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TLDR: eridan is me but an alien and a boy

me when my favorite character is one who is almost hated by the entirety of the fandom. if you didnt catch on, im talking about eridan ampora. son of a bitch, terrible person, troll version of a racist, ect. but its a lot of the parts that kind of get glossed over that make me love him. dont get me wrong, a lot of qualities of all the trolls get glossed over. but he reminds me of me, and that is both bad and good. now, in an ideal world, i wouldnt be talking about this since the place i am in in the comic is on the newer side of things, i am only on page 2456, a lot more to go, i am aware. however, i am impatient and loving sharing my thoughts on characters i like! also, i am not one of those people who hates feferi because she broke up with eridan, (i am aware of later parts in the comic, i liked watching videos on it but never had the motivation to read all of the pages) feferi had every right to do so since their relationship isnt the healthiest, (probably will make a separate post on that) and i also love feferi because she is just so silly. but thats off topic. say what you want about zodiac bias, eridan is weirdly like me. i know eridan did a lot of wrong, but so did vriska! (i know she has a redemption arc) (+i love her too) (i dont have many characters i hate) but no more introduction! time for the meat of this post.

i like eridan a lot because hes like me. (i know thats been stated at least 6 times by now) reason one, hes over dramatic with his emotions. i think of it as less of a drama queen/king thing, but more of a i am very emotional and have a hard time understanding my emotions, basically oversensitive. i myself am oversensitive.

in one of his earliest panels, hes criticizing himself for being stupid and trusting the same person whose been known to fuck with him. i did that for 3 years straight, where you can see all of the persons character flaws, but you still want to be their friend or want to date them. i would get so stupidly angry with myself since i knew they were a bad person, but still chose to hang around them. in a later one he reminisces on the good times he spent with vriska. sometimes, i do this. ill miss something about the person who fucked with me.

eridan is also a rude fucker! i am too, not proud of it, definitely need anger management or therapy or both. this is seen in his earliest appearance, not mention! his earliest mention is about a doomsday device. no, i am talking about the chat he had with kanaya. in this conversation, hes seen trying to manipulate/convince kanaya into auspiticing (horrendously spelt, i know) between him and vriska. hes very rude in his tactics, not a single nice one, as much as i remember from that chat. i hate to say this too, but i do do stuff like that sometimes. it gets hard and foggy for me to properly process what i want, or the nicest way for me to say what i want, so i just demand it. it often gets me in trouble, and is not a good thing to do.

next, is how he loves gossip. (wow, every second this turning more and more into pointing out the obvious and talking about how i relate to it instead of glossed over facts!) i like gossip. its fun to point out peoples flaws and make fun of them, not the nicest thing, but oh well. a lot like my other points, this is revealed in another really early panel of his. in his first pesterlog with feferi, she talks about how he talks more about his problems with his gossip bud than her. i too gossip. thats about it for that point, very weak point i know.

the orchestrating point of the night is super anti-climatic and feeds into that state the obvious joke i made. hes inlove with feferi. a long term moirail, who thinks of him as nothing more. hell! in the panel right after their first onscreen pesterlog shes talking about how she should tell him how she truly feels with a frown on her face, indicating she was already thinking of breaking up with him. she doesnt even pity him anymore, and hes wants to move onto a more redder quadrant with her. i, too, have fallen victim to this. you think of somebody romantically so long just to learn they dont like you romantically, maybe not even platonically. it shatters your world. though unlike eridan, i didnt kill the person i had crush on. i just felt sad for like a month because i had this crush on them for 2 years. (like eridan)

eridan is objectively a bad person and bad character. you dont have to like him the way i do, but for my sanity, please dont flame me for thinking like this. anyways, you are all amazing and i hope you have a good night/day/evening!


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TLDR: i have stockholm syndrome for 2020

i miss 2020. a lot. and its kind of weird, because you only really remember the bad parts. quarantine, home-schooling, covid, ect. but then there are the points where you actually had a good time. so, in this essay i will tell you about positive highlights in 2020. (strictly highlights for me!!!)

