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Word count: 1,094
Genre: fluff/slight angst
Warning: mention of death
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A short story in jaebum's POV
I was sitting in the restaurant, with this beautiful girl in front of me, she was drinking her favorite apple juice watching the street through the window... Despite our silent, our hearts were talking..
A while later, she smiled and looked at me
"It has been a while, Jaebum." She said staring at my crossing hands on the table.
"I felt like I haven't seen you since the beginning of time, huh?.. But every time I see you, it felt like I haven't been apart from you, ever."
I thought that I said something wrong because she lowered her head and frowned..
"Please Y/N, don't do that.. You know how much I love you and how much it's hurt not being with you." I said trying to reach her hands, but for some reason I couldn't touch her.
"If you loved me that much then why did you leave me?!" She murmured.
Every word in that sentence tore me apart. It isn't my fault like it isn't hers, and she knows that. She knows that I'll be forever with here; where she goes I'll be there, because my heart belonged to her.
"Can't you feel my love for you?! I know that you are mad at me.. But I came back for you.. It's hard to be back here.." I sighed and looked around. "You don't understand how much I hate this place.. Where I fell in love with the most beautiful woman whom I had to leave too soon." I reached for her hands again, and before I get to finally touch her, she stood up.
"I have to go." She said.
She was walking in front of me. And suddenly, she stopped. I stood by her side while she was looking at me. I tucked a lock of her chin-length hair behind her ear. She smiled. God, how much I love her smile, the same smile that made me fall in love with her. I felt alive for the first time in years.
"A day like this will never be repeated, I have to smile and enjoy it." She said.
"Of course. It our anniversary, darling."
"There's a place I want to go to. Come on." She happily murmured.
"I think I know just where is it. Come on." I excitedly cheered. She stared at me a little longer before she began walking beside me. It's hard to collect words and put them in the right sentences to describe how beautiful she is. How can she be this wonderful.
"Do you remember how we fell in love?!" I asked.
"I was a client in the coffee shop where you used to work. Isn't it the same where we've been just now?! Right, Y/N?!"
She only smiled.
"It's cliché how we fell in love." I said and she giggled so I continued. "After I saw you, I refused to leave, even after the coffee closed, not before you accepted to go out with me. Was it that hard to say yes?!"
"Oh god, I'm crazy." She said laughing at the memory.
"In our first date, you refused to open up to me because you weren't impressed by my plane dinner date. But when I took you to see the beautiful sky. You became carzy enough to like me."
She smiled and titled her head up.
"The sun is setting, let's get a taxi." She whispered rising her hand to srop a cab.
After an hour we reached our destination. It's was a large wheat field few miles away from town. We walked to the middle until she sat down, I stood by her side looking around.
"I don't think it's a good idea to be here alone at this time.. let's go back.."
She won't listen to me, I know her so well.
"You always talk so much, jaebum.. Every time we come here, on every our anniversary's day.. You won't stop talking. But today it's my turn to talk, jaebum."
I sat beside her listening to her.
"Today is my dad's memorial... You didn't know, sid you?" She asked murmured the last part.
"Oh... We've been together for 2 years, yet i didn't know it's today.. I.. I mean, I KNOW that your father passed away.. uh.. years ago, b-but-.."
"You've never asked" she cut me short whispering.
"You've never cared about my feelings. You've never asked me about my opinion in your decisions.. even though, they were all great but this one, jaebum."
Then, she was crying...
God I hate when she cries..
"It wasn't my decision, jagiya." I quietly said trying to soothe her. "It was our Destiny."
"I told you not to go..." she whined.
"I know.. I know... but-"
"You didn't listen to me-" "I didn't listen to you-".
I hope that I did.
She smiled.
"Like usual."
Her phone rang.
"Yes, mum."
"Where are you, sweetie."
"I came to see Jaebum."
"At this time..." her mother sighed through the phone. "Sweetie, where are at?"
"Mum, remember after my dad passed away, you told me he became a star lighting my way?... mum, even if it's dark, there are two stars shining at my way.." She said looking to the starry night. Her mother knew where she was but silently hoped that she was ok.
"Um, don't be late and come home... soon."
She hung up and looked around.. She stood up and walked out of the field. Alone. While I watched & light her way like I always do.
