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Can someone tell me when I got so old??? I used to be able to stay up till the wee hours of the morning and sleep until whenever. Now, I have to be in bed right on time because you bet your ass I will be awake before 7 whether I want to be or not. 🫠

I'm gonna cry. I hate being a teenage girl surrounded by assholes every day.

I used my oil paints i bought for college to make this stupid thing! Stupid stuff is the best! Btw its a 2" x 2" canvas.

5 hours ago I thought, 'what if I made a Mha OC?'

Then i did.

Also this is my first time doing digital art soooooo its not that good. But i had fun! And now i have a character who's superpower is banana peel!

I just had to delete my Ao3 fic because I am an actual Idiot and got overexcited and starting uploading too early. I made several large errors that I somehow had not noticed and I must rewrite. I apologize to anyone who was reading it. I hope to reupload a better and more refined version of it eventually.

Anyone else ever lose track of your original plot and idea so much that your OC gets kinda shoved to the side? Like...they're still pivotal in a way, but not enough to fully flesh them out in the way I want to.

I was listening to my playlist high last night while reading Merthur fics and Show Yourself from frozen 2 (caleb hyles cover) came on

I literally had to put down the foc because I had to focus on the music BECAUSE I HAD A VISION now 24 hrs later, I am suddenly reminded of it but only bits and pieces

I want to write a lil oneshot about Merlin learning about being magic Incarnate but like...in a way like the show yourself scene

That's...all I can remember ಥ_ಥ

Original Ben because he is the cutest 10 year old ever. I would die for OG Ben

I just want to restart this day over again.

Why did I have to be too honest today???

WHY IS ONE CONFESSION NOT ENOUGH OMGHAD ACKKKKKK

I've come to a realization that exams week are not the time for confessions.

Life is a rollercoaster ride.

Never before has this ever been true in my entire life.

And so, I stupidly — because of your indecisions!!! (I don't blame u, I love you for it sometimes actually ) — confessed because I thought you're leaving and I just had to say it (BECAUSE MY STUPID MOUTH MYGHAD) and now you're not leaving after all, and I just fRICking CANNOT LIVE NOW

I love you alright

Okay so maybe love is too much of a word to describe this shitty feeling inside my chest but I do. So God help me please let me salvage whatever is left to be salvage so you'll continue to think of me as this extremely clueless, gay disaster that is totally so not in love with you because fck I'm so happy you're not leaving me after all but how can I possibly show my face now?????

I HATE BEING BI

I HATE IT FUCK

(not really...sort of)

Me: Just a little peek in the Infinity War tag, it'll be fine, I'll be careful nothing will get spoiled...

Seconds later:

Hello dear, a new story unlocked!! This is a replacement story from “under the siren lights” hahahaha. It's the same, but I hope you're wise in reading it, okay?

Hhehehe, spoilers a little aren't the problem, right?

Schedule update is very friday, saturday, and sunday!!

Erm, why am I starting to catch feelings for A BOX OF FRIGGIN FRIES?? AHHHGDHJDBDJHSHDIBDBDKDBDBFKF

T_T

ERM OKAY SO I KINDA DREW THE FREAKY

UHH HERE YA GO—

ITS KEN KYONASHIMA FROM THE 1980s YANDERE SIM, HE'S ONE OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL MEMBERS LORD HELP ME—

I reached peak mom/thearipist friend.

I told her to eat.

Talked her out of yelling at a ex and a ex best friend.

Got this stubborn ass girl to open up and tell me how she’s feeling.

Got her to sleep.

And have been there throughout her entire god awful relationship.

So I’m taking adoption requests. I can and will adopt you. Just shoot me a dm if you need a mom.

Reasons I should be your mom.

I’ll make sure you eat.

I’ll make sure you stay hydrated.

I’ll be your unofficial therapist.

I’ll give you the BEST advice I can.

I’ll always be there for you.

I’ll make sure you sleep.

Are you really an ENTP or do you just have high functioning ADHD?

uh

i spent an hour and a half downloading the entire dubbed series of PJ’s Daycare just so i could watch it without internet later

mine and stonecoldmustrd’s masterpiece