a few pieces of caught out hair. His ends were light and feathery? The bottoms of his hair flowed nicely and now he understood what you were trying to do.
You're ushering him into the bathroom. You have to clean his futon now because you have to change the sheets. You were absent minded about it, but you were going to have to change it anyway. Giyuu hadnât been taking care of himself obviously, that meant he hadnât changed the sheets off of it in a while. Now you seriously had to given the fresh layer of hair covering his bed.
You did this quickly, changing the futon covers out with new ones, not stalling for time to help Giyuu wash his hair. Giyuu hadnât even realized you would have to wash the futon tomorrow, that wasnât a task for tonight. But by the time heâs in the water youâve already done what you needed to do in his room and now your hands were back in his hair.
You scrub his hair and lather the shampoo, and for the thousandth time that night he wonders just how lucky he is. He wonders who allowed him to have this. Who allowed him to experience such love and care.
Now heâs tired, so incredibly tired that he really doesnât know what to do. Well, no that isn't very true, he knows exactly what to do. Absolutely nothing. Heâs out of the bath and in bed momentarily. No time was wasted. He can barely keep his eyes open by now. The futon is fresh and heâs in his sleeping clothes. Heâs laying on top of you as if he were a warm blanket. He thinks, oh so briefly, about moving. You might get uncomfortable or sweat or get crushed by him during the night. But then that thought went away quickly. Faded away, never to return because you are running your fingers through his hair still.
It's like a reward at this point. He feels the need to be thanking you profusely, but he can barely utter a sound. If he were a dog, his tail would probably be wagging violently. No matter how long youâve been together he is still touch starved. Sometimes he doesnât allow himself the opportunity or luxury of you. You're too good for him â he doesnât think he will ever stop thinking about it. But youâre patient with him and it makes his heart whole.
à«®â˶ᵠᵠáµË¶âá thanks for reading babes â¹
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ðšð®ð£. â giyuu is wholeheartedly in love with you.
â ðð£ð£ðš ð£ð€ð©ððš. no bc i am making this man a pathetic simp for you idc. im writing these with myself in mind so yk, i have to pour out my feelings. and also i need to get all this giyuu writing off my chest, its actually a problem the fixation i have on this man but no fics tickle my brain just right so i have to write them myself
â ððððð©ðð€ð£ðð¡ ð£ð€ð©ððš. btw thank you so much for all the love and support on my last two posts. literally you all are so incredibly sweet !! (â©ËoËâ©)â¡ i just graduated college so i might have a bit more time to write but no promises!
â ð¬ðð§ð£ðð£ððš. none. giyuu might be a little ooc. modern reader in kny. i rewrote this a few times so pls be nice ð€§. 1.4k words.
â ðððð©. im just going though and adding a synopsis and fixing my titles. og title: falling for you.
Giyuu actually doesnât know how this occurred. No, actually that was a lie. He knew how this happened, but didnât at the same time. And honestly speaking, the man does not care at all. You were so nice and sweet to Giyuu it made his head spin. Like it makes him ill in the best way imaginable. He doesnât understand why you want to be around him so much, why you want to be his friend â not that he minds â but he just canât get past his own indiscretions about himself. That was until you told him to his face.
You tell him that you thought he was cute â I'm sorry? â and you liked how calm he was â really? His brain canât compute anything that you say. He doesnât know if you need any medical assistance or heâs just dreaming. But it makes you laugh. The cute, dumb look on his face as he stands there, gaping at you like a fish.
It wasnât like it was new information. You did enjoy his company the most. He was very quiet and by no means were you either, but you have this habit of matching the energy of people you were with. So, it was almost relaxing and refreshing spending time with Giyuu. Though Giyuu is silent most of the time, he does in fact talk. At first it's about a mission he was on recently, if and most likely when he gets more comfortable with you, heâs talking a little more in depth about random things that are on his brain. It's endearing really. Or sometimes heâs just talking about things that he thinks you might like to know, random facts, and so on.
But sometimes you do the talking and he likes that too. You could talk for hours and he could listen to every word you have to say. He would soak it up like a sponge as you focus your eyes on the crochet hooks weaving in front of you. Your voice is quiet and nice, soft and warm sounding.
This typically happens when you visit his estate. And you visit his estate a lot. Maybe Giyuu was a little disappointed that you werenât staying with him, but he knows that he shouldnât bite the hand that feeds. Heâs lucky enough to see you this much, as much as he's lucky to see you at all. He canât be too mad though. Mitsuri has jumped you the first moment she got when the Master had brought up your living arrangements. You had nowhere to go. And honestly, Giyuu may have been a little relieved that Mitsuri of all people had gotten to you first.
He really wouldnât have minded if it had been Rengoku or Gyomei. For obvious reasons, Rengoku would be happy to have him stopped by and probably Gyomei too, because it seems like they donât have a bone to pick with him. Honestly speaking, he wouldnât have minded Muichiro either, though the boy would have probably forgotten your existence within the day. But any of the others, the thought made his skin crawl for plenty of reasons. Maybe it was because it would have become a hassle, or he would be harassed every time he went to visit you. Yes, it does seem on par with him that might just avoid you so you donât get verbally assaulted like he does if you were to associate with him. But he was a lonely, pathetic man who was enamored with you at first glance the minute you showed up out of nowhere and he couldnât help but thank the heavens that the stars had aligned so nicely for him â even if he felt he didnât deserve it.
His only issue with the arrangement was Obanai. The man had almost butchered him on numerous occasions just for showing up to the Love estate. Even if he wasnât there for Mitsuri, the Serpent Hashira didnât seem to care. Maybe it was funny the first few times â it actually wasnât â but you really couldnât keep your mouth shut anymore. Obanai was wearing you thin with his commentary. Everytime Giyuu was around, it was like the others just couldnât help themselves by making a comment insulting the man. Maybe it was because you didnât want to disrespect a Hashira, especially if four of them were in the room with you, but Giyuu was here to see you, and it was almost like insulting Giyuu was an insult to you for wanting to spend time with him.