End of Jaebum's POV
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She was sitting in the restaurant alone, and suddenly remembered Jaebum.
"It has been a while, Jaebum."
Then she lowered her head when she remembered how he confessed to her.
"If you loved me that much then why did you leave me?!" She murmured. She looked at the promise ring that he gave her. Then she walked out of the restaurant.. She walked alone through the busy streets, she stopped looking at her reflection on a storefront and she tucked a lock of her chin-length hair behind her ear. She smiled.
"A day like this will never be repeated, I have to smile and enjoy it. There's a place I want to go to. Come on." She happily murmured.
Then she continued walking remembering their first meeting.
"Oh god, I'm crazy." She said laughing at the memory.
Then she titled her head up.
"The sun is setting, let's get a taxi." She whispered rising her hand to srop a cab.
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Even cold people need to love and to be loved.
Jaebeom x reader
Genre: fluff
Warnings: none
Summary: The prom is nearing, but all Jaebeom can think of is his exams. Jackson pesters him to find a date and go to the prom, but Jaebeom seems too focused on his studying. However, even cold people need to love and to be loved.
Word count: 2.4k (2440)
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Jaebeom sighed, letting his pen fall on his open notebook, the whines of his friend irritating him. "Jackson, I'm seriously trying to study. Is there any reason as to why you would be in this room, doing nothing but looking at me for the past at least 20 minutes?" He asked and Jackson spun around in his chair once more.
"I'm waiting for you to finish, because I have a very serious question to ask you." Jackson said and Jaebeom's eyebrow shot up. "What could possibly be more serious than my exams?" He asked and Jackson smirked.
"I'm glad you asked, my dear friend. Now, close your notebook and give me your full attention." Jackson got up and spread his arms. "Are you serious?" Jaebeom asked, annoyed when Jackson swiftly stole the notebook from his hands. "Yes. Very. Now, question time!" Jackson exclaimed.
"What is it in exactly 2 weeks from today?" Jackson asked. "The day of my last exam? For the most awful class I had to take? The day I'll die from stress and will make me miserable for the rest of my summer after I completely fail it? Because a certain someone isn't letting me study for it?" Jaebeom sassily said and Jackson's face kept frowning more and more after each sentence that went through Jaebeom's gritted teeth.
However, he quickly wiped the frown off of his face, yelling a loud 'NO' annoying Jaebeom even more. "IT'S PROM NIGHT!" He said loudly, making Jaebeom flinch at the sound and cover his ears when he heard Jackson's screams of enthusiasm.
"Oh, right. I had forgotten about it." Jaebeom shrugged. "How could you forget THE PROM NIGHT?" Jackson widened his eyes at his friend. "Oh, I don't know, maybe because I actually study?" Jaebeom sassed and Jackson rolled his eyes. "Who will you go with?" Jackson asked, eagerly waiting for Jaebeom's response, but only got a shrug in return.
"What do you mean with this?" Jackson said and copied his friend's shrug. "I mean that I don't know. I wasn't asked and I haven't asked someone either. And I don't care much about it." Jaebeom said and Jackson shook his head in disapproval. "Dude seriously, stop worrying about the exams, you'll ace them like always. Start thinking about the prom." Jackson said making the same motion spongebob did while saying 'imagination' when he said the word ‘prom’.
"Jackson, I really don't have time-" "But this is important! Isn't there anyone that you have even the tiniest little crush on?" Jackson cut him off. Jaebeom shook his head 'no'. "I don't pay others much attention. I have my group of friends and I do my homework. I don't need someone to distract me." Jaebeom said and Jackson scoffed.
"Distract you from what? You'll have the whole summer to yourselves to make beautiful memories together!" Jackson said. "I'll think about it later, okay? Let me finish this, please." Jaebeom said and Jackson nodded, sensing the small change in his friend’s mood.
Jaebeom might seem like a cold person to others, but even cold people need to love and to be loved.
Days passed and to Jaebeom’s bad luck, Jackson never stopped asking him about the prom. To his even worse luck, on the only lunch break that he managed to avoid Jackson, a different person appeared to remind him about that damn prom, Kwangsoo.
However, Kwangsoo’s plan wasn’t to just ask him if he has found anyone to go with.
