Lonliness - Tumblr Posts
I'm Fine...
I know I promised to say everything that hurt me But I just can't at times; You told me to be transparent with you But everything just hurts inside. I don't know how to make sense of my mind Let alone tell you of it all; I am afraid you will be worried but I'm more afraid that you will not What if I annoy you? What if you leave? So it's better I break all alone, where you cannot see me. I will crave for a little comfort, and cry for a while, And then it will all be empty and in front of you, I can again smile, Put up this beautiful façade and tell you I promise I'm fine.
Gunshot
She kept staring at the other presence in the room. She received the same attention back. Tension was high between them, irritated by the uncalled company.
“I asked you to leave,” she said. There was no reply, just two set of eyes looking intently at each other. Eventually losing her calm, she said.
“I’m tired of you being with me all the time. My friends are worried but you never let me visit them. I don’t even feel like myself with you,” she screamed, chest heaving in anger and desperation. But this was needed; she needed to know the damage of being with her.
“Please, please I beg you. Please leave me alone,” she cried when her words were met with silence, yet again. But it smirked at her, those vicious human teeth between the red lips.
Collecting herself together, she walked towards her table and pulled out the pistol she kept for emergency situations.
"I begged you. I still am. You leave me no options," she said as she loaded the pistol and pointed at it. Only to find a similar one towards her. But she didn't falter. Her fingers were ready to pull the trigger any moment, looking for fear in the eyes of her enemy.
She found none.
But she had to do it. In order for her own sanity. She braced herself one more time.
And she shot herself.
I mourn for all the poems that died in my head when I was alone.
I apologise for not being lonely enough to give them life.
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ANGER,
FRUSTRATION,
PAIN,
INJUSTICE,
and all these things I want to scream about.
I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
Ok guys soon listening to music just isn't going to cut it any more
nobody is awake at 4am and everyone i know is so broken they can't even support themselves. i tried to be the friend i wish i had but i can't find anyone to match my energy that isn't being eaten by the capitalism machine. it's great it's great it's cool
I’m sad and I want to cuddle an animal. Any animal. Like I’m a ticking fairytale character. But I can’t. Life sucks.
Un día de estos ya no podre decir adiós.
Does anyone else just vibe the hell out of this band sometimes? They make me feel like everything is going to be ok when I'm at my lowest.
This Lonliness won't be the Death of me // Being As An Ocean
Why is it so hard to find the right words to say? I always feel one well expressed thought away from achieving my desires. Creating art, seizing opportunities, connecting with others.
No matter how many times I rewrite my sentences or spend hours thinking of words specific enough, what I have on the page just doesn’t feel right. It feels like a body with no soul. The words just won’t come.
If it was right, I don’t think I would feel as alone as I do. I wouldn’t feel like I leave people more confused. I wouldn’t feel like there’s no being who will ever reach my soul and recognize it for what it is.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish people could see my heart to its core, so I wouldn’t have to spend so much time clumsily talking.
Some days I randomly feel lonely, today is one of those days…
𝕸𝖆𝖞𝖇𝖊 𝕴'𝖒 𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊
I think the reason why we make so many terrifying movies and things about robots and aliens killing us, and yet still spend so much effort trying to make robots and meet aliens, is simply because we are so incredibly lonely here on our little blue planet.