2020 was the year i discovered dead meat. if you dont know, dead meat is an awesome horror centric youtube channel, run by james a. janisse. on their, you will find kill counts and their podcast! plus, supercuts made off of the kill counts. i actually remember my first ever dead meat video! it was the banana splits one. i revisit that one every now and again. i kind of remember how i found them. i was on my parents bed since the charging cord for my computer at the time wasnt long enough to reach my bed, i had my head phones plugged in and was watching gacha videos since i was really deep into those. it was a sunny day since it was nearing the end of the year, and i had it on auto play. so, they were the next video. i thought james' was entertaining, so i kept watching. and after watching the entirety of the banana splits one, youtube recommended another one. so, slowly, i worked my way through a bunch of his videos. and i basically became a horror junkie because of dead meat!

2020 was the year food theory was started. i love matpat's content, but i was only interested in game and film theory if it was a movie i watched, or was a game i watched a playthrough of or played myself. when food theory came around, i fell in love! im not quite sure why, but food conspiracies were more interesting then film or game ones. plus, the theory ideas were completely wack! they were questions, that, at some point, we all had. (most of them. im looking at you, koolaid thanos theory.) like the tootsie pop one, what makes a sandwich a sandwich, stuff like that!

in 2020, everyone was a little funky, so nobody could really make fun of each other. well, they could, but they looked weird too, so it was kind of hard to take them serious. this actually somebody off of tiktok's view, but it's true, so i included it.

similar to the last point, everyone was cringe. you cant deny you were a little cringey back then. whether you wore bunny hats and called yourself arson, or you wrote shitty fanfiction on wattpad (me), you were somewhat cringe.

2020 had the best drama. as referenced in my eridan post, i love drama. (as long as it doesn't involve me!) jefree star, shane dawson, dream, ect. it was all so interesting, because every day you would wake up, and see that another person got canceled, and youd always wonder what they got canceled for.

2020 music was kind of peak, ngl. people like to hate something they loved when it gets popular for one reason or another. for example, have you ever seen those comments on tally hall videos complaining about how people only know them through tiktok? yeah those. it honestly isnt bad if you find music through tiktok or not. as long as you enjoy the song and arent gatekeeping. anyways! 2020 had penelope scott, melanie martinez, ect., the music was good, the artists made good music, and it was so easy to just listen to music and let reality wash away.

now this point is like my first 2, in 2020, i got really into fanfic culture. i hadn't really read fanfiction before, so reading through it and seeing a sea of conflicting writing styles and stories that were so fast paced it felt like reading them 3x was like entering a different realm. i actually started with FnF fanfic. my main ship to read was bf x pico. and i realize now that its probably because i like lovers to enemies to friends to lovers. and since i was deep into danganronpa, i dabbled in fanfic for that. actually, my first exposure to ao3 (my go to fanfic site) was through kokichis day at the zoo and kokichis day at the waterpark. kind of a shitty way to be introduced, between just those two fics, you have beastiality, rape, and necrophilia.

2020 was the year i got my leopard geckos, kelly and angel. i got them from my aunt because she was supposed to move to hawai'i for her job, but that didnt happen. 1 is albino and the other is a regular spotted one. i dont have much more to add.

so, there are all my reasons for having stockholm syndrome towards 2020.


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TLDR; i hate those type of indie music enjoyers

the title is self explanatory. i hate the indie music listeners who say the band was so much better when they had less listeners. and we all know they don't actually think they're bad now, they just lost their novelty because now the person can't say that some unknown indie artist is their favorite and then be able to shit on someone because they listen to pop.

reason 1, they automatically hate them if they get famous because of a tiktok trend or some shit like that. "tiktok ruins songs!!!!1!!!!" it really doesn't, but if you want to think that, its okay. i know a lot of people when they say this are referring to how a certain song from that artist gets overplayed and annoying, kind of like the radio when they play a popular song too much. but then there are those people who only say this because of the fact they think tiktok is stupid or dumb. you're allowed to not like a social media platform, but please for the love of god, don't let that impact whether or not you like a song. if you like a song, you like a song. that is that. you are going to see this a lot, but kimya dawson said it the absolute best when she sang, "and the music, it doesn't change. no, the songs remain the same. whether there are zero people or there are a zillion people in the world who are listening"

reason 2, thinking you're more important because you're an og listener. i think kimya dawson said it best (again) when she said, "i don't claim to be regina's only true fan just because I knew her way back when" in this, she's saying just because she knew regina spektor way before she got big, doesn't mean she's a better fan. actually, a lot of the time i think the artist would dislike it if they saw someone who claimed to be a true fan being rude to new fans because they think they're better for some bullshit reason.