“Yes, I know that the prom is soon.” Jaebeom replied with an annoyed expression. He really didn’t like this Kwangsoo guy, but he was Mark’s next door neighbor and he wanted to be kind to him.
“Would you like to go with me?” Kwangsoo dared to ask and Jaebeom was shocked. It took him a few moments to process it and he stuttered out a lie, as it was hard for him to say no.
“I’m very sorry, but Bambam already hooked me up with a friend of his.” He said and Kwangsoo raised an eyebrow. “Really? Who?”
“I-I don’t know. He is going with Lisa and I told him I didn’t have someone to go with, so they thought about it and found one of their friends. They didn’t tell me who it is though, because they wanted to surprise me.” He stuttered and Kwangsoo nodded. “It’s okay. It’s good that I’ll see you there, right?” “Yeah, I’ll be there.” Jaebeom assured and left quickly, cursing internally.
While practically running away, he stumbled upon an upset looking Jinyoung. “You! You have to save me!” Jaebeom pointed at him and he looked at him confused.
“Jackson kept asking me about the prom and right when I managed to avoid him, Kwangsoo came up to ask me to go with him. So I lied and told him that Bambam and Lisa hooked me up with someone, but I don’t know who, because they wanted to surprise me. So now I have to find someone that will be my date and also tell them about the whole thing, because I told Kwangsoo that I’d go and I can’t just not go and avoid this.” Jaebeom rambled and breathed loudly after he finished.
However, his friend’s expression made it obvious that he didn’t want to participate in all this.
“First of all, I’m not even going to the damn prom. Second of all, this wouldn’t have happened if you just said no. And finally, just don’t go and say you were sick.” He said and Jaebeom sighed. Of course Jinyoung wouldn’t help at all.
Jinyoung walked right past him, leaving Jaebeom slightly confused as to why his friend was acting like this, but he brushed it off thinking he was probably stressed for the exams, just like he himself was.
“I just really don’t wanna go.” Jaebeom whined and Jackson sighed. “Come on, man. Just go and flirt with the singles. As for Kwangsoo, you know that he gets drunk with just one beer and you always go to parties a little later, so by the time you arrive he will already be wasted and won’t even realise that you came without a date.” Youngjae reasoned.
“Still, you guys know me. I don’t just flirt with the singles. That’s not me.” Jaebeom said and Youngjae tried hard not to facepalm. “Right, I forget that you’re waiting for your knight in shining armor to come find you.” Jackson sassed and Jaebeom clenched his jaw.
“Dude,” he started, but Jackson just stuck his tongue out at him.
“Mark would totally agree going with me, but he is Kwangsoo’s friend and he already has someone to go with. Of course he would. Literally everyone would wanna go with him. Jinyoung will not go and I won’t even try to convince him to consider going with me.” Jaebeom whined.
“Um, actually, Jinyoung is not coming because he is going with me…” Jackson trailed off and his two friends turned to look at him surprised. “But he said he wouldn’t go,” Jaebeom said and Jackson sighed.
“Yeah, about that… On that lunch break that I randomly disappeared I had asked a friend of mine to get some flowers for me to give to Jinyoung and ask him to be my date to the prom. Jinyoung was going to the toilet when he saw my friend give me the flowers and thought I’d go to the prom with them. But don’t worry, we are okay now.” Jackson said and Jaebeom connected the dots. “Oh so this is why he seemed irritated that day. I get it now. What about you, Youngjae?” He turned his attention to his other friend, who smiled and fell back on the bed.
“I’m going alone and I’ll leave with a date.” He said and Jaebeom shook his head chuckling.
“Yugyeom doesn’t have someone to go with” Jackson pointed out. “He wanted to go with Bambam, but he planned with Lisa.”
“Oh this a great chance, then.” Jaebeom said. I’ll go with Yugyeom.” He said and pulled out his phone to text Yugyeom. Jaebeom sighed and laid down on his bed, the possibility of Yugyeom leaving him alone during the prom to join Bambam and Lisa never crossing his mind.
He noticed Yugeyom, standing not very far from them, but it was obvious he wasn’t as involved in the joke. Maybe they had said something in Thai.
