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I watched the first episode of one piece and now I’m almost finished with my script for it

Not at school today so I’m gonna work on some scripts for drs that I really wanna shift to but haven’t put in the effort to and my dr based fic

P E R C Y J A C K S O N

The moon affects the tides

My shifts

⇢ ˗ˏˋ The moon affects the tides ࿐ྂ

— SUMMARY; The events of my pjo dr told like Rick Rordian himself.

— Warning; This is based on my dr and the people in my dr. They do not act completely according to canon.

— Entire word count; 1.6k

— Last update; 10/25/2023

[Chapter 1 — The first day of camp was always exciting]

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

⇢ ˗ˏˋ The moon affects the tides ࿐ྂ

— Summary; the events of my pjo dr told like Rick Rordian himself

— Word count; 1.6k

— Warning; This is based on my dr and the people in my dr. They do not act completely according to canon.

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I stand up from the cherrywood picnic table; Annabeth has already done her offering, and it’s was time to do mine.

I can feel the concrete warmth from my shoes as I walk over to the hearth and put an end piece of the bread into the fire--my Mother’s favorite.

The last I heard from her, it was her favorite.

I thank her for allowing my sisters to end the school year early and come to Camp Half-Blood to spend time with me before the other campers arrive. I turn around and start to walk back to my table, tripping over my feet a little bit, although it’s largely ignored because there’s only about 10 people in the pavilion.

We’re finally gonna get some kids later in the day, and felt relieved--I’m tired of being the brunt of all of Connor and Travis’ pranks. I was excited to teach classes and see other people again.

I sit back down at my table when Malcolm interrupts, “I heard Chiron saying we might be getting a special camper this summer.”

“All new campers are exciting,” Prim replies, not even looking up from her plate.

No one else looks up from their food or stops what they’re doing at what Malcom said, either--new campers come and go, and we’re all so used to it at this point that we don’t really care anymore. I simply make a mental note of another introduction that I would have to make for the camper and considered what I would do with the tour this year. I was tired of doing the same tour year after year and tried to do something different with each summer.

“The way he was talking about him, he might have something to do with the conflict with the summer solstice.” he says, attempting to focus the conversation back on him. Every single person pavillon raised their heads, except for Val, Clara, and Prim.

We were suddenly very interested in this new camper.

“What is going to happen on the summer solstice?” Val say, confused about our reactions and now curious about the information she lacked.

“This year, we went to visit the Olypumpus, and they were clearly trying to not fight in front of us.” Luke directed at Val, from the table over, Travis nodded his head while Connor had a blank stare like he couldn't quite remember the trip.

“That is enough, finish your food and get started on preparing for the campers' arrival.” Chiron says, walking into the pavilion, wanting to prevent the gossiping from getting worse than it already was, but we all knew our thoughts would be filled with the summer date getting closer and the identity of the new camper.

Some of us quickly finished our plates, and some barely ate anything else before getting up, I just sat there, thinking about all the things I had to get done.

I took to strawberry off my plate and started to walk towards the medic base, I needed to make a whole lot of lists before noon.

I walked past two dozen beds, a row on each side of me, neatly made and waiting for hurt campers to occupy them, into the storage tent.

I worked for a few hours, so much so that my playlist had looped and played a song I had heard when I first started to work. I put down my clipboard after I finished taking inventory, which took me about ten more minutes.

I grabbed my phone and to-do list and put them in my pocket. I walked into the pavilion, two steps at a time, with ease.

“Do you have everything you need?” Luke asked, catching up to me.

“Yeah! I hope I don’t get too many campers in the beds on the first day.” I said, remembering the first day of the summer of 2017.

He smiled at me comfortingly and I nodded back at him, he went to go sit at his table, and I went to mine.

Although I wanted to eat somewhere else right now, so I grabbed a plate, filled it up with food, made my offering, and went to go sit on the docks.

I slipped off my shoes and socks, and let my feet hang in the water.

I saw something in the water, so I quickly lifted my feet out, scared it would hurt me. I moved so I was on my knees and was looking over the edge into the water.

Something was floating to the top, and it was a dagger. I plunged my hand into the water to grab it, and I managed to get a hold, but as I touched it, it seemed to sink down, taking my arm with it.

I quickly released the metal and brought my hand up.

Odd.

I put my shoes back on and walked towards the kitchen to return my plate, and started to make my way back to the medic base.

I started to make sure all of the beds were proper and checked my to-do list, I had finished everything on it, so I went to the amphitheater and watched Luke and Calrrise spar with each other.

At some point, I felt myself dozing off and allowed myself to take a quick nap.

I really hope I don't dream.

A cold, salty surge of air swept through me, making me shiver and blow my hair in every direction. I opened my eyes and the sky was dark and loud.

