Last Night I Had A Dream I Was Near

last night I had a dream I was near

one of my favourite things about this scene is the pause in the middle of Near's speech about Mello where he's just staring wistfully into space

I can't stop shaking?

Pros of hyperfixiation:

Happy!

Art ideas

Life is good

Cons of hyperfixiation:

I am going to blow up

All my art is of the same guy

If I don't think about this 24/7 I get violent

hi welcome to art with count jortula today we're gonna be drawing the same rocks we've been drawing for the past four and a half weeks

Becoming a Death Note fan is like dang what a cool anime/manga with interesting moral issues. And as you get into it you come to love all these wonderful characters and have to watch each and every one of them die. So then you get into shipping and try to imagine a world where all the characters can be happy and not dead. You think there's not much romance in the show aside from Sachiko x Soichiro, but pretty quickly you decide to ignore canon in favor of steamy pairings. Of course you start off with gateway drug lawlight, it's everywhere and easy to consume, but you start craving different things. What about the successors? Mello and Matt had to have had something going on, right? So you start shipping mellodramattic, but then you remember all the tension of meronia and get into that too. Eventually you realize the truest ship is putting Mello, Matt, and Near all together to create a power throuple. But then you inevitably go back to lawlight, except you enter your hating Light era™️ and decide Light getting cucked is funny and start shipping lawmane. But then you remember remisa is also a thing and once you get into monsterfucking there's no going back, so you start shipping Ryuk with everyone. You think that this has to be it, right? But no. You enter your girl power era™️ and realize Naomi x Wedy would have been a brilliant pairing. But why stop there? You throw Halle in the mix. Eventually you start shipping Halle x Takada and naturally land on Misa x Takada as well. What if all the women are lesbians? Then you have to think about the task force, they're all gay right? And naturally you get into L x Aizawa and L x Soichiro and L x Matsuda and land on L x Aiber and maybe even throw Wedy into that mix. What about Light? You put him with Mikami obviously. And then you remember LABB and have to start shipping BB with every single character ever. But then it all circles back to realizing Sachiko x Soichiro are the best pairing. And by then it's too late. You already ship pretty much everything and have read fanfic about all the pairings. And when your friends ask you about your death note opinions you have to act normal and pretend you care about the moral issues in the show when really all you think about is which characters look best together. You have strayed so far from the light, there's no going back.