Giggling Like A Little Girl Because I'm Watching Love Last Forever (Koi Wa Tsuzuku Yo Doko Made Mo) And

Giggling like a little girl because I'm watching Love last forever (Koi Wa Tsuzuku yo Doko Made Mo) and she just saw Tendo again in the hospital but he doesn't remembers her.

Besides Alina and good genes? please keep talking. 

The good bad mother

So, I'm hating Kang-Ho because he was a total idiot

BUT

I feel that he did it on purpose.

I feel that Kng-Ho pushed everyone away because he knew that his dad did not committed suicide. I feel Kang-Ho found out his dad was killed and he wants revenge.

When he was breaking up with Mi-Jo, Mi-Jo say "You have do to something on your own." And he agreed and then left. AND I FEEL that the something was to get revenge.

Him pulling Sam-Sik out of the bar and giving him money? He was surrounded by prosecutors who were evil and he didn't want anybody close to him to be involved.

The scene of him rolling the car towards the river? I feel that was made up. I feel he took the woman and the baby to a safe place and then dumped the car for the fishes to live in.

Him leaving Mi-Jo? She was already too close. He wanted her to be safe. That's why he felt pain when he saw her again.

Him saving those documents behind the painting? Proof of what he had been ordered to do.

I feel that the times he was evil were because he needed to convince others that he actually was evil.

I feel he did it on purpose.

But maybe that's wishful thinking.

DUTY AFTER SCHOOL EPISODE 10

I tried looking for something that said "Sad" but Tumblr was sending to get mental help. Not that I don't need it but I feel that everyone that has watched kdramas lately need therapy.

ANYWAY

Kdramas lately have really been trying to play with my mental health. It's slightly concerning but I must give a standing ovation to the actors and actresses, directors and producers of this Kdramas because it's been crazy.

The emotions portrayed in this episode have been wonderful. They exxplored trauma, how going into college/university can reduce a person into a position, and how fear can play with your mind.

I love how they also touched on the topic of adults being the ones that should protect us, but in the end, we end up protecting ourselves and each other. Hopefully, the new generation will have it easier and depend on us, the new adults.

The truth is that this kdrama is very realistic. Not the alien part, of course but definitely the war portion of the drama.

Fighting to have good grades, fighting to be the best, fighting to make everyone proud, fighting to leave our mark in the world and then being categorized as bad students and good students. It feels healing to see there is someone who realizes that being at war doesn't mean carrying a weapon but trying to achieve something while all eyes are on you.

The adults using the university to manipulate the teenagers felt raw and real. Because they do manipulate us somehow.

They know what our weaknesses are, and they use it against us. But I believe that we'll do better.

I believe that this generation will tell the next one that it's okay to fail.

I believe this generation will encourage the next one to be happy.

I believe this generation will heal traumas by helping the new generation grow up.

I feel we gave up on our dreams, but we shouldn't stop dreaming.

If we stop dreaming we'll become like them. Categorizing people by their grades, by their beauty, by what they want.

Let's keep dreaming healthily. Let's encourage one another to keep surviving, to keep living. Let's find the joy in life, the peace in the quietness, the gratefulness in the touch of the sun.

I know it's hard. I know sometimes it feels as if the war were pressing on us but we've made it this far. We can do it a little more.

For us. And for those that are coming next.

That's the reality of duty after school. Not the aliens of the war. But surviving even when the world is going against us.

Surviving the appearances.

Surviving.

Let's all survive together. Let's grow old together. Let's keep fighting.

For us.

For the ones coming.

For the ones that stopped fighting.

Let's never give up.

Love lasts forever (Koi Wa Tsuzuku yo Doko Made Mo) Episode 4:

The paramedic listening to Sakura declare her heart out: O mah God, I need popcorn.

I HAVE A FUNNY STORY!

I was watching the tale of the nine tailed 2/ studying for a test about medical terms and then all of a sudden I feel a very strong smell. It smelled like bleach. 

I, knowing my mother, went to the bathroom and found her coughing like crazy and I realized that she had mixed Lysol with bleach. 

For those who don’t know, mixing this two chemicals creates cloro gas or mustard gas which is extremely toxic. 

So, I got her out of the bathroom, opened all the windows and called posion control. They told me to get out and if my mother was having trouble breathing, I should take her to emergency. 

I told my family “We need to get out” And you know what they did? 

They gave me a Drex of guardians of the galaxy speed. 

Yeah, the whole “I move so slow, I have mastered invisibility” 

WE WERE BEING POISONED 

AND THEY WERE BEING FREAKING SLOW

AND THEY GOT MAD AT ME FOR IT

THE HECK!

I WAS LIKE 

Next time we are all dying