Zeus was angry, the tense electricity in the air was obvious, but why, I didn't know, and for the most part I don’t care.

I don’t Zeus, he had never shown any kindness towards me in particular, but I knew better than to speak out about it.

I raised my head and realized I was on the dock, and something much larger was rising out of the water. I got up and ran onto the beach, why don’t I have shoes on, I wanted to find out but my thoughts were cut off by a large, what felt like a bucket full of water splash on me, turning my attention.

I looked at what had emerged from the water and was surprised to see a god in a Hawaiian shirt.

Poseidon had dark shaggy hair and eyes that looked like the ocean right before a storm.

“RETURN WHAT IS MINE.” a voice raged from the sky, Zeus doesn’t want to make an in-person appearance I guess.

“I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG” Poseidon retorted.

I didn’t know what they were talking about but I felt like it had something to do with the summer solstice.

I felt a pillar of air knock me onto my back, my head hit a rock. I felt a sharp pain and I was out.

I woke up with a loud voice in my ear and spit on my face.

“WAKE UP!” Clarisse screamed in my face once again, almost like she had been doing it for a few minutes and was having more fun every second that passed. I shot my eyes open, making her rise up.

“Some campers have started to arrive.” Luke said in a much quieter voice.

“Okay, fine gods Clarisse brush your teeth.” I spat at her.

The three of us walked towards the campers, Clasrisse broke off, she had no interest in talking to them.

The rest of the afternoon was the was as it has been every year, talking to campers, introducing myself a hundred times, and giving tours.

At 6, the horn signaled dinner, I told the kids around me what I meant and they ran off to go eat, while I was walking over to Annabeth, who was talking to Malcolm.

She waved and jogged over and said “It never gets old does it?”.

“Oh, I certainly think it does.” I say back to her, surprised at her cheery attitude towards another summer.

We chatted about some of the new campers we met and went to our tables.

Chiron had given a speech that should have been given by Mr. D, but I was just glad I didn’t I have to deal with his misery for the first dinner of the summer.

I walked up to the heart to give my offering, instructing some of the new campers how and why we do it.

Everyone was eating, then 30 minutes later, they made their way to the amphitheater.

I didn’t want to be apart of the festivities, so I went to sit somewhere secluded but still had a view. I wasn’t paying attention to the singing as much as I was watching everyone, as they ate s’mores, sang, and played.

I missed being that happy to be here.

Around 9:30, everyone got up to go to explore on their own, but since I sat closer to the camp boarders I didn’t feel the need to rise from a spot. I simply sat and looked at the stars, making a mental painting of them.

I could hear everything that was happening around me, including the sound of a car running into something in my left ear.

I quickly got up and ran up the hill a little to see a car flipped, and no movement happening around it. I know I couldn’t just leave camp, so I ran down to get some help from Chiron.

“Hey, there was a car crash over the hill and on the road,” I said, looking directly at Chiron for a clue on what to do next.

“You interrupted our game.” Mr. D whined, “The game can wait, show me where it happened Josephine.” Chiron spoke.

We both walked hurriedly over to the board, just as a boy with shaggy black dropped Grover and his sword on the ground and passed out.

I quickly ran over and kneeled down in front of him, as did Chiron. I put my head to his mouth, making sure he was breathing, and noticed that gripped tightly in his hand, even asleep, was a horn.

Horn of the Minotaur.

Reminder: it’s okay to be sad when you were really motivated and felt super excited and optimistic about being in your dr, and you don’t shift. Just let yourself be sad, it’s okay

Watching once upon a time and Jesus Christ the main good guys actually suck so much 😭

Me when I think about giving up on shifting even though I’ve literally shifted before and I know it’s real and I can do it

Hey! So I don't find a lot of shifters on Tumblr and I accidentally came across your blog, I dunno if someone asked you this but do you have any tips for shifting?

Hello omg thank you so much for asking this because I love to give tips and the thing that I stress most is when you are trying to shift, knowing that you should shift at any point is important, because you can !! And also shifting gets so much easier (at least for me) when it’s simpler, my method is basically just detach for our cr and attach to my dr. Occam’s razor says that the most simple explanation is the best/most accurate. Also nothing is keep you back from shifting, you are the only thing that can or can’t let you shift.

How do you detach from your cr??

(it's the same anon from last ask! Sorry if I am sending too much asks, I am just curious)

Don’t apologize !! I love your questions !!

It took me a really long time on how to detach from my cr because I have autism and anxiety so I am very aware of my thoughts and the things im sensing.

So the thing that helped me most is affirming to myself that I feel nothing or I am more the my senses. One of the things I also felt was very hard was worrying about things in my cr, which you can do and still shift btw !!

I just felt like it really overpowered ability to focus on my dr, so I started to worry about my dr instead. I would like about things I had to do the next day, if I have pets in that reality I worry about them.