However, it should have, because not even 10 minutes into the prom, Yugyeom had already left him alone. He found himself in a corner with a drink in his hands, cursing internally. He looked around for any sign of Kwangsoo, but luckily he was nowhere to be seen.
Then he saw Bambam and Lisa, who were laughing at something, the couple next to them looking a little annoyed, but the two didn’t care at all. Oh, how he wished he was as carefree as they were. How he wished to enjoy his time at the prom as much as they did.
However he saw a figure, looking at him w the corner of their eye. According to Jaebeom’s predictions, as soon as Bambam and Lisa moved from their spot to another random spot in the room, they’d take the chance to talk to Yugyeom. Or at least, he hoped they would.
He scanned the room, his eyes falling to Jinyoung and Jackson, Jinyoung shyly holding Jackson’s hand, while Jackson greeted a few friends. Oh, how he wished to have feelings for someone and for those feelings to be reciprocated by that certain someone.
Next was Youngjae, who was obviously already tipsy and was trying to hit on two girls, not knowing they were lesbians. It was okay, though. Youngjae is a very attractive man, so anyone would be lucky to spend this prom night with him and possibly the rest of the night too.
“I’m druuunk” He said and Jaebeom chuckled. “I can see that,” He said and Mark sighed. “I’ll have to take him home, but his parents aren’t in town, so I’ll have to stay there and make sure he doesn’t puke on himself and die or something.” He said and Jaebeom frowned.
Then, Mark appeared coming out of the bathroom, holding a completely wasted Kwangsoo, with the help of two girls, trying to get him to walk to the door. Kwangsoo’s eyes met with his and Jaebom wished he had averted his eyes quicker.
“Jaeeeebeooom!” Kwangsoo yelled and he winced. He suddenly broke free from his friends’ hands and ran to Jaebeom. He fell right into his arms, as Jaebeom struggled to keep him from falling.
“Wheere is your-” hiccup “date, Jaebeoom?” Kwangsoo pointed a finger on Jaebeom’ chest. Jaebeom cursed internally. “I came here with Yugyeom.”
“Oh, by the way, let me introduce you to the girls here,”Lucky for him, Mark changed the subject. “This is my date, (M.y/n) and this was Kwangsoo’s date, our friend (y/n).” Mark said and emphasized the word ‘friend’.
Kwangsoo seemed ready to throw up, so Mark pulled one of his hands over his shoulder and (M.y/n) wrapped his other arm around her shoulders.
“Will you take him home now?’ Jaebeom asked and Mark tried to nod. “(Y/n) would you like to come with us, or stay with Jaebeom here? Yugyeom won’t come back anyways.” Mark said and nodded towards Yugyeom’s direction. Jaebeom turned, only to find his friend and that person from before talking. Seemed like it was his lucky day.
“I-It’s okay. I can just go home,” you said and Mark shook his head. “It’s late, you’re not going home all alone. Jaebeom will take you. Now if you excuse us, I don’t want to get puke all over me.” Mark said and started pulling Kwangsoo towards the exits, leaving the two of you awkwardly standing next to each other.
“You really don’t have to take me home and miss the prom. We can just tell Mark that you did.” You said and Jaebeom shook his head. ‘No, I’ll obviously not let you go home alone at night.” He said and you just nodded. You took a sip from your drink and secretly eyed Jaebeom.
“So, are you friends with Kwangsoo and Mark?” He awkwardly asked, hating how he suddenly seemed to have lost his social skills.
“You could say that,” you said and Jaebeom raised an eyebrow at you. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He chuckled and you mimicked his actions. “Are you friends with Kwangsoo and Mark?” You asked back. “You can’t answer a question with another question.” He said and you chuckled. “Oh, really?” You said and took another sip, feeling awkward under his gaze.
“Anyway, to answer your question, I kinda am. I’m friends with Mark, but I’m not too fond of Kwangsoo.” You truthfully said and Jaebeom looked at you with widened eyes. “You too?” He said and it was your turn to widen your eyes. “You too? Oh good, it would have been awkward if you were friends with him.” You said relieved.
“Is there anyone that likes Kwangsoo enough to consider him their friend?” He joked and you took another sip of your drink before replying. “A lot of people actually, but those people obviously haven’t seen him drunk or upset. I’ve seen both and let me tell you this; I didn’t like what I saw.” You said and Jaebeom nodded.
