They Just Dont Know - Tumblr Posts

One of the many things that I hate about myself is that, I feel guilty when I blame someone who loves me, for hurting me, like, someone who has been there for you and loves you, someone that's hurting you and they don't realize and you don't realize, and when you do, you just deny it, you tell yourself that it's not them, but after thinking you realize that they are one of the reasons why you are like this, why you feel like this, and it hurts, you don't want to accept it cause you feel guilty blaming someone who has been there for you and has sacrificed many things for you, it hurts... But I need to accept the facts, I need to tell them... But I'm scared of how they will react, will they be understanding or mad and try to blame someone else? Who knows ... But, at least I know one of the reasons why I'm depressed...

I wish I wasn't like this... And yet, I am...