This is why I personally find the void state very helpful since I feel completely separate from my cr body and mind.

I don’t know if anything I said made any sense or if it just sounds like crazed rambling (which it is) or if this make sense and actually helps you but I did my best in explaining and remembering that you can shift at anytime and you have complete control over when you shift is important !

That is actually crazy I’m so glad a was able to help 😭

Hey! So I don't find a lot of shifters on Tumblr and I accidentally came across your blog, I dunno if someone asked you this but do you have any tips for shifting?

Hello omg thank you so much for asking this because I love to give tips and the thing that I stress most is when you are trying to shift, knowing that you should shift at any point is important, because you can !! And also shifting gets so much easier (at least for me) when it’s simpler, my method is basically just detach for our cr and attach to my dr. Occam’s razor says that the most simple explanation is the best/most accurate. Also nothing is keep you back from shifting, you are the only thing that can or can’t let you shift.

That’s great to hear !! I’m so happy for you !

Hey! So I don't find a lot of shifters on Tumblr and I accidentally came across your blog, I dunno if someone asked you this but do you have any tips for shifting?

Hello omg thank you so much for asking this because I love to give tips and the thing that I stress most is when you are trying to shift, knowing that you should shift at any point is important, because you can !! And also shifting gets so much easier (at least for me) when it’s simpler, my method is basically just detach for our cr and attach to my dr. Occam’s razor says that the most simple explanation is the best/most accurate. Also nothing is keep you back from shifting, you are the only thing that can or can’t let you shift.

Meditiation

Is not easy for me in the slightest as in I have to constantly be practicing my meditation and doing it to feel like I am actually getting better at it and I stopped doing it for a little while but I did a short meditation today and it went really well (at least in my opinion) and I really enjoying doing it. I found it was still super easy for me to enter a relaxed state which is really motivating me to shift tonight and I also finished my golden trio era script so I’m super excited for that too !!

hi! so ive been really into shifting recently but at times i just wonder if it is actually real or a dream. and i have also gotten symptoms before and i'm currently trying but i end up getting nervous and distracted while trying methods, not being able to calm and focus😭 i do know that it is easy and i can do it. but it's just so amazing that it almost doesn't feel real. and im gonna shift permanently too i just wanna be there asap😭😭😭

Hi there !!

It’s real

Shifting is real and everyone can shift

I know it can seem weird but I promise with everything in my heart that shifting is real. I’ve minishifted before and it’s crazy on how real yet familiar it feels. I only knew I shifted because I could hear a clock chiming and my blankets felt different but everything felt to normal. The best way I can describe it as something that you expect but never realize feels so real until you shift.

I am reading your posts until I stop procrastinating and shift, I dunno but ever since I found your acc I started to read other shifters posts and it inspire me to try harder y'know? I just wanted you to know that your blog inspire me to take shifting more "seriously" :]

OH MY GOODNESS THAT IS SO AMAZING

I’m glad that reading my silly posts has helped you. I know you’ll shift soon and it’ll be amazing for you! If you ever need any help or have any questions feel free to ask me !

How was like when you first shifted?

The first time I shifted it was a “minishift” and I was 2 years ago. I vividly remember hearing a clock ticking, but I didn’t have a clock in my room, and I could feel a cat near my feet. The entire room felt familiar, but different then my cr room which is what threw me off. Shifting doesn’t really feel like anything to be honest, since your shifting to a reality where everything you experience is “normal” you feel at relaxed.

What should I do when I want to give up on reality shifting (and law of assumption, since I do that, too)?

I'm dealing with an upsetting situation in my current reality involving my sick cat. I feel like I'm not doing enough to help her, but at the same time, how to reach my goals of manifesting and shifting (where she's healthy).

I know I probably shouldn't be thinking like this, but it can feel like nothing is happening and I'll never shift (/manifest).

I’m so sorry that you currently experiencing these things.

Taking a step back from shifting and LOW would be my best advice. It will always be there and you can come back to it whenever you want. I would suggesting spending as much time here with her as you can, you can always shift, but do don’t always NEED to shift. Take a break, spend time with her, mourn, and when you’re ready come back to shifting. I’ve lost pets before and I script them into my drs to have more time with them.

Once again I am so sorry for you and your family and I hope your cats health will improve.

I feel like some shifters don’t realize how a lot of us view shifting as a last chance at life. Like shifting genuinely saved my life and gave a a second chance to be or do anything. I can live the life I want without all the things I that hold me back here. I can be accepted for how I am, relive the best parts of my life, experience anything I want. It’s truly amazing!!

Back on my shifting grind 💪

I wanna script so much but I don’t have my computer and it’s really annoying to do it on my phone also a song of ice and fire is my Roman Empire because it so hard to figure out