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Trigger warning: Suicide


Ok guys, I know you’ve all seen like a million of these tumblr posts but
Please
Please
Please
Like and reblog this post as much as possible.
My friend is contemplating suicide and we’ve agreed that for every note this gets, she lives another day.
So please, please like, reblog and comment on this post
I don’t know what I’d do without her
Guys I love the internet and everything but if I don't escape from the digital world I think I might kill myself
tw su***de, death
one of my close friends might be dead after their possible attempt
me and my friends havent heard anything from him for almost two days
he might be dead
i dont know how to feel than just cry my eyes out
im so sorry donut
i wish me, bannish and step spent more time with you
i love you so much and im so fucking sorry...
my mother just told me to never commit suicide
current mood: i was just crying on my bedroom floor for 10+ minutes and am now listening to a happy playlist on spotify to cheer me up (it isn't working)
Dazai: Chuuya I swear on my life-
Chuuya: “I swear on my life” Bitch you’re suicidal swear on something else.
alternatives to “i want to die”:
i want things to change
i want a different life
today was a shitty day/week
i don’t want to live like this
i want to be somewhere else in life
i’m not where i want to be yet
+ much more
Crybaby.
(warning for sui under the cut!)

* You can't do this anymore. *
* You want to end it all, so badly. *
* Sure, you love your relatives, but now isn't really the time for that if you're not going to see them anymore.*

* You get set on writing your note, then once you're finished, ready the chair and the rope. *

* You think for a moment, swallowing hard. *
* Do you really want to do this? *
* Obviously. *

* You kick the chair out from under yourself, snapping your neck in the process. *
* ... *
(tags for reach lol)
( @c0worker-bryce @greatestcoworker @doppelcoworker )
vent tw: self-harm, suicide
i od on 16 benadryl on friday......it was a dumb little attempt at ahem that s-word i couldve taken much much more....only felt sick and had hallucinations + hearing/feeling things,, its really funny to say i was high then but ig i was? im unsure...i only regret it bc i felt like i was going to vomit but i want to do it again,,,,and again and again
I think that the fact I'm trying not to kill myself proves that I don't actually want to, it just seems easier that Dealing with my problems.

I have no fucking clue how to make edits so I've decided to simply draw them instead.
Love love love the headcanon that Kunikida had a student that killed themself and that's what made him make the decision to quit teaching and join the agency/why he takes care of dazai so much
shooting myself in the back of the head so my suicide looks suspicious and i waste everyones time
My "dad" made me feel awful this morning
And after that he acted so surprised
And later my "mum" said she suspects that I want to do something....and by something she meant kill myself
I mean she's not so wrong but yet wrong
It's not like I am preparing something but I am thinking about that every day
You know how it feels to go to uni after an attempt and pretend like nothing had happened?
Pretend that there is no problem with you at all....
And they will never know that I tried, and tried, and tried to take my own life while they were watching stupid movies in the next room
I really enjoy hiding the truth, as my "mum" said, I'm a master at it
"I live"
How funny it sounds after so many attempts of taking my own life
How this shit means literally nothing to me
It's just a sentence
Just words
I laugh when I hear it, say it or see it
Because I know how meaningless it is