reason 3, gatekeeping. nobody cares that the artist is small therefore you won't say what the song is because you don't want a bigger fanbase to ruin the artist and influence the music they make. more often then not, you are preventing an artist from growing and being able to supply more than the 20 spotify listeners they have. you are preventing someone from growing and making the money they need to live a sustainable life, so shut up, drop your dignity or the remaining shreds, and tell us the song name because no one gives a flying fuck on a rectangular prism traveling 100 miles per hour towards the moon that you are listening to an unknown small artist. again, kimya dawson fucking rocks and got the idea of being able to share an artist without being angry, "wanting that all to myself would be totally lame (lame!)"

in all, i hate those small artist listeners who refuse to share the people they listen to. you're not different for listening to someone small. lots of people do. dont be such a dick and just tell us the song. and since i dont gatekeep, the song i got these lyrics from is zero or a zillion by kimya dawson.


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TLDR; i am more attached to the lost trio than the og trio

i don't know how this happened, but i find the lost trio much more, i don't know, entertaining(?) than the og trio. i also feel like the lost trio has like a counterpart to them in the og trio, so that's how im going to break down this opinion peice.

the first one i'm going to do is piper and annabeth. i chose piper for annabeth because in the books they are shown to be kind of like a direct parallel of each other, so thats my reasoning for piper as annabeth. that, and the only girls in both of their trios. i feel like i became more attached to piper since i got to see things from her perspective, i never really got that sort of thing in the original books. you are going to hear that a lot, but we only ever saw things from percy's perspective, and it was easy to get attached to characters but you were never as attached to them as you were to percy. i feel like we didn't ever get to see much from any other character's perspective, unlike tlh, where we get chapters from the three main characters perspectives. we get to see piper's personal frustration with the aphrodite cabin, or her traitor's guilt about what she's doing. we never got to see this kind of thing from annabeth, we kind of had to go with the social cues percy gave us, not annabeth directly stating. i feel more connected to piper because of how much more we got to see her emotions, and we were never told how she felt from a party that wasn't her.

next, i'll do leo and grover. they aren't a direct parallel like piper and annabeth, but i was originally going to compare jason to grover but their personalities feel too different, at least grover and leo have a little in common. i feel like we didn't see enough of grover to become properly attached. his story felt mostly wrapped up by book 4, and then his final ending in book 5 was like remembering you have leftovers from the night before. and even though he had some sort of cameo in every book, the cameos were always short. like that one family member that shows up to the function, grabs some food and leaves. and, once again, we get proper chapters from leo's view. we never really hear any sort of bad emotions from grover, the few times we did he seemed very general. like when he felt he'd never be as great of a hero as percy, or his fear of not getting his searchers license felt so general they were impersonal in a way. who knows how many demigods felt bad about themselves cause they thought they'd never amount to anything because of percy? or how many satyrs were afraid of not getting their license! were as we see leo dealing with what i assume is some form of survivor's guilt. like feeling that it was entirely his fault his mom died but he survived, it feels so personal. it makes you sympathize with him. i like leo more because of how brief grover is in most of the books.

lastly, jason to percy. they aren't the best parallel, like, at all, but they'll have to suffice. i don't think this is a real thing, but reading so many things from percy pov, i felt almost like a fatigue of reading it. at least with jason we get breaks. and unlike most readers, i actually found jason's perspective more entertaining. i don't know why, though it might have to do wiht the fact that i act a lot more like jason than percy, so there was almost a built-in connection. and percy kind of states the way he feels, and we already know most of what he had gone through, unlike the first ever interaction we have between jason and his past. he talks to lupa, and has this sort of context mental structure. he talks about how he has this feeling he isn't allowed to be weak when talking to lupa, he suppressed his emotion and he doesn't even know he did that. it feels almost like that joke where you say something traumatic under the guise that it's funny, and when they react weirdly you think, that didn't happen to you? jason doesn't even know he was taught to supresss weakness, and does it subconsciously, whereas percy expresses his emotion, even the ones that are weak. we also put percy on a gold pedestal, but jason didn't get that treatment from the fandom, since he was a demigod who felt he was better than the hero we read about first. jason just feels more relatable for the people who felt like they needed to hide anything that made them weak, or the ones who felt shunned by a large group of people. i am more attached to jason because he has subconsciously routed these ideas so deep in his brain, they are still there when hera steals his memories.

overall, i feel like the lost trio is more relatable to me than the og trio.


