The Secondary Emotion

the secondary emotion

— pairing: lee know x fem!reader

— idols featured: lee know, shin ryujin, hwang yeji, choi lia, lee chaeryeong

— word count: 6.2k

— genre: exes to possible lovers, angst, closure

— warnings: explicit language, yelling, arguing, crying, flashbacks to a toxic relationship, mentions of condoms & implications of sex, mentions of blood, anxious habits, self-doubt & insecurity 

— summary: the day that you broke up with lee minho was the worst day of your life. it was also the day that you realized anger was a secondary emotion—the first was always some sort of hurt stemming from a festering wound. in your case, it was grief, caused by the coldness and neglect from your once loving boyfriend, the aforementioned minho. on the morning of the dreaded romance-filled pink and red day, you nearly trip over a large, heart-shaped box left on your doorstep, and the handwriting on the letter that sits on top is terribly familiar. 

— notes: happy late valentine’s day lovies!! whether you’re forever alone or in a long-term committed relationship, i offer you this lee know fic 🤲 i hope you enjoy, and have a very very loving valentine’s day, whether that love is romantic, platonic, familial, or any other kind of love. also, this is my fic for the sweet treats from skz event run by @districtninewriters​! please read the other fics that were written for this event as well, as every author in this network is extremely talented and i promise they won’t disappoint! 

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ot8!skz x reader highschool!smau - crack humour, angst, fluff

The first day of her final year at high school, and y/n has biology with Mr Park as her first lesson of the day, sat on a table with a group of people who have nothing in common and can’t really stand each other. She’s not too upset about it, though - ‘it can only get better from here,’ she thinks. Little does she know that her day (and her year) is only going to get so much worse…

a/n: guys I am so excited about this, it’s gonna be so fun! thanks to @silverlightprincess​ for helping me to think up the concept to this story and the personalities of the characters, you’re the best! I really hope you guys enjoy, please just comment or drop me an ask if you want to be added to the taglist, and also let me know what you think of each part - I like gossiping with you guys about my work! x

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part one - character introductions

part two - disaster apocalypse

part three - big boy trousers

part four - dumb and dumber

part five - feminine charm

part six - 6.5 packs of fairy lights

part seven - banned from peru

part eight - barbie

part nine - god, help me

part ten - chan and chani

part eleven - give me the strength

part twelve - simp nation

part thirteen - frosting on his abs

part fourteen - dinner with a view

part fifteen - no-neck ed

part sixteen (a) - twerk until you cry

part sixteen (b) - twerk until you cry

part seventeen - foot up his ass

part eighteen - extraordinary you

part nineteen - rob list

part twenty - knife

part twenty-one - charity work

part twenty-two - down atrocious

part twenty-three - moaning myrtle

part twenty-four - mark lee

part twenty-five - material girl

part twenty-six (a) - harry styles

part twenty-six (b) - harry styles

part twenty-seven (a) - rampage

part twenty-seven (b) - rampage

part twenty-eight - wring his neck

part twenty-nine - angsty loser

part thirty - pick up 12

part thirty-one - in cahoots

part thirty-two - move to peru

part thirty-three - alexa, play best friend

part thirty-four - batman and robin

part thirty-five (a) - blushing

part thirty-five (b) - blushing

part thirty-six - drownin and drippin

part thirty-seven - ice cream chillin

part thirty-eight - secret santa

part thirty-nine - hot girl stomach problems

part forty - test my patience

part forty-one - drank the punch

part forty-two - minho from shinee

part forty-three - pureimagination

part forty-four - another rampage

part forty-five - godmother

part forty-six - jason derulo

part forty-seven - big boy

part forty-eight - capitalism king

❧This is just for entertainment and not meant to represent anyone in real life. Don’t take anything I write seriously.

☾Genre: angst. very angst.

☾Pairing: ot8 x gender neutral reader

☾Contents: arguments, neglect in relationship, insecurity, pointing out weight, food mentions, a lot of body/appearance-judging, cheating, break-ups, patronization, taking things too personal, wrongfully blaming(?), mention of having children (Jeongin), cringe dialogue but bear with me im tired

☾Scenario: toxic things they do

❧a/n: planning on doing a pt. 2 to this where they apologize/give comfort. should i do that?😟 also this is “loosely” based on their mbti’s 😍

❀ BANG CHAN

Neglecting you.

