Your Choice

Your choice

I see you from a far

I see when you are near

I look out for any chance I get to see you be

Cause to me you were the most perfect being there could ever be

I see you with your friends and I see you walking by

While we don't talk I know that you'd be fun

I look up to you

And I admire you, for you were always a flower in my eyes

And then I saw what made you, you...

There's a saying that goes "heavy is the head that wears the crown" and the most beautiful painting is made with the most possible pain.

I see all the scars you try to cover

All the bruises you seem to forget

And I see all the cigarettes your lungs have taken.

Who would've thought the most beautiful piece of art was the most broken of all

It'd only take a fly for the entire thing to collapse

Yet here you are standing with us

Maybe you're not here really but you'll be here when you're ready

And I'll be watching you staying strong

And I'll be with you when you fall

We may not talk much but I'll be here when it you need me.

Sincerely, Death

Endless

You could hurt me

Leave me

End me

And I'd still follow you

I'd let you beat me

Kill me

And play me

For the rest of my life

If it meant I got to be with you

For eternity.

I'd go through hell if it meant

You'd hug me

Kiss me

Swooned me

Or smothered me

I can't promise forever but I promise I'll find you

In land and sea

In dirt and air

In good and bad

In peace and war

In life and death

Because you are my everything

Even if I'm nothing to you.

when will they learn that it never works

Betrayed

If you'd ask me then

I'd tell you no

Now it's too late

And I've been hurt.

No physical pain will surpass what I feel

And no therapy will fix what you broke

Like shattered glass I can't be fixed

Like a carcass I can't be saved

And you only wander around with a big smile on your face

While I only crawl slowly in the same place

I'd believe you'd be the same if you knew my pain

I believe you'd die in my place

And that brings me joy

While I can only wish

And you can only exist

I'll be glad if you get to know my pain.

“I once read in my physics book that the universe begs to be observed, that energy travels and transfers when people pay attention. Maybe that's what love really boils down to--having someone who cares enough to pay attention so that you're encouraged to travel and transfer, to make your potential energy spark into kinetic energy.”

― Jasmine Warga, My Heart and Other Black Holes

It's like your life long friend just passed away and there's nothing else to do or say. You're relieved they aren't suffering but you're sad you'll never see them again. It's such a bizarre experience and a beautiful one too. It's almost like they took just a little bit of soul. Just amazing

That intimate moment between you and the book you have just read the last words of, where you sit there taking in the enormity of what you have just finished.