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TLDR; i feel like lana del rey has poisoned one of my favorite songs

i feel as if lana del rey has poisoned one of my favorite songs, doin' time. the original is from a band called sublime, and lana was a huge fan of them, so she covered on of their songs. now, there isn't anything inheritably bad about this. you could search any song then put cover behind it and you'll most likely find tons of videos of fans of that song singing it. lana basically did that, but since she's a star, hers got fairly popular.

now, it's not bad to prefer hers, but i feel like she should've done more to accentuate that it wasn't an original song, since i feel that a lot of people assumed it to be an original because i believe the official music video didn't mention the original song. and since reuploads of the songs usually don't credit sublime either, lots of people think it to be hers. genius has proof i feel about why so many think that way; "As explained by Interscope CEO John Janick, Del Rey ended up doing the cover since the label “was involved in executive-producing the documentary… and Lana was talking about how big a fan she was.” After recording the track, “she felt like it fit the aesthetic” of her upcoming record Norman Fucking Rockwell! and decided to include it in the tracklist."

but here's where i feel she poisoned it; lots of fans say sublime version sucks, and lana's is better. and this is an opinion, it's okay to have, but i don't agree with it. one of their reasons i don't like because it doesn't make sense. that opinion is that sublime's song is messier, and well it might be, it's because it's ska. ska is kind of known for being chaotic. not to mention, lana's version is nearly identical to sublime's, 2 key differences though. lana's version is a girl singing, and hers is slower to match her other songs.

another one i don't agree with is the "his voice sounds ai generated." personally, i don't think that. to me his voice doesn't sound that way. he sounds like another person. he sings like a normal guy-singer would to me. this also goes with another argument that says he's just talking over background music, and it's similar to rap that way. this one isn't even subjective, it's plainly just not true. throughout the song, he's singing. talking over instrumental are songs like i fcked ur mom and ITGAMFEANIOP, and songs that are approaching talking over music are songs similar to becky by be your own pet. also not to mention that rap isn't talking over a beat. they need to match the rhythm, like many other genres do, and rhyme, like many other genres do. lana could be classified as rap because she does those two things. and i know that rap is much more than that, but i feel that is kind of the base for what rap is.

i feel like lana has ruined this song in a way because of those reasons. and you don't have to agree with me, i just wanted to get this out somewhere.


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This essay is beautiful. It’s made me fall in love with reclaiming language as a queer person and realize how much society has shaped the way I see my trans body.

TW: transphobia (quotes from terfs)

"My Words To Victor Frankenstein Above The Village Of Chamounix: Performing Transgender Rage" By Susan

"My Words to Victor Frankenstein above the Village of Chamounix: Performing Transgender Rage" by Susan Stryker.


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Me while writing an essay: Hmm I should write a better word for this

*thinks for 2 mins*

*Writes the same word*


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4 years ago
Any Ideas For What I Should Be Writing My British Empire Research Paper On?? I'm Feeling Attracted To

Any ideas for what I should be writing my British Empire research paper on?? I'm feeling attracted to skeptics and internal politics, but suggestions are appreciated!


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1 year ago

1000 words into the essay (out of 1500), and the lyrics are complete. I am the king of productivity.

I went to write an essay for uni today and had to stop because my brain decided to come up with a song BASED ON THE TOPIC I'M WRITING THE ESSAY ABOUT.

Anyway, it's about the Theory of Correspondences and the bridge lyrics are going to be a stanza from some French poetry written by Baudelaire.


