I Will Not Hide In The Shadows For Your Sake

i will not hide in the shadows for your sake

aegon the unworthy — [lust, gluttony and desire ruled.]     of the seven deadly sins; which are pride, greed, wrath, envy, lust, gluttony and sloth, which has ruled and corrupted my muse the most over their life?   what is an example of when they succumbed to this particular ‘sin’?     how have their weaknesses and succumbing to this/these ‘sins’ spoiled others opinions of them? for Vida Waters

𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 [..]

wrath is the one that has arguably changed her life the most and changed others perspectives on her, in multiple different ways. however... pride and envy are the two that appear in her day-to-day life and influence her most often.

WRATH. a beaten dog can only take so much before it bares its' fangs... vida had, and has, a huge amount of pent up aggression, pain and anger inside her. the night she became a killer was the night that wrath took the forefront in the most and moved her to defend herself. her fear manifested as violent anger when she was subjected to anothers attempted abuse, and he died as a result. though it wasn't intentional, she did not feel remorse nor guilt; and her life changed from that point. she collected her decades of mistreatment and weaponised that intense hatred and malice into staging her own death, arson and theft, all to avoid the consequences and to escape whilst causing harm to those who'd harmed her. wrath, in even a reasonable context, caused some to believe she was dead, soon forgotten, whereas she has not told anyone of this event (with the exception of errick farman) to avoid being viewed as a killer, or coward [pride]. PRIDE & ENVY. her pride in herself warps into a sense of superiority and defiance, she doesnt need or want your help. there is an undercurrent of envy that influences this... she both loathes and longs for the security of being born into some level of wealth; 'why do you deserve it but i do not?'. vida has seen so many who take it for granted, she cannot help but despise and disparage them [wrath]. her sense of pride bleeds into her personal interactions, and her lack of tolerance for general crowds, but she does not let it creep into her professional work: this is the place where her professional pride overshadows her personal issues. + there is nothing she is more proud of, sincerely and cockily, than her skills in her craft. she wants to be better, and she will be better than anyone else. there is a very visceral and twisted-pleasurable element of being able to hold the power of life and death over even those who sleep upon piles of jewels and gold — wealth will pay for health, always.

Bite and tear

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄? .. YOREN, a sun of winter.

[ 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃, 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐆𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐒𝐄. ] Your heart can never hold still. It pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. When was the last time you were certain? The last time your life was stable? Maybe this is how you prefer things. On the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. You chase one goal after the next. Can you ever really feel complete without a place to land? Shouldn’t you build yourself a nest?

𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧  𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐲  𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝  𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬

a collection of in depth questions inspired by nicknames of crowned leaders in grrm’s targaryen dynasty.          change pronouns and/or other details as needed.        fantasy/period/medieval genre details apply.

aegon the conqueror — [forge a new dynasty.]     to what lengths would my muse go to achieve their greatest goal?   what is, or has been, their life’s crowning glory?   how have they carved a new future for themselves in a time of upheaval?

maegor the cruel — [fire and steel over words.]   how is my muses temper?   how do they handle having power and desiring vengeance?   do they offer mercy, or do they give no quarter?

the old king; jaehaerys — [time and prosperity.]     in their life so far, how has time, age and wisdom (or the lack thereof) helped or hindered them?  what lessons have they learned in their life thus far?  how do they feel about growing old, and the legacy they will leave behind?

aemond one-eye — [loss defining the person.]    what is a loss that people know them for; whether physical or otherwise?   how has this loss defined how they see themselves and how they live their life?   how has it influence the way they are perceived?

daenerys stormborn — [preserving a dynasty.]     how much would, or has, my muse endured and suffered in the name of survival?   what does survival and the preservation of self look like to them?   how far would they go to live the life they envision they deserve?

good queen alysanne — [fearlessly good.]     do they devote a part of themselves, their lives, or their resources, to a charitable cause?   why, or why not?    if applicable, how does my muse choose to educate themselves on others perspectives?

queen who never was; rhaenys — [remaining graceful in disrespect.]    how, in general, does my muse handle their public self in the face of dismissiveness and/or disrespect?    have they been severely slighted by their family or loved ones?    how have they managed to keep relationships after this, or these, incidents?     how forgiving are they to those who have hurt them?

aegon the dragonbane — [when fear drives destruction.]   what is my muses greatest fear, and why or how has that fear been instilled in them?   how do they react when faced with that fear?   how does it impact their daily life? 

baelor the blessed — [piousness may beget blindness.]     how does their religion, or the religion/s of their society influence or impact them?   have they been lead astray or blinded by certain constructs of their religion?

daena the defiant — [confinement breeds rebellion.]    how have their desires and dreams been limited by others?   from what source does their rebelliousness come?   what lengths have they gone to to execute their desires?

aegon the unworthy — [lust, gluttony and desire ruled.]     of the seven deadly sins; which are pride, greed, wrath, envy, lust, gluttony and sloth, which has ruled and corrupted my muse the most over their life?   what is an example of when they succumbed to this particular ‘sin’?     how have their weaknesses and succumbing to this/these ‘sins’ spoiled others opinions of them?

aerion the monstrous — [madness is vindictively cruel.]     in my muses life have they been exposed to any form of ‘madness’, whether in themselves or others?    do they see their potential, or existing, ‘madness within’?   when facing perceived disrespect, to what lengths will they go to achieve revenge?

daenys the dreamer — [our tragedy foretold.]    does my muse believe in the concept of prophecy or the diving of the future?    have they ever experienced an event where they seemed, or did, view the future?; if so, expand on that experience.     are they gifted, blessed, or cursed, in any sort of ‘magical’ way? if so; do they use this to the benefit of others, why?