“Wow, who knew you’d come here with Kwangsoo and leave with someone else, who by the way also doesn’t like him.” He said and you laughed.
“That’s so true. You’re like my savior right now. If it wasn’t for you I would have had to help with getting him home, which would mean I’d have to take care of him and the other two would leave me alone to make out.” You said and he laughed.
“Oh wow, I’m glad I rescued you from third wheeling.” “Exactly, thank you so much for this” you said and patted his arm playfully, trying hard not to let it show in your expression that you barely touched his arm, but still felt how muscular it was.
The rest of the night was filled with joking and sadly, it had to be over when Jaebeom and you reached your house. Jaebeom felt confident enough to ask for your number and to go out sometime.
Jaebeom and you never realized it, but out of all the couples in the room that Bambam and Lisa tried to tease, it was only you two that didn’t have to suffer from their teasing.
Jackson was right. You’ll have the whole summer to yourselves to make beautiful memories together.
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(M.y/n) stands for Mark's yn because I'll make a few side stories and Mark will have his own y/n.
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pairing: jaebeom x you (ft. jinyoung)
genre: photographer!au, smut, romance, one-shot
synopsis: You are starved for inspiration as a photography student. When visiting the anonymous photographer “Defsoul’s” exhibit you meet a like-minded boy who gives you that spark. Only you didn’t expect the night to pan out exactly as it did.
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as dads/moms
finding out
telling your guys’ parents
telling the members
cravings
going in labor
holding the baby
baby’s first word
teaching them to walk
𝒋𝒂𝒚 𝒃;
how many: 2 | 1 boy & 1 girl
names: im daehyun & im daeun (임대현 & 임다은)
years apart: 3 years
weight: daehyun | 7lbs ; daeun | 6lbs
measurments: daehyun | 19in ; daeun | 18in
time: daehyun | 5:13pm ; daeun | 11:41am
𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒌;
how many: 3 | 2 girls & 1 boy
english names: nicole tuan & grace tuan (twins) , & braiden tuan
korean names: dong naeun, dong gaeun, & dong beomseok (동나은 동가은 & 동범석)
years apart: 2 years
weight: nicole | 7lbs ; grace | 6lbs ; braiden | 7lbs
measurments: nicole & grace | 18in ; braiden | 20in
time: nicole & grace | 12:01am ; braiden | 4:17am
𝒋𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒐𝒏;
how many: 2 | 2 boys
english names: liam wang & elijah wang
chinese names: wang jiaohua & wang qingyuan (王娇华 & 王清远)
years apart: 5 years
weight: liam | 7lbs ; elijah | 8lbs
measurments: liam | 18in ; elijah | 19in
time: liam | 3:05pm ; elijah | 5:16am
𝒋𝒊𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈;
how many: 1 | 1 boy
name: park jaehwan (박재환)
weight: 7lbs
measurments: 18in
time: 5:08pm
𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒋𝒂𝒆;
how many: 1 | 1 girl
name: choi yeeun (최예은)
weight: 8lbs
measurments: 19in
time: 4:13pm
𝒃𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒂𝒎;
how many: 4 | 2 boys & 2 girls
english names: xavier, cole, rose & nalina (twins)
thai names: aroon bhuwakul, chayan bhuwakul, kannika bhuwakul, & kohsoom bhuwakul (twins)
years apart: 1 year, 3 years
weight: aroon | 7lbs ; chayan | 8lbs ; kannika & kohsoom | 6lbs
measurments: aroon | 18in ; chayan | 20in ; kannika & kohsoom | 17in
time: aroon | 9:45am ; chayan | 3:19pm ; kannika & kohsoom | 12:05am & 12:10am
𝒚𝒖𝒈𝒚𝒆𝒐𝒎;
how many: 3 | 2 boys & 1 girl
names: kim myungjin, kim eoijn, & kim yujin (김명진 김어진 & 김유진)
years apart: 2 years & 4 years
weight: myungjin | 8lbs ; eojin | 6lbs ; yujin | 7lbs
measurments: myungjin | 20in ; eojin | 18in ; yujin | 19in
time: myungjin | 11:10am ; eojin | 10:45pm ; yujin | 9:13am
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