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1 year ago

Finished the essay 👍

I went to write an essay for uni today and had to stop because my brain decided to come up with a song BASED ON THE TOPIC I'M WRITING THE ESSAY ABOUT.

Anyway, it's about the Theory of Correspondences and the bridge lyrics are going to be a stanza from some French poetry written by Baudelaire.


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1 year ago

America is such a strange concept

Sometimes i wonder about how strange America is.

it's a single country the size of a continent (yes I know that Canada isn't America)

you all speak the same language

The last one fills my head a lot. I don't think you Americans realise how wild that is.

I'm European for context. I can easily travel to a bunch of different contries very easily. All countries in Europe have widly different cultures and languages - the latter is my real point.

I cannot speak french. I cannot speak spanish. I know a few words, but I cannot keep a conversation in any of them.

I see a lot of Americans on the internet talking about "being bilingual". That word fascinates me. Bilingual. Two-language-speaker. It's only really attributed to people with immigrant parents - not people who've learnt a language on purpose. I sense this weird respect around the word, like your something special if you can speak more than one language. The thing is, bilingualism is'nt really a thing in Europe. The majority of people in Europe is at least bilingual to some degree, if not trilingual. Otherwise you would only be able to visit your own country. If I wanted to visit Bulgaria or The Chech Republic, I would have to seek out people who also can speak english, since that is the only language I speak other than my native tongue.

And english isn't always European's second language. Sometimes it's french, other times german or spanish. Depends on the generation really.

However, in America you don't have this problem. You could literally fly from one end of the continent to the other and still be able to talk to basically anyone. Maybe they have a different accent, but at whole you understand each other. You could go to England, or Australia and still just get by with your mothertongue!!! That is insane!!!

If I wanted to write with someone let's say 1.500 km away (that's around 930 miles for the Americans) I would have a language barrier. We would both translate our thoughts to another language and then back to our mother tongue. If an American wrote with someone 1.500 km away they would both use their mother tongue. Heck, you could talk to someone 4.000 km (2.000 miles) away and still speak your mother tongue!

And now for the size: I didn't understand states for the longest time. I thought Americans were stupid for not understanding the difference between countries and states. I think I understand now. States are more like countries than councils. They all have so different climates. I can't remember the name or place for all of Americas states, so it makes sense for Americans not being able to place Europe's countries. And the Europeans who think Americans are annoying for saying their hometown instead of "America" when you ask them where they're from: that's the equivalent to say your countries capitol where you grew up, instead of the country. You probably wouldn't answer "Europe" to the question "So where are you from?". I know I wouldn't.

TLDR: It is wild that english-speaking people can talk to so many without learning another language.

All my knowledge is from the Internet, I have never visited the US, so maybe I've misunderstood some things. (I know not everyone in the US have english as their mother tongue, but it's still a lot more than in Europe)


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1 year ago

HOW TO MEMORIZE MBTI COGNITIVE FUNCTIONS/STACKS

okay, so we're all familiar with the intj, esfj, entp and all those stuff! 16personalities would say that those people are merely "introverted, intuitive, thinking, and judging" and same goes to other mbti types, but when you fall deeper into this mbti thing, you realize that there are cognitive functions!! and now you're crossed with introverted intuition (Ni), extroverted sensing (Se) and all those stuff; sure you're familiar with them now, but you're still stumped on how you'll be able to memorize it!

people often say them memorizing it just "clicks" with them someday. but what if i tell you there's an easier way to memorize it?

i'll now share you an explanation that is easy for me to understand; i hope that it'll be as easy for you as well and you can use this to your advantage!! i'll try to make it succinct as possible with additional visuals for easier understanding! (i'll exclude the explanation of what the E/I, N/S, T/F, and J/P are, since am sure most of y'all are familiar what they stand for)

---explanation below---

xxxO (J/P)

• dictates whether xxOx is an extrovert or introvert function • J = dictates xxOx is an extrovert function (Oe) • P = dictates xxOx is an introvert function (Oi)

Oxxx (E/I) [Dominant and Auxiliary Function]

• dictates whether which of the two functions (xOOx) are the dominant function and auxiliary function

