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billford animatic i made to the song 'confrontation'! ^^
here’s the full zine piece i did for @trans-coded-zine! happy pride 🏳️⚧️
Tomorrow and it's shitness
It's strange to me. So so strange.
There is a certain fear, that is always constant. That only naive people or children don't have. And even then, some exceptions exist.
The fear of the tomorrow, of the future.
It doesn't hurt, because it can't. Not to me, at least.
I always thought that I had a lot of responsibilities.
I didn't.
I don't.
I dont fell fear from the tomorrow, because I don't need to. Not now.
I trust blindly that tomorrow is going to be normal. Maybe okay, maybe not okay.
But... normal.
It's strange to me. So so strange.
That after all this time, I only noticed now. And that surprise me, because I felt that fear once.
Even if it was weak, blurred. I felt. And even if it was weak or blurred. It was big, and overwhelming.
And this time, and only this time.
I am glad i forgot what it fell like.
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Gorillaz Album Cover Parody
I know you currently hold great affection for all things including SamxMary or DeanxMary or all three of them put together. You wrote some hot stuff about it, but hear me out.
Mary comes back and Sam is just so glad to finally be able to get to know his own mother. He spends a lot of time with Mary getting to know her and Dean is fucking jealously. He is glad too that Mary is back and that Sam gets to know her and what it's like to have a mother, but he misses his babyboy. He hasn't been around Sam a lot lately, hasn't even got five minutes alone with him and it’s worse than hell. So he claims Sam’s attention back. He cooks Sam’s favorite foods, they watch his favorite movies and TV shows and he simply does everything to please him. Sam of course thrives in it. He almost forgets all about Mary.
Then Dean takes it a step further. He and Sam had been lovers since their teen years and it never really stopped. They had a few breaks through rougher times, but they always came back to it. They start having sex more often again and Dean gets a bit reckless on purpose. He leaves doors open, fucks Sam every chance he gets and makes it extra loud and attention drawing. Dean wants Mary to see them, catch them while he is balls deep inside of Sam. He wants her to see him claiming Sam so that she knows he only belongs to him only, not caring how mortified Mary would be. And of course his wish comes true.
They are in their bedroom, Sam on all fours, his face pressed into the mattress, moaning and sobbing in pleasure. Dean is kneeling behind him, pounding his ass hard with wet sounds, lost in the feeling. They are facing the door and just before Sam's orgasm hits, Mary walks by. She freezes, eyes wide, her heart in her stomach. Sam doesn’t notice her, too wrapped up in his climax, but Dean does. He grins up at her, his eyes shining mischievous as he grabs Sam hips harder with clear possessiveness and comes deep in him with a grunt.
Omg fuck yes, jealous possessive Dean, my beloved! 🥵 (I'm so sorry this reply took so long, bestie. Please forgive me.🙈 )
Mary is caught in Dean's challenging gaze for a moment, but Sam saying Dean's name hoarsely breaks it and she runs before Sam knows she's there. And Dean grins, wondering how long he can keep this up before Sam catches on, as he leans in to suck a mark on Sam's neck while he's too fucked out to protest.
Mary leaves quietly, freaking the fuck out, but runs into them a couple days later on a hunt. She can't stop staring at the glimpse of hickey at Sam's collar, or the blatant way Dean always has his eyes on her and a hand on Sam in some way whenever she's looking. She thinks back and realizes it's not exactly new.
She can't stop thinking how territorial it feels, and feeling her stomach sour and sink when what she saw the other day fleets through her mind. She wishes she could believe they'd both been possessed or under the influence of something-- she hadn't stayed to check, after all-- but she knows they weren't because they aren't now and she can still see that clear message in Dean eyes.
Daring her to say something. To challenge him.
And knowing he's already won; he's just boasting.
As Dean and Mary have a staredown for 2.3 seconds longer than usual, Sam notices; takes stock of the situation: Mary's gaze, Dean's hand, Dean's expression, the roughness of Sam's collar against a particular spot on his neck; blushes and adjusts his collar, but smiles like he just can't keep a secret.
And he's worried, of course he is, cuz he doesn't want his mom--of all people--to think he's a freak. But after everything they've been through, he's not giving up Dean for anyone.
Although Sam briefly reconsiders the next time Dean's got him spread open over the war room table (after Mary just called to say she was heading their way, unbeknownst to Sam) and Sam hears a shocked gasp and then Mary's voice stammering what Sam vaguely grasps is an apology. But in the next instant Dean's smacking his already-pink ass and Sam moans and thrusts back against him, goosebumps raising across Sam's skin in pleasure.
A tiny voice in his head tries to remind Sam that it's bad to get caught, and somehow he just knows Dean did this on purpose because he's a jealous asshole. But Sam's cock leaks against the table at the thought of Dean's possessiveness and he lets out an unintentional, almost guttural, "God!"
