Disappointment - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
my honest opinion on the final episode?
i didn’t like it. it felt rushed; not just the beginning with the crash and how everyone was fine after like 5 minutes but also buck’s relationship with natalia and eddie and marisol.
there was no built up. no anticipation. no nothing and that’s quite literally the most annoying and disappointing thing about this episode.
i do ship buddie but this is not why i really dislike the new formed pairings. it’s bc it feels rushed and so unnecessary. buck is back to rushing into relationships without really knowing the other person. i would’ve preferred him to be single (and to end the couch theory: just get a new one himself, one that he likes, that he picked out himself).
also, this was a supposed to be the end of a show with a running time of 6 years?? it feels unfinished. they’re going in circles. and there are so many open ends.
all in all, one of the weakest episodes of the whole series.
Don’t ask me to be straightforward, if you can’t handle it 😅🤦♀️
When you've dropped your phone so many times that you aren't even afraid of it breaking anymore, you just look at it in disappointment because by this many times it can't be your fault, your phone has got to be trying to commit suicide...
This is unpopable bubble wrap and it is one of the most upsetting things in my life #sadness #bubblewrap #disappointment
Day 187: Hate me all you want
first of all, i want to thank you for saying those words. as much as it breaks my heart to hear those. it makes me realize what my role is in your life. somehoww, i also have to be grateful because now i know that you have time to think about me. at least kahit disappointed ka sa akin eh naiisip mo naman ako. i know i'm like a persistent headache sa inyo pero kung yun lang ang only way para mapansin niyo ako siguro dapat ipagpatuloy ko ang mga ginagawa ko. i'm sorry because i am such a hassle sa buhay nyo. i'm sorry na ako ang source ng stress nyo. i'm sorry na hindi ako nag-effort. i'm sorry na hindi ko kayang tapatan ang expectations nyo. siguro matagal na akong nag give up. ngayon nyo lang napansin. huli na ang lahat. nahurt na tayo. gustuhin ko man magbago pero hindi ngayon. hindi ngayon kasi baka after mangyari yun e mawala na ulit kayo. baka hindi nyo na ako maalala na nag-eexist. baka iwanan nyo na ako. ayaw ko mag-isa. natatakot ako sa future...
haaay hindi na dapat ako naiiyak eh. dapat sanay na ako. dapat masanay na ako. pero tao lang ako. i need attention. kailangan ko masigurado na naiintindihan nyo pa ako. sige kahit wag nyo na akong laanan ng panahon basta lang malaman ko na kahit isang segundo lang e sumasagi sa isip nyo na andito pa ako. sana naiisip nyo din kung kamusta na ako, masaya ba ako, may problema ba ako. sana kinakausap nyo din ako hindi kapag may problema tayo o kapag may iuutos kayo. kayo na lang ang meron ako. huwag sana kayo mag give up sa akin.
i keep thinking na baka phase lang ito sa buhay ko. i keep making excuses. i keep searching for reasons why i should still live life. every night isa lang naman ang inaalala ko. paano na ako. nabubuhay na lang ako sa mundo na pilit kong ginagawang masaya despite of all the hatred and problems. i keep trying to protect what i have now kasi baka pag gising ko solo na lang ako.
one day, siguro maiintindihan ko din kung bakit nyo nasabi yun. sana kapag dumating na yung time na yun handa nyo pa din akong patawarin. sana matanggap nyo pa din ako.
sa ngayon, hate me all you want. ipagtabuyan nyo ako para masanay ako sa harsh reality. destroy me para buuin ko ulit sarili ko. iparamdam nyo pa sa akin na kailangan kong maging malakas. itulak nyo ako sa dulo para makita ko ulit ung hope na pinanghahawakan ko before. pilitin nyo akong makita ulit yung reason kung bakit dapat at kailangan ko pa mabuhay... hayaan nyo akong masaktan para mas lalo akong maging matibay. higit sa lahat, ipangako nyo sa akin na hindi nyo ako iiwan.
*sigh*
I might ditch the main comic for a while because I don't have the motivation or time to write it. I will post art and maybe small comics but until my brother isn't allowed on the tablet and I can get the charger, I'll have to stick with that.
I don’t think I’ve disappointed my parents but I also don’t think I’ve made them proud. I haven’t done anything extremely disappointing but I haven’t done anything worthy of praise.
He hates it. All of it. It's trash to him. Just like me. I've disappointed him as usual. He said it's below basic level. BELOW. BASIC. LEVEL. FUCKING. BELOW.
I am a failure. As usual. I am below basic level. Below basic level.... below..........
Sometimes I just sigh in relief that I don't get to be with the people that I badly want to be with because I think about the destructive trainwreck I am and I'm thankful they've been saved from me.
Ooc
//guys I don't think I might ever get to do the follower event, because of how busy I am, sorry. So I'll make it up to you guys when I can. Love all of you. Tula-mun
What's happening to AO3 right now?
As you may have noticed already, Archive of Our Own is currently down. This is temporary, but unfortunately.. we now know that this is much deeper than we thought.
AO3 is currently the victim of a DDOS attack orchestrated by "Anonymous Sudan"
Why? Because AO3 is home to thousands of LGBTQIA+ content and lots of NSFW content. They're doing this as an Anti-LGBTQ+ attack. If they're doing this for or from America specifically, we're not sure. But this is what AO3 is facing at this time.
What can we do?
Spread the word. Spread the fucking word. I'll be providing updates to my Tumblr page directly from the r/AO3 subreddit. I know that not everyone here is comfortable using Reddit, so I'm taking the blow for you. I cannot access Twitter though.
And please, whatever you do...
Stop using the Archive of Our Own website at this time.
The moderators, showrunners, and service providers all need to repair the damage done by this group. The amount of data flooding in from people trying to log in will cause more problems. Keep yourselves off of the website.
Sister : I'm disappointed in you
Me : join the club fam
I have 8 unopened messages in messenger, 9 on instagram and 11 in whatsapp and I'm getting anxiety just looking at them, I don't want to answer any of them and have been putting them off for a month please send help I'm gonna be friendless at this point. No wonder nobody likes me anymore