The Tertiary and Inferior

• follows an alternating stack by reffering to the first 2 cognitive stack • Oi Oe Oi Oe - or - Oe Oi Oe Oi • inferior function is the opposite of dominant function: N-S, F-T; and extrovert-introvert • tertiary function is opposite of auxiliary function: N-S, F-T; and extrovert-introvert

ISTP:

I hope those make sense XDD

But!!! I'll provide some visuals to better understand it. Let's use ISTP, ESTP, ESTJ, and INFJ as our examples! (beginning of demonstration always starts with a "XXXX") [there's also an image description provided :>>]

ISTP: P dictates T is an "Introverted Thinking", so automatically, S becomes an "Extroverted Sensing" as to follow the alternating stack between introvert and extrovert. Since I favors introverted functions, Ti is the dominant followed by Se. After this, it is followed up by Se's opposite which is Ni and the comes Fe as the inferior function.

ESTP:

ESTP: P dictates T is an "Introverted Thinking", so automatically, S becomes an "Extroverted Sensing" as to follow the alternating stack between introvert and extrovert. Since E favors extroverted functions, Se is the dominant followed by Ti. After this, it is followed up by Ti's opposite which is Fe and the comes Ni as the inferior function.

ESTJ:

ESTJ: J dictates T is an "Extroverted Thinking", so automatically, S becomes an "Introverted Sensing" as to follow the alternating stack between introvert and extrovert. Since E favors extroverted functions, Te is the dominant followed by Si. After this, it is followed up by Si's opposite which is Ne and the comes Fi as the inferior function.

INFJ:

INFJ: J dictates F is an "Extroverted Feeling", so automatically, N becomes an "Introverted Intuition" as to follow the alternating stack between introvert and extrovert. Since I favors introverted functions, Ni is the dominant followed by Fe. After this, it is followed up by Fe's opposite which is Ti and the comes Se as the inferior function.

I hope this helps!!! You can ask me further about stuff related to this post if youre still confused, i'll try answering as best to my knowledge! (i'm still learning thou coz LDKSFDHSLGF)


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3 years ago

Check out my new blog: Triple Thoughts

Hello there y'all, are you a fan of Tokusatsu? Then you might be familiar with me, I am Tri and I ran Ultra Blog DX. Right now I am promoting my new blog Triple Thoughts and its latest article on The High School Heroes, a Super Sentai mini-series starring Johnny's JR. Check it out, please!

High School Heroes: Or How Idols Made Great Toku Heroes
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            It’s intimidating to look at the ever-expanding history of Super Sentai. It’s one of the biggest and most continuous things in a

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3 years ago

This Week on Triple Thoughts!

We have an article on Osamu Tezuka's Metropolis! A work whose potential is only matched by its lack of thought! Come check it out!

Osamu Tezuka’s Metropolis: Or How Mickey Mouse Steals The Show
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            If one were to be asked what’s the most important cornerstone of Japanese science fiction, their mind would go to a variety of p

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3 years ago

This Week On Triple Thoughts

This week on Triple Thoughts we look at Ishinomori's classic one-shot, SKULL MAN! This iconic and masterful work is often remembered just as being a prototype for Kamen Rider even though there's much more to it. If you want to learn what check it out!

Shotaro Ishinomori’s Skull Man: Or How Darkness Obscures All
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          If you asked me to give an example of a manga I view as perfect, the first book that’d come to my mind would be Shotaro Ishinomori

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1 year ago

I love writing essays because it’s like…what I could say in about 6 words (‘We could have used resources better’), I end up dragging out to a paragraph about how terrible I am and how I need to improve incase I have to do this exact thing again in the future.


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1 year ago

Do you think Adam and eve still loved each other after the whole apple fiasco?

Or they resented each other for something that was neither of their faults.

So they were stuck together in a loveless marriage, forced to bear a resentment that ran deep in their bones and hearts.

They hated themselves and each other. They hated their children, their flesh and blood, simply because they bore the blood of the other.

They would spend their days, miserable and lonely, never truly sad and never truly happy.

They stay away from the one that was made for them.

A marriage of convenience. A love of convenience.

They watched as their son killed his brother. Adam watching as eve would scream and mourn for a child that he and she loved, but detested at the same time.

And oh, how it would hurt to admit that admist all the hate they found love.