"That's it, baby boy, I got you. You're all. Mine," Dean says, punctuating his words with calculated punches of his hips that make Sam keen and scrabble for something to hold onto.
When they talk to Mary about the new case--in the library, with Mary not meeting their gaze-- Sam is still sloppy inside his boxers from Dean. And they all know it.
Archaeologists May Have Found the Villa Where the Roman Emperor Augustus Died
Excavations north of Mount Vesuvius revealed Roman ruins buried by the eruption in 79 C.E.
After decades of excavations in Italy, archaeologists have discovered a villa that could have belonged to Augustus, the first emperor of Rome.
Since 2002, researchers from the University of Tokyo have been exploring Somma Vesuviana, an archaeological site north of Mount Vesuvius, the volcano that extinguished the ancient city of Pompeii in 79 C.E. Recently, these excavations revealed a structure destroyed by the same eruption.
Researchers think this site could be Augustus’ lost villa. According to the team, Roman sources say Augustus died in a villa north of the mountain in 14 C.E., but the building’s location has never been verified.
“There is a description that [the villa] was consecrated … but its existence has not been identified to this day,” says Mariko Muramatsu, leader of the university’s Somma Vesuviana excavation project, in a translated statement. “In recent years, our excavations have uncovered parts of buildings that were buried during the eruption of Mount Vesuvius in 79 C.E. This means that for the first time in this area, a building contemporary with the villa of Emperor Augustus has been found with scientific support.”
The ruins in question actually include two separate villas: one buried in the 79 C.E. eruption and another built on top of it later, reports All That’s Interesting’s Amber Breese. Until recently, researchers had only been aware of the newer structure.
In the older villa, archaeologists identified four rooms containing portions of wall, roof tiles and other ruins. In one chamber, researchers discovered 16 amphorae—tall ancient Roman jars—which were used to transport and store wine. In another, they found “large amounts of charcoal and ash” from a fire they believe was used to heat water for a private bathhouse, “indicating that the villa belonged to a person of great wealth and influence,” per All That’s Interesting.
In the mid-second century, people began constructing new buildings atop the site of the buried villa, using its footprint as a guide. The new construction featured a grand hall filled with brick arches, marble columns and marble statues. Around the fourth century, the site transformed again, becoming a large-scale wine production site. This villa was preserved by another eruption of Mount Vesuvius in 472.
Historians previously thought the damage from Vesuvius’ 79 C.E. eruption at this site was “minor compared to the southeast of the mountain,” but the older villa’s ruins suggest “there was also a destructive impact in this area,” reports La Brújula Verde’s Guillermo Carvajal. Researchers think the structure collapsed due to pyroclastic flows—dense, fast masses of ash and gas expelled by the volcano.
The researchers theorize that Augustus could have once occupied the older villa. Born Gaius Octavius Thurinus, the young man was granted the name Augustus—the “exalted one”—by the Roman Senate in 27 B.C.E. While Augustus didn’t use the title of “emperor” in his lifetime, he was a pivotal figure in Roman history who more than doubled the empire’s size during his 40-year reign.
Researchers from the Somma Vesuviana excavation project hope to expand the scale of their digs. As Muramatsu says in the statement, further exploration could reveal “another Pompeii,” helping historians “trace the achievements of Emperor Augustus and the beginnings of the Roman Empire.”
By Sonja Anderson.
Glow at the tip✨
Part of 3-2 that I think about but never see talked about enough is this line.
He's being blatantly dehumanized and reduced to an it. In one step he's gone from God's brightest to something on par with a machine.
He's only referred to as This One. Not even his name or title, just another way for the council to get what it wants. A tool. And this treatment is treated as harrowing, one that would make anyone less willful blind from the pain.
Then here fucks me up so bad. Seeing himself as a weapon, as a thing. An object. Yet now it's not demeaning or meant to dehumanize him. It's the only autonomous choice he's had in the entire game, this one choice where he could have claimed himself as a person, as something more.
Yet he didn't. He embraced it. He calls himself a weapon, he doesn't refute a second of it. He is an object that will hold itself up, will bend to his own will, and will do as he pleases. He is an object but he is his own master.
In this essay I will explain why he/it gabriel is-
Currently thinking about how much Ford tries to hide his hands a lot when he can…behind his back with this stance. Due to how often he’s been bullied for it.
And also, how Mabel is one of the ones who Ford feels happy about showing his hands to because she thought they were cool looking upon first shaking his hand, instead of him being judged for his six fingers.
[ID: Gravity Falls screenshots. The first three are of Ford with his hands crossed behind his back. The last two are of him shaking hands with Mabel, and letting her paint a turkey on his hand. He's smiling in both. End ID.]
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