Mitsuri was okay with Giyuu coming to visit you, she actually encouraged it. So watching Mitsuri stand behind you while you gave Iguro a piece of your mind was something Giyuu didnât know he needed to see until then. And maybe he did allow himself to feel a little selfish and smile mentally. He still remembers how Iguro had this look of disdain on his face, simultaneously looking like a scolded child and embarrassed because this was happening in front of Mitsuri.
Giyuu wondered if you caught the look that Obanai and Kaburamaru were giving you â if looks could kill and all that â but that was stupid. You most certainly did and just didnât care enough. And Giyuu also wonders just what kind of sorcery you have, because he did hear you mention Sanemi by name at some point and now he's not bothering him as much, especially when you are around.
It wasnât like he could do anything about it, not like he had ever done anything about it in the past. He never really had the heart to correct anyone in their assumptions of him, he never really thought he had to. Though, that mainly was because he thought he deserved such mistreatment. Regardless, it didnât matter how he felt about it and himself. If you enjoyed his company that much to defend him, he was going to provide as much of it as you wanted. But there was something about it that made his heart swell a little bit bigger and flooded him with enough warmth that you could have mistaken it as him having a fever.
Now here the two of you were, sitting outside the Water Estate. You both had taken your places by the koi pond Giyuu has. It's so calm and cool. The soft moving of water could be heard every time the wind blew just enough, as well as the sharp sound of water splashing because some fish got too close to the surface.
Giyuu isnât losing himself as he stares at the pond, watching the fish move around. He finds himself mesmerized though, as you talk. Itâs nice, as usual. He likes how you talk and the way you talk. He could listen to you for hours and never get tired of hearing you. And he knows that if he glances at you now, even briefly, he wouldnât be able to look away. You just look so⊠wonderful. It makes him dizzy. But he has such a weak will to do so, and now he's staring at you. Eyes soft and relaxed. He has never felt so content.
Giyuu doesnât know if he realizes what kind of situation he is in. Or maybe he does. Maybe heâs finally realizing just how much of an effect you have on him. He likes you. He likes you beyond anything in the world. He loves you and everything about you.
You don't notice him staring. Youâre too busy weaving the crochet hook in and out of your craft. You make it look so effortless. So enjoyable. And you seem so happy crocheting away as you speak. The way you talk and do it at the same time, you're so smart. You have to be. And Giyuu canât help but hope you donât look up. Youâre as mesmerized with your work as he is with you. He would die though, if you caught him. The thought makes him sweat almost, being so close to you like this. His hands are clammy, and he's never been this nervous.
Yeah, he definitely has it bad for you. And for the first time in a while, even despite his nerves, he found the corners of his lips curling upwards, in a soft and timid smile. He averts his eyes, almost to gather his bearings, but that isn't enough. The subtle flush creeping onto his cheeks betrayed him. But he couldnât be more delighted.
thank you for reading !! à«®â˶ᵠᵠáµË¶âá
ððð¬ðšðš ðððð¥ð¡ðŠ ð§ð¢ ðð¥ð¢ðððð§
ðšð®ð£. â giyuu decides its time to tell you how he feels.
â ðð£ð£ðš ð£ð€ð©ððš. this is part two. or not, it really doesnât matter if you read the first part. loved this idea bc i love crochet. currently making a giyuu amigurumi doll atm, so yay me ig
â ððððð©ðð€ð£ðð¡ ð£ð€ð©ððš. im so sorry for being gone for almost two months. i was burnt out. but i have lots of prompts / plot ideas written down and just have to finish them. also also!! season 4 was crazy, i loved every minute of it but that ending â im so not ready for the final arc. anyways, thank you for the support as usual, luv u besties
â ð¬ðð§ð£ðð£ððš. fluff. use of swear words (not a lot, but they are there). giyuu-centric. modern reader in kny. mentions of crochet and amigurumi. gender-neutral reader. also very poor dialogue probably, i avoid talking irl so yk. 1.9k words.
first part (optional); giyuu has a crush
Giyuu is about to have a stroke. Heâs alone in his room late at night. He should be sleeping, but he can't imagine doing so. The moon light is coming through his window and all he can do is stare at the crochet hook in his hand as his fingers remain still. He is hunched, hovering over a ball of yarn in his lap. He can't shake the feeling of inadequacy that heavily weighed on him because he really has no idea what heâs doing.
You had this habit of making him gifts. Cute little amigurumi things and it had become a habit of his waiting when youâll show up with one just for him. Theyâre almost always an animal or some sea creature, maybe even a small plant that he has sitting on display in his room somewhere. They are always so adorable and tiny, always fitting in the palm of his hand. It's almost like clockwork at this point, and Giyuu is always so flattered to receive them.
He remembers the little tiny baby sea turtle you have made for him. Its flippers rested against the palms of his cupped hands; its eyes and lids sewed on so perfectly along with the rest of it. Itâs so intricate, he almost thought it was real. He remembers bringing it up to his face, staring at it in its tiny face, because for some reason this time he really didnât know how to act.
He remembers you giggling, quickly explaining that you really didnât know what to make him this time â lies, you have so many patterns. You just care too much about his opinion and his likes. Honestly, you could make him anything you wanted and he would be happy.
â And then I thought, âwell you are the Water Pillar after allâ. And I thought the sea turtle was kinda cute too, so I wanted to make it for you. Now you have a little friend to keep you company on your mission! â
Now here he was, with little idea of what he was doing. A frustrated sigh left his lips. He began working the yarn along with the hook â all his movement completely hesitant and fumbling. It would be a lie to say that he had never been skillful with his hands; he is a swordsman after all. However, it was clear that he wasnât as skillful as you regarding this, and it makes sense. He had never picked up any knitting or crochet hooks until tonight at this ungodly hour.