Eve died shortly after.

Adam stood beside her, holding her cold hand. A single lone tear ran from his eyes.

He wiped it away, confused of why he was in so much *pain*.

But how would he know, that he loved her, deeper than the wells of youth.

So he sat beside her, and weeped. Hating her for not Hating him.

.....

Seth buried two bodies that day.


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1 year ago

War within Society

What is a society? A society is a composed of a group of people. People are bound to interact with one another, social animals as quoted by Greek philosopher Aristotle himself. Without the feeling of belongingness within the society it will be difficult for an individual to adjust and to feel at home. Without having a home is already troublesome enough for an individual. But it can be easily solved by finding a substitute by a certain place.

But what happens if there is a place, but no people? There begins a feeling of dettachment from others. Amongst the people within a society there will always be one out of the many isolated, due to physical flaws or intellectual uniqueness. How does one feel belongingness? It may come by being able to feel acceptance from those around you. Everyone was made differently. There will always be a hierarchy within the society and it is human nature to have a desire to have more once you get a taste of something that quenched your curiosity, you craving. And everytime you crave you will wish to have more.

Greed stains the society, so does envy and many other desires. It is most likely possible that there will never be equality within the society. Because there are those who seek control and power. As for the wealth they wish to have it all. Desiring power is one, but having too much is different. Putting ones self above the other is an instinct. With this society there is barely any union but it is all for the sake of survival. One must be one with the strong to survive a war. Because when you cannot fake allegiances to save yourself knowing how weak you may be, in the end you still will lose.

It may make you think most humans are by nature evil and heartless. Yet there are those within the society suffers from having a big heart and a deep mind. They wish to share their intellect, visionaries as said. As those below want more and envy those above with intellect they may make use of it. Which goes to say not every wolf will be attacking you directly sometimes they are in sheep's clothing. Making sure you are vulnerable and trusting enough only for them to pounce on you and drain your life out of you, mercilessly tearing you apart until there is none left of you.

They will make sure of it.. until they are satisfied with their deed. And the power they have gained out of killing the life in you. You will lay bloody a complete ghost as you stroll along the bustling streets. You find yourself dead in the night. Your heart may feel nothing but resentment towards those around or yourself. Body heavy.. yet your soul...somehow dead. Perhaps it is not the place but the people in it are the problem.


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1 year ago

A Stab in the Heart

Many may wonder, what does it feel like to fall in love...

Without possibly thinking the consequences of having their heart broken by the one they love.

Love is a double edged sword, it can be a good and bad thing. When one loves unconditionally they may get hurt. Which in return can turn into a process of abuse, toxicity. Ever so blinded by love, the one who loves loses in the end.

Indeed, loving can be the best feeling but when it takes the certain turn it may as well turn into the worst feeling. You may find yourself in a gut wrenching pain, a pain that is difficult to describe. A pain that's supposed to be felt emotionally, will also be felt physically. It hurts... everything will hurt.

And you will find yourself in tears, due to that stab in your loving heart... realizing... they never loved you in the first place. They only loved you, for what they gain out of you. You were nothing but entertainment, you were nothing but just someone who was convinient for them.

Thus, it is difficult to actually love unconditionally nowadays.


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1 year ago

I’d like to present something that I’m very proud of. And essay on the wonderful and amazing platypus I love them and you should too

Id Like To Present Something That Im Very Proud Of. And Essay On The Wonderful And Amazing Platypus I
Id Like To Present Something That Im Very Proud Of. And Essay On The Wonderful And Amazing Platypus I
Id Like To Present Something That Im Very Proud Of. And Essay On The Wonderful And Amazing Platypus I
Id Like To Present Something That Im Very Proud Of. And Essay On The Wonderful And Amazing Platypus I
Id Like To Present Something That Im Very Proud Of. And Essay On The Wonderful And Amazing Platypus I

I would like to mention that I’m not a professional and to fact check anything I wrote in this essay and I got a majority of my info from Wikipedia(which is a lot more reliable than people make it out to be) and I wrote some of it but used can’t gpt to write most of it and get facts I did change some of the words so it’s a mix but I hope you like it and I shared my love for platypi justly okay byeeeeee


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