Day 3 Without Any Processed Sugar And

Day 3 without any processed sugar and

1h + 20min + 40min

That's a good nights sleep right there.. 💀 only took me 9 hours too

Literally counting my blessings while trying to not loose it over how trapped I feel in this shitty re-run existence..

Trying to allow a healthy, reasonable amount of emotions to seep through at any given moment is damn near fucking impossible for me..

Feel like I'd need an emotional engineering degree to open the valves just right to avoid causing a complete psychological meltdown.

Two middle aged women passing me and friend on the street.

Friend: Did you see the woman on the right? I loved her hair.

Me: Nah.. I only noticed them bitching about how people on welfare is taking their money..

Friend: ..... I changed my mind. She looked so fucking stupid omg.

So.. did y'all grow up somewhere you actually had shit to do for fun?

Cause me and my friends amused ourselves by crawling into old water barrels and pushing each other down steap hills..

[no I'm not joking lol]