Sure, he could have just crafted a wooden figurine. It is something he vaguely knows how to do, and seems like a more appealing thought now, plus, he knows that you would love it either way. But all he wanted to do was something special. He wanted to convey his feelings to you through what you love doing the most and give you something that he knows you would like. And for about a moment he wonders if this is a good idea. Then decides that he doesnât care anymore. This is going to make or break him. He procrastinated this long enough.
Though hours passed and Giyuu is shocked to consider it done. He hoped it was. He glances over at his window and the sun is barely over the horizon. And as much as Giyuu loves you, he can't do this again. No, that is also a lie. He would if you asked. But he couldnât help but feel disgruntled. He didnât even know what he made. It is some type of plushie. It has a big body with some stubby legs. Its arms are almost the length of it too, if not longer, making them seem like large floppy paws. Its head; he is unsure if it's too big as itâs the same size as the body, but itâs a bit too late now to do anything about it. He made small ears on the top, and added some type of embroidery to make the eyes â as no buttons seemed to look right to him. There was no nose or mouth either, because Giyuu couldnât figure out how to add them without making it look worse than it already does.
He frowned at the finished product, before hanging his head. It was done, yes. But to him, he knows that he could have done a much better job. And the pang of disappointment didnât help. Because surely you deserve something better than this crude attempt at a gift.
However, for some reason Giyuu was oddly excited. Maybe it was the ice cold water he almost drowned himself awake to. But he really didnât pay it any mind. Maybe he just didnât care anymore. Maybe he just wanted to get it over with. He was afraid, so very afraid because this was the first time he was outwardly seeking your validation. But he was also anticipating the interaction. Because you were so nice. And he shouldnât be afraid.
So here he was now, standing in front of you. And suddenly, he can't remember why he was so afraid in the first place. You looked so delightfully happy just like he had hoped. He watched as you took the plush from his hand, your fingers just barely brushing against his. And he felt his palms get clammy again. You were so delicate with it, and honestly, if you had asked Giyuu, perhaps you were a bit too delicate. He didnât think that it deserved such care. He watched as you brushed your thumb over the soft yarn. Your eyes staring intently at it, and Giyuu couldnât place the look you were giving.
âGiyuu, itâs adorable!â Your eyes sparked just a little bit when you looked back up at him. The plush is pressed against your chest right now. So softly, almost protectively and Giyuu actually can't believe it. Truly, he is in disbelief. You actually liked it? You really mustâve, because youâre going on about the plush; gushing over it and completely unfazed by any of its imperfections. You asked how he made it and when he had the time. It was nice, until you asked him why. And he got all nervous again.
Well⊠He responds. âYou make me such nice things all the time. And I wanted to make you something as well. To show my appreciation.â
Oh! You are a little taken aback by that as a light blush starts to burn on your cheeks. You were definitely feeling the appreciation. You just never really anticipated Giyuu to make you something. Not because you thought he was incapable, or anything like that. You just⊠liked making things, and if that happened to be for Giyuu more than others you werenât going to deny it. It made you happy to do so. And you never really expected anything in return. But for him to make you something, the gesture kind of made you feel special. It was so sweet!
âOf course, Iâm glad you like it. You⊠mean a lot to me you know. UmâŠâ He stops because he's a bit flush. He wants to confess so badly and he doesnât understand; why is it so hard. Just say it. It's like you are waiting for him to â and you are â but you are so completely and utterly patient with him that sometimes he wished you werenât. âNgh, donât look at me like that.â
You giggle softly. You canât help it. Why is he so cute? âIâm sorry,â You say sincerely, still hugging the plush to your chest. âPlease continue.â
His heart is beating out of his rib cage. He feels like he is going to die. He has never expressed his feelings so openly before and as much as he wants to say that he is uncomfortable, he's only half way there and he only needs to get the words out. He's been afraid of rejection for so long that, even deep down knowing the possibility of you loving him exists, he canât help but worry about it. The words are on his tongue and at some point, he has to come out and say it.
âI⊠I love you.â Finally. âIâve loved you for a while now. I just didnât know how to tell you. You donât have to say or do anything, I just⊠I just wanted you to know.â
âYou love me?â You had a big, stupid smile on your face, which made the question you had asked seem hopeful to him. If you had been home, you might have thought he was pulling a joke on you, not that he would know to assume that. And you, yourself are having a good time telling the small voice in the back of your head to fuck off because â yes, Giyuu Tomioka just confessed his love for you and you were not going to let the universe take it back.
He nodded, silent. The smallest, timid, smile pulled at his lips as he waited for you to continue. âGiyuu, I love you too. Actually, I..â you stopped before you started tripping over your words and let out a deep breath. Your grasp on the plush tightened, clutching it closer to your body in an attempt to ground yourself. âI⊠may have been in love with you for a while, too.â
He stares at you for a moment, another dumb look on his face. It's like the gears are turning in his mind. That yes, just like you had, are realizing this is all actually happening. And if he promptly pulls you into the softest, brain melting kiss you've ever had â that's between the two of you.
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Of course, now itâs later and Giyuu is watching you show off the plush to the rest of the Hashira. You had grabbed his hand in a rush, so excited and happy. He let you tug him along, squeezing his hand so tight; never minding the clamminess. He watched as you shoved the crochet piece in Rengokus face, telling him with pride that Giyuu was the one that made it for you. âI see that,â he says and lets out one of those joyous laughs, almost amused.
You tug him along, going from Hashira to Hashira. Giyuu vividly remembers you shouting at Shinazugawa from across the training grounds about âLook at what Giyuu made me! Suck it you fuck faceâ before running off and taking him with you again. He remembers in the background the Wind Pillar shouting, something about how it was âUgly as fuckâ and a few other things but Giyuu ignored it.