Chan normally stays up late, often neglecting his health. When you confront him about this he says-

“I’m fine, just stop worrying.”

“Why are you so concerned? This isn’t about you.”

He’d constantly neglect himself, which leads to neglecting you. He works hours on end, come home, then immediately fall asleep.

“Hey, how was work?” You’d ask.

“It was fine.” He didn’t even look at you. The same process would repeat almost everyday. You like to convince yourself he’s just tired or not in the mood, but you know you’re just trying to make yourself feel better.

❀ LEE KNOW

Points out your insecurities.

Whenever you two argue, he always points out your insecurities. Sometimes he’ll point them out for no reason when he’s in a bad mood. One thing he focuses on pointing out is your appearance, specifically weight.

“You look like you’ve gained weight.”

“Your face looks fatter.”

“How much have you been eating recently? You should cut down.”

The words he’d say to you cut deeper than you could imagine. So much to the point where even being around him you’d feel insecure. The worst part is that he wouldn’t even apologize. He’d just go back to saying how much he “loves” you and act like nothing happened.

❀ CHANGBIN

Judges your body.

Changbin constantly works out, so of course he’d have a “perfect body.” In his mind, he thinks he’s looking out for you. But in reality, he’s just trying to get your body to look the way he wants.

“Your thighs look too big. You should work on them.”

“Your stomach looks bigger than last month; how much have you been eating?”

He didn’t even notice the effect he had on you. And being honest, he didn’t really care. Because again; in his mind, he was just “worrying about you.”

❀ HYUNJIN

Makes fun of your laugh.

Ever since getting in a relationship with Hyunjin, you’ve also built a friendship with the rest of skz, which has lead to you laughing a lot more. Han always cracking jokes, the members playing pranks on Changbin—everyday gave something that made you smile. Until Hyunjin told you how annoying you were.

“You’re so annoying, that wasn’t even that funny.”

“God, your laugh is so obnoxious. Quiet down.”

He’d tell you this so much to the point where you’d stop laughing. He’d notice how quiet you get when he points it out, but he’ll shrug it off as you being “sensitive.”

❀ HAN

Gets bored of your relationship.

Han can’t tolerate staying in a relationship for long. He needs change. This isn’t necessarily bad, but what is bad is that rather than speaking to you, or breaking things off, he cheated on you.

He’d try playing off as falling out of love, but he did love you. He was just bored—wanted something new.

After you broke it off with him, he didn’t even try to keep you. He just let you go. He went on to do this to his next partner as well.

❀ FELIX

Unintentionally patronizing.

Felix would always explain something to you if needed. However, he’d treat you like a baby; like you don’t know anything.

If you need him to explain something more than once, he’ll drop all formality and get kind of irritated with you. He’d speak slower, use “simpler” words, a “teacher-like” tone.

“I’m not a kid, Felix.”

“Yeah, well I obviously have to explain everything to you like you are one. This isn’t hard to understand, stop playing dumb.”

❀ SEUNGMIN

Taking things too personally and blaming you.

Seungmin would often practice singing or dancing in front of you. However, when you’d offer constructive criticism, he’d take it to heart.

“Min, maybe try moving your arm to other side for this part.”

“Seriously? I’ve worked hard on this dance. It looks bad?”

“No, I was just giving advice…?”

“You could’ve told me before we were an hour away from performing.”

His inability to take your advice got worse the longer you two were together. No matter how much you tried, he just wouldn’t take it.

❀ JEONGIN

Neglects feelings/how others feel.

Whenever you and Jeongin would argue, he’d never admit to being in the wrong. He’d constantly come up with some excuse to make it seem like you’re the wrong one. Mostly consisting of invalidating your feelings to make you feel bad.

“Jeongin, you can’t keep staying out this late, we have kids to take care of.”

“You’re here, you can take care of them.”

“Yes, but I can’t do this all day everyday. You’re a parent too.”

“I have way more to worry about than you do. Taking care of a kid should be easy. You’re the one who wanted them.” The only thing you could do was stand there speechless.

