eliserzilber - Elise (Taylor’s version)
Elise (Taylor’s version)

BPD Warrior❤️‍🩹 Graphic Designer👩🏼‍💻Sharing what I learned from therapy and DBT group, my life, and BPD thoughts.Billie Eilish & Taylor Swift are my FPs

225 posts

Trigger Warning: Su1cidal Thoughts

Trigger warning: su1cidal thoughts

I want to love myself. I want to love my life. I want to enjoy things. I want to be able to let go of what doesn’t serve me. I want to be happy, or at the very least be content. But currently the best I can do is hold onto enough mindfulness to follow my crisis plan when I’m holding a pill bottle in my hand.

As my therapist always says, therapy and treatment can only work if you’re alive, and the skills are there to help you stay that way.

Better buried in self-loathing and shame than in the ground, I guess.

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