Others recognized the effort Giyuu put into it, much like Rengoku. He gets a âThat's kinda flashyâ from Tengen, and surprisingly Shinobu didnât really poke at him too much, but maybe that was because you were there. Mitsuri squeals about it. She thinks itâs the cutest thing she's ever seen, and Giyuu makes sure not to look at Obanai at all. Otherwise, the man might force Giyuu to teach him. Or force himself in between you and him to teach him, and Giyuu doesnât know if he can handle that.
The afternoon passed by after that and you both ended up back at his estate, just like always. This time, you were much closer to him than usual, not that Giyuu minded. He watched from over your shoulder as you continued your own little crochet project. He had half a mind to join you, but instead opted to enjoy just being with you; resting his head near yours and wrapping his arms around your waist. Though, somewhere close by the little turtle and the plush were laying together where you had placed them. It was almost like they were watching you, like they were proud of him.
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ðšð®ð£. â its late at night and giyuu feels safe in your arms.
â ðð£ð£ðš ð£ð€ð©ððš. i just want to tuck him into bed so bad and give him lil forehead kisses. i wonât stop saying it I LOVE THIS MAN ð£ïžð£ïž.
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â ð¬ðð§ð£ðð£ððš. fluffy fluff. cuddles! probably v short, and v bad omg. gender-neutral reader. giyuu-centric. assumed but not mentioned, modern reader in kny. crochet mention ah! 0.9k words.
It always starts like this when Giyuu canât think straight. His brain is fuzzy and worn out from the day. He often wonders how he gets into these positions, but heâs aware that you just know him too well. Probably because you do know him better than he knows himself.
He always thinks about the time before it became you and him. Where the thought itched at his brain constantly. He fantasized about it. It was so hard not to in every waking moment, he even wondered if it was going to be the death of him.
But here he was, nose buried in the crevice of your neck, laying onto you just enough that he didnât crush you; but youâd never complain if he did. His free arm wrapped around your midsection just enough to allow his hand to grip your side. The pads of his fingers barely dig into your skin. You could probably feel the tension in his body, his hands are firm and rigid against you. Perhaps heâs just a bit nervous youâd disappear if he didnât hold onto you tight enough. He might apologize for that, or the fact that his hair is definitely in your face.
Oh, but you might giggle. He can hear it. Itâs soft and light. You're so amused by him sometimes. You might call him silly, or you might not say anything at all. You might give the sensitive part of his scalp a good scratch to shut him up. You might, and you always do. The feeling of your nails dig into his head makes him squeak. The way your fingers brush against the strands of his hair. Itâs heavenly. He buries his head deeper because heâs so embarrassed. His face is hot, and after all this time heâs still so touched-starved. The smallest bit of your attention destroys any functioning brain cells he has left.
Itâs just so good being in your arms. Itâs just as good as when you're in his. Itâs rare, but when that happens he loves the weight of you on top of him. It grounds him back down to earth. And youâre so cute. Somehow you always end up holding his hand, holding it close to your chest and nuzzling yourself against him more. He canât get over that you want to be around him as much as he wants to be around you.
Giyuu lets out a sigh in contentment.
Heâs so tired but heâs so excited. Itâs not his fault that he views you as perfection and itâs also not his fault for taking advantage of the attention you desperately want to give him. Youâre so generous, and Giyuu had been looking forward to this for days. His mission had been taking too long for his liking and he wondered if this was some sick torment the universe enjoyed toying at him with. All he wanted was to be at his estate, with you.
But you were such a night owl and that was something that Giyuu found out pretty quick. You spent more time awake in his presence than he did with you. Giyuu thinks, and he wouldnât be wrong, that you try to savor as much time as you can with him. Itâs true, you wouldnât deny it. But you had sleeping problems long before being with Giyuu; though, it makes him feel guilty that he somehow makes it worse.
You were crocheting something, as always, trying to tire yourself out mentally. Your hands working on the project were raised just above his face, and your elbow could be found resting against his upper back. It was so soothing, the way he could feel you working your hook in and out of the stitches. And every so often a stray piece of yarn mightâve brushed against his cheek or nose, tickling him ever so slightly.
It felt nice. The way you had him caged in your arms. He felt so protected and Giyuu couldnât remember the last time he felt so safe.
He doesnât know what youâre making; but heâs sure whatever it is will be perfect.
One day heâd get you to sleep though. Yes, heâd get you to drift off so peacefully and do the same to bring you just as much comfort that you do for him. Heâd play with your hair. He knows youâd like that. He can almost see it now. The cute noises youâd make and the content, sleepy sigh youâd give as he has you wrapped up in his arms.
Heâs in and out of sleep now, drifting off for a few minutes at a time. But he really canât stay awake anymore. Even though he really wants to. He feels you put your crochet things to the side. However, he barely registers the mumble under your breath when the metal hook makes a âTINKâ sound when itâs placed.
It wasnât too loud but it was too loud for you. You apologize, softly whispering to him but honestly, Giyuu doesnât know what for. It didnât disturb him, though he doesnât worry too much about it when you give a little kiss on his forehead.
He snuggles closer, if that is even possible at this point. Heâs on auto pilot as you bring the covers up more over the both of you. You tuck the material right up near his chin and the only thought he has is how cruel it was to make him get up tomorrow morning. Maybe you give him a few more kisses. Theyâre delicate and you even give him a gentle squeeze as you bring your arms around him; a small âlove youâ is drowsily whispered through your lips as you rest your head on his.
And Giyuu is out, just like that.
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inosuke hashibira ï¹
1. acorns â inosuke expresses his love through acorns.
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giyuu tomioka ( the love of my life ) ï¹
1. haircut â giyuu is depressed and you take care of him.
2. giyuu has a crush â giyuu is wholeheartedly in love with you.
3. giyuu learns to crochet â giyuu decides itâs time to tell you how he feels.
4. cuddles with giyuu â its late at night and giyuu feels safe in your arms.
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Muichiro Tokito- Remember

Warnings: Angst Sandwich! Canon typical violence
Angst-Fluff-ANGST
I had an urge to write this thought
Welp this has been in my drafts for months figured I might as well post it
Sort of part 2
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You loved Muichiro and Muichiro loved you. Every moment you two could, you spent together, hand in hand, everywhere. Anyone who knew either of you knew that where one of you was the other was sure to follow. Everyday was blissful. Pure, kind, and sweet.
Youâd always get flowers and candy from him, always your favorites and youâd give him his favorites. He was so sweet and kind, never forgetting a thing about you. Oh, how in love you two were.
Until it happened. Yuichiro died. He was killed, by a demon. Muichiroâs memories were gone. He didnât remember anything or anyone, not even you. You tried to remind him. Oh, how you tried. He didnât know you, and he simply didnât care.
Then you were separated. Muichiro went off to kill demons, not even sparing you a goodbye. Then again, perhaps you were the one foolish enough to wish for a goodbye from the boy who didnât even know you.
You had decided then what you were going to do. Maybe it was a suicide mission, or perhaps it was a foolish desire to see him again, at least once. You had chosen to join the demon slayer corps.
It was two years before you saw Muichiro again. You spent days and hours just training, you survived the final selection, killing every demon that passed your path. You let your sadness and rage consume you, ruthlessly killing any demon.
By the time you became a hashira you had killed well over one hundred demons, but you refused to become a hashira until youâd taken down at least one of the twelve kizuki. Then the day came. You encountered the Lower Moon 6 and after a tough battle you came out on top, though you had some permanent scars down your arm.
Now finally, finally, to the delight of Ubayaka-sama, you had decided to become a hashira.
All the Hashira were present for your initiation ceremony, many were wary, for they had heard stories from the ones who were partnered with you on your missions. How youâre ruthless in killing demons yet so very kind off the battlefield.
Once you reached the ceremony, to your surprise, Muichiro was there. A hashira, how were you even surprised, youâd expect nothing less from your Muichiro. Not that he was yours anymore.
Everyone was kind and welcoming in their own way, surprisingly enough to everyone you became fast friends with Sanemi, well, as close as you could get to being friends with Sanemi anyways. Muichiro was a different story
Muichiro was always spacing out and he would forget things. He still adored looking at the clouds, often heâd steal you away from your training to gaze at the sky with him, that was all before of course.
He didnât remember you, which stung more than you thought.
Walking around the hashira compound you thought on what to do. You were unsure of whether you should remind Mui of who you were or if you should leave him alone.
Lost in thought, you didnât notice the boy in front of you. Pausing your stride only, when you had run into Muichiro.
âOh! Sorry!â You said to Muichiro, apologetically.
âItâs alright,â he responded his tone soft, like he was here, but he wasnât. He reached his hand forward towards you, not noticing the look of shock on your face. âYou have a leaf in your hairâ.
You tried to calm your heart as Muichiro plucked a leaf out of your hair. You werenât sure what your poor heart had expected, or why it was beating so very fast.
After that, you and Muichiro would somehow end up seeing each other often. May it be in the halls or simply around the compound, youâd end up running into each other all the time. Maybe thatâs why you made such a foolish decision. Maybe thatâs why you decided, that you would try to win his heart, once again.
Whenever youâd see Muichiro now, youâd give him his favorite snacks or maybe his favorite flowers. Youâd think of him on your missions and bring him back little trinkets from wherever you went.
Perhaps thatâs how Muichiro came to like you again too. Secretly he enjoyed receiving your little gifts, enjoyed the attention. He actively sought you out, never admitting to it of course.
Heâd be around you when he didnât have a mission, following and waiting for whatever you had to say to him next. Heâd watch the clouds with you when you two just felt like being lazy. Heâd let you play with his hair when you were feeling down, adoring the way youâd smile when you were done styling it.
A few weeks later, you and Muichiro were closer than ever. Once he was back from his mission you were thinking of confessing to him again. Your thoughts drifted off to him once again, like they often did when he was gone. Though this time, your crow broke you out of your thoughts. It cawed at you, telling you to report back to Ubayaka-sama for another mission.
You reported back to the demon slayer headquarters, met with a hoard of about 10 demon slayers of the lower ranks. Entering Ubayaka-samaâs room you got down on your knees and payed your respects to him. As he let you rise, he explained the situation, there was an unranked and unreported threat on a peak not far from here and he needed you to go exterminate any demons, the lower ranked slayers were also being sent with you due to a shortage of the higher ranks.
The journey there was short once you had gathered the essentials, the other slayers good company on the way there. Yet you still missed Muichiro, you looked forward to him being back, to spending more time with him. You really did love him.
You reached the small mountain with the others and climbed half way up, pausing immediately. The hairs on your neck stood up straight, something felt wrong, dangerous. Though you had paused, half your group hadnât, perhaps the ones used to hashiraâs doing their own things.
It took only a moment for their bodies to be sliced in half. They didnât even have a chance to scream. Blood drenched into the ground where they had once stood. Five bright and capable demon slayers, gone in the blink of an eye. Two screamed and tried to run the other direction, their heads were severed from their bodies. All that was left were you and three others, one of whom was hurling into the bushes right next to them.
You had to calm down, you had to focus. As the next one was killed, you spotted it. The weapon of murder. Small quick blades stabbing growing then retracting, slicing through your fellow demon slayers. As the blades retracted, you followed it back, yelling at the remaining two demon slayers to hide behind trees and get shelter. You dodged through the ones being shot out at you. Finally you reached the source, a vaguely humanized demon with six arms and legs made of goo. The blades that killed your comrades grew and retracted from his teeth.
The battle was hard fought, your stamina was running out. You had him, you nearly had him. Your blade was so close to his neck. So why? Why had one of the demonâs blades pierced your flesh, hitting vital organs and twisting on the way out. You were going to die. You were going to die and you wouldnât be able to protect anyone. You wouldnât be able to protect Muichiro. Muichiro. Youâd miss him.
Just as youâd accepted your fate becoming demon food, a blur of blue and black flashed behind it. A slice and the demon was dead. Muichiro. He was here. He ran to you and held you in his arms. He was warm. Oh so warm.
âMuichiro,â your voice called out weakly, âyouâre here. Before I die Mui, I have to tell youâ
âStop talking, it wastes energy. And youâre not going to die.â He cut you off as he wrapped a torn off strip of his haori around your midsection.
âI love you.â You knew you werenât going to make it out of this so you have to tell him now while you still could. You had loved him as long as you could remember.
Your breaths are shallow and weak. Chest barely rising again. You were going to die. Die because he was a bit too late to save you. Just a minute thatâs all it wouldâve taken. Suddenly Muichiro remembered, memories of you and him came flooding back to him. Memories he didnât even know he had.
âMuichiro,â you called again, snapping him out of his reverie. âplease donât forget meâ
With that his attention was solely on you again as you bled out. You didnât open your mouth again. Your eyes glossed over. You didnât take another breath. You were dead. You had died in his arms. And there was nothing he could do about it.
âI love you tooâ He said, with tears running down his cheeks. He didnât tell you that earlier. Why did he never tell you that earlier? Why why why. He had months, ages to tell you. So why now when you were dead and gone. Heâd never get to hear your voice, your laugh. Heâd never get to see your adoration filled eyes as you looked at him. Heâd never get to feel your touch again, your hands playing with your hair softly.
He loves you, he always will. You used your last bit of strength to ask him not to forget you. A waste. After all, what good was his memory if he wasnât to remember you? Remember you he would, heâd rather die than not.
Muichiro Tokito
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Boyfriend Headcanons â¡
Fading â©
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Muichiro Tokito - Boyfriend Headcanons

In honor of Muiâs birthday, ( i know its late i just accidentally took a nap)
Warnings: None
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- Youâre the only one he really remembers and I think thats how he knew he liked you, because you were the one constantly on his mind.
- He definitely went to Kanroji once he realized he likes you and asks what heâs supposed to do now. He was a bit clueless but thatâs okay. She probably tells Obanai who tells Sanemi and so on and so forth which is how everyone knows he likes you before you know he likes you.
- Just randomly asks you out one day. Nothing super special about it. He just does it.
- He gives a lot of quality time, but probably also a bit of gift giving
- He brings you back the most random little trinkets from wherever his missions took him, just stuff that reminded him of you or stuff he thought youâd like
- Tries to finish missions as quickly as possible just so he can get back to you and be in your arms
- He loves laying down outside, with his head in your lap as you play with his long hair
- On the topic of his hair, I feel like heâd love it when you play with his hair and wouldnât mind at all if you were to style it. He wouldnât even take it out, heâd just walk around in whatever style you decided to put his hair in that day
- I headcanon that Muichiro forgets to take care of his hair after long missions because heâs tired which is totally understandable, but that would lead to a nightly routine where youâd brush his hair before bed every night regardless of whether he had a mission or not
- You two end up acting really domestic like a married couple probably which Muichiro absolutely adores, but it earns you two a little teasing from the other hashiras
- If Muichiro sees you doing something heâll come up and wrap his arms around you from behind and snuggle his face into the crook of your neck, if you move he does with you, just staying like that till you pry him off of you. If youâre a hashira, this has definitely happened while you were training, leaving a bunch of awkward tsukugos just standing there in front of you.
- Muiâs cuddles are divine and you canât convince me otherwise
- Heâs a sweet little lover boy
Muichiro Tokito - Fading

Can be read as a part 2 to Remember or as a stand-alone
Warnings: Angst. Mentions of canon typical violence. Youâre dead, surprise!
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It had been a month since you had died on your mission. A month since Muichiro was just seconds too late to save you. A month since you had died in his arms, telling him that you loved him. And he loved you too, so much. So very much. He still got random memories from time to time, of you and him, from before he had lost his memories. You two were together, laughing, smiling, his hand in yours, fingers intertwined. It was those that he cherishes the most, the ones of you two together happily.
He refused to train any demon slayers that came to him. Only going out on every mission available, to ruthlessly kill all demons he came across. Mercilessly slashing their heads from their necks, killing them slowly and painfully, revenge for your death. Heâd kill them all. Heâd kill every demon in the world, so you could rest peacefully in your grave.
Once the mission was over, heâd return to your mansion, making sure to clean himself off first, he couldnât let filth tarnish your beautiful home after all. He hadnât let them take it away after you died, your home. He made sure all of your things remained untouched, just the way you had left it. Even going so far as to hire a maid to clean it a few times a week so it would be spotless.
Muichiro would curl up in your room, on your bed with one of your haoris. It still held your scent. Heâd pretend you were there next to him. Heâd pretend it was your arms he was curled up in, not your clothes. Heâd pretend you were there, holding him, playing with your hair as you whispered sweet words into his ears, telling him you loved him, and this time giving him a chance to say it back. A chance for him to tell you he loves you, and he means it, from the bottom of his heart.
Many of the others had stopped by, Mitsuri being the most frequent visitor. They had tried to help him get over his heartbreak, over his grief. They had all lost their patience one by one, telling him these things happen, telling him how everyone is hurt by your death but it was time for him to resume his responsibilities, telling him how it was time to let you go. But he couldnât. He refused to let you go. How could he just let go of someone he loves so dearly? He still hasnât gone to your grave, refusing to believe you were truly gone from this world.
Thatâs why he dreads the day when he can no longer remember the sound of your voice, the way your beautiful eyes crinkled as a genuine smile appeared on your face, the way your hair flowed in the gentle wind as the two of you sat together, the way the sound of your laugh was like music to his ears, the way your soft touch warmed his skin and made butterflies erupt in his stomach. He dreads the day when your scent fades from your things and he is no longer able to remember the way your fragrance invaded his senses as he laid his head on your lap, your fingers tangled in his hair.
Muichiro Tokito dreads the day you fade from his memory, there was no reason to live if the light in his life had faded away right before him, with nothing he could do to stop it. Just like the night you died.
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ð ð°ð¶ ðžðŠð³ðŠ ðŽð¢ðµ ð°ð¯ ðµð©ðŠ ð±ð°ð³ð€ð© ð°ð§ ððªðºð¶ð¶'ðŽ ðð¢ð¯ð°ð³, ðžð¢ðµð€ð©ðªð¯ðš ð©ðªð® ð®ðŠð¥ðªðµð¢ðµðŠ ðªð¯ð§ð³ð°ð¯ðµ ð°ð§ ð¢ ðð¢ð³ðšðŠ ðð¢ð¬ðŠ. ð ð°ð¶ ð©ð¶ð§ð§ðŠð¥, ðµð©ðªð¯ð¬ðªð¯ðš ð©ðŠ'ðŽ ð¥ð°ðªð¯ðš ðµð©ðªðŽ ð°ð¯ ð±ð¶ð³ð±ð°ðŽðŠ. ð ð°ð¶ ðŽðµð¢ð³ðµðŠð¥ ðžð¢ðð¬ðªð¯ðš ðµð°ðžð¢ð³ð¥ðŽ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ððªð¢ð¯ð€ðŠ, ðŽðªðµðµðªð¯ðš ð³ðªðšð©ðµ ð¯ðŠð¹ðµ ðµð° ð©ðªð®.
"ððªðºð¶ð¶" ðºð°ð¶ ðŽð¢ðªð¥ ðªð¯ ð¢ð¯ ðªð®ð±ð¢ðµðªðŠð¯ðµ ðµð°ð¯ðŠ. ððŠ ð©ð¶ð®ðŽ ðŽð°ð§ðµððº, ðŽðµðªðð ð®ðŠð¥ðªðµð¢ðµðªð¯ðš. ð ð°ð¶ ð€ð°ð¶ðð¥ ð©ðŠð¢ð³ ðµð©ðŠ ðŠð·ðŠð¯ ð£ð³ðŠð¢ðµð©ðŽ ð©ðŠ ðµð¢ð¬ðŠðŽ ð¢ðð°ð¯ðš ðžðªðµð© ðµð©ðŠ ðžð¢ðµðŠð³ ð±ð°ð¶ð³ðªð¯ðš ð§ð³ð°ð® ðµð©ðŠ ðžð¢ðµðŠð³ð§ð¢ðð ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðªð¯ðµð° ðµð©ðŠ ðð¢ð¬ðŠ. ð ð°ð¶ð³ ð¢ð³ð®ðŽ ðžð³ð¢ð± ð¢ð³ð°ð¶ð¯ð¥ ð©ðªð®, ðŽðªðšð©ðªð¯ðš ðŽð°ð§ðµððº. ððªðŽ ð£ð³ðŠð¢ðµð© ð©ðªðµð€ð©ðŠðŽ ð¶ð±ð°ð¯ ð€ð°ð¯ðµð¢ð€ðµ. 'ðœðð£ðð€'. ð ð°ð¶ ðµð©ð°ð¶ðšð©ðµ.
"ððµð°ð±, ð±ððŠð¢ðŽðŠ.." ððªðºð¶ð¶ ðŽð¢ðºðŽ ðŽð°ð§ðµððº. ð ð°ð¶ ð°ð£ððªðšðŠð¥, ð°ð§ ð€ð°ð¶ð³ðŽðŠ, ðºð°ð¶ ð©ð¢ð·ðŠ ð°ðµð©ðŠð³ ð¢ðµðµðŠð®ð±ðµðŽ ð¢ð¯ðºðžð¢ðºðŽ.. ð ð°ð¶ ð£ðŠðšð¢ð¯ ðµð¢ð¬ðªð¯ðš ð°ð§ð§ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð°ð£ðª, ðšðªðšðšððªð¯ðš ðŽð°ð§ðµððº.
"ðð¶ðµ ðªðµ ð£ð¢ð€ð¬ ð°ð¯, [ð³ðŠð¢ð¥ðŠð³]" ððŠ ðŽð¢ðºðŽ ðªð¯ ð¢ ðŽð°ð§ðµ ð£ð¶ðµ ð¥ðŠð®ð¢ð¯ð¥ðªð¯ðš ðµð°ð¯ðŠ. ð ð°ð¶ ðšð³ð°ð¢ð¯ðŠð¥, ðŽðŠð€ð°ð¯ð¥ ð¢ðµðµðŠð®ð±ðµ ð§ð¢ðªððŠð¥. ð ð°ð¶ ð±ð¶ðµ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð°ð£ðª ð£ð¢ð€ð¬ ð°ð¯, ðžðªðµð© ð¢ ð±ð°ð¶ðµ ð°ð¯ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð§ð¢ð€ðŠ.
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"ððŠðð, ðŽðµð°ð± ð®ðŠð¥ðªðµð¢ðµðªð¯ðš, ð'ð® ðµð³ðºðªð¯ðš ðµð° ð¬ðªðŽðŽ ðºð°ð¶" ð¢ ð§ðŠðž ðšðªðšðšððŠðŽ ð€ð°ð®ðŠ ð°ð¶ðµ ð¢ðŽ ðºð°ð¶ ð³ðŠð±ððªðŠð¥. ð ð°ð¶ ðŽðµð°ð±ð±ðŠð¥ ð§ð°ð³ ð¢ ð®ð°ð®ðŠð¯ðµ, ðð°ð°ð¬ðªð¯ðš ð¢ðµ ð©ðªðŽ ðŽð°ð§ðµ ððªð±ðŽ. ð ð°ð¶ ðžðŠð³ðŠ ð¢ð£ð°ð¶ðµ ðµð° ððŠð¢ð¯ ðªð¯ ðžð©ðŠð¯ ð©ðŠ ðŽð¶ð¥ð¥ðŠð¯ððº ð°ð±ðŠð¯ðŽ ð©ðªðŽ ðŠðºðŠðŽ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ð©ð°ðð¥ðŽ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ðžð³ðªðŽðµ.
"ð ð°ð¶ ð®ð¢ð¥ðŠ ð®ðŠ ðð°ðŽðŠ ð§ð°ð€ð¶ðŽ" ððªðºð¶ð¶ ð±ð°ð¶ðµðŽ, ð¢ðð®ð°ðŽðµ ð®ð¢ð¬ðªð¯ðš ðºð°ð¶ ð§ðŠðŠð ðšð¶ðªððµðº ð¢ðµ ðµð©ðŠ ðŠð¹ð±ð³ðŠðŽðŽðªð°ð¯. ððŠ ðŽðªðšð©ðŽ, ð¢ðŽ ðªð§ ðšðªð·ðªð¯ðš ðªð¯, ð£ðŠð§ð°ð³ðŠ ðŽð®ðªððªð¯ðš ðŽð°ð§ðµððº. ð ðŽð®ðªððŠ ðµð©ð¢ðµ'ðŽ ð°ð¯ððº ðŠð¹ð€ðð¶ðŽðªð·ðŠ ð§ð°ð³ ðºð°ð¶. ððŠ ðžð³ð¢ð±ðŽ ð©ðªðŽ ð¢ð³ð®ðŽ ð¢ð³ð°ð¶ð¯ð¥ ðºð°ð¶ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ð±ðð¢ð€ðŠ ðºð°ð¶ ð°ð¯ ð©ðªðŽ ðð¢ð±.
"ð ð®ðªðŽðŽðŠð¥ ðºð°ð¶.." ð ð°ð¶ ðŽð¢ðªð¥ ðŽð°ð§ðµððº ð¢ðŽ ðºð°ð¶ ð€ð¶ð¥ð¥ððŠ ð©ðªð®, ð¯ð¶ð»ð»ððªð¯ðš ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð§ð¢ð€ðŠ ðªð¯ðµð° ð©ðªðŽ ð€ð©ðŠðŽðµ. "ð ð®ðªðŽðŽðŠð¥ ðºð°ð¶ ðµð°ð°, ð£ð¶ðµ ð¥ð°ð¯'ðµ ð¶ð¯ð¥ð³ðŠðŽðŽ ð¶ð¯ððŠðŽðŽ ðžðŠ'ð³ðŠ ð¢ðð°ð¯ðŠ" ð©ðŠ ðŽð¢ðºðŽ ðªð¯ ð¢ ðŽð°ð§ðµ ð£ð¶ðµ ðŽðµð³ðªð€ðµ ðµð°ð¯ðŠ.
"ððŠ ðð§ð ð¢ðð°ð¯ðŠ" "ððŠ'ð³ðŠ ðªð¯ ð±ð¶ð£ððªð€, [ð³ðŠð¢ð¥ðŠð³]" ð ðšðªðšðšððŠð¥ ð¢ðµ ð©ðªðŽ ð³ðŠðŽð±ð°ð¯ðŽðŠ. ððŠ ð±ðð¢ðºðŠð¥ ðžðªðµð© ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð©ð¢ðªð³ ð¢ðŽ ðºð°ð¶ ð£ð°ðµð© ð€ð¶ð¥ð¥ððŠð¥. ð ð°ð¶ ðð°ð°ð¬ðŠð¥ ð¶ð± ð¢ðµ ð©ðªð®, ð¢ð¥ð®ðªð³ðªð¯ðš ð©ðªðŽ ð±ð³ðŠðµðµðº ð§ð¢ð€ðŠ. ððŠ ðð°ð°ð¬ðŠð¥ ð¥ð°ðžð¯ ð¢ðµ ðºð°ð¶, ðµð©ðŠ ðŽð®ðªððŠ ðŽðµðªðð ðµð©ðŠð³ðŠ. ðð° ð±ð³ðŠðµðµðº. ððŠ ð©ðŠðð¥ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð€ð©ðªð¯ ð¶ð± ð£ðŠð§ð°ð³ðŠ ð¬ðªðŽðŽðªð¯ðš ðºð°ð¶ ð±ð¢ðŽðŽðªð°ð¯ð¢ðµðŠððº.
"ðœðððªð©ðððªð¡" ð©ðŠ ð®ð¶ð³ð®ð¶ð³ðŽ ðŽð°ð§ðµððº. ððªðŽ ðµð©ð¶ð®ð£ ðšðŠð¯ðµððº ðµð¢ð±ðŽ ð°ð¯ ðºð°ð¶ð³ ð£ð°ðµðµð°ð® ððªð±, ð¢ðŽ ðªð§ ðµð³ðºðªð¯ðš ðµð° ð¢ð€ð€ðŠðŽðŽ ð®ð°ð³ðŠ. "ððªðºð¶ð¶.." ð ð°ð¶ ðžð©ðªð®ð±ðŠð³ðŠð¥ ðŽð°ð§ðµððº. ððŠ ðšðŠð¯ðµððº ðŽð©ð¶ðŽð©ðŠðŽ ðºð°ð¶ ð¢ð¯ð¥ ð¬ðªðŽðŽðŠðŽ ðºð°ð¶ ð®ð°ð³ðŠ ð¥ðŠðŠð±ððº. ððŠ ðŽðð°ðžððº ð±ð¶ðððŽ ð¢ðžð¢ðº, ð£ð³ðŠð¢ðµð©ðªð¯ðš ð©ðŠð¢ð·ðªððº, ð¢ð¯ð¥ ðŽð° ð¢ð³ðŠ ðºð°ð¶.
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