“Is he really more concerned about his job than his own partner and kids?” You thought to yourself.

We need a part 2!

poisoned fangs

— pairing: kim seungmin x gn!reader (slight jeongin x reader)

— idols featured: kim seungmin, yang jeongin, bangchan, lee felix, lee minho (mentioned), nishimura riki (mentioned), kim sunoo, park sunghoon, sim jake (mentioned), shin ryujin, lee chaeryeong, choi yeonjun

— word count: 16.0k

— genre: royalty!au, vampire!au, coming-of-age, strangers to enemies to lovers

— warnings: explicit language, gore, slight angst, descriptive and disturbing death of a major character, murder, toxic relationship, stockholm syndrome, kidnapping

— summary: one of the much lusted after and desired princes of the kim empire, kim seungmin, has finally come of age, and the law states that he must choose a mate: or else the entire kingdom will come apart in his hands. instead of choosing the one of the alluring princes from the park empire or the seductive princess from the lee kingdom, he chooses (y/n) (l/n), who is nothing more than a commoner—and even more controversial, a human. with their band of odd friends including but not limited to a witch, a werewolf, and (secretly) another prince, they aim to run away, but as always, prince seungmin gets what he wants. and what he wants more than anything is (y/n).  

— notes: hello! this is my addition to the royal mindset collab hosted by @sunshinelixie-lee​ / @freckledwinterfalls​! don’t forget to read the rest of the stories in this collab, as they are all amazing! thank you so much to the host and all participants of this collab! just as it was in my felix fic, the mc has they / them pronouns but wears dresses and more traditionally feminine clothing. other than that, nothing is specified (hair, body parts, etc). gender neutral titles are used as well (royal rather than prince / princess). also fun fact, i struggled so much with this story and i really hate the way it came out but i hope someone finds it interesting rip 

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—living your entire life as a regular mortal, a hard adjustment comes into your life as you're suddenly thrown into a world of fantasy and magical beings. in a school built specifically to train magic, chaos ensues as you try to navigate through a new supernatural life.

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Wish You Were Sober ~ HHJ [Request]

⤜WORD COUNT: 3.2 K

⤜PAIRING: Hyunjin  x Fem!Reader

⤜GENRE: fluffy, angst, friends to lovers, first kiss, drunken kisses,

⤜Copyright: © DreamEscapesWriting - February 2022

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There were few things in the world that you were scared of, heights, open water, spiders and Hyunjin. Though you weren’t as terrified of Hyunjin as you were of the water. Okay, that may have been a lie. 

Ever since the party last week you had been terrified to even look at him or be in the same room as him. But you had your reasons! The two of you hadn’t been alone together since the incident and you could barely bring yourself to look at Hyunjin since it was all you could remember.

It was going to be hard to be around one another when you worked together all of the time. The two of you were cleaners in one of the biggest hotel’s in Busan and it sat on one of the biggest beaches which meant you were always cleaning. Every room, hallway, landing, stairwell everything. Usually, you and Hyunjin would be partners but you’d practically begged your other friend, Sana, to be the one to clean with you. 

She obviously knew the real reason you didn’t want to work with Hyunjin but she kept her mouth shut. Going along with the fact that she “needed to talk to you” while you cleaned which meant Hyunjin would be with her partner instead.

“You should tell him!” Your friend explained as you stood outside one of the hotel room doors, staring over at the elevator as he the “Him” to which she was referring left the floor you were on.

“Tell who, what?” You mumbled pretending as if you hadn’t just been watching Hyunjin like a cartoon character watching the love of their life leaving them behind. It was the same way you had always looked at Hyunjin it was only now that you were beginning to see it. 

“That you think he looks like a sculpture he made or maybe the fact that…Hmmm, I don’t know…” She trailed off before hitting you around the back of the head with a newspaper, you groaned from the folded up pieces of paper. It may not have been hard but it hurt with the force she had hit you with,

“That he kissed you!” It all rushed back to you at that moment, it was all blurry memories from the drinks you’d ingested. But you could remember it all so vividly, the feel of Hyunjin’s hands on your body, wrapping around your hips. The small kisses on your neck, jawline, then on your mouth as you continued to make out